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Monday, November 09, 2015
I should have been a better sister.

I missed the little things that could've led my relationship with my sister to a stronger one. 

We were young. I was younger. I was young, and angry and egoistic. I wanted to be treated like an adult but she was the adult one. I just couldn't understand her. The age gap, the physical distance built a wall amongst us.

But I realise she has done more than what I can do. My late mother always reminded me that no matter how childish or different she was, she took care of our grandparents. 

Our lives took a huge turn when my mother, my grandfather and my grandmother passed away within 3 years. It was then that I saw what she had done. She always tried her best to make my mother happy but we just couldn't understand her methods. She took my mother and brother out for dinner, and I think that was the last dinner  treat they had.

If only we could sit together and have dinner together like a family. Maybe we will.

She came home one day and just broke the mega wall of ice we both built. She no longer have her pillars of support. She needs us.

Mak, I wonder if you are watching how we are right now. Mak, i wish Allah can send elder brother reminders of you and us. We've tried but nothing is working. 

Kakak is with us now, Mak. She knows she has her family for support. I wish you'd be here to take care of her child(ren).

I miss you. She misses you, Mak. I'm sorry I wasn't a good sister to your daughter.