Jot down interesting, memorable events in life
Think things out through words
To avoid the mental burden.





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another piece of me written down....




harlow people. how are you?



lemme introduce u to my Harley.



its not perfect but it takes a whole lot of patience to do it.


harhar.


kayyyy.....wat am i to do next....o yes, blog.



erm, ape eh..


oh, today i woke up late...so mom and dad plus little bro left me...my elder bro also left me for work....kan sedih....then, while i was happily scraping ice, mom called telling me to go granny's hse...hahaaa...so i took my time to get ready...suddenly realised i need to go there by bus...harrharrr....but i remembered mom saying there's a new bus service to my granny's...lemme introduce, Bus 45. goes to fengshan primary...and to ang mo kio...nasebku baik...there, i met Syahid...he was looking into his plastic bag...i dont know what he was doing until i asked and he replied "tgh nak cocok straw.." tapi tulah, he took more than 5 mins to do that....haha...salam everyone and then went into the room...sat there with Makchu...a few mins later, khairiah datang..YEAY, ade kawan....hehehhh....took pictures and just slacked there...apelagi nak buat sey...when everyone else went off, we sat at the living room...sampai tertido-tido mereka....but, haha...it was boring lah...and i didnt get to go to my granny's bside my dad....alah..takpelah, besok jumper....my makcik is getting married...huahua...her hubby just passed away sey....hmm.....


oyeah, while i was in the toilet bathing, i suddenly realised, i have never been on a holiday with my elder brothers...AT ALL! then, i suddenly had the idea of asking my sis in law to arrange a holiday with my brothers...tapi, itu semue hanye angan-angan sahaje....


i watched Heart just now....and i suddenly found it very boring....i guess that show should only be watched once...and erm...haha....with all those advertisements, it really ruins the movie....imagine u are watching a sweet loving story and suddenly an old lady pops up holding an umbrella vertically and dancing like broadway....pe saje...




okay...lagi ape aku nak blog...



mom keeps calling me to ask how to use the handphone....haha...
*kringKring*
mom: faridah, da anta msg ke blm? [have u sent the msg?]
me: da.... gi check lah.. [done...go check lahh...]
mom: macam mane nak check? [how to check?]
me: -_-"


haaaaahaaaaa...the consequences of having parents who arent used to the advanced technology...


alahai...giler-giler lah aku ni...haha....one more week to school...shit. i have to finish all my assignments...shit!....i have 3...or is it 4? yeap 4....btm flowerpot, DESIGN prototype plus business plan, INTECH macro movie, and STRMEC report..o shit! i need to draw it in CAD! alahai...biler nak abes ni...start pon belom...alaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiii.....



erm............



okay lahhh....


lets welcome, *drumroll*

YEAR 2007!!!!

padehal 2006 baru je nak abes...


Time is running out - Muse

I think I'm drowning
asphyxiating
I wanna break the spell
that you've created

you're something beautiful
a contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

you will be
the death of me
yeah, you will be
the death of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
and our time is running out
you can't push it underground
we can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
but I'm restricted
I tried to give you up
but I'm addicted

now that you know I'm trapped
sense of elation
you'll never dream of breaking this fixation
you will squeeze the life out of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
and our time is running out
you can't push it underground
we can't stop it screaming out
how did it come to this

you will suck the life out of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
and our time is running out
you can't push it underground
we can't stop it screaming out
how did it come to this


another piece of me written down....



Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha kawan-kawanku..(:



itsy bitsy spider climbing up the wall....*singing*


haha, klah...kinda late to blog so, whatever lah..i just want to congratulate myself...i just finished building myself a harley davidson!! in 3 days. not consecutively ah. and not the real one either. terror jugak kalau aku buat harley yg betol sendiri eh..haha...i made a wooden harley davidson. the other time i wanna do a gun but i lost the instructions so i didnt finish it. hehhehhh...



today as kinda boring. i watch Blood Diamond. and i guess it makes u think twice about buying diamonds ever again...its very depressing, its makes u repent and it really makes u think. okay, i won't release anymore thrilling episodes about it but you should go and watch it. seriously. unless...erm..okay, i shall shut up.


oyeah, yesterday i had dinner at KTM. yeah..we celebrated Shamil's birthday...more of advanced birthday...hadad, mummy lion(i dont know her name), lela n jihad, suz n hadis, afiq n nisa, jeff, aizat, epen and erm...didi were there. plus shamil and nad of course...i must say this, lela is very cute! hahahaha.....seriously...she's like those cute kids who goes "mummy mummy! i want this!!"...and didi is sooo in love with Imran Ajmain(did i get this correct?) songs...he practically took the song from mummy lion and played the song more than erm...just a random number, 5 times....yaa...haha! muke hadad da boring...haha...aizat, suz n nisa plus partner went off first...at around 12 we went off...i took a bus with epen...haha...kekek....only now that he knew i was from BGSS....hahah....kan gerek tu...haha...erm....anyway, something happened that night that just made me feel so....enclosed...like i needed a time off from my family..... i just want to be outside. away from home.


aku ni da bosan....bosan hidop dlm sengsaraan....sbb tu kalau aku kat luar, aku cube nak ketawe lebih...sebab, kat rumah, susah utk aku ketawe...senang utk aku kluarkan tangisan yang merugikan hidop aku.


anyway, i've found who sang that song i put up a month ago...but they dont have the real accurate lyrics thou...sad...those dots are actually consist of words. sheesh.


Artist : Get Cape Wear Cape Fly
Album : The Chronicles Of A Bohemian Teenager
Title : The chronicles of a bohemian teenager



I was stuck in minor chords
I'd been here once before
With environmental ....
By your baggage on my floor
So get over here
Lets grab ourselves another beer
Drink untill tomorrow to forget that we're still alive.

Drinking to forget
always breaths regrets
dissolusion faces upon friends and silver meths
I do believe that my self-constructed alibi
Is cracking under pressure while i'm breaking on the inside

I'm sick of making sure
I'm sick of sitting with my.....
telling people I know
More than they needed to know
And this song is more,
than the self indulgant rantings
Closure for the times that
have let you down you know I need you around

Well I'm still here, long overdue,
but it seems like your.....

So this ones for the friends
If not so for themselves and this new lifes directing us ....
you made us feel at
home broken backs on floors of stone
but I'd rather wake there any day
than wake up here alone


another piece of me written down....



had dinner with the lovelies, mj, raider, rai and wj...its beeeeennnn a loooooooooooooooong time since i've met the three...i met raider a few days back so, not so bad...haha...we had dinner at Simpang Bedok...heyheyyy....it was raining, and all of us were freezing cold...okay lah, abit of exaggeration there...it was fun having a chinese banquet-ty like meal you know..so all the focus was on catching up rather than food...haha! mei guannie! don't worry so much kays hunnyy, its time to face this challenge, now or never..stay strong darling!

[edit]
u know that song, under the words Plugged In on my profile..i keep listening to it yesterday. and today, i saw its video. i saw 2 different videos of it last night and omg, the videos are really kinda makes u sad you know. seriously, it reminds me of that asshole. bile org nk berbual, die naik darah. ish...and whenever i walk to the bus stop at BV, i'll always look n see whether there's anyone there or not..ho well..

my eldest brother was struggling to open the door just now. i thought he was carrying something big but i saw the way he stood and stumble. he was drunk. astarghfirullahalazim.

ya Allah, ampunkan dosa dosanya ya Allah, kembalikannya ke jalan yang lurus.
amin.

i feel so sad. just...sad...not crying...just...sad...he's got a long way ahead of him. and its being wasted. scares me to know my own brother is one of those typical malays. name je Melayu Islam. tapi, ape kurangnye aku.
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okay! my dear chat friend has a blog and HE go tag me with TWO questionaire thingies. okayy, erm, i shall do it. noone ever tagged me before and of all people, HE does. thanks horrrr..

the FIRST one.

Answer all the questions below.
Then pass it to 5 people you know.

Q1. Favourite colour?
Black, purple, maroon, turqoise..

Q2.Fantasy or reality?
a mix of both. more of reality usually.

Q3. Last outing.
Simpang Bedok with MJ, WJ, Raider n Rai. love <3

Q4. Last person you kissed?
i prefer not to disclose.

Q5. Latest time you went to bed?
6am. HAHA. now, thats not too late....

Q6. Favourite band?
Sugar Ray, Greenday and alot more.

Q7. Attached or single?
SINGLE. and smiling.

Q8. First love?
no comments.

Q9. Favourite day of the week.
Wednesdays. i have no idea why.

Q10. Favourite number?
Seven, erm..7...ahh tujuh. heh.

Q11. Favourite month of the year?
December and October.

Q12. First enemy?
MY SISTER. bloody bitch.

Q13. Do you smoke?
Never tried. never going to.

Q14. Hated day of the week.
Thursdays.

Q15. Last house you ever slept?
Khairiah's house. or shud i say, MINE.

Q16. First movie.
ouukayyyy....i cannot remember at all. why do i have a feeling it has got something to do with Barney??...err..haha..

Q17. Last movie i watched?
Night At The Museum.

Q18. Most hated subject?
Physics.

Q19. Last mall you went to?
Wisma Atria.

Q20. Current time?
12.18am.

5 people i know:
Suhaila
Maisarah
Amalina
Xing Wen
Fatimah

ehehehehehehhehehehe.

the SECOND one. ---------------------------------------------------------


Name 13 people who you can think of now:

1. Goh Mei Juan
2. Nadiah
3. Asmida
4. Nuraidah
5. Nadiah Sapiuna
6. Shakinah
7. Idayu
8. Namira
9. Sarah
10. Adam
11. Jeffri
12. Nizal
13. Fuad

Q1. How did you meet 10?

ouhhh...haha...don't know who gave my no. to him. and ya..ended up in d same class n now in d same poly.

Q2. What would you do if you meet 1?

i would scream and shout and hug her till she screams for help. i miss her mannn.

Q3. What would you do if 2 & 6 dated?

HAHA! confirm kecoh. but both girls...who ever said girls couldnt date in the 1st place? haha!

Q4. Have you seen 4 cry before?

YES! one time...quite difficult to see her cry..she's one heck of strong, calm girl..

Q5. Do you think 10 is cute?

HAHA! ya cute, ugly but adorable. HAHA! (abes kalau die bace ni...)

Q6. How did you get to know about 8?

through Sports Camp! but more of through Asmida ah...

Q7. Would you ever go on a date with 12?

erm, would he ask me out in the 1st place? confirm a no. so u've got my ans.

Q8. What's 7 favourite colour?

k this i know, GREEN!!!

Q9. What would you do if 6 confessed to you that he/she likes you?

if she don't like me, i dont know what to say oredy. HAAHAA! i like you, u like me? haha!

Q10. Facts about 9.

k...erm....she's in Silat, and now in SSP. She takes a Chinese course/lesson tingy.

Q11. Who's 4 going out with?

ABDILLAH!!!

Q12. Who is 5 to you?

my 1st ever found TWIN! yeahhh..

Q13. Would you ever live with 13?

no. never. not in a million years. no.

Q14. Is 2 single?

Yes! confirm.

Q15. What do you think about 3?

she's got that talkative genes from her mom and that very cheerful ever ready noisy kinda attitude that makes me love my time with her!

Q16. What's the best thing about 5?

we've got so many things in common. really! and that she's brave. salutes her.

Q17. What do you like about 11?

i like his attitude. he's one fun guy to be with.

Q18. Favourite memory with 2?

going to ECP's Coffee Bean to study for the Os. loveley!

6 people to do the quiz :

Nizal, Asmida, Sarah, Mira, Aizat, Nadiah Zin

another piece of me written down....



there are some really freaky people out there in friendster you know...sahuria said its a good way to get to know people but, hey, you don't know what kind of people they are actually..and yes, its also a good way to track down your friends and get their updates. well, for those who update that is..unlike me. haha. i don't know why today i just felt like checking my account but surely, theres alot of people who sent me christmas testimonials. HEY, I DO NOT CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS. but thanks anyway for the testimonials. oh, i'm touched. *sniffsniff*


haha!


okay lah, stop the crap. today i had my primary school class gathering! seriously, alot of people have changed! big time. okay, there were
siti sahuria(i've introduced you to her already),
Xing Wen(he's pretty good looking now you knowww),
Ze Xuan(he didn't change that much except for his height. still looks good. haha!),
Clarice (she's now got the matured face but a not matured body. my opinion. hehehhh),
Zhi Pei (she's grown, i guess..not much change. she's gone quieter.),
Li Ying (she's gone very pretty! and very thin too. wahaha!),
Yong Chen (he don't look like an opium smoker anymore! haha!),
Shawn (a guy i didn't know. haha. i didn't even remember his name!),
Yun Long (he's gone tall. err, ya..haha),
Chee Peng (i think he's loosen some weight...err..i guess?)
and another guy who lives in the same block as me but i still can never remember what his name is. until now. haha.

these came later.
Kar Mun (now very pretty! omggg...and she's in the same SP. ok, now i realised.)
Shi Ying (now dressing pretty maturedly for a 17 year old. haha. but..er. ok.)

okay, we did some catching up while on the way to Suntec City. wow. people do change huh..and surely, everyone really tried to remember those times in school. like, it's been 5 years ago already! me, Xing wen and Ze Xuan can pretty much remember where we sat. but not Siti..haha! erm, we watched...that show...erm....AHAH! Night At The Museum. pretty hilarious..haha. although i didn't catch the 1st part due to Chee Peng's lateness. imagine, 5 girls waiting for a guy! what a gentleman he is. HAH! so anyway, i really liked the movie. it was cute! and especially the Easter Stone part saying " You are my dum dum, you dum dum. Now where's my gum gum?" and "Quiet! My dum dum wants to speak." haha! cuteee.. and we had a hard time finding how much people owed me. hey, i'm a blur fella alright! sorry! so later we went to marina bay to meet Shi Ying and Kar Mun. they've changed! Kar Mun's now VERY pretty!!! and Shi Ying looks matured....duh! i mean, yeah...well, everyone does. we took a picture at marina bay....haha....goodiegoodie...after that, me Xing wen and siti parted with them..haha...so funnyy...Xing Wen is reallyyyy a friendly perrrsonn...and he looks like a malay, and he can speak abiiiit of malay and compare the rest to him, he's the most updated. i like his hairstyleee...he's very malay-ish lorrr...after that, it was goodbye Xing Wen. leaving me n Siti.


me n siti went to FEP to have dinner...haha! talked about boys and family and friends and stuffs. its been a looonggg time since i talked to her....and everything just spill out, one by one..haha! cool...she's got somany guys liking her but she rejects every single one. me? i almost fall for all the guys who like me. haiz..maybe its time to like alot of guys, with alot of guys liking you but you're never attached you knopw...i miss that. ho well, let time decide. erm...we walked around to see so many tops that we just love but yeah, we didn't get them. i guess she's had enough of me telling her what i want that she told me to shut up...haha! haiyoooo....and her experience at work was soo hilarious!!! she just have a way to tell things funnily that it is never boring when you're with her...unlike me. hurhur. and i think her family is just soo cool! her dad's lame, her bro loves to kid around eversince NS, her mom is pretty understanding, her lil sisters are just so sweet! i wish my bro was like hers. today was the 1st time my 2nd bro teased me. haahaa.. pe sehh... i'm childhood deprived. noooo.. anyway, her life's similar like mine, only her's is way better...we've got brothers who are overprotective, more than our parents. her brother don't allow her to have a boyfren! wonder what my brother thinks abt that..hmm....went to F21 and we saw alot of nice tops..why didnt i see them the other day?! hmph!! after that we headed home.....and erm, yaaa...gonna miss her...i think we will be meeting each other again tmr...huahua! oyah, she really didn't want SP to win for the Piala Khatulistiwa. coz haha, she wanted Andika to win, as in TP to win. SP da boringgg..haha! pe je..


awh. i miss all my primary school friends mann.
i miss how Miss Yeow would scold us just for clicking our pens.
i miss how she'd give merit and demerit points to us during maths.
i miss how i'd threaten Ze Xuan with a pair of scissors.
i miss how we'd gather at the last table in the canteen to have our break.
i miss the practicals in the science lab.
i miss slacking at the library, pretending to do our duty.
i miss sitting in the front row.
i miss being a little Brownie.
i miss having a pri 1 buddy.
i miss performing on the stage for the afternoon session.
i miss social studies club.
i miss swapping stickers with my friends.
i miss writing diaries.
i miss PE lessons.
i miss playing crocodile at the fitness corner.
i miss coming to school late.
i miss having to sit outside the hall to do silent reading.
i miss going to that very evil dentist.
i miss sending books to the staff room. esp the HOD room.
i miss sitting behind the toilet to finish up our homework.
i miss the garden maze which had the sign 'Keep Off Grass'.
i miss buying the hard candy every thursday.
i miss walking to school! through bvss.
i miss talking nonsensical things with my friends.
i miss how they'd tease me right behind me.
i miss buying books and stationary at the bookshop.
i miss eating the malay food at the old canteen.
i miss going 'hiking' at our little field.
i miss Mr Ridz!
i miss Mrs Koh!
i miss Mdm Saodah!
i miss Mrs Foo!
and i miss Ms Yeow.

awh..i miss them all. i wonder how are they doing...i know one of the malay food stall holder is not getting any better..=(

those good ol' days.

now its over. no more playing. just studying and staying grown up. how i wish we would never grow up. and just live our life the way it already is. happy and carefree.



anyway, time to start on assignments! i realise i've got so many projects! due in like a week! shit ass butt hole! i'm not in the mood for assignments but reality check, there's tons to do. and i barely studied. like, duh. look at what i'm going right now? hurhurrr...

okay, i shall read my book.



hope you all had fun today! coz i did. =)
ooohhh ooooh oohh, eldest bro gonna get me a wallet. jeez. *jumps for joy* now, i shall give him a lil slack for not adding to my allowance. thats mom's n 2nd bro's job. hee..=b


Keep Holdin' On - Avril Lavigne


You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on'
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend

Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through


another piece of me written down....




i've gotta make myself sleep earlier today. seriously. i've been sleeping at 3am in the morning for no reason and today i woke up at 2! i seriously have to make myself wake up early in the morning. especially when its been raining like a fountain. sheeesh. dah berlemak seh!



so anyway, was reading some emails(atlast, i checked them) and i came across this very rojak languaged email. i think i sent it to some of you. alot of them. haha. about CHEESE. seriously. now when i read it, i find it confusing. like it makes me dizzy or something. rojak language is strictly for speaking. it is to make people understand. not make people confused. so anyway, other than that, i realised, i cannot use my windows media player. damn shit. hurrhurr.



and today i watched all the vcds/dvds i borrowed from sally. Gubra, Apa Artinya Cinta and You, Me and Dupree. haha! okay, Gubra was (as asmida said) deep. seriously, it kinda made me cry during the first part, angry in the 2nd part and kinda relieved at the 3rd. last, it made me curious. mixed feelings mann. tapi gerek. mak pon ikot samer tgk. haha! so anyway, i watched Apa Artinya Cinta. this one made me laugh coz it was so awkward! the guy only answers each qns with a word! and it made me feel like i'm the guy. haha. oukayy. but, the show's sweet lah. even though it makes me jealous at how good her room and his room is. big and pretty. macam gerek gitu...ho well, i wont get it so, scrap. next was You, Me and Dupree. funnehhh! haha..and it's about life you see, so its kinda meaningful. its how you see and tackle problems. getting angry makes you a loser. true? think about it.



haha. oukeh, what else did i do today? OUHH! i watched Buku Harian Nayla! and its soo sad! She died. in the arms of her husband, Moses. and they are still schooling. Her last wish was to get married. after she got married, she left. never returning. so sweet. Moses shouted the qn "Nayla! apa nama anak-anak kita Nayla?! NAYLA! APA NAMA ANAK KITA?!" while holding her but she already left. its so sad! i guess this is the end of the episodes. something i kinda like to remember, Moses said "jika kamu nangis lagi, kamu harus bayarku dengan wang sebanyak 200 juta!" Nayla asked, "huh?! kenapa?!" Moses, " Jadi kamu rasain kerugian nangisin tentang hal-hal kecil." and they did the pinky lock thingy. haha! so sweet.



"if i see you cry again, you'll have to pay me 200 million!"
"huh? WHY!"
"so that you'll feel bad for crying over something small"
*pinky lock



haha. lets make that deal with me. who wants to? come on, i'm up for it.




oukay, lets wish dear Sally a...

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!!!
welcome to the club girl! at last you are SEVENTEEN!! hope your days ahead are filled with tiny little stars that brighten your darkest nights! smie always girl! keep in touch! and hope you like the gifts. its not much though. enjoy this day!



okay, my screen is in yellow. shit. do i need a new monitor? yes. asap.


erm, what else. oyeah, shit lahh..i cannot go for the dvd marathon tmr at jeff's place. i kinda did make a promise but shittt i have to break it. alahh, he dont sound sad anyway. hurhur. but on the lighter note, i'm meeting Siti Sahuria tmr! and we're gonna meet the rest of the primary school kiddos! lets see how each one have changed over the years. i have a feeling, i barely did. i know Siti have. a drastic one too. and, Xing Wen also. tall and now he looks like a malay. erm, ahmad ibrahim changed. i smiled to him once in school and he gives me a weird face. urgh. and who else.....alah, alot lah...i've just gotta find out. ;)


ahh, now i just realised he sent an email to me. only me. most probably to make me rethink things over and erm, maybe give another chance? how stupid of me. to even fall.


have you people watched Just friends? u know when they guy said something like, "i didn't want to be your friend, coz if i did i'd want more. i'd want to be with you, i'd want to marry you, i'd want to have babies with you." and blahblah. nice huh.



Be Like That - Three Doors Down

He spends his nights in California, watching
The stars on the big screen
Then he lies awake and he wonders, why
Can't that be me'
Cause in his life he is filled
With all these good intentions
He's left a lot of things
He'd rather not
Mention right now
But just before he
Says goodnight, he looks
Up with a little smile at me and he says

If I could be like that, I would
Give anything
Just to live one day, in those shoes
If I could be like that, what would I do?
What would I do?

Now and dreams we run

She spends her days up in the north park,
Watching the people as they pass
And all she wants is just a little piece of
This dream, is that too much to ask
With a safe home, and a warm bed, on a quiet little street
All she wants is just that something to
Hold onto, that's all she needs

Yeah

If I could be like that,
I would give anything
Just to live one day, in those shoes
If I could be like that, what would I do?
What would I do?

I'm falling into this, in dreams
We run away

If I could be like that, I would
Give anything
Just to live one day, in those shoes
If I could be like that, what would I do?
What would I do?

If I could be like that, I would
Give anything
Just to live one day, in those shoes
If I could be like that, what would I do?
What would I do?

If I could be like that, I would
Give anything
Just to live one day, in those shoes
If I could be like that, what would I do?
What would I do?
Falling in


another piece of me written down....




i've got a few things to blog about but my eyes are just being a pain.



i didn't do much anyway, so what have i got to be tired for?



bad bad bad.



so anyway, just now, me, nad, raider n dayu went to sal's house to present her her gift. we just had to go there on Christmas day. so today did go as planned, minus the baking. haha. her parents are very friendly...and only just now did i see the resemblence between the siblings. anyway, masita couldn't come today and i wonder whyyy...so anyway, her sweet mom cooked us spaghetti! i know we came in a such a short notice but she's just so sweet. haha...and we came at the right time..she bought new dvds so we had something to watch! yeayyy...and her father is pretty friendly...asked us for our names and teased abit. ahaha..cute..ordered pizza, watched Step up and Material Girls. only. why? coz nad wanted sooo much to watch Kevin Feder-who?-..but the wait was totally wasted..hmph..hey, but we had pretty good time. last few mins at her house, we took shots of us! reminds me so much of when we were in Sec 1. haha. borrowed some movies from her. yeayyy, now i've got something to do later.



*this was not photoshopped. i take pretty not good pictures. spare me. this is the only decent picture we have. haha.


so that was what happened today. and erm, my mom called and made quite a fuss today. i guess she now realised i keep going out and i keep returning home late. maybe i was such a goodie-goodie during my sec sch years, she expects me to stay that way. time for a change. i'm gonna turn 18 already! i need to explore Singapore! where's the trust? hmph. padahal aku tak jauh dari rumah. pe sey.


eh, are people from the East very erm, con..con...ok. scrap the question. i forgot the word already.


ooooo.....and and and, i just recieved a msg from my primary sch friend that we are going to have class gathering! ooo...so excitingggg...haha...asked Sahur to come(if she were to read this, she'll kill me for calling her that)...and yeayyy, she's cominggg..met her at Piala Khatulistiwa the other day...haha..she's pretty now! more girly girly than what she was during primary school! big change? nah, not really. haha! miss her to the max mannn..she's one cool friend i live VERRRYYY close to but RAARREEELLYYY meet. heard Ahmad is coming too...haiyoo..that guy...i smiled at him once in school, as in in SP, and he gave me that weird look! since then, i didn't tegur him anymore. serik. segan. or whatever. yeayyy..but sad ah, i cannot contact the other malays. namely, adilah, khairul dan, khadijah, shazlee and fatimah. and mirza too. err...do i have any temasekian friends? nope. dont think so. k, scrap that guy. i wonder, what happened to all of them....lets not think.



right, sooo...what else do i have in mind? ooo......something nad said that i kinda have to think about. deals? what about them....and i think i have a ritual that i like to go through...something raider told me too made me think...ungkit? ooh ooh ooh, and something muhd nur also said...harapan?...ouhkei...so what else..



o ya, i realise i've got 10 ways of writing 'OK'...haha! there's, ok, okay, okeh, ouhkay, oukay, ouhkei, wotey, outey, ookie and wokay....haha...k, this is redundant kay...its just an observation...a very silly observation...kan klaka ni budak....weird.



imagine loving a person so much, u just have to hurt him/her so that he/she could forget about you and leave. so that you wont hurt him/her anymore and let him/her live longer than his/her already short life span.
i'm into this indon drama, Buku Harian Nayla. every day at 9pm. but i keep missing the 1st part. its so sweet. its very depressing.
"kamu lihat nggak?! cincinku tiada lagi di jari manisku ini! aku sudah nggak mencintaimu!", and when he saw her leave, he runs for her.


Falls Apart - Sugar Ray

She falls apart,
By herself
No-one's there to talk or understand
Feels the sting,
Dries her eyes
Finds herself opens the door and sighs
People see right through you
Everyone who knew you well
Falls apart, might as well
Day is long and nothing is wasted

Runaway, runaway
Wanna hold on to you but you're going away
Runaway, runaway
Wanna hold you tomorrow but you're leaving today

You walk along,
By yourself
There's no sound nothing's changing
They've gone away,
Left you there
Emptiness is nothing you can share

All those words that hurt you
More than you will let it show
Comes apart,
By yourself
All is well and everything's wasted

Runaway, runaway
Wanna hold on to you but you're going away
Runaway, runaway
Wanna hold you tomorrow but you're leaving today

Sometimes I feel around
It scares me some
I can't be down
All this time to be on my own
In is out to be again
This time will waste another friend
I know where they will
Know where they'll runaway

She's falls apart,
No-one there
Hold her hand it seems to disappear
Falls apart might as well
Day is long and nothing is wasted

Runaway, runaway
Wanna hold on to you but you're going away
Runaway, runaway
Wanna hold you tomorrow but you're leaving today

Runaway runaway
Hold on to you but you're going away
But you're leaving today
But you're leaving today


another piece of me written down....



had breakfast with the lovely foursome. ee, nana, mama n nunu. haha. klah, their real names, idayu, nadiah, masita and raider. and omg, i missed them to the core. i missed laughing till my stomach hurts. i missed being an idiot. hehehhh...its nice to be one once in a while you know. =) alright. nadiah was late. ask to meet at 9 and she woke up at 9. haha! ishhh ni ayam...tak mcm ayam langsung. mandi cowgirl. haha. so we had our meals and we talked and we laughed and we planned. teehee. love. went to the library coz i wanted to get some books. imagine me, reading a 1.5cm thick book. hurhur. time to sleep mannn. after that, we headed home. until now, i've not been to the new Banquet at bedok. pe jek. and my eyes just couldnt open while we were at the bustop. walked home from interchange after seeing idayu leave. i really miss talking to nad about our life stories. glad we did that. =]


so after that, i reached home seeing only my lil bro at home. he just finished bathing. what only..i slept in his room. haha! coz he's got a teevee in his room. wanted to watch the indon serials but i slept instead. time to claim my Z time. slept till around 4 when i was awaken by my mom. she was shouting to my lil bro to get ready quickly cos my cousin was reaching already. heard her talking to me but, i was asleep. after my lil bro left, my parents left. leaving me alonneee..mom woke me up to alert me on my surroundings. erm. whatever sense i'm making....


and at the same time my mom woke me, [i'm not gonna put names into this part] he msged me. good timing. i was just about to watch teevee. after that, went to town with a quest to find a bag but to no avail. so cerewet. but true, there went much nice bags there anyway. hmph. erm. oyah, just before i went out, my parents returned home. and i regret waiting for time to pass. coz they nearly blew my mood to go out. so anyway, we had a drink at *$ and talked. well, i just had to find a verryy interesting survey there. haha. about sex. sheeeesh. funny. lame, freaky, weird but funny. confirm nadiah will like it. i shall share it with her. haha.. well, had a pretty good time. its time to start knowing the character.


well, anyway, asked nad about THE plan but hurhur, erm.......i THINK it will go on as planned. hey, no harm hoping. nad called me in anxiousness. relax lah naddddd...its not so bad if it do not turn out the way it was planned. =)



howell. as msged me telling me to watch ELF. haha! sempat! too bad i wasnt home. takperrr, i've got cable.hurhur.







-----------------okay, this is about me. don't read it.----------------------

hai....kawannn.....kawannnn...hidup ini punyai banyak cabaran, dugaan, soalan yang harus diperjawabkan...hidup ini penuh dengan gelombang...kadang kala, kita di atas, kadang kala kita di bawah..tetapi, sering kali aku di tengah. aku sungguh tak mengerti kenapa aku rasa begitu...serius...aku rasa aku ini gembira, tetapi, fikir-fikir kembali, aku rasa seperti ada yang hilang, yang membuat aku...bukan sedih...tapi...entah pula...haha...hm...aku terima komen-komen dari kawan-kawan baruku bahawa aku ini selalu ketawa, seperti aku tidak tahu bagaimana untuk bersedih....bahawa susah untuk mereka mendengar suaraku...seringkali, aku ketawa sahaja, tetapi berdiam....mungkin itu aku, mungkin itulah apa yang aku telah pelajari selama 17 tahunku di dunia ini...sekiranya aku ingin bercakap, aku akan mengigit bibirku...ataupun, aku membiarkan idea atau komen itu pergi begitu sahaja...mungkin aku takut...sering sekali, aku segan....ya, mungkin aku takut komenku itu tidak dapat diterima oleh mereka....mungkin...

i'm just afraid to lose a friend. i don't know how i feel about people. jeapordise[?]. is that the word? well, i don't know. its easy to be straighforward, its difficult to be truthful. i hate to lie, but then again, you just can't help but lie. they say, if you bluff it, you'll be it. but time and time again, when i do that, sometimes, it gives the wrong idea. and if i be truthful, well, the truth hurts you see. i seriously dont know what people see in me. they say i'm nice, well, thats a normal thing when you get to know someone isnt it? they say i'm lucky, well, everyone is lucky once in awhile. some people even say i'm fierce! am i thhhaaattt nice till when i raise abit of my voice, people say that. i am not what i may seem to be.

sekiranya anda merasa aku ini seorang yang memeningkan, beritahulah aku. jikalau anda merasa bahawa aku ini seorang yang senang untuk difahami, sila kenali diriku ini dengan lebih teliti. aku tidak rasa seorang itu senang untuk dikenali dengan sekelip mata sahaja.

all this while, i really wonder, who is Faridah? does she know how to cook? is she funny? can she be a leader? urghhh....seriously, sometimes, i get this shit feeling, i think i've got a mental problem. unique. thats my name. i like to talk, but i can't seem to open up. i don't know how to be a conversation starter, coz i'll always be the one who ends it. i just cannot make an event interesting. i think everything i do is boring, i think everyone else is just so fun. so interesting. i wanna say something about you. but i just don't have the courage to.


Artist: Oasis Lyrics
Song: Wonderwall

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me


another piece of me written down....



later i'm going to the airport to send my beloved uncle and aunt off to haj.



if i knew, i should have gone there just now. da dekat seh...kat clementi...hmph.



but anyway, went for Piala Khalis-sumthing- just now...and it was really a great thing to experience...yeap....me n nisy reached there on time...heh hehhh...it's a dikir barat competition...there were Fuhua Sec, Bedok South Sec, Millenia Institute Girls/Guys, Temasek Poly Girls/Guys, ITE Dover and Singapore Polytechnic...fuhua sec won third and i must say, they are VERY CUTE! yeap. they played around with LEGO! and it was VERY creative. i like the tukang karut..he won the tukang karut harapan...confirm we will see him again next year or so...=]]....second was ITE Dover...well, their costumes and all were very nice..but their tukang karut forgot his lines...ishh...spoil ajek...and i think they used their ex students...so they lost points there...but everything was nice...and FIRST GOES TOOOOO *drum rolls* SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC!!! wooohoooo!! hey, not bad for a lest than 2 weeks preparation okayyy....they were the last to perform, the most coordinated, had the most striking coloured costume[pinkish purple mid you], their tukang karut rocked literally and i think their lines were nice too...so, yeap.CONGRATS to them. all thanks to the tough trainings they had...and whoever their leader was......



its actually pretty obvious they could win anyway...when the emcee asked who was gonna be first, the mats next to us already give in and said "Singapore Poly lahhh"...hahah! cool...but the dikir barat girls were pretty amazing too...yeap...how i wish MLS has got an official dance or dikir barat group......i miss the many practices i had during secondary school sey....all that made me lose weight tauu....haha...i have to have the courage to go to Kallang People's Association mann...when...WHEN?! hmph....even if its alone...



so anyway, after the whole thing, we had a tough time to decide where we wanted to go...so, in the end, we decided to go eat at Al-Ameen at bukit batok there...tak salah aku lah...only then did i realise that that was the place my mom n i went years ago and we tasted this very nice Mee Bandung...but its not at Al-Ameen ah...its the shop next to it...ahhh...i found it.....at last...well, the Mee Bandung at Al-Ameen taste weird....hahha...kan Nizal?? haha...bedal je orang tu...



and later, we headed home. reached home nearly at 9....sis in law came...and she bought me a watch and a tshirt...YEAYYYYY...i like the watch....kay, now i can switch watches...elegant or sporty...YEAYYYYY....



right. so now, i cant sleep.


right now i'm fixing my gun. wooden gun, that is.



All Good Things (Come to an end) - Nelly Furtado


Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming


[Chorus]
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end


come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?


Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why


Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end


come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?


Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die die die die die


Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end


come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?


Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.


another piece of me written down....



my 4 hundredth and 80 fifth post...ahahahah...



okay...i need to post more to reach half a thousand posts..my celebration...heh hehhh..



so anyway, today i went out with darl Raider!!! uda lama tidak ketemu donggg...



somehow i really wanted to go out today but my lazy butt just doesnt want to move but at last i took inniative and asked people out...asked siti, she's working...asked ee, she's lazy..asked raider and she agreed! yeayyy...hahah...yeayy...


so anyway, we headed to town to get some stuffs...and i must say, i'm quite satisfied today..=)) case da lamer tak jumper, den jumper, den ade byk yg harus diperbualkan..yeahhh....since we didnt know where to go, so we just went where our feets took us...cine, den to heeren, after that to taka and later to wisma...hehhehhh....


o yes...i must blog this...hahah! how blur raider was today...haha!!! both times at the same shop.


okkk...we were at Zara and both of us were heading out..but raider was at the racks while i was further away...somehow, she just couldnt see the knee-length stool right in front of her and VIOLA! she nearly tripped over..in front of the stool stood this lady who just couldnt notice her surroundings other than the shirt she was holding! only after raider tripped, then she notice...sheesh.


next, was at the dressing room. i don't know what was up with this girl..i was just waiting for her to change and suddenly she peeps out laughing like a mad woman! hahah..she said she thought the curtain was the wall so she nearly hit it with her head...HAHA...


got ourselves something but raider has to go there again to get her shoe..



o yes, we should go town again and remember what shop's where. i kinda forgot whats there already...and i miss those days when we always go to town and just get ourselves nothing but memories. =))



ee, nana n mama! where are you? you all are missed. BIG TIME.



smile now people. =D





Misteri Illahi - Delon


Aku masih disini
Mendekap hampa di hati
Yang hingga kini menghantui
Tentang arti hidup ini

Waktu terus berputar
Tanpa bisa menawar
Manisnya segala sanjung puji
Menjadi pahit caci maki

Segala yang terjadi dalam hidupku ini
Adalah sebuah misteri illahi
Perihnya cobaan hanya ujian kehidupan

Lelah kaki melangkah
Tersesat tiada arah
Suara hati semakin lemah
Terkikis oleh amarah

Sesaat aku tersentak
Ingin rasanya ku teriak
Masihkah ada cinta tersisa
Untuk jiwa yang terlunta


another piece of me written down....


now i know how much i've missed out for the last few days.

i missed the rainy days.
i missed SSP's outing at Mosi.
i missed ekamatra.
i missed those few episodes of the indon dramas.

there's more to be missed.

[edit]
ouh yes,

i forgot to wish my dad a happy birthday on the 14th dec.
and also Khaididi and jeff(this i managed not to forget) on the 15th dec.
and o yes, khadijah and alvinder on the 16th dec.

confirm only one person from that list reads this blog so, heck,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PEOPLE!
[/edit]

anyway, i promised you some pictures today. here are some;


1st up, let me introduce you MINMIN!


ok, this is the Court...dad says its the government's office..



this is Masjid Putrajaya



and this is the one of the bridges i managed to capture. there's 6 different bridges altogether but u've gotta take a boat ride to see them all.



the house. from left to right.




today i watched Nightmare before christmas...hehehhh...cute seh the characters...is it suppose to be a musical? coz i like the songs played.


just finished watching this very touching indonesian drama, Buku Harian Nayla.

a story of a girl, Nayla. from a very cheerful, talkative, playful pretty girl to a wheel chair bound, struggling to talk and move. she played basketball but now she can't even walk and she's losing her abilities to talk. when i first watched this, i never imagine the girl to turn out that way but i guess that's life. expect the unexpected.

Seperti yang kau ingini - Nikita
Bukan dengan barang fana
Kau membayar dosaku
Dengan darah yang mahal
Tiada noda dan cela
Bukan dengan emas perak
Kau menebus diriku
Oleh segenap kasih
Dan pengorbananMu

Kutelah mati dan tinggalkan
Cara hidupku yang lama
Semuanya sia-sia dan tak berarti lagi
Hidup ini kuletakkan
Pada mezbahMu ya Tuhan
Jadilah padaku seperti yang Kau ingini


another piece of me written down....




i did say i'll start blogging on tuesday..




but heck, lets start now and get it over and done with..




oukeh, what did i do..




erm, oh, okay, lets start.



at 5am in the morning, one by one my family members woke up...got ready for the long trip to KL....promised my uncle we'll meet them at 630am but we got out of the house at 7am...janji melayu....so, yadayadayada, fetch that sister lurp and met my uncle's family at tampines...throughout the journey, my ears were plugged, my eyes were closed, just to avoid any eruptions. tried to take some pics BUT something went wrong with the cam, it kept reformatting the card and it kept deleting the pics. shit. its kinda refreshing to the eyes to see hills every now and then...greenery....so anyway, we kinda got lost somewhere on the highway so somehow, my dad made arragements to meet at a certain point...it seems my dad is a slow driver...hurhur..time to pass the wheels to me dad...hehhehehehhehehe.....howell....we checked in the hotel at ampang st....a much nicer hotel than the last i must say...I LOVE MINMIN!!! hahahahahah...he's so very cute to the tip of the mountain! hahahaha.....day 1, we went to KLCC....had lunch/dinner there...the trip to KLCC sucked! i had to sit on ayim n aman! and it was damn hot! and there was a very bad traffic jam! and i slowly squat down in the van! hurhur..oh, thr's a transport to KLCC frm the hotel btw...sheeeeeeeesh....i followed ayim n aman instead of the adults coz, confirm if i were to follow the adults, i wont get to loiter and explore on my own....hurhurrr...ayim n aman got themselves a pair of trousers that they promised they'll exchg....haha! mentang2 twin...ishh...geram sehhh...aku igtkn nak beli tshirt tu, tapi tak beli..pasal mak aku kate d design so seksa...siak ajerr.r......i got to carry MINMIN!!! yeayeayyy..he likesss meee....he really likesss mee..hahahhaha....ermm....oyes, that sister lurp made trouble again...like wtf....my auntie comment on her and she flared...wtf...followed ayim n aman to 7-11...satu2 da start rokok....sheesh.....so anyway, in d hotel, i slept pretty quickly....sleeping like a mayat when the blankets are not even pulled out from the bed yet...hahahaha! gerek tauuu....

the next day, my family went to hard rock cafe but i didn follow...coz sister lurp wanted to go there in the 1st place....so i entertained MINMIN and erm, went to the gym....hahahhhhh....now i know there's another way up to the room without the key...at 4, we got ready to go to chinatown....and i realized i didnt bring my wallet....haizz...there, aman n ayim wandered to petaling street when we wanted to goto masjid india...teleng kepale satu2 baru tauu...dalah takde care nak contact....sheesh...coz of them, kak faiz got upset...she told her mom to cancel the trip to masjid india and her mom said "kau memang gatal ehh...kalau dari tadi kau bilang kan adek kau tak menghilang mcm ni!"...daaa org tu monyong je....good thing she got her hubby to save her and her MINMIN to cheer her up....ishishishhh....so me, man n yim went to petaling st instead of following them to masjid india....i'm a jakun u see...so my eyes were observing every little detail there..hahaa...they bought their stuffs and i found the white belt i've been looking forrr...yeayyy.....kinda got lost in street and i realised all the shops had atleast one walkie talkie...confirm takot kene raid...ohwell....yadayadayada, waited for the van like for ages...sampai kak faiz tuka lampin MINMIN outdoor sehhh....ishhh....haha...kak faiz bought him a toy cat which was very cute...but MINMIN like to kick its head down....kucing tu style...head down, it moves back, head up, it moves front....hahaha....so when the van came, i realised how scary KL can be...even though it seems to look like Singapore...ermm....in the hotel, had dinner and watched football....siaper eh...tak tau ah siape chelen siape...tapi pastu we watch Just Friends....after that, i thought of sleeping, but when i went into the room, my mom n that sister lurp hogged the whole bed seh...den my makcik already conquer the floor...i was like...shittt...i'm not that small you knowww.....but atlast, i was the last person to sleep.....mummy woke up and shifted sister lurp....harrrharrr.....


day 3......we got ready to check out...found my wallet and then we were all set to move...suddenly, something told me something was missing....and i searched my bag for everything...i realised i lost my wallet AGAIN....k, shit....was confident i had everything with me sey....so i searched all my bags....but i didn find it....had to go up the room again to find it...and you know where i found it?! IN THE RUBBISH BAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wtffffff....mampos....ade ke patot campak wallet org dalam tong sampah! sial btl....i have no idea how it got here lahh eh...but URGH! i guess coz of that, noone commented ANYTHING...nasibku baik....so we moved on to Putrajaya...my dad was sooooo confident where the house was, instead of following my uncle to the left, he turned right...on the highway, he reversed. kan pandaiii....so we drove to Dato's house.....Dato' in malaysia is not grandfather, it is a rank...he's my uncle's brother....and he's the high court judge....and his house is like...waahhhh...pics later oukey...or if u wanna go see his previous house, go to my photobucket...KLtrip...hahah...its super big! there's two guest rooms in front of the swimming pool beside the house itself...and the kitchen is like another house on its own...imagine that.....after exploring his house, we ahd lunch there and i realised i reformatted my card....shit! all those pics fromt he previous days LOST! shiiitttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn it...arghhhh....went to the Putrajaya Mosque and i had to wear this jubah like thing coz i never wear tudong...sister lurp also had to wear coz her shirt was ketat...i felt like i was doraemon...hahaha....went to Alamanda mall to find some stuffs...it looked like vivo......haha...the shops there are just like vivo's....it just opened so there werent much people...ahah...bought something and then went back to the house....ayim n nabil played fusball...then nabil played with the boy...danial i think is his name...hahah...cute lahh...at night we ate durian with pulut and santan....oukeyyyy.....haha...kak faiz laughed at us when she saw us using fork and spoon to eat durian...hahahah! kekekk...den watched the match....everton vs chelsea i think...hahahhaah....after watching, i slept! harharharrrr....my family sleeping at the same time...mom told us about my dad farting at aman's face the whole of last night...hahahahahahhahaah!!!! kesiaannn....then we slept...but i woke up in the middle of the night coz it was too quiet....i switch on the air-con, but duno which mambang go switch off...den i woke up again....sneezing like hell....i guess my dad heard me and he told me to switch on the fan...irritating betol! i hate stagnant air....


day 4.
woked up by the squeeeekkyy irritating voice of sister lurp...urghh....irritating shit....suddenly i heard some splashing outside.....ayim had just dive into the pool....haaaaahaaaaa...while i was showering, dad hurried me to get out coz he wanted to shit....like wth! i'm bathing!! hello?!! takkan nak kluar bogel kan! ishh..k, you males reading this, please dont imagine...moving on, i finished bathing and got ready for the day...met them at the pool...took more pics...geram mannn....MINMIN was being introduced to the pool...k, MINMIN, this is the pool, here is the water and here is the wall..haha...duno where they found a float, but MINMIN had a chance to go on a float in the baby pool...had breakfast and at 11, we were off home sweet home....had lunch at Machap...hahahah........the trip home was shorter than i expected...but i realised, there's a difference in how the rain drops in Spore and in Msia...HAHA! in msia, the droplets are small but in Spore, its GIGANTIC!...hahahah...for all 4 days, the sky was cloudy...only today did it start to rain...in Msia that is....






YEAY! i'm done. pictures, tmr!


another piece of me written down....



i shall blog about my past.






imagine how long my grandmother's story would be.







once upon a time, there live a little girl named 'Nur Faridah Binte Unus'.





she lived in Bedok all her life.






she has great friends who will leave a very great scar that leaves her smiling all the time she thinks about them.





hahah!






don't be silly, it just happened a few days ago.





-9th October 2thousand&6-

i planned NOT to go out. but, my plans were disastrous as my family went out without me. i was bored to the tip of the mountain. and my plans for sleeping till late didnt work coz aizat called at noon. haiyoooo...den, in the end, i asked my dad, like a little kid, whether i could join my frens at ECP for bowling..and he reminded me to reach home by eight. 8! oukeh. so that in mind, i met jeff at tampines. wahahhaa...kesian lah si jeff, he planned the day but noone responded. ish. me n nizal came at the same time. and nizal was complainin coz he was wearing a bossini tshirt. its not WHAT u wear, its HOW u wear it nizal. ahahahha..took 31 to ECP. jeff n nizal fell asleep on the bus. i guess they've been really exhausted. we waited for mai n adilah at the bustop and later walked to ECP. and there, i introduced jeff, nizal, mai n adilah to LAGOON! yes. these westerners don't really know what it is until i showed them. nizal never been there even. ahahhhaah. oukeh. we had our dinner there and at ard 8+ i left. teringat tentang pesanan bapaku. ahahahah. but by then, fuad came. so at least there's an eastener there. and guess what, i didnt have a battery for my mp3. and the walk way was so sunyi. imagine if i was walking there at 12. errr....reached home, and watched tv. went online for awhile and at 1, i decided to sleep. jeff woke me up at ard 2. kan bagos tu....lain kali, buat lagi yerrr...ahahahah...there wasnt any show on that day. i was just dreaming when u woke me up. harrharrr. my family came home asking how many longkangs i got. what a turn down!! but, i didnt answer COZ i didnt go bowling. hurrrhurrr....


-10 October 2thousand&6-

my plans of not going out still went bad. this time i followed my family to distribute wedding invitations. i was stuck in the car for almost 1/2 an hour coz i couldn't go to my dad's friend's child's wedding. hurhur. i felt like someone from ROM or something at the end of the day... most of the grannies i went to visit had a shocked face on when they heard who was gonna get married. and, at the end of the day, everyone's bladder got really full. coz each house we went to, we had to drink up a cup of drink served. and, at the end of the day, everyone was hungry. coz at each house we went to, none served food. haha! and at the end of the day, my mom had the same dialouge on. should have brought a recorder next time. haha. but hey, i got myself a pair of pants. i don't know what colour it is. grey? purple? brown? errr..u be the judge. i'm really addicted to this brick game i've been playing. and i dont know why, i still like it. ahahahah. hmm....4 days to a long trip in the car. o yes. my dad left his car at this creepy, quiet town lane to get it repaired. he was like, "don't let anyone see me slip the key under there!" woops. secret's out. hahah...


-13th dec 2thousand6-
the day started out bad. i woke up late, i accidentally tore my contact lens, and i dropped my ezlink card on the way to the train station. i had to retrace my steps where a couple literally passed my card while i was on the way up the escalator and they were on the way down...took the bus home and stupid bus driver didnt open the door for me. mom made me breakfast and something happened which made me change my whole outfit..sickening...stupid bangla keep hitting my leg! either he's rough or he's just one bloody hell fat elephant! wtf. skali aku tendang kann..marah pulak nanti...sheesh. reached school and found out i had to finish an assignment that day itself..quickly finished it and handed it to the lecturer who made me redo the assignment 3 times! fuck. had lunch and i nearly lost my thumbdrive cover. wth. went to the library to practice my frontpage skills. i tried to read the tutorials but i had a hard time. test was like sheeetttttt coz like duh, i dont know what the hell the paper was talking about...later had a cast meeting..had some eating2 stuffs...took pics...later, we had to overcome a few obstacles before reaching asmida's house...example, the search of the box, the search of the ingredients, the heavy rain, the search of asmida's house, the distance from the market to asmida's hse. so we had a fun time making the brownie paste but it baked for quiet a long timeee...as got worrieddd...hahha...cute lahh..now i know whr her genes come from...very strong genes from her MOM! waahahahha...we had like a kenduri at her housee...hahah...at 11+ we left her house..waited for my mom at causeway point till like, 1am...reached home at 2am on the dot. dot dot dottt....


-4teenth dec 2thousand6-
things went smoothly today...d uncle from the spectacle shop gave me a very generous discount...maybe coz i was the 1st customer for the dayyy..=)) design was ok....had fun discussing the project....left early....met the clique at t11a...haha...bebual pey bebual, at last kiter celebrate jugakkk....haha...confirm org tu terharu...hahaha....our brownies are nice okayyy..=]] next up! mira's hse! hahahahha...so anyway, had lunch at erm, FC3....later, went to the library to watch dvds...ended up in the room watching grey's anatomy and some chinese show..the chinese show was funny...hahahhaha....gerekk...went to OC to take attendence but stupid oldy lady closed the class early...damn...continued in the library and later they pressured me to follow them to Vivocity....seriously nye pressurise sakk...mira pon kene...haiyooo...tak baik tauu korgg....pakse2...i realise something ikanish going on lately but no qns asked. sometimes, people just don't want you to know you know...in d bus, i heard some ppl's conversation..." kau nak pick up line?"......hurhur...i'm not putting names...so anyway, walked in certain shops lah...ahhaha...tgk2 baju tu semue.....after that, i really had to go home.....adelah org tu teman kan....then, he did the quiet expected thing...firasatku betul...i think......from there we get to know each other better......(:


-random-
sometimes its just too hard to be ourselves, we've gotta bluff ourselves from ourselves.
i think i've given alot of misunderstandings to some people...i've been accused of giving people false hope...i'm afraid of the word "amanah"...i don't know what is that word, love...and i sometimes just prefer to be close friends.......i don't know why....sometimes, u see me laugh, laugh so much, i barely speak a sentence...sometimes, u don't even hear my voice..but at times, i talk so much, i think i'm talking too much....times like this, u'll see me bite my lips. to prevent me from talking the wrong things, to say the wrong word....entah lahh...kadang2, mcm kekok tau...biler nak bebual...tak tau kenape ah....i don't give people the easy life.....neither do i give myself the easy life....




k, now i'll be away.


for 4 days.




i'll be back on monday.




blogging starts on tuesday...




miss ya.


another piece of me written down....


i think i'm beginning to be a lepak kind of person. seriously, this whole week i've been reaching home after 8! latest was just now, at around 1255am....siak ah....



so anyway, now i'm chatting away with my cca members while laughing away to myself...hahahhahahaha....


had site visit today and i felt like fainting! my legs were just so weak..i felt like vomitting and i felt like sitting down on the floor on the dirt and concrete...but i didnt. i guess this is the consequence of not eating the day before...and i forgot to bring my ezlink card to the site.bleargh.

anyway, just now i tried to learn how to use microsoft frontpage but i failed to even learn how to open the frames...so i accompanied fu lin to the library...he played his game while i slept...at around 2, i decided to move. jeff msged me and i had to find fuad...went back to library...n watched the maid with mira n him...ard 3, mira went off...then, we went off to meet nizal...later we went to the radiowhatever to meet jeff...nearly made the place a chatting space until the doctors there told jeff he could go home...ahahaha....went to play pool at JEast..k, my first time playing pool! jeff taught me...but, yalah, my aiming damn bad, and my energy level is like, only 5% when i hit the ball...but the gerek part is when they played cut throat...hahah...kekek...hahah...satu2 tanak bola2 dorg masok hole...hahahahaha...sounds wrong kannn? hahah...ishishish...den we ate at LJS...talked abt what happened the day before..hahah..kept nizal updated ah katekan....after that we headed to jeff's house...actually i didnt want to go but SOMEHOW, they just carried on walkingggg without asking me anything..tapi gerek lah there....betol2 macam budak2 ahh...hahah...i think something's wrong with my thumbdrive...and there's something wrong with jeff's lappie...nizal kept still on the drums...playing the same beats all the time...and when fuad was there on the drums, his face was like a hungry lion ready to pounce on a mouse...hahah....den somehow jeff pulled out his bed and suddenly it turned into a slumber party-like scene...kesian jeff kene bully...hahahahaha...but i realised he was laughing more that time...hahahha! amalkan slalu yerr.....fuad sedih since he couldnt get the movies from jeff coz his lappie was dead...ishishish....last we did was to watch DOHA's muscle men's category...hahaha...d guys were realllyy amazed by the men's bodiesss...ahahahhaha...satu2 vain....masok lift je tgk cermin..ishishishhhh....den satu2 cube nak geletek aku but somehow, my melataness da hilang...i turn violent instead...ishishish.....kan tak baik tu...hahahaha...good thing we didn't miss the train....ard 1145pm we took the train...kan gerekk....haahahahhahahahahah.....




THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS

"Love Seat"

My love's like an arm chair
It's inclined to recline and sweep you off of your feet
My structure is perfect
There's no flaw in design
A decent buy for you

There's no rest for a luxury
There's no rest for me

Her eyes are watering
I said we're better off this way
Things change
It's happening everyday
He'll come and take my place and show you things that I just couldn't face
We'll sit and sing a song of what we did wrong.

Now that I'm used up and my arms start to fade
You can pay to upgrade or you can replace me
Finalize my demise
A new surprise for you

There's no rest for a luxury
There's no rest for me

Her eyes are watering
I said we're better off this way
Things change
It's happening everyday
He'll come and take my place and show you things that I just couldn't face
We'll sit and sing a song of what we did wrong.

Don't tell me the worst is over now
Don't tell me what I can see with my eyes
Don't tell me the worst is over now
Bend my will again then mend it straight

Her eyes are watering
I said we're better off this way
Things change
It's happening everyday
He'll come and take my place and show you things that I just couldn't face
We'll sit and sing a song of what we did wrong.

And maybe I'll regret you
And maybe I'll regret you
And maybe I'll regret you

It's all in my mind
It's all in my mind

And maybe I'll regret you
And maybe I'll regret you
And maybe I'll regret you

It's all in my mind
It's all in my mind


another piece of me written down....


i'm here, in a project room, to search for types of dances in the malay tarian and i just have the time to blog about what happened yesterday.

see how efficient i am. NOT.

watched Grease in the lib with aizat n jeff, nizal n fuad and mira. waited for asmida and nadiah. wan somehow joined us. haha. *nad, stay strong yeah..u've got us to help u..(:*..for the 1st time, i went into yamaha. haha! thx to jeff. hahahah... erm, sarah joined in while we were at times...erm, went to the suicide bridge and i like the place there! very cool!! how did they know about such places anywayy?? hahah...time to explore singapore people! hahah...


so anyway, watched HAPPY FEET yesterday and it just makes ur feet tap. seriously! and its verrrryyy cute...hahah...amigos were spontaniuss...hahah...and actually, its like a musical instead of a movie...the songs are very nice...but, the storyline is expectable lah...like, how old are you already seh...confirm u've seen these kind of movies with this kind of storyline...tap tap tap your feet to this song!

Boogie wonderland - Earth Wind And Fire/ Jon lind & allee willis

Dance boogie wonderland
Dance boogie wonderland

Midnight creeps so slowly into hearts,
Of men who need more than they get
Daylight deals a bad hand,
To a woman that has laid to many bets

The mirror stares you in the face and says
Baby, uh uh it dont work
You say your prayers through you dont care
You dance and shake the hurt

Dance boogie wonderland
Dance boogie wonderland

Sound fly through the night
I chase my vinyl drams to boogie wonderland

I find romance when I start to dance in boogie wonderland
I find romance when I start to dance in boogie wonderland

All the love in the world cant be gone
All the need to be loved cant be wrong
All the records are playing
And my heart keeps saying
Boogie wonderland, wonderland

Dance boogie wonderland
Dance boogie wonderland

All the love in the world cant be gone
All the need to be loved cant be wrong
All the records are playing
And my heart keeps saying
Boogie wonderland, wonderland

Dance boogie wonderland
Dance boogie wonderland

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on the other hand, today was quite ok until that asshole go ruin it. fuck ah i don't care already.

went to bugis with as, fuad, aizat, jeff n nizal but nizal had to go off 1st...had our drinks at starbucks...i'm learning to drink light coffee...hurhur...i guess they realised i was being rather quiet...i thought things would go better coz i'm with them..well it did. we walked at bugis junction, bugis mall and bugis street. tempat2 bugis lah...bugis mall is kinda cramped but there's alot of things sold there..vintage like things ah...jeff bought afew stuffs...so we sat at bk for dinner...i didnt eat anything...refused all edible foods..haiz...i told that asshole that i wasn't in the mood that day...BUT i guess he just DONT UNDERSTAND. as always. i kept my hp in my bag and i forgot to lock my hp i guess and coz of that, i called him two times. AND HE BLAME ME FOR GIVING HIM PRANK CALLS. what the fuck lah. sial lah, org tak perasan kan...abeh nak tuduh2 gitu...ape hal sak...dalah tu, boleh marah-marah pulak tu...wtFUCK! hp aku dalah battery low..nak reply, tros mati...siak pey budak..tak tau crite, buat crite...fuck ah...went home taking the bus...i sat in front of fuad n aizat...n while in d bus, i nearly cried...reached home, i cried....sial lah...my hp dropped on the floor while i was using the pole to switch off the lights..nasib bwh ade kain baju...kalau tak, rosak jugak hp tu...kan lagi bagos...sialan.....if can, i just want to slap myself in the face...lebih baik menyusahkan diri sendiri drpd menyusahkan org lain.....


urgh. some people just don't know how to put themselves in the other people's shoes.


sorry as, jeff, fuad n aizat for being very quiet..=[


another piece of me written down....



life's good when u are in a good crowd.


anyway, updates on my past few days...

sunday:

i smacked my bro on the mouth and he punched my on the hand 4 times, harder...great to have a little brother like that...esp when his hand is 3 times heavier...hurhur...i went to my kampong. slept in the car, slept in the house. thus, i didnt do much of anything. but there's one experience i felt really disgusted. as in DISGUSTED to the max! why?? u know how m'sia has so much flies, just looking at them makes u wanna puke right...well, while i was lying on the bed with eyes closed, i felt something on my lips, vibrating and at the same time moving on my lips. EEEEEE! takkan nak bukak mulot kan! imagine if i were to open my mouth, EW! EWEWEW! and at that time, my whole body was paralyzed. i just couldn't move my hands or my head. i have no idea why. eeeeeshhhhh...so anyway, went to angsana to eat and got myself my madrasah book! after a year. i hope they still use that book lar..if not, wasted sey...erm, what else....o yeah, chat with asmida, nizal, mira, fuad, jeff and sarah on msn. KEKEK giler SIA! aiyoyoyooo...good thing my family members were already asleep. coz i was laughing to myself. HAHAHA! serious! like, as though they're talking in front of me...hahahahha...my day ended good even though it started out boorinnggg...


-monday-

went to school late as usual. u know, i think i have to go back to meeting shak again, coz seriously, i'm getting later for class each day. even if i got up as early as 6am. intech was okayyy...erm, what else...o yeah, had lunch with jeff, fuad n asmida. mira joined in later. teman jeff to fuad's OC presentation. and for that, i left shak with her cousin and her cousin's friend. kan tak baik kannn..SORRY SHAK!!! howell, now i know what jeff actually does for his course. we had a boring talk u see...ahahahah....then, when we wanted to go off without fuad, he came out of the room. hahah...we met asmida at the business blok and walked to fc3...do i make everyone sound funny? haha...atleast its funny and not boring...hurhur...ok ok, i'll try not to laugh so much next time okay? huahaha....went to class late...class was okay...mr yoong just dont want to help! urghhh...after that, met jeff, nizal, mira and fuad at the media room..my 1st time going there!! we went to town to meet asmida..had dinner at nana thai...hahah..kekek lahhh.....on the way to fep, fuad and jeff poke me and i blurt out some words..the 2nd time, jeff poked me, and this time i blurted out the same words buttt i hit him with my empty water bottle...until it flew...to the other side of the walkway..hahaha! my god...how violent can i be...SORRY JEFF! ahahahahahah...then we walked and saw some stuffs....later we walke dot far coast but we sat outside farcoast...tried to make mira laugh but i guess she's just too tough to laugh...haha! after that, headed home...sooo haha! after that i was soo tired, i just slept. i watched only abit of hikmah...da lamer tak tgk sey!!!

-today-
woke up for subuh den slept back. some ******* go switch on the radio right beside my ear, and i woke up with a headache! on the right of my head. shit sia. what d hell. and that whoever dont want to admit lah! wth. went to school and saw atikah at the mrt station...erm, lesson was okay...i guess i need a lollipop or some sweet that can last at least 20mins in my mouth so that i can actuall pay attention to class. hurhur...after that, headed to tampines LJ to have early dinner...actually its just dinner...i was bloodyhell sleepy while riding the bus, i nearly fell asleep..but much interestingly, as my destination neared, my eyes grew much more alert..hurhur...met cikgu adibah at tamp and she actually believed i got a twin. yes AHHH!!! hurhurrr....





happy feet!! happy feet!! HAPPY FEET!!!!



sometimes i get pretty fed up sometimes, i dont know why.
i have hatred for whisperings. its like, if u whisper to another person, aku yg terase. alahh..membawak binget. tapikan..entah eh...i think i've lost touch with almost all my bgss friends...mcm, dorg ade dorg nye pair sendiri2, aku yg rase outcast...nad has mira, dayu has amal, raider has mas pluss the others, mj ade bf die, adam nmpk sah ade dienye gang sendiri. aku? sendiri. SENDIRI. mcm sedih gitu. abe, biler aku call, msg or whatever, most of the time, i get no answer...or even if i did get an answer, it will be straight and short. abe aku nanti naik binget. pasal ape? pasal aku rase outdated. maybe coz i'm so bloody busy with school thats why. but wth sey...abestu kate aku marah....mcm ape seh...abe biler aku suro call or msg, tak call...ape sey...coz if u want me to be there, somehow, u'll take an extra step to 'force' me to be there.

being a non-existant person is good. i guess this is why i laugh alot, but i talk alittle. coz when i talk, things dont go well.


James Morrison - Wonderful World

I've been down so low people look at me and they know,
they can tell something is wrong
like I dont belong,
well, staring through a window standing outside there just to happy to care
and I wana be like them but I'll mess it up again,
I tripped them out when God kicked outside everybody's soul.

Chorus:
And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I cant feel it right now,
I thought I was doing well but I just want to cry now,
Well I know that its a wonderful world from the sky down to the sea,
but I can only see when you're here, here with me.

Sometimes I feel so full that it just comes spilling out,
it's uncomfortable to see I give it away so easily,
but if I had someone I would do anything and never never never never let you feel alone
I wont, I wont leave u on your own,
who am I to dream, dreams are for fools, they always let you down.

Chorus:
And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I cant feel it right now,
I thought I was doing well but I just want to cry now,
Well I know that its a wonderful world from the sky down to the sea,
but I can only see when you're here, here with me.

And I wish that I could make it better,
I'd give anything for you to call me,
Maybe just a little letter
Oh it could start again.

Chorus:
And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I cant feel it right now,
I thought I was doing well but I just want to cry now,
Well I know that its a wonderful world from the sky down to the sea,
but I can only see when you're here, here with me.

I know that its a wonderful world
but I cant feel it right now,
Iv got all the right clothes to wear I just wana cry now,
I kno that it's a wonderful world from the sky down 2 the sea,
But I can only see well when ur here, here with me.
And I know that it's a wonderful world
When you're with me.


another piece of me written down....



i love it today mannnn.....the show was superb!!!


i had an impromptu dance being a soul of the character in the story and people said i was good. well, lets see the real thing in dvd. but it was fun scaring off the heck of people ah. especially the MALES! omg!! the males were much more afraid than the females sia! padahal kiter ni semue kan mahluk Allah swt.


so anyway, today i went to sch with a friend ah den, at dover, met jeff. haha. kurang asam seh...main hit org je...dengan gendang die pulak tu...nasib tak sakit...lepas tu, me, being evil, left my friend den accompanied jeff to the auditorium..helped him to carry the another gendang which i dont know what its called...after that, he went to class to get his LOA form signed and i was with suhaila n aizat practicing the prologue. funny...after that, we had breakfast at FC 4...jeff bought this very udang-ish mee goreng that he barely finished it....tak baik kannn....buang rezeki...ishishish..entah macamane ah, his wallet also got hungry, it tasted some tomato sauce...haha...sheesh...later, we got ready for the 1st rehersal of the day...that rehersal was ok tau...we didnt really have a smooth flow of the rehersals but it was good enough ah...had time to like change for Suhaila n stuff sehhh...had our lunch at clementi...terjumpe dengan si rashid itu lagik....hurhur...suddenly i rmbred abt my family who wanted to come to the show but my mom said it was merepek so i didnt bother to ask them to come. hurhur..but atlast, they didnt come. why! coz my dad didnt know whr to go into the school, they headed to ikea instead...what sehhh...for the real thing, things did cock up ah...like, how sarah sang at the end of the song instead of with efin, how there werent enough time to chg dressings for Suhaila, she ended up dancing for Act3 without her tudung..and with a messy hair...hurhur....and how i didn't openmy mask when we were having the finale...stupid seh me....hurhur..org semue nak tau seh who was behind the mask...pe seh..stupid tol....efin kept stepping on the kain lahhh..pe sehhh....but serious ah...the mat reps were really mat reps and doraemon ROCKS! FGN also rocked mannn.....my friends thought Putih was me...but they thought, how did faridah grew so tall??? haha...amalina n efin are very good singers..i like that music...1st time today i heard hilmi got alittle angry...haha...."kepale otak die ahh"...hahah....relax hilmi....sorry ah, i didnt get much pics...coz i was busy and so were you...tau-tau lah ehhh.....and thanks to jeff, ama n su for giving me a moral boost for doing the haunting soul part...seriously, that ws inpromtu...but shit! i didnt took a photo with nizal in the costume sehhh...alahh....tkper lah...next show....marina yusuf was pretty good u knoww....hahah...i like her....met nadiah's[twin] mom...parents i mean...haha...but her mom say we didnt look alike...haha..but her friends did say...kan bagus...monday, i'm going to her class...wahahhah...like real....


oukeyy lahhhh.......sleep lahhh....while the others thon....so sad mannn...i wanna join!

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hahahahah...okay, after a day's rest, lets continue...

after the show, i helped to clear up the backstage and packed my bag ah...after that, pass it to nad n all to help keep it for me...called my mom to ask were she was and guess where she was, AT HOME! what the...she said she didnt manage to come coz my dad was so impatient when he couldnt find the gate to SP and like duh, i didnt tell her where the show was held..stupid of me..wahahaha....begged her to allow me to thon ah but my dad didnt allow..what sehh....nak dekat nangis seh aku...but wth ahh....den, we gathered outside the auditorium...i thot there was a debriefing but no...and i was frantic when hilmi asked me for the his camera. like, SHIT! whr is it?! i remembered telling hadi to give it to him but why didn he get it??! wth...so i was like, looking all ove rfor his camera and hadi tells me he gave it to nurul...like, WTH! i told him to give it to hilmi and he gave it to nurul...where's the logic? sheeshhh...drank the diabetic-bandung...it was sooooo sweet sia! wthhhh......den, after i found the camera, i was thinking of who to pass it to coz i was going off already...last resort, i passed it to hadi, AGAIN! big mistake. coz why? he didnt give it to hilmi. instead he went home with it. mamposss....amanah...AMANAH...thinking what i did was correct, i went home with nad n they all...farah was there too but she was like, an outcast...kesian sehh....then i shared some of the famous ssp jokes ah...haha...dirrttyyy jokes....seems only the guys can understand so that means, i'm corrupted...heh heh...gerek tau kalau everyone has a joke to share...=] reached home around 12? around there lah....fun ah..only if i could thon...well, atleast i've gotten my mom's trust...shall not waste it away like i did last time..reached home n blogged and teman my cousin until he slept...harharhar...


-02.12.2006-
slept almost half the day
watched harum sundal malam2. [my cousin suggested it since i hummed the misha omar's song..haha...]
listened for the 1st time to the pug jelly cd[shak's]
went to vivo with my parents..

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