Jot down interesting, memorable events in life
Think things out through words
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today i thought of going out to study you knowww.

ajak darlings, darlings semue busy.

nadee, da start keje, takle stop ehh. bile tanye free ke tak, confirm ade keje.

and the rest either malas or nak blaja.

boo.


so, in the end, of course lah, i didnt get my study drive.
i ended up waking up late and watching spiderman 3 two times in a row.
till around 6pm. after maghrib, went to visit my nephew. he understands now.
"wah, so young get terminated already." -S.IL



have you watched the advertisements? have you seen the Gatsby Rubber advertisment?? its kinda freaky isnt it?
and the girl model in the HSBC One Dollar advertisement is pretty.


dah dah. fard is bored.



haahaa.
eh, sape2 call aku, kalau aku tak angkat, and tak tepon balek, tolong call lagik eh.
kalau maseh tak angkat, jangan call polis. call orang lain. mungkin aku sengaje tak angkat ataupon, aku pekak ataupon ___pikirlah sendiri____.


oh, and sorry shak(i know u dont read this now, but soon, later, another day) because my dad is quite pekak and he hears the wrong things. and especially on the phone. you have to speak 10 times louder and alittle rough or else he'll be rough at you. he hates people who talks soft on the phone.(so thherreee's where the pekak genes plus the rough genes come frommm)
yepyep.


sorry ah kau kene tengking. tapi, confirm kau da slalu kene tengking, so bapak aku nye tengking blm pape lagi kan?? haha..



this saturday, go that cafe and study like last time. ok fard? ok.
sunday, go that cafe again and study like last time. ok fard? okk.
you must do this ok fard? ok.
dont wait for people ok fard? ok.
must go in the morning ok fard? ok.
must wake up early and start ok fard? ok.
must concentrate on studying and ignore others ok fard? ok.
must.....

OK IDAH, FARD UNDERSTAND!





i watched charlie chaplin just now. funny lah.

"A smiling face hides even a hard seat."





you know what.


sometimes, i just like to laugh.
out of funny thoughts. evil thoughts. happy thoughts.
mostly evil.

so now, i want to do some.


for him, her, you, them, they, we, us, everyone.


for finding, for losing, for looking, for searching, for making.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHA


BECAUSE sometimes, you, he, they, she feel critical.
BECAUSE sometimes, you, he, they, she laugh at people.



i'm happy for people.
even without telling, i know what they've been doing.
come on, don't be shy.
is what everyone always says.


so lets laugh.

HAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA



who would like to share this with me?


ever since we learnt about the ancient language, i now can counter whatever my dad's lectures about why the bible and those other stuffs are in arabic.
HAH.




stupid you know.

i have to BOOK the tv like i'm booking a room for practice.
i have to BOOK the tv from my dad.
WHY?
because, once he watches one show, he will scold and nag about me wanting to change to another channel. ARGH!




just now, i just remembered Heroes was on. and HE was watching the NEWS. arggghhhhhh.
seriously, sometimes i find NEWS very irritating. yaya, i know they are important whatsoever. BUT DO YOU HAVE TO WATCH IT FIRST THING IN THE MORNING TILL LATE AT NIGHT?! ergh. I CAN'T EVEN WATCH MY PROGRAMMES! why? BECAUSE Heroes is at 9, news is at 930. Ugly betty is at 10 BUT if he's stuck with some movie, HE WONT LET ME CHANGE THE CHANNEL!



dfsjkfhasouf htawalr hawfh klashfruew aflakwjhfauowf wakjl fha eiwu fajwkchawuofhauwa fkajslchauiw



nevermind. means today i have to stay awake till AMs. stupidstupidstupid!
why did i forget?!
why DO i forget?
why AM i forgetful?



blearghhhhh.




i shouldn't blog in details now. since there's are mysterious people reading it. people i dont know and i wont know unless they tag, unless they give comments to me personally.

BUT!!!

what is a blog for righttt??


anyway, today's SSP session was GREAT. hyperistic.

















have you ever felt time stopped for you?
that wherever you turn, the things around you aren't moving, the trees aren't even swaying.
that the sounds you always hear arent there and the people are just on a stand still.
that when you move, the surroundings don't move with you.


have you?


have you ever felt farthest away from someone eventhough the person is just a few metres in front of you?
you feel like you want to go up to that person and talk
but you scrap that idea because you think it isn't worth it
or you're are just afraid of not having anything to say
and you just say hello just to acknowledge that you've seen the person and that's that.
no more chats along the way or whatsoever.


have you?


have you ever felt so worthless till everything came true?
true enough that another person actually tells you that
true enough until they tell you off because you are a burden to them
that all your help was actually no help?
that you cause more problems than solutions?


have you?



maybe you have.




i've gotten my weekends back.
i'm free again.
and i don't want to go back.
ever again.
i didn't treat them like family.
and i wasn't given enough time to.
they didnt let me correct my mistakes.
they took the easy way out.
they dont teach.
they expect.
they called me a burden.
its not worth the smiles and kindness.



i want to lead the simple life again. i want to go to school, meet my friends and go back home.
why do things go complicated we grow? why dont it go the opposite way?




i'm supposed to call the freshies up and i dont know what to say.
so here i am writing a dialog for myself.
bleargh.
Hello so&so,
i am faridah from Malay Language Society, SSP, a malay performance arts group.
would you like to come to our SSP session this wednesday, at 3pm at t3A02?
if you need to go off early, you may do so.


is this good enough?



me.



asmida and mira plus secondary school friends are at a concert.
jeff nizal shak nisya aisyah aizat fuad hilmi plus tonnes of others are at ariffin's birthday party.


and i am at home.alone.
why?
because i wanna finish up my elearning so badly.




glad to hear some people have moved on.
you know i know we all know.
seen the pictures, heard the rumours.




niari aku terlajak sak.
aku terlajak ke clementi, aku terlajak ke stadium negara, aku terlajak dalam perjalanan ke far east.
the first one, i was reading a book.
the second one, i was lost.
the third one, i was feeling stupid.





oh!! AND!!!!






THERE WAS A TORNADO JUST NOW HERE IN SINGAPORE!!!!!
AT KALLANG!!!!!!








and here are some backdated photos.



SUB COMM AGM

THEME: BACK TO SCHOOL




I wore my school cullotes[?].
EVERYONE wore something from school seh!
it was really a sporting one! above my expectations.
WHY?
because those wearing headscarves TOO wore their UNIFORMS!
full UNIFORM!!
cool kan??








the baik, the geeky and the technologist.







asmida looks like some drunken geeky ah lian-ic gangster here.






this one is seriously outdated.
the time when we were practicing for GPA at the dance studio.
i like the craziness in this photo. haha!








OH AND!
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY ARIFFIN AKA EPAIN!!!!
sorry i wasnt there at to surprise2.
confirm fun kan??? heheheheh.



nadee call me.anytime soon please.at home.at night.please.
saket perot ah.


take one situation, view it in two different ways.
have fun people.




YEAHHHHHSSSSS AHHHHH


i've done hydraulics, env sci, cecon and struct design.


4 done, another 3 to go.


shit ass. geomatics must do group work. now then i realise.
there's still env. project to do!
i dont understand engg maths
and i'm too lazy to face struct anal tests.



blearrrghhhhhhhhhh.
sdakfhsifh wifh fhofhu ihgh ihrf iuwbvki o hu fhfiwehfeic hei ewfh wei fnsihiawdcbiesghfkf czdjqi wdbjkbka sfhil afh nc nailfhiweo bfj bvsdbcdihfi bvbvfyb bvdiggbdhsugbvsd kfeifheriwgherifsdjkb fhbvf.



enough of alien talk, now lets get back to work.
bleaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh.


when i need internet connection THE MOST, my phone line breaks down.
now, i'm in school trying to finish some e-learning. bleah.
i have to go to the natinal lib later.
weehoo.




Aunty Junaidah tagged me.

here goes nothing...

haha!


Tagged! This is what you are supposed to do. Cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game.Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog...

6 WEIRD THINGS ABOUT ME.

1) i laugh. yes, i laugh. i laugh myself till i cry, i laugh when i'm alone(yes, i know you think i'm crazy. thats becos i'm thinking abt you guys. hahah!), i laugh the most among my friends. its difficult for me to cry. i laugh when i fail, i laugh when i fall, i laugh when i'm sad. i'm a laughy person. laughing hides me.


2) i'm a heavy sleeper. hah! BUT i'm still conscious while i'm asleep. you can still talk to me while i'm asleep and i'll answer you like i'm awake BUT the next morning, i wont remember what the conversation was about. maybe i'll remember you called. same thing goes to sms. my mom does this on me. blame her.


3) i like walking. alone especially. i like walking long distances alone, with my ears plugged. i'll be thinking then. thinking about everything going around me and i'll observe everything around me. when i'm angry, i like to walk alone. when i walk alone without any emotions, i'll end up sad thinking abut things i should've done.



4) if you've everrr seen me wear a skirt, lucky you. because i dont. i hated dresses evrsince i was five. skirts too. its something about not having something in between my legs that i hate. now, dont think dirty. even my secondary sch uniform dont have a skirt. it has CULLOTES[?].



5) i'm never good with compliments. people give compliments to me, i'll end up saying nothing because i afraid of sounding impolite, proud or stupid.



6) i always do things halfway. remind me to finish my work kay? and if i'm full halfway eating my food, i'll play around with it.



TAGGED:
NIZAL
ASMIDA
NADEE
IDAYU
SHAKINAH
NAMIRA


i leave my work halfway done.
i got all the plastic sheets mixed up.
i had the table full of dump.

because of this, the cleaning aunty had to help me fold the shirts,
because of this wendy and doris scolded me, kak sab warned me so many times.


and i jolly well forget to clock out.
i always end an hour late.
i wait till everything is about done before i leave.

i bet wendy loves this.


BLEARGHH.
my lunch hour kept being push later.
today, it was at 6 when its supposed to be at 4.
my face was pale by the time i left.


AND THE CUSTOMERS SUCKS LIKE BLOODY TOOT!!!
all the boxers were OUT OF THEIR PACKAGES!
they MADE me take the shirts out one by one when they only buy ONE.
and, you know, the men's room are for MEN right?
this laydeyy asked me whether she could use the room, so i said yes.
AND SHE GO CALL ALL THE OTHER LADIES!
skbfiasjhfawo fwjaef ahfuoew fnkjla fnwqeuo fhqlwfnqwiofhbj cnqwi hfqi.
i was having a neat time messing up my place without they help, thank you.
and another one thing, my colleague got shouted at by a customer who dont know the meaning of 'MAXIMUM 4 PIECES. FOR SUBSEQUENT FITTINGS, PLEASE JOIN THE QUEUE.'
and the customer wants to lodge a complain. i could hear her SHOUT at my manager from my side lah.
'these customers ah...cannot tahan ahhh' -doris.


bleargh.
i wonder if aizat faces this kind of problems?
im sure asmida should be busybusybusy because, if at my outlet, there's already a line for the ladies' fitting room till they had to bombard the men's, well, their side should be 3 times longer.











on a lighter note,
RAIDER and sis CAME TO VISIT ME TODAY!!!!!
IVAN ACCOMPANIED ME DURING BREAK YESTERDAY!!!!!
sweet. =))


two kids, stranded in another state alone.






















OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i was searching for graph papers in my dusty drawers just now and
I FOUND OLD PHOTOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY PRIMARY SCHOOL PHOTOS WITH MY BEST FRIENDS
MY SEC ONE GROUP PHOTO WITH MISS LIM
MY FATHER'S PHOTO WHEN HE WAS YOUND AND HANDSOME
MY MOTHER'S PHOTO WITHOUT WRINKLES AND WITH SPECS
MY BROTHERS' BABY PHOTOS
MY MOST KENTAL PHOTO
AND
MY UNCLES' PHOTOS!!!



omygod.......
everyone looks so happy.
i miss them.
even my parents.


HEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYY



its OKAY!!!
yeay.


kay, its MY comp.


i've found that song shak!
its called,



over my shoulder.



one heck of a depressed song.
soo depressing, you feel like dying.
its in my juke box over there, so go listen.


oh, n i skipped 2 lessons instead of three!
my 2nd bro laughed when he heard me say "the lecturer never come"
hahahahahahahahaaahahahahahahahah.
i'm left with one more report. ONE MORE. yeah.
kay, sleep.



Over my shoulder - Mika
Over my shoulder, running away,
Feels like i'm falling, losing my way,

Cold and dry,
Cold and dry.

Fog out my daylight, torture my night,
Feels like i'm falling, far out of sight,

Cold,

Drunk,

Tired,

Lost.

Over my shoulder, running away,
Feels like I’m falling, losing my way,

Cold, dry,
Cold and dry.

Fog out my daylight, torture my night,
Feels like i'm falling, far out of sight,


Cold,Drunk,
Cold and drunk.


lagu ni cute.
n heck with the number of posts i posted.
all blogger's fault. hmphf

just like my blog. haaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaaa.


Billy Brown - Mika
Oh Billy Brown had lived an ordinary life.
Two kids, a dog, and a cautionary wife.
While it was all going according to plan
Then Billy Brown fell in love with another man. [is he GAY?]

He met his lover almost every single day
Making excuses through his dodly holiday
Unto religion that he said and duty found
They didn’t know his faith was earthly bound

Brown…Oh Billy Brown.
Don’t let the stars get you down.
Don’t let the waves let you drown.
Brown…Oh Billy Brown.

Gonna pick you up like a paper cup.
Gonna shake the water out of every nook.
Oh Billy Brown.

Oh Billy Brown needed a place, somewhere to go.
He found an island off the coast of Mexico
Leaving his lover and his family behind.
Oh Billy Brown needed to find some peace of mind.

And on his journey and his travels on the way,
He met a girlie who was brave enough to say,
When they made love he shared the burden of his mind.
Oh Billy Brown you are a victim of the times.

Brown…Oh Billy Brown.
Don’t let the stars get you down.
Don’t let the waves let you drown.
Brown…Oh Billy Brown.

Gonna pick you up like a paper cup.
Gonna shake the water out of every nook.
Oh Billy Brown.

Brown…Oh Billy Brown.
Gonna pick you up like a paper cup.
Gonna shake the water out of every nook.
Oh Billy Brown.

Oh Billy Brown had lived an ordinary life.
Two kids, a dog, and a cautionary wife.
While it was all going according to plan
Then Billy Brown fell in love with another man

http://profile.imeem.com/mjZmH2/music/q_qcrADF/mama_spice_girls/

shit blogger.

i'm serong-ing from writing my report seh.
alah, whatever.

sempena hari ibu, aku mempersembahkan lagu ini.


i'm serong-ing from writing my report seh.
alah, whatever.

sempena hari ibu, aku mempersembahkan lagu ini.


i'm sick again. woohoo.
yesterday, at work, NISA(i use capital letters bcoz she's d big one, n there's two nisas) caught the flu virus and was sneezing soooo loudly in store, you can even hear it from the other end.
serene is also sick.
khalijah was stressed.
gina was bored.
and there're some new workers there too!
and they're all older than me.
hmpf.



i guess mom is lonely without dad around.
she called me yesterday to find out whether i've eaten or not.
and said "jalan baik-baik' two times. the morning, she also said it two times.
usually she just says it once and forget about it.



and oh, i did Hydraulics quiz on blackboard.
i failed.
40/100.
i only got 4 questions right.
even with the help of the notes and my dusty redspot physics ten years series.
i hate hydraulics.
rrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiigggggggghhhhhhhhhhhtttttttttttt.



yessah i'm sick.
but i continue eating fried stuff.
i feel like serene.


oh, and the storeroom was soo packed.
and i had to take down stocks.
good thing i'm relatively average sized.
or i dont thing i'll be able to squeeze myself through a 30cm wide lorong.
god!



what other homework do i have?


mommy and me watching this scary movie about zombies. the zombies are scary. they are clever too. they know how to use the gun. but they keep shooting on the ground. hmpf. and the zombies make us SCREAM. it is very thrilling to watch. the zombie pops out from the back front side left right up down. the zombies are ugly. and they're eyes are like popping out of their eye sockets. one zombie had his head hung just by a vein. their faces are full of dark rings and wrinkles. they are scary. mommy told me zombies are real. they are real in africa. africans make zombies as slaves. but mommy dont know if you were to be bitten by that zombie, you will be a zombie. she say zombies are soulless. they roam about on earth with no destination. they behave like animals. i dont want to be a zombie. they have no heart. eeee.



BUT THE MISSING PART IS...
my dad isnt here.
he isnt here to complain that the people in the movie are stupid.
he isnt here to make critics that the people in the movie should do this than that.
he isnt here to sleep in front of the tv and scold me/mom for changing the channel.


is it my comp or is it blogger?
whenever i open the blogger dashboard page, it turns out funny AND when i open the create post page, the writing space is soo small, but the template space takes up more than half the page. ergh.


and that paranoid feeling is seriously bugging me. ego me have to go destroy EVERYTHING good. i wish i was the person there...and i hope somebody is here.


diah was really gloomy today. diah, smile k.


reminded me of Intan yesterday.
she cant have babies now and she feels like giving up her husband to some stranger to have them. she feel so pressurised that she went back to her in laws(the previous husband). she couldnt make up any reason why she was there so she acted happy, singing and joyful. but her mom in law knew something was wrong. she knew Intan would do anything to keep that smile on her face eventhough everything was making her frown.

i miss watching Intan. its at 7pm and i always reach home after that. I WANT TO GO HOME EARLY.



i like environmental science.
i like Mika.


school will take my mind off.
school will take my mind off.
work will take my mind off.
work will take my mind off.





Happy Ending - Mika
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more

I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more

I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love [repeat]

I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.


the hp will recieve a call or sms everytime i touch it.
i have superpowers.
ooooooooo.


*kringkring*
B picks up the phone.

A: lets break up
B: that's a good idea!~
A: i'm having a relationship with your best friend!
B: good luck ya you guys! congratulations!!
A: what the hell?!

and A hangs up the phone.


i'm just tired.



Boston - Augustana

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? oh it has begun...
oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
this world you must've crossed...you said...

you don't know me, you don't even care,
you don't know me, you don't wear my chains...

essential and appealed, carry all your thoughts across an open field,
when flowers gaze at you...
they're not the only ones who cry
when they see you
you said...

you don't know me, you don't even care,
you don't know me, you don't wear my chains...

she said i think i'll go to boston...
i think i'll start a new life,
i think i'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
i'll get out of california, i'm tired of the weather,
i think i'll get a lover and fly em out to spain...
i think i'll go to boston, i think that i'm just tired
i think i need a new tow, to leave this all behind...
i think i need a sunrise, i'm tired of the sunset,
i hear it's nice in the summer, some snow would be nice...
boston...where no one knows my name...


sometimes i just feel like running away.


eh

shit lah blogger.


dalah. malas ah nak blog gini.


anyway, i hate hydraulics and the lecturer has a damn bloody big ego.


people, this sites are cool.


http://perfectfairycakes.blogspot.com/

www.cupcake-momma.net

go check it out. (:


blogger is crazy. mad. insane.




i have eljay, but i dont want to use it. stupid.





I FEEL SO STUPID TODAY!!!



i lost my top up card. worth 100 credits.
but i dont feel panicky.



i didnt charge my hp, so while talking to mum, it went off.
but i didnt feel panicky too.



i walked so far to buy food.
but i didnt feel tired.





oh, and i saw sheena today.
and i was so.....shy/embarrased/scared to say hi to her eventhough i was just a step behind her.
but, on comment though, she had grew big. wow.







WHY?! whywhywhy?!??!





what the helllllll.






on the lighter note,
while eating during my breaktime, a couple sat in front of me, sharing the round table i was sitting on. while the lady bought food, the man(lets call him uncle), he talked to me. he asked how it was like eating chinese cooked food, so i told him, it felt different. then, when his (most probably) wife came back, we talked about where i was studying, where i was working and how life working and studying at the same time is. the lady was really impressed when i told her i was still studying and that SP is really far. uncle asked me why i didnt go to Shatec to pursue what i really wanted so i told them that what im learning is my mom's choice. and i go put the balme on her, badbad. then, uncle made a joke about always looking busy when you do not have anything to do while working. haha...look busy, when infact, you have nothing to do. and also that M&S line in Singapore is VERY outdated compared to in London. and that it is MUCH expensive here than in London. another thing which he complimented about M&S is that eventhough you bought something from a foreign M&S(not in spore), you can still exchange it here if it dont suit you. his wife asked me where i'm going after my diploma. i seriously have no idea and i hope i can get to a Uni..uncle said he has a friend who took my course, and now she's in army as the person who purchase/order stuffs for the airplanes. well, now here should be a few years ago since uncle could be called Grandpa now..




so, when my breaktime ended, i had to bid goodbye.
uncle said he'll remember me everytime he eats Kuih Lopes.
(:





aww.





the strange thing is, eventhough i've finished my food, i didnt walk off. instead i continued sitting there with them. until breaktime ended.






i've really made a tiny bond with my colleagues. i mean, we're now in the joking terms but not yet in the smooth talking terms. they're really friendly and there's only one guy working there, and that's Steve, who is the manager. and i have this feeling, i am the youngest among them. i thought Nisa was, but she told me she was taking private A bcos she failed hers so that must mean, she's older than me. BUT she's sooo small. smaller then namira. the maks and kaks there are friendly. and i was so bored, i helped behind the cashier! haahaaaa. i like working. (:














whoever said talking to strangers is bad is a kuku.
you have to talk to strangers,
or else, how can they be your friends?


WHAT THE HECKKKK!!!!


whatever i blogged came oout as nothing!
booooooooooooooooooooooo.






CONGRATULATIONS ASMIDA!!!!
i salute u lah...u own that post. there's many who can support you. you'll do great! =))



CONGRATULATIONS NIZAL & NADIAH!!!
people with crazy ideas but their looks don't tell.
you've worked together once, and now you'll do it till the next committee comes up.
i cannot wait for muzikarama. haha...


CONGRATULATIONS SHAKINAH & AIZAT!!!
kay, get your pens and notepads and jot this downn..haha..
shak, kau da memang muke secretary ah kau..best kan...haha
aizat, confirm you can organise everything and anything..dont leave shak with everything horrr...haha...


CONGRATULATIONS FUAD!!!!
kay, i'll leave everything to you kay. haha...




right....

yesterday was a good day.
appointment was seriously troublesome.
there wasnt any size 12. dont tell me EVERYONE wears size 12 seh...
and the forms...makk kauuuu....banyak punye sikit...
sori ah shak, for making you wait. i'll buy you...erm...your pie...erm....soon.


and i still owe nadee a treat.


i owe izzati six dollars.


and..hm......oh
i owe my cousin a book she lent me. since pri 4.
i think i lost it.




a new start,
a new begining.


going home time was kinda interesting.

with fadhuli, reza and shida.

since i dont really meet talk to them, so..yah..


with shak, aizat and raudah, it made it more fun.


hahahahahahaha.....


and sarah wanted sooo much to go bugis just to get the pair of pants. with her blistered foot!
at last, asmida and i changed her mind...
we care for you. you shouldnt be in such a hurry! =))




OH, and me and shak saw some stuffs and we were wondering.....

are they having something on????


only me and shak know who they are..but..hm....



I WAS AWAKE TODAY!!!!
I DIDNT WANDER OFF TO DO SOME FOREIGN THING IN MALAY CLASS!!
AND
I WASNT TIRED(apart from hydraulics practical because i didnt need to do anything, so i was BORED)



yeayy!!!!!


tomorrow's my first step to working.
I WANT TO WATCH SPIDERMAN!!!
but everyone says its not good.
but my critics and theirs arent the same, so i have to watch it to actually KNOW whether it is good or not.

anyone up for it?
tmr me and shak off to town before 3pm.
might be watching it after 3.
chiak.



creakcreakcreak.
tuktuktuk.
dhomdhomdhom.



alah, i'm bored lah...


hehehhhh, aku tgk friendster smorang....hehehhh....


Klahhh....i go do my 10 push ups.


byebye.





WAKE UP FARIDAH!!


why are you so sleepy these few days????


i came home and scolded my little brother.
like nobody's business..
and i'm very grumpy right now.
turning the music up loud, and answering my mom with shouts.
i'm a bad girl.
a not fit bad person.
BOO.





i've lost my head for the past few days.
either i've lost some sleep or i'm just in a daze..


because, for the past week,
i've slipped down the escalator,
fell down the stairs and just sujud(curl up) on the floor for freaking 5 minutes,
forgot my watch
not able to open my eyes in class
lost my head balance in the train


i'm soo tired.


what asmida said the other day hit me.
HOW ARE YOU GONNA WORK LIDDAT????
blm keje da penat...hurrrhurrrr.



the start of this song is like that cartoon...not cartoon ah, that kid show..humphrey bear is it? or teletubbies? either one ah...haha






Love Today - Mika.

Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di

Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today.
Everybody's gonna love today, gonna love today.
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

I've been crying for so long,
Fighting tears just to carry on,
But now, but now, it's gone away.

Hey girl why can't you carry on,
Is it 'cause you're just like your mother,
Little tike, like to tease for fun,
Well you ain't gonna tease no other,
Gonna make you a lover.

Everybody's gonna love today,
love today, love today.
Everybody's gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.
Girl with a groove with the big bust on,
Big bust on, big bust on.
Wait till your mother and your papa's gone,
Papa's gone
Momma, momma papa, shock shock me,
Shock shock me, shock shock.

Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today
I said,
Everybody's gonna love today, gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

Carolina sits on ninety five
Give her a dollar and she'll make you smile.

Hooker, what a looker, walk away!
Carry dresses like a kid for fun,
Licks her lips like they're something other,
Tries to tell you life has just begun,
But you know she's getting something other
Than the love from her mother

Everybody's gonna love today,
Love today, love today
Everybody's gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.
Girl with a groove with the big bust on,
Big bust on, big bust on.
Wait till your mother and your papa's gone,
Papa's gone
Momma, momma papa, shock shock me,
Shock shock me, shock shock.

I said,
Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today
I said,
Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di.....

Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today
Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di.....


i seriously prefer you to delete me from you.
thanks for the memories.


kay. 10 more posts to the 600th post.



that's how long i've been keeping this blog. wow.
and its ALL about MY life. [like duh]
hahahahahahahaha.



ANYWAYYYY


an hour and a half ride to and fro really make my head spin. maybe because i was exposed to heated rain just now(you know, rain with the sun. its not good btw)...and ya, as expected, i'm the only east person(apart from fuad, who wasn't there too) yang selalu end up the most semangat one to go west. tapi takpe lah, atleast i know what's going on and stuff. maybe, distance shouldnt be a problem. coz my brother had a girlfriend(now a wife) who lives in jurong. ya ya, i know, it cost a BUM to go over but that BUM needs to exercise. anyway, the camp schedule thing is all set. thanks to ME who made to the meeting which noone took the minutes and should be redundant as a meeting. get what i mean? no? k fine.





kadang-kadang eh, aku rase macam wth ah...aku rase, aku patot voice this out or else, its gonna make people think i'm okay with everything. thing is, sometimes, you shouldnt wait for other people to make the move and then you make the move tau. and sometimes, if you don't like something about someone, you should at least tell and not tell others and make others not like the person as well...this, is usually, probably known as, backstabbing. but! backstabbing comes in different forms. and people whom you think dont do it, may do it. so maybe i'm one of them too. faridahhhhhhhh.....



but this part is true, everyone's a hypocrite. WAHAHAH




WELLWELLWELLLL



while i was in the train for an hour and a half, i actually READ my book. and, since i charge my hp last night, i was accompanied with some musique. haha..step....music lah...and i found this part pretty weirdly funny...


P: Do you think things are meant to be?
D: What do you mean?
P: You know, how people say, "It was meant to be," or, "It wasn't meant to be." Or, "they were meant for each other."
D: You mean like (singing) "they say for every boy and girl, there's just one love in this whole world. . ."
P: Yeah, like that.
D: I don't know. In one way, it makes you think, "Oh, i don't have to worry, it's all taken care of, it will all work out." But in another way, it's like, what if your life turns out really lousy, is it supposed to make you feel better that somebody planned that for you? And there's nothinf you can do about it?
P: I think it does make some people feel better. That's when they say, "God works in mysterious ways." Although no one wants to be the one He's working o that way. It makes people feel like there is some really worthwhile reason that they're having such a crappy life. And like they will be rewarded later.
D: It doesn't make me feel better. I think sometimes things just happen. And also, I think people can make things happen.
P: I wish I could make myself be taller.
D: Taller? Why?
P: I just want to be closer to eye level. I'm tired of talking to people's chest. If I were in a movie, I'd have to stand on a box. I'm like a beautiful person who's been put in a short, pudgy body with frizzy hair.
D: I don't think of you as short. Or pudgy. And I like your hair. Your hair is perfect on you.


....blahblahblah.....

?: Have you ever noticed that if there's a character in a movie who's supposed to be not-beautiful, they just take an incredibly beautiful person and do something to her hair and make her wear big thick glasses?
?: And wrinkled, baggy clothing.
?: And then sometime during the movie, she realizes she really doesn't need glasses after all and she puts on some nice clothes and combs her hair and all her problems are solved. Unless it's a sad movie and she dies.
?: Or she finds out she really does have to wear glasses.
?: That would really be sad.
? That would be too sad. I don't think I could watch a movie that sad.
? It does help to wear nice clothes and comb your hair, thugh.
?: Then you can be a neat ugly person.


---hahahaahahah-----

?: Have you ever been somewhere, and it hit you that if you lived there instead of where you do, your whole life might be really different?
?: It probably wouldn't be that different, if you're still the same person.
?: I think it could. I think if you wear different socks, your whole life can be different. It's like that thing of, if a butterfly flaps its wings in Indonesia, it can cause a tidal wave in Florida. Or maybe it's Africa, I forget. But that's not really what I was thinking about. It was more like, if Albert Einstein had grown up in, maybe an Eskimo village, would he still have been brilliant?
?: He would have had brilliant Eskimo thoughts. He would still have done something amazing with, like, blubber and ice, but maybe we wouldn't all know about it. I think it makes more difference where you are if you're not Albert Einstein. I mean, more difference to you. To the world, it probably makes more difference where Albert Einstein is.



hahahahahha.........remind you again, the book i'm reading is called CRISSCROSS by Lynne Rae Perkins.



which song has "why did you go put stars in her eyes. it's the same old story ..didn't realise" in their lyrics?







HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH


i'm tired. not, TIRED tired. just sleepy.



COULDNT AT ALL PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS YESTERDAY!

its like, as if someone put a sleeping spell on me. i was struggling to keep these two eyes open for the sake of my beloved leccturers. hah! i also slept in the train. shak SAID i was snoring during my non-power nap time in the library. haiyoyoyoyoyooyoooo.




the meeting was okay. haaahaaaa. the SSP meeting that is. mai got her blood heated. AIYOOO!!! next meeting is on friday, after 6. yessah. after i get my stuffs for work. woooohoooo.


then, the normal ppl went to causeway point for dinner at banquet. and we discussed for the CAMP programs and activities. nizal, with girls around, you shouldnt bring the group into a store like Metro. hahahahaha!


anyway, the camp timeslots are done. and the programs are peereeettteeee much there. just that we have to know who's coming for what activity. and our lunch will be GREAT. yeassaaahhh.. the games are FUN. hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe. and lets hope this camp is ongoing yeah, not stalled coz someone woke up late or something yeah. yeahyeah.



getting hyped for school?
think again.




EEEEHHHH, my legs are like, so tired. yesterday i sat and tried iSqueeze and it was tickly. jeff couldnt stop laughing lahhh...haahaaa....diah n as were enjoying each try..mira too! hahahah...klakar sey.....



and reached tanah merah at 12 yesterday. wth!?
the ride ate more than an hour lahhh.
tido bangun tido bangun, pon maseh blm sampai.




eh, i never knew SPONGEBOB was a musical.











i stole this pic from rai's journal.





herman, faizal, yusuf, fadhil and aidil.
people i never spoke to during secondary school.