I won't know if he gave you my url or not because he said he only gave you the screenshot of it.

I knew you loved him, maybe not the way I did but maybe more than you think you could.
But darling, i'm not here to say that he isn't for you. I'm not God. All is in His hands.
I just wished I was there to stop everything from happening.
But i was late.
Too late to stop him from going overboard.
I regret that for him.
I'm sorry that he hurt you the way that he did.
Trust me, he is a very nice guy, just sometimes, desires get in the way and all he wants isn't all he needs.
I hope you have forgiven him, as I have.
It's tough on my side too, to accept what has trully happened to you both. And trust me, it's very difficult to swallow every single thing he has done. I never thought he would have done such a thing because he was and has always been a 1 woman man.
I've known him for years, and you knew him only months.
All that we done in years, he done to you in months.
I couldn't accept it at first, but he's proved me that if really, his love is here to stay for me, he will do anything for us to fall back to where we were, but in a much better place.

I hope you meet someone way better. Someone who respects you and loves you more than just lusts.

Happy Belated Birthday. you will never read this, but here i am praying for your happiness and great future ahead. Be happy dear girl. you deserve more. :)

Nisa's Birthday Surprise!
Yesterday, my friends and I celebrated my friend’s birthday. I almost thought nothing would go in place because we wanted her to sit back facing the door, but she sat facing the door, wanted the band to sing her a birthday song but that didn’t happen and wanted the staff to sing her a proper birthday song, also that didn’t happen.


What happened was better than expected. Haha. We girls went in first, sat down in a four seated table(when we knew there’s more coming) and then the boys(by right there were more, but only 2 surprised her because the others were oversleeping or late) surprised her by the other door, we all sang the birthday song so loud that we overpowered the band. And then, after we cut the cake, eat, the birthday girl wanted a song dedication. But since it was too late, the singer came to us and serenaded her instead! Then her boyfriend presented her his present after the serenade! It was an AWW moment! We took photos, suddenly the staff prepared two chairs and two tall stools, placed two ice creams and asked them(there were two birthday people in the group) to stand on the chair in front of the whole restaurant and did their birthday cheer and then ask them to make a wish and blow the candles off from the ice cream from a distance. It was hilarious! Lastly, because we forgot about the cat headband one of us bought her. So while we paid the bill, she was made to wear the headband, whiskers and bow all the way out! So cute!


Nadiah's Hen Night in Paris
Of course since we couldn't go to Paris, we brought it to her instead. It was a stressful weekend for me. I thought I overused my credit card. This weekend taught me how to manage my credit card properly. it's a killer i tell you!

We booked York Hotel at first but changed to St Regis Hotel afterwards because it was much nicer, though more expensive. It was really a wonderful experience there in the hotel. We were greeted with such nice Bellboys and Receptionist and Butlers. The hotel was superb! When we entered the hotel, it looked so grand! It WAS grand. After checking in, we went to our room. It looked cosy and grand at the same time. And i accidentally pressed the Make Up room button(there were buttons at places to switch on lights and raise the drapes!) so the Butler came in and she explained the room while Raider fetched Dayu & Mas, brought us what we needed all with a smile. No doubt we asked for a lot of things, like bedroom slippers and towels and ice bucket. Since we needed to use the fridge, Raider took out all the wines and beers and placed them in the drawer next to it. It was a small fridge, barely deep enough for us to keep our food and drinks unlike those in other hotels. The bathroom was indeed, magnificent! There's a bathtub, a separate shower room, a toilet, two sinks and a make up table. Such a big bathroom! The bedroom was spacious enough for us 4 people to run around. The beds were comfortable and big enough for 2 per bed though it was a room for 2 person only. Not much view in this concrete jungle especially when it's so close to a condo(i think) just beside us. Good thing there weren't anyone at their balcony looking over at us. haha!

So! Enough about the room and sight-seeing, its time for the decorating and the plan execution.

Raider and I got to fixing the banner in the toilet, while Dayu & Mas got to placing the snacks and foods on the table. Why the toilet? Because we didn't want to get glitter all over the place. So we kept it in the toilet. The food looked little at first, but after everyone dug and dug into their bags, there were too much food for all of us! Croissants, fruit tarts, eclairs, red velvet and rainbow cupcakes, cheetos and tositos, green tea and lemon tea, hot chocolate, white grape and apple sparkling juice, ferrero rocher and lollipops, kitkat(i think) and Big Bag Chips. There were Loacker chocolate wafers and cranberry biscuits too. Even raider brought her mom's Kuih Bakar Lauk. So there were pretty alot of food. After arranging all those, we blew the balloons and made pom-poms. Hung them up and threw around the balloons. We called Nad to get ready and we got ready. As soon as she was on the way, we got going.

We took the cab to Fika @ Millenia Walk. It was a beautiful cosy place and we waited for the Bride to Be. Raider and I fetched her at Marina Sq because she was still walking to us. While we waited, we bought her a Rainbow Rose! It was so pretty!! Little did we know that she actually didn't like carrying flowers around. But it being Her Day, we just had to make her do more so that she'll attract others' attention.

This is taking too long!

all we did was watch movies, take absolutely unstunning photos of ourselves, enjoyed the room and played twister. all out of fun! but nothing to the heart.


i hope my bestest best friend enjoyed the day and the company because i did. :)