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Catch me when i fall - Ashlee SimpsonIs anybody out there
Does anybody see
That when the lights are off
something's killing me
I know it seems like people care
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done and
everybody runs
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home
Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost
Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me
Who will be the one to save me from myself?
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl?
Who's gonna catch me when I fall?
Who's gonna catch me when I fall?
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
And not ashamed to see me crawl?
Who's gonna catch me when I fall?
another piece of me written down....i feel pathetic.i need chocolates.i need life.i need hope.i feel like shit.i hate shit.writing my feelings down makes me cry.i'm depressed.help.make me laugh.don't make me cry.never make me cry.i hate me.life is shitty now.where's the rainbow when i need one?oh, suck up...
i am going to throw my phone soon.
what is the damn use of it anyway..
i'm sick of worrying someone might want to contact me when my phone's dead..
noone contacts me, what more after i've lost ALL my contacts after having to buy a new simcard due to the damn incident.
unless u still want me to remember you, please sms me. coz i do NOT have your number.
get the message?
clever.
another piece of me written down....a crazy person will never admit they are crazy..
a sick peron will tell others they are okay or maybe going to be alright..
see how ironic life is...
haha....
these few days are so mundane for me.......i CAnnot[!] wait for wednesday....gonna go shopping...heh heh heh......yeay! but its sad to know how financially tight my family is....=/...now i'm thinking twice on whether or not i should go shopping coz i might need the money for the 'thunderstorm' days....whatever it is, regardless of what situation my family is in now, i will still need to get a few stuffs for myself...1st rule is -> pay for yourself...hurh.....i just wish this year would just move smoothly without my mom having to turn into 'supermom' anymore...haiz....she's so busy these days, i'll be the victim of her stressness....my gramp's gone back into the hospital....and no, my granny is
not doing that well either....=/....so everyday she's rushing to my granny's house and then to the hospital, and guess how long it has been since i've eaten her cooking....i miss it!! everyday we buy food from outside and usually everyday she'll cook soup, chicken or beef or mutton...i hate it when my mom's parents get sicker...its like she'll be their nurse while the things at home get all messed up...talk about being a filial daughter...where are all their other children?! those not working of course....gosh...my aunts and and uncles are like telling me to help my mom and stuff, what have
they got to do to help
their own parents?
and their poor sister! sometimes my mom makes me an emotionally punching bag....we don't have quality time at all...she'll be gone in the morning and only return home at night...andn if she is home, she'll be either tiring herself out with housework and maybe end up sleeping or complaining she's having aches or she's tired or whatever...the shows she told me she wanted to watch, she never watched it eventhough we've gotten the dvd or i've switched the shows on for her....she never sits down and listens...she never tried to rest fully...eventhough she's a housewife, she's much more busier than a working mom...i miss her...=(((
BEST I EVER HAD (GREY SKY MORNING)By: Vertical Horizon
CHORUS 1:
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now
CHORUS 2:
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I've ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I've ever had
So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely
Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better
Repeat CHORUS 2
And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right
Repeat CHORUS 1What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever
another piece of me written down....bloody hell fucking shit bitching sial nabei cheebai bastard freaking slut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!fucking hell!!!!! my sim card's locked!!!!!!!!!! damn it!!!!!!!!!! damn bastard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to hell to whoever tried to meddle with my hp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bloody fucking shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn bastard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!damn you!!!!!!! argghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!can anyone tell me how the hell do you want to unlock the damn simcard when all you can access is the SOS call?! WHAT THE FUCK SIAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn it ah sia....now i've got no other way to contact people!! if there's no sim card, then what's the use of the hp right?!!! DAMNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!! shitttttt......help me!!! anyone...someone...arrrrrghhhhhhhhh.....
another piece of me written down....hyelo! hye! how do you do?!
hahahaha...talk about having crazy dreams.....yesterday i slept from erm....4/5pm till 9.43am this morning....this is also with the help of my medication....i think i'm getting addicted siaaa....every night i get these migraines and i end up eating my medication every night to sleep...this is something i am so afraid of.....now my mom is looking for an alternative way to reduce the pain, which is to drink some chocolate drink.....wth?!!!! ewww....anyway, i dreamt of still working for that con company and like taking bus 91 to i don'tknowwhere.....and i saaw that bitchy JVD of mine...erghhh....sucky bloody hell of a bitch! she reminds me of the negative hafizah...=/ anyway, someone told me that he/she dreamt of me hugging and kissing him/her and me not letting go of this person in the bus and still kissing this person even on the bus...should i be freaked or should i be delighted? haha! ewww....
these few days, i've been going out....yeahhhh....woohoooo! where has my dollar go?!!! i'm suppose to get 250 bucks in my savings and i only got 249....CON!!! haahhaha.......i've been eyeing this bag.....but i don't know if i should get it....coz its small and expensive...i should get a bigger one...i'm in a delimma.....shit....i went to wen jun's party!!! at last! after like, a few years missing her parties, at last i get to go! it was damn crazy......i love the cake thou...HAHA...we dressed up for the dance party..mj had this crazy hair and i LIKE wen jun's hair!!! we were like frizzing each other's hair and spraying glitter and stuff...it was funnnnn!!!!! seriously, i've never been to any of this kind of parties....the birthday parties that i go to are like u go there, u eat the food, u see d birthday person cut the cake, u eat the cake, give their present and then, when u get bored, u go home......or maybe u'll be one of those last ones who goes home after everyone's left....so, yeah.....this is my 1st....its an experience....the food was nice....a big applause for the rendang! yeaaap...the fish looked nice but the rendang won over...hehhheehhehehe....o yah, a fan literally caught on fire while the party was on....but that did not stop the dancers from dancing....i HAVE to show you the videos i've taken..looks as tho they're fucking each other...standing! hahaha....i'll post the photos later when i've uploaded them online...heeeeheeee....afew comments on the people that day...
rai - u sounded different when u started talking but i thought it was normal..when raider commented u sounded cute and hanisa too, i realised, u DO SOUND CUTE!! hehehe
wj - u flexi dancer u.....i like ur style...where u bought ur bag ah? heehehhheeh... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! u're like a sister sia....way one year older than me....stay flexi always yeaaa~ kekekke.. U ROCK!
mj - u are one crayyyyzeeee girl!!! get more sleeeeppp!!! i prefer u when u're awake! heheeheh....chill and relax!!!
wj's elder sis - crazy sia she! hahahah....she can dance like crayzee!
wj's lil bro - so cute!!! sound so smart...just like his sister..but his sister is much cleverer..
sophia[?] - i thought she was much older sia....younger than us but older than a sec 1...she's very cute sia....note to her : U ARE NOT FAT! U ARE VERY SEXY!! heheh
abdillah - this guy from the start is already cute but not until now..now even wj think's he's hansome and cute...i'm impressed! raider has such good taste! heheehhehe...
i guess that's it....now, time to watch my favourite show! tuduluz`
another piece of me written down....HYYYEEEEEELOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!How are you people?????? heheehheheheheheheh....
i quit the job and went out with my beloved friends....nad, dayu, raider n mas....heeheehee...was about to choke on my food sia when nad asked me out....sheesh! eheheheheheheh...we went to swensens to feast on ice-creamsss....thought of going to haagen daz but, neehhhh....went to town, then to bugis...got ourselves those bangles and filled our tummies with fried ock food....i'm just gonna grow fat soon....talk about being health concious! sheesh.
let me just blog this wonderful, haunting day....
anyway, yesterday i cried lah kay...coz i failed my 1st(and last, thank god!) appointment and my 2nd bro told me to tender my resignation....like shit sia...my uncle also so mean sia! he practically shot logical qns at me and my presenter and like didn't pay ANY attention on our presentation...i cried coz he didn't wanna support me and he was mean and i failed to do my task and i'm afraid to face the scoldings the next day BUTTTTT i don't have to worry that coz i've ALREADY
QUIT!
anyway, today i told my presenter i wont be coming today, nor tmr nor the day after coz i can't come...she knows about my problem so she didn't asked much...i was already crying due to my 2nd bro's lecture.........my friend (
who conned me! good thing i didn't go coz of jun, or else (due to my impractical behaviour) i will get fucked up at her like how i'm feeling now abt my friend) called me and asked me why i wasn't at work yet. you tell me, must someone at work like, remind you to come for work? seems funny right? everyday she remind me to come for work..like reminding me to go school like that sia! go school also not like that sia! wth....so i told her i wont be coming anymore..she asked me why, so i told her my parents don't like it...AND YOU KNOW WHAT I HEAR IN THE BACK GROUND?! i've got 2 directors btw...i heard the guy director saying "HA!" meaning "i knew it!" and the lady or should i say the WOMAN director goind "KENTAL SIAK!" you all should know lah what it means right? wah! after that i felt so, shitty sia....i kept thinking "did i make the right decision?"....but i guess i did...i told nad, and she asked me out right after that....HAHAH!
a few mins before i met nad, i went online and searched for the company and i came into a forum about it....it seems that this 'secret' company is a con company.....would you even want to buy a pillow for 300 bucks?! or maybe a single mattress for 6000 bucks?! you'll say "siao" right?! ish....but i did feel better coz i've escaped from the trapped....but....i'm sad and i still feel like shit coz i've busted my group....and whatever happens, it might be because of me....and they might be eating raw eggs coz of me...gosh....wth....i'm out and i'm gonna move on.....mom just took a no. at watsons....do i want to work still? lets see....
-con company-Over - Jimmy eat worldI'm not exactly sure what I should say
Everything I do is a mistake
Your attention is attention (It doesn't matter if it's fake or real)
I'll take it if I get it, oh
I've made up my mind
I'll do it over any time
You're over it, over me
Present just physically
Last words from the dying scene
You're over me
You're over me
I really need to hear how great I am
Cause I can't even get up out of bed
Now say it like you mean it (Doesn't matter how I really feel)
Sing it back softly, oh
You got to be strong and I've been empty oh so long
You're over it, over me
Present just physically
Last words from the dying scene
You're over me
The old days all went bad
Rotted, wilted black
Before you'd have a chance to call
I'll be on the next train home
Add it to the endless list of all the things we'll never ever know
You're over it, over me
Present just physically
Last words from the dying scene
You're over me
another piece of me written down....I HAVE QUIT MY JOB!!!!! i hate it but now, i love it. HHAHAHAHAHAHA.
i love quitting it after reading this website,
wanna know more, go here!
http://bikes.sgforums.com/?action=thread_display&thread_id=88789AND THEY CAN CALL ME KENTAL SUMORE! STUPID IDIOTS.
gtg meet my true friends! miss them sooooooo much. muacks....
maybe i can go to wen jun's party too!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeee..i'm loving it!!!
another piece of me written down....hyelo peopleeeee......how are ya doing?????
hehehehehehehheheheh.....yesterday i went for orientation at some company and i had an interview by a lady and today i went back and i was interviewed by the 'junior' director...my group/department....scary sia!!!!! they shoot questions at you and you can just sit there, speechless...but since now its over and i've got to know both the directors closer, i now feel much comfortable BUT i still feel kinda scared and not secure there....and guess what!! junaidah works there too!! hahahahaha....she asked me to go there before but i didn't and i end up there coz of myother friend...she pestered me to come siaaa....and i gave in...and now look at the situation i'm in! haizzz....everyday, i'll need to dress formally....and since i don't really have my most closest friends working with me, i shall have to go to work alone.....how i dread that so much!!!hmph.....the director has sketched me these goals and i feel i really want to go for it....go up a rank in a month, how about that? do you believe i can do it? do I believe i can do it?! hahahh.....anyway, not much talk about my work, how about yours? heheheh.....
i wonder how mj and siti is doing at tpjc, i wonder how rai and amira is doing at mi and i wonder how the rest are doing at work....if these wonders can be answered, u've brightened my day. anyway, i shall go.....happy always people...must smile ya! =DDDDDDDD
another piece of me written down....
whatever that comes to a start will eventually come to an end, and mine did. yesterday.
well, my last work day was such a bore until one of the boss, Christopher, found out we were lazying around that is..haha..
= imagine carrying loads of boxes, filled with packs of bedsheets, each with a different name.
= imagine doing housekeeping for the whole department, folding towels, replenishing stocks, repacking stocks that the customers, with all their pleasure, mess up.
= imagine tagging packs n towels with their price tags n stickers, n making sure they have the right price tags n make sure everyone of them have a price tag.
= imagine, along queue, and you stand beside the cashier, helping the guy(all the cashiers at my department are guys) pack their stuffs, help them carry their shoppings to their car(or even to the MRT!)
= imagine entertaining customers who specifically wants a certain product and having to say 'sorry, we don't have it anymore', imagine the rejection you'll have to face.
= imagine having to run up and down the escalator to keep products.
= imagine having to stand for 12 hours, sleeping without feeling your toes for more than 6 days straight.
= imagine working with the cashier, and the next thing you know, he's having a nose bleed. (OMG!!)
= imagine being bonded with strangers for only 5 days, and those strangers calling you Sayang, Darling, Adek(lil sis/bro), etc. (sweet sia!)
anyway, these are the things you should imagine when you start work. yeap. haha....there's a few people there i'd like to introduce to you all, people from my workplace...funny people, very kecoh one...
there are..
the afternoon packers
nuraini aka nani - she is very small, very petite, very talkative..that's why she made friends so fast, i barely had time to catch up with her..HAH! the 1st person i knew there. my 1st work friend..haha! (lives in jurong, my cousin's friend!!)
nurain aka ayean - she's those cool kind, nice to talk to, pretty friendly and, for a big size, she's quite pretty...yeap....i like to go around the building with her and see all the cute guys around..(if there's one) (lives in clementi, my cousin's friend!!)
nurul ain aka anak suprat - she's a rock star from galaxy __what?__...she's cool, she's pretty, she tall, she's one of those girls who guys go gaga for...wahahah! she's a havoc when it comes to her hair...haha! one mabok gal...(lives in bukit batok)
alan tai aka 'the lembut' - okay, this guy is quite stylish if you just look from his hair colour but he's quite soft....abit gayish...but i think he has a gf....which is like, wow! he has to have an edible thing on his hand everytime he works...but he's not big size lah..he's frenly..the oldest among us, 17 years, goes to MDIS (lives in hougang)
aunty whoeverhernameis - she came for the 1st two days and never came back! wth!! but she's nice to talk to lah..she's pretty blur....she's an old lady...around 60...so, we care for her...
the night packers(came for the 1st two nights, and never saw them again)
din (the tall one) - he's talkative...and like to disturb others...raised my voice at him once for mocking me...
zul [?] aka the shorter one(i don't know their name!)- he's the more serious one...but likes to disturb people lah...i prefer him...but too bad i don't know him that much...he wanted to exchange no.s but i ignored....haizzz...
The promoters
aveline - i thought she was a malay!! but she's a chinese...and she's quite quiet...she can converse but just don't really talk aloud...she's friendly...i like her products...so colourfulllll..heheh
jeremy tan aka chee-ko-peh - this is one funny guy. he's big lah kay...as in wide...but he helps aloit and likes to disturb others! erm, he's talkative and loves making others talk back...haha...
aunty whatshername?- she promotes a bedsheet product called Akemi, go OG and you'll find her....she's old but she's very influential...she's promoting christianity and i get kinda hot when ever i hear about it....no offence lah...she cares about the packers and adviced me to drink milo..haha! nice....
the cashiers
benji - he's cool, talkative and quite nice...for a guy i thought who was kinda ah beng-ish, he's not....in fact he's more gentleman than ah beng...hehe...anyway, he's one of the good looking ones...he makes us laugh and gossips with me...heheheh
thomas - everyone goes gaga over him. he's one of the good looking guys but he has a gf already..he's one romantic guy...imagine a guy you've only met thru chat and not seen his face and after a long time chatting, you meet him, he gives you all that you like, roses($45 mind you), chocolates and the food you love...i haven't known anyone like him til now....when am i gonna meet him....haaaaaaa
hamzah - he's one arrogant guy....all the packers hate him...he's not helpful and barely helps nor talks...sheesh...i've not really talked to him...so i don't know...
terence - well well well, this guy freaked me out...was helping him packing and suddenly he sat one the floor, next thing i knew he was having a nose bleed...WTH!! but he's nice...he helped me pack the thing when i didnt know what the heck i should do...he's an ITE guy but by far, i see he's nicer than the rest....but he doesnt talk much...so, too bad...
Mirza - he's not a cashier, he's an advisor but he helps anyway he cans...he's gayyy...hahah! he has a bf....and he walks gayly......KIDDING!!! he's a retard lah...he talks crap and makes me laugh...(i always do)...disturbs my fren like hell...wahahah...he has a fiancee already sia...he's 23 and still studying part time...anyway, he's those nice ppl ones..asked me to call him! wth!!
the supervisors
Aunty Josephine - this supervisor of mine is difficult to find...once she's there and the next thing you know she's gone, disappear, vanish. haha...she's not that friendly but she tries to be...she makes sure we've got something to do and makes sure everything goes smoothly...she got us overtime pay instead of letting us go of early...i'd prefer getting paid to going off early...nothing can repay back the time you've lost....
Aunty Evangeline aka aunty evan - she's looks like my pri sch tcher!!! wth....she's very nice...don't call us by name nor by our gender but by sweet-calls like Sayang, Adik or Darling...i think she's peranakan...at 1st i thought she's a malay sia...but now i know she's not....she's one of those nice and caring aunties...treats everyone like her own child...not strangers..
Kak Rusliana aka Rus - she's the next supervisor that we got close with....we gave her Famous Amos cookies and she gave us Marks n Spencer's swiss chocolate...so nice...so sweet...we exchanged numbers with her...she does the work with us and makes sure we do it well....i had to roll tags coz of her! easy job lah....she's sweet and she's pretty...treat her really like our sister sia...
Kak Roslin - she's small....even smaller than me..she's strict and very firm....she looks fierce too..scaryy....but alot of people bully her...haha...she's mostly behind the cashier...
The Bossessss
Helen Lee - she goes around doing inspection. alot of people are afraid of her
Christopher - He makes sure he pays everyone to do their job, and not to laze around. strict bastard!! owes me taxi fare!!
another piece of me written down....every day, i wake up at 9.30am, go work at 12pm, start work at 1pm, stand and walk the whole department till 10pm, pack till 12am, reach home at 1am.
talk about working from 1pm till 11pm...i'm working from 12pm till 12am sia....
i can stand standing for the whole 12 hours but walking and entertain the damn customers are so damn tiring. my feet are aching and i've not have the sleep i need. i'm so tired, i can't even concentrate at work. a promoter once came to me and asked me what i was thinking...i didn't even realized that i was daydreaming...help!
listening to atomic kittens, kelly clarkson and some guy, rick astley[?] song for the whole 12 hours is damn annoying. its so boring! the customers are so irritating, i can't believe they're s'poreans...even the foreigners are more polite!
i don't even know the difference btwn king size n queen sized beds...what more which fabric is more comfortable. there's no briefing whatsoever and we end up doing things that we don't know!
the part n parcel of working. now you know how hard it is to work in a departmental store. please be nice to the staff!
and my phone's damn silent too! its ok...i know everyone is busy...
Take Me To Your Heart
Artist - Rick Astley
Are we lovers
Or only just friends
Come tomorrow
Will I be lonely again
When you see me
Is it love in your eyes
What you feeling
Deep down inside
Do you think about me (think about me)
When I'm far away?
Do you dream about me (dream about me)
Can I find a way?
To make you want me (make you want me)
The way I want you
'Cos I think I love you (think I love you)
Could you love me too?
Take me to your heart
Never let me go
If you knew what I'm feeling
You would not say now
Take me to your hear
Never let me go
For your love, for your love
Is all I need to know
Can you tell me
When you look at me
If you need me
In all honesty
Because I'm certain
As sure as can be
I'd make you happy
Eternally
'Cos I think about you (think about you)
When you're far away
And I dream about you (dream about you)
Night and Day
Can I make you want me (make you want me)
The way that I want you
'Cos I think I love you (think I love you)
Could you love me too?
She wants to dance with me
'Cos I'll hold her so tight next to me
She wants to dance with me
'Cos I'll let her be what she wants to be
'Cos I think about you (think about you)
When you're far away
And I dream about you (dream about you)
Night and day
Can I make you want me (make you want me)
The way that I want you
'Cos I think I love you (think I love you)
Could you love me too?
She wants to dance with me
'Cos I'll hold her so tight next to me
She wants to dance with me
'Cos I'll let her be what she wants to be
another piece of me written down....one day, i'm gonna print all my blogs and put them in one nice file for memories in the future...shall life in the future be one "live happily ever after" life...=D
this year, i went through lots of ups and down....big tests, syf, Os and with my friends...there was one time i felt like giving up...actually, lots of times...but my friends just pulled me back on my feet and gave the encouragement i needed....i don't know whether i did much for them...sometimes, i wonder where do i really belong....
2005 was the year i made friends and gave up on them...i always do each year...one time i'm with nad, idayu n raider, the next with jyss n gang, the next with sorida n jun, n next with mj n clique n now with nad, idayu n raider again....i'm always with different group of friends...i don't know with whom am i supposed to be with...maybe i'm a loner who needs protection but just don't know how to return it back to them....maybe i just don't know how to say thank you and appreciate my friends....i just don't know how to mean it....maybe i'm those type who can't keep friends for long....but i appreciate those that has been with me through my ups and downs....i can't remember a second i've been in anyone's ups and downs...thank you everyone..i salute every single one of you...i honour the friendship you've tied with me....and i'm sorry for all the tough times i've given to you...thank you...i wonder how am i gonna face the future without u all...
2005 was also the year i went for the SYF competition and took my O-level exams...major tests if u were to ask me...i think it was the 1st time my friends, raider n idayu, ever saw me vent my anger at the mcc members...i still remember the day we went for the competition n how we all received the results...we all cried but when i think again, we did our best...i love mcc...n its members...although sometimes we did have tensions among our ties....i remember i always walk home with mazlin n she would tell me all her problems...i'll always agree to her...heheh...my O-level was also the same as syf....there was one time all of us wanted to just give up but we went for it anyway....our teachers were always there to encourage us forward....i thank greatly at mdm salena n mdm marlina for helping me both academically n physically...thanks to mj and my other friends, i didn't give up in taking my Olevel papers...each time i recieve the results, i cry...i just hope i wont cry when i recieve my Olevel results...i can remember the many times i would go out with rai, raider, nad and sometimes idayu n some guys to study....thank you so much for your support...i miss ecp's coffee bean....wonder if the people there are still the same...heheh...one day, we shall go there to have a visit again....
some significant events in 2005 are my birthday celebration, graduation, prom night, the chalet, syf, Olevels, youth day concert, national day and jun n sor's birthday..
we all love somebody and somebody loves us....
for now, i love everyone whom had made a difference in my life.
happy new year everyone.
another piece of me written down....i know i'm late to say this, but....
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!hope everybody had a fun time enjoying themselves last year....=) the year that was very memorable n worth remembering for...smile everybody! say cheeesee!
the last few days, while i was at the hospital, i kinda saw this guy..i think his grandad was also warded....i've been thinking about him lately....i don't know why....he pops up in my head just anywhere...wonder who's that guy...i mistaken him the other day for my cousin...how stupid...he was at the other end n i went over there after i greeted by grandad n relatives...but noone was there when i went over....haha....but everytime i accidentally look at him, he's always looking back.....gosh....yesterday he wasn't there n i kinda wondered where he were....i know i do that to everyone but to a stranger? no way....
ANYWAY, in a few days time i'm going to work....ahahaha....i'm so damn nervous....scaryyy!!! i don't know what to do...I'M NEEERRVOUSSS & I'M EXCITEDDD!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh.....who am i gonna meet? who's gonna be my manager?! how am i gonna introduce myself?! aaaaaaahhhhhhh......shit!! shit!! shit!!
i love this show.....full of twist n turns...makes u wanna scream like hell at the people involved....i love the song also! the show i'm talking about, 'Dia'....now u all can watch it coz it as subtitles!! every monday, 9.30pm...watch it!! =DDD
the song....an indon song..
Ku ada disini (I am here) - rio febrianSaat semua asamu
Hilang dan dan tak tersisa
Usah kau berkecil hati
Ku ada disini
Saat engkau sadari
Tiada arti hidup ini
Usah kau ragukan lagi
Ku ada disini
Bridge:
Tak akan ada satupun yang bisa
Memisahkan kita
Sebutkan namaku dihatimu
Reff:
Tak perlu seribu bintang
Yang bertaburan dilangit sana
'Tuk malam-malam mu
Ku ada disini
Tak perlu seribu sahabat
Dengan senyum sapa dan hangat cinta
Cukup satu alasan indah
Ku ada disini
Saat semua lelahmu
Tak terbuangkan lagi
Usah kau simpan sendiri
Ku ada disini
Saat semua cintamu
Pergi dan tak kembali
Usah kau tangisi lagi
Ku ada disini
i'm always here....=)