Jot down interesting, memorable events in life
Think things out through words
To avoid the mental burden.





abdillah adillah aidil m. daud ain archi aisyahbi aizat amalina amira asmida cikgu marlina fatimah filzah haddad helfizah idayu ivan izzati junaidah jyssica loy-xing-wen maisarah mei-juan* muhammad nur nadiah s. nadiah z. namira nazif nisa nizal raihanah reyza safiah sarah shakinah suhaila suzana yasmin vanan adawiyah adelina ahny^adi ain angel benjamin bernard darren faizal hanisa hanis syafinaz hilmi hisham hong-sheng joseph kai lin khidir khadijah madarians mariyanah nasri noraisha nosheena ridwan rohanisya salihah saranpal sufyan ting-ting wen-jun xin-yi yanni

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this is how i feel. finally i teared. i have to push through this.


Time lyrics

I can't explain
Can't quite put my finger on it
The difference that makes us so different
We've said everything
Our words only betrayed us
Nothing is left northing was left unsaid

This time I have nothing left to lose
I'm stuck the second hand won't move
Its about time that I speak my mind
Its about time, about time to find pieces of me I have lost
Without any choice I move on
Hey time, you're no friend of mine
Hey time you're no friend of mine

You cover yourself you cover your skin
Your cover yourself like you cover your sins
Please untie my hands
I'm a sinner, I'm a man
I ask for one minute to make you understand

This time I have nothing left to lose
I'm stuck the second hand won't move
Its about time that I speak my mind
Its about time, about to find pieces of me I have lost
Without any choice I move on
Hey time, you're no friend of mine
Hey time you're no friend of mine

Will you be there
To catch when I stumble when I fall
When I fall

Its so very clear
You left me when I had no one at all
No one at all

Who will be there
To catch me, to catch me when I stumble
When I fall, when I fall
Its so very clear
You left me with no one at all
No one at all

This time I have nothing left to lose
I'm stuck the second hand won't move
Its about time that I speak my mind
Its about time, about time to find pieces of me I have lost
Without any choice I move on
Hey time, you're no friend of mine
Hey time you're no friend of mine

No friend of mine
Time, you're no friend of mine
No friend of mine
Hey time, you're no friend of mine
Hey time you're no friend of mine

The pieces of me I have lost
Without any choice I move on

Time
Time you're no friend of mine


its been awhile hasn't it? last i updated was a few months ago.


i'm still rambling over stupid work. i don't know how i'm going to face my future. the worst case for me is to have someone sue me for doing such a bad job with the IR building and all things come tumbling down, it'll be like reliving the days of Hotel New World. (remember that shak? haha)


i still remember 2 years ago, i was this careless girl who doesnt give a damn who she goes out with. she don't give a damn what she wears to school. she only has her mum to answer to and life just went smoothly like the waves. it crashes, but it calms.

now, 2 years later.
i've got another to report to eventhough my mum now don't mind where i go or with who. i have to try to dress nicer so that i look good beside the other so that he wont lose his image. gf tanak selekeh katekan. i'm long gone in the 'hey i miss you, lets meet up' phase with my friends. now i only see them through facebook i dont even know if they thought of me. eversince the beginning of my days with him, i rarely met my ssp girls. this is stupid. cause i was left behind somewhere.


life ain't so sweet. deal with it.



i feel terrible lately. i may have to let this out to the world but who reads this? i hope blogger gives me a warning when they are going to close so that i can print my years onto paper.


you know, when someone does something special, you hope that its a one time thing. well, don't know about you, but i do. i hope that it never happens again. coz i don't want to hope for it to happen again. but i let my guard down and hoped for that special thing to happen once more. golly me, did i let myself down! i totally did and it didnt feel good. the worst part is, its by the one you've put high hopes on. living that hurt, it carried over to when it came to a really special occasion which i hoped i could be in. recognition. but no, it felt like a bomb hit my heart. and the worstest part is, i had to argue, quarrel and feel frustrated. its not nice. i was let down before but it didnt feel this bad those years ago coz its not by anyone special. though i still feel alittle bitter about it. anyway, i hoped for something. got let down. didn't hope for anything. but got my heart pierced. atlast, tried to clear things away but got my heart broken. shit happens.



more shit happens when you're one of the strongmen but the strongest men on deck jumped off the ship leaving you to paddle through the stormyseas alone. work ain't nice when this happens. so what if the catch would be better? the work just gets worse.


i'm miserable. morale on the low and i really hope for the sun to shine soon.




sent swain close to the sky with his buddies for his birthday. with chocolate tarts and a nice tshirt.

5 rocher, 4 circles(3 pancakes n a sausage), 3 great buddies up the sky, 2 girls singing his song and a tshirt of love. happy 23 birthday swain. =) photos on facebook if you want to know.


i miss my friends..