Jot down interesting, memorable events in life
Think things out through words
To avoid the mental burden.





abdillah adillah aidil m. daud ain archi aisyahbi aizat amalina amira asmida cikgu marlina fatimah filzah haddad helfizah idayu ivan izzati junaidah jyssica loy-xing-wen maisarah mei-juan* muhammad nur nadiah s. nadiah z. namira nazif nisa nizal raihanah reyza safiah sarah shakinah suhaila suzana yasmin vanan adawiyah adelina ahny^adi ain angel benjamin bernard darren faizal hanisa hanis syafinaz hilmi hisham hong-sheng joseph kai lin khidir khadijah madarians mariyanah nasri noraisha nosheena ridwan rohanisya salihah saranpal sufyan ting-ting wen-jun xin-yi yanni

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i had fun over at amirah's grill with the now usual lepak people on 16jan. pictionary, dog bone, heartattack and monopoly plus watching diah n jeff playing chess were hilarious. had to leave due to curfew. i'm in love with pictionary. so noisy, we even got complains!





17jan was about work and talk. plus, i just realise, a little of romance. hehe. started the day over at school doing fyp report. i had to draw some how-it-works views. can't believe i'm so rigid. i needed a graph paper so that i could actually draw! after that, i met swain at bugis. took the bus and ish! ivan was like the italian tower of pisa! the scariest part is always when he looks like he's going to topple down, but not. haahaaa. had a feeling swain was waiting opposite tong seng, but i followed my guts and walked over to tcc. HAHA. bods. end up getting him all bings. anyway, after getting his thumbdrive, (2gb for 14bucks! i got mine for 20bucks! not FAIR!) and the 1in2out jet, we headed to ecp where i told him about blahblah and we got all cold. detoured in joochiat for awhile to get Addy's CD. con't to ecp and con't our talk. at around 730 we headed for dinner under the stars. put out our mat and took out the dvd player and watched transporter3. cool show. while watching, swain the cat lover, entertained a stray cat and the way it approached us was super miang. sheesh! i was the one who provided the food. ih! gatal! it's like garfield ah. started to get scared so swain led it far far away. amin. finished our food, kept a few for the cat just in case it decides to pay us a visit and got ourselves comfy on the mat while still watching transporter 3. then we headed home. (:


18jan
ku berunding bersama keluargaku tentang konsert Jason Mraz. di KL atau di Spura?! setelah mendapat keputusan muktamat, di Singapura aja. ku siapsedia untuk mendapatkan tiket nya! diberi tempat duduk yang jauh, ku bermuka masam. setelah diberkan tempat duduk yang cukup puas, ku senyum kembali. tidak sangka janjiku yang ku telah buat selama ini ditepati, bukan keranaku, tetapi kerana dia. sanggup menelepon aidil ketika ku nelepon sistic. aku tidak dapat berkata apa-apa. aku hanya mahu ke konsert itu saja. tidak kira di mana, dengan siapa. aku cukup senang hati. terima kasih.

getting the final decision made me happy coz i get to go. but it don't beat getting the tickets. little did i know that i was going to meet the person i was going with after getting it. instead of meeting hyrul, we met aidil and didi at expo. i guess its fated that i'm going to go to the consert with him.hah! and what more, its good news to him that he can go! thanks aidil. he trusts you that's why you are going. so make the time there worth his trust. :)


after expo, we sat at ecp again and just enjoy each other's company. drove home and parted.

officially, happy one year anniversary dear.ily.


right now, all i'm waiting for is swain's call. god, i'm so weak. kan stakat ns je? apehal sak ni pompan.



last week has been hell. never knew i had to give a spelling to a good friend of mine. well i'll be damned. i've gone through bad weeks in my 3 years, but never till i had to let it out so bad. i guess the stress has been over the top. i dont get to have my getaways everyday, and i have to wait every saturday. its tiring. i hate it. but i have to go through. damnshit lah. i want my carefree life back. i remember msging jeff on a monday for a break together with nizal and all the others.. life's changed alot.


i think too much. waaaay tooo much. till i'm not upright and awake.
the imprmptu lepak session over at jeff's with pictionary was fun. for once, i forgot about swain, but i didn feel bad, neither did i feel good lah, but what the heck..but i pity him lah..he dont get to have fun..and now he has hurt both his legs..right one bengkak coz he slipped, and left knee aching thanks to the many perfect marches he has done. Mr LD.


geez..oh! we had a movie marathon this week. watched Bedtime Stories and Seven Pounds. Both were good.



Bedtime Stories had this cliche but not cliche kinda storyline. an expected ending but not an expected outcome kinda thing? funny and eventhough it fits the younger kids, but not bad for adults too. if you don't like the storyline, go for adam sandler then. umm...ya..




Seven Pounds was truly a round of applause. knowing that i am super emotional, i tried to just, not cry the whole movie but i wasn't doing justice to the movie by not doing so, so i shed a few tears at the end. it was a roller coaster ride as tim met the victims of the accident and confirmed who should get what he was going to give. do you think about dying?




i'm am now a very big fan off will smith! great actor with all sorts of movie genres. everyone knows him for his comedy act but i prefer his heartwarming acts lah. like in pursuit of happiness. he's now kinda old seh. and i never watched Hitch till just now..realised it was kinda a good movie.


i'm now, a movie junkie thanks to swain. haaah.



5 more nights till he's out! please. i'll get through this.


hmph.
swain's learning range right now and it sounds fun.
can i learn it too please?
he learnt combat and its sounds so very fun.
okay, fine, it can be tiring, but isn't it fun too?


life learning those is way better than sitting in front of the computer and drawing this shit. hate it.

maybe it isn't good to talk about it, but can i have something more out of the ordinary? better than sitting. i've never been in an accident, broken any bones, travel on a plane, swim deep into the ocean and whatever shit more. my life is bo-or-or-ring!


k back to work. told you my life's boring.

AT LAST I FOUND THE SONG.

SORRY, I JUST HAVE TO TYPE IN CAPS COZ I'M TOO LAZY TO CHANGE IT BACK.

JAMMED A PRINTER,

FELL FOUR TIMES DURING ICE SKATING,

GOT DISTURBED BY A BRAT EVEN.

LOST TEARS AROUND THE CLOCK

AND NOW, STRESSING UP FOR DEEAADDLINES.

DAMN, MY LIFE IS GOOUD.

Breakeven - The Script


BREAK EVEN - THE SCRIPT

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
(Oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(Oh I'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no