Saturday, December 31, 2005
another piece of me written down....
hyelo......wait, i forgot to do this...
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MARIYANAH BTE ABDUL RAHMAN!
sorry i forgot to do it on the 29th...i was busy that day..please forgive me....so here's my wish for you,
may every single wish of yours gets fulfilled n may this year be the best ever than your previous years...sweet sixteen! n hope you get fatter soon! you're too thin!!! i envy youuu...ceria selalu!! =DDD
can't believe i forgot that...hmph....anyway, on the 29th, i had job training.....we had to fill somany forms n i thought i was in for some hot soup....but it was like u were sitting for remedials at sch in the AVA room......yeaa....reminded me of school so much...later we went searching for our uniforms....white top n black bottom with black shoes or pumps....mmhmm....so yea, from town we went all over....till we reach tampines....heheh....it was fun!! but we were kinda stress also...for idunowhat reasons....so, in the end we got our tops coz none of us have white tops..CAN U BELIEVE THAT! hahah.....raider made muffins the day before n we had breakfast at BK in cineleisure at 9am....the escalators haven't even start to work! but it was fun....we had to sit in this squeezy place where the table is barely 30cm away from the wall...(we sat the back)..only raider could go in...haha! kidding....raider is so thin, she can fit almost anywhere!! heheheh....
here's what raider made,
looks yummy? coz it IS! she's a good cook...means, she's gonna be a good housewife...good food everyday....mmmmm....yumm =P
on the 30th, i went to expo, then to the hospital, then back to expo then home....1st trip to expo, i went to the metro sale...mom bought these bed matress set tingy....n i got myself a new matress....yeay! damn nice, n i slept soundly yesterday.....didn't mind going out of my bed to go to the toilet in the kitchen! hahaha....see how a chg of mattress can boost your courage...wahahah....the 2nd trip, i went to the book fair...got myself books to read but they arent my type of books! i got wrong books....okay, i need nad to find books....she finds the best books there is....shall go there again with her tmr or sumting......heheheheh...for now, i'm bored....really...totalllyyy....veryyy....haizz....there was a book called "sleep no more"....shud hav taken that so that, at the very least, i can read without falling asleep....yeap, i fell asleep while reaing the books i bought....sheeeeeeeeesh! i need a good book finder.....
Dan by Sheila On 7
Dan...
Bila esok datang kembali
Seperti sedia kala dimana kau bisa bercanda
Dan...
Perlahan kaupun, lupakan aku
Mimpi burukmu
Dimana t'lah kutancapkan duri tajam
Kaupun menangis, menangis sedih
Maafkan aku...
Lupakanlah saja diriku
Bila itu bisa membuatmu kembali bersinar
Dan berpijar seperti dulu kala
Caci maki saja diriku
Bila itu bisa membuatmu kembali bersinar
Dan berpijar seperti dulu kala
Dan...
Bukan maksudku, bukan inginku
Melukaimu sadarkah kau di sini 'kupun terluka
Melupakanmu, menepikanmu
Maafkan aku
Lupakanlah saja diriku
Bila itu bisa membuatmu kembali bersinar
Dan berpijar seperti dulu kala
Caci maki saja diriku
Bila itu bisa membuatmu kembali bersinar
Dan berpijar seperti dulu kala
i think i know who you are....
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
another piece of me written down....
what happened to the blog compose tingy? why did it suddenly degraded to the old one? where's the colours and stuffs? haiyoooo.....
neww way of waving; hold the bubble tea cup n shake it up high!! hehehe...
rubbish...but that's what u usually do when u need to wave to someone n both your hands are preoccupied, one with a drink....heheh....
i don't like my aunties!! as in those older than my mom and are sisters to my mom...yaa...those...suck sia....there's two but i like to be with the children of one of them, the other, like mother, like children! errgghhh....her grandchild also sulk! like one huge snotty spoilt-brat! really...suck sia...eww..don't be like a crab trying to teach its offspring to walk straight lahhh....you know crab's walk sideways right? errgghhh....i like my uncles...all funny n irritating in a sort of good way...i'm waiting for one to give me a job at his workplace, a hotel!! my dream work-place....haaaaaaaa *dreamy-look*
anyway, sorta blog-hopped to lena's blog just now, and i've been wanting to ask but always forget,
what is ROFL? or sumtin like that....hmmphh...tell me....
anyway, must watch ATM 5!! tonight.
i hate wendy from project runway....eww..
another piece of me written down....
kkk....i'm at the bedok cc right now, accompanying raider, idayu n nad using the comp...kinda stupid for me since i've got a comp at home but who cares!! now can use msn.....chat with meeee...hehe
anyway,
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY NUR SALIHAH BINTE MINGGU!!!
sorry but i didn't know how to contact you...i dont know hp number neither do i know your email add....friendster also i don't know how to find you....so here's my wish for you...
hope everything goes well for you, may all your wishes come true n the year ahead be great n full of love n memories..=DD happy sweet sixteen my dear friend! =DD
hehehe...as for mariyanah, tomorrow i do for you....hehe...
anyway, today morning went out with, as you've read from the top, nad, dayu n raider....thought nad wanna go for her interview but at last backed out....haizz.....walked from raiders house to school to get our cheques...hehehehhe....then went to bank coz idayu wanted to bank in her cheque and at the same time, draw some money....picture it, taking some pen and paper n drawing a note....ahahah....lame lah...anyway, went to ljs after that.....its been awhile since i've been there....so got the opportunity today, i grabbed it...hehehehehhe.....walked around....n now, here we are in the bedok cc....
hope mj, wj n rai had lotsa fun today!
wish us luck for tomorrowww......we're going training for our 1st job! =DDDsee ya!
had fun this holidays?
Haters - Hilary Duff
Don't spit on me and shame your self
because you wish you were someone else
You look so clean but you spread your dirt
as if you think that words don't hurt
You build up walls no one can climb
the things you do should be a crime
You're the queen of superficiality
keep your lies out of my reality
And when your nice it's just a pose
your one of those
Chorus:
Haters
Traitors to the human race
Haters
What a drag
What a waste
I'd like to see them dissapear
They dont belong anywhere
Haters
Haters
Spinning a web that's hard to see
Of envy, greed, and jealousy
Feeling angry but you don't know why
Why don't you look me in the eye?
You want my friends
You want my clothes
Your one of those
Chorus:
Haters
Traitors to the human race
Haters
What a drag
What a waste
I'd like to see them dissapear
They dont belong anywhere
Haters
Haters
Haters
Haters
Different life form
Different species
Broken promises and treaties
Talkin' 'bout exterminating
Not the haters
Just the hating
You say your boyfriend's sweet and kind
But you've still got your eyes on mine
Your best friends got her eyes on your's
It all goes on behind closed doors
And when your nice it's just a pose
Your one of those
Chorus:
Haters
Traitors to the human race
Haters
What a drag
What a waste
I'd like to see them dissapear
They dont belong anywhere
Haters
Later for the alibis
Haters
Any shape
Any size
I'd like to see them dissapear
They don't belong anywhere
Haters
Traitor
Haters
Haters
Hater
Hater
Hater
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
another piece of me written down....
dreamt of my secondary school friends in my primary school building....
i miss all of my friends, both in secondary and in primary school...
wonder how they are doing...
do you miss me?
Monday, December 26, 2005
another piece of me written down....
hey there bored souls of the earth, i have come to brighten the night for you with my excellent, overpowering writing skills which i use to play around my intelligence with my creativity..and viola! a great story appears before you. enjoy.....
what crap am i writing?! okay, i'm totally bored...it engulfs me like fire eating up a wooden house....errgghhh...anyway, gonna blog about the day before christmas...i don't celebrate christmas but i had a blast the day before it! all thanx to the wonderful people in my life..=DD
24th december 2005, the day before christmas.
woke up at 6.30 to get ready for the day....promised to meet nad at 7.20 but met her around 7.30 instead coz i was helping my mom prepare my sandwiches...sardine sandwiches...best amongst the rest kay....heheh.....hurry hurry n met nad who was twirling around as though she was a ballerina...haha! anyway, raider called n said idayu hvn't met her yet so i was kinda relieved...hahah! we're just late people lah kay....don't blame us...i was brought up with the practice....so me n nad walked from the place we met, the bus stop opposite the stadium, to our meeting place with the rest of the girls,outside kfc, while eating our sandwiches.....u can't possibly ask us to meet inside right? coz its still closed! at around 8, we started walking to east coast...hey, if walking from kfc to east coast lagoon is much too tiring, try walking to the mcdonald...thats how far we walked...=DD..it was fun, walking with your frens, enjoying the morning fresh air n just crapping around...all of us were wearing slippers except for idayu....she's the rose among the torns...hahah....anyway, we had breakfast at mcdonalds....i had a tough time trying to hide from my sister...i know she obviously saw me...but i'm just not the type that will say hi to people unless they say hi to me 1st...coz i just feel awkward...don't know why...hmmm...we met masita there...n some other guys, zaidi, amal n hidayat.....after that, we went CYCLING!!! yeahh....nad is always last sia!! she was like scared in the begining...n like always behind me...so i'm like "nad, hurry up nad, catch up.." n u how unsafe u'll feel if ur fren is way behind, like a few meters back...1st time idayu cycled!! good try! she rode the twin bike with masita...masita is the only brave person to partner her coz, raider cycles like she almost wanna fall, nad's afraid n i just don't have the confidence to do it...so, WAY THE GO MASITA! hehehe.....we stopped at the jetty...took hp pics..then later cycled to the end of the route...where me, raider, rai, mj n wj used to go.....idayu n mas terlajak(went beyond) n like they had to make a u-turn back...so while we were there, idayu learnt how to cycle alone...she's one heavy girl i tell ya...hahah....but she made an attempt n it was a good try....better than me...hehe...it started raining so we headed back..i wore my jacket...i wanted to listen to my mp3 so i told them to cycle ahead of me....while pluggin in, the rain got so much heavier!! my whole thigh was wet!!! my specs was all dotty, my jacket was also damn wet lah....i just sped up, tried to catch up...could see nad in front of me...being last againnn....but i didn't mind cycling alone, with my mp3 on, i felt rather secure...even though s'pore is a small country, the rain wasn't that quick as us...by the time we reached lagoon, there wasn't any rain falling....so we made our way to the shop...we were drenched!! cycling in the rain is funnn....its like in the movies...heehhe...good thing the man didn't xtra charge us...$4 for 1hr, xtra 30 mins free...we took 2hrs to finish the course...after that, we went bowling!! heehehh...what's with my luck mannn, the 1st throw, i got a strike! after that, it was the drain for me...all zeros n maybe a few ones...n if i'm lucky, 5 to 8 pins will fall....but it was funny lah...kinda pressurised coz on my left, the boys were playin, on my right, damn professionals were laughing at us...shitty them....but some were kinda good looking lah kay...hehehe...1st time idayu bowled....heheh.....n so, by the time we got out, it was raining damn heavily...after that we lepak at the arcade...i was so damn stupid!! i walked up the stairs already, but the girls went the other side....n i stupidly went down n like went the other side...WHAT THE HELL!! hahah....buat malu je....amal was like "eh faridah, u smoking is it?"..i'm like NOOO!! sheesh...we played a fool of ourselves...raced the car, skied the mountain n played the ball...haha....idayu n raider rode the motorcycle!! waaaaa...haha...after that we accompanied the boys to play pool...we girls exchanged ghost stories n like stories about times we mengigau-ed(talk, walk, cry or whatever in sleep)....nad, me n raider ate the sandwiches i brought....too bad idayu n masita didn't want them....after that, we went back to bedok.....went to ntuc to get some groceries....after that, i went to the hospital.....accompanied my datuk...had quite a talk with my uncle....had to send my granny home n I had to accompany her coz my sis wanted to go shopping...wth! wtf!! so i rode on my uncle's car....talked to his littlest son...cute lah...HE CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT HE JUST ATE!! but could remember what he ate in the morning....talk about short-term memory....haha....had dinner with them....nice...he gave me a ride home....=) but after THAT, my sis created problems...haizzz....she was out of pad n was like screaming about it, making a huge fuss about it...hey, if i were her, i'd tell my mom softly kay...let my mom do the shopping...n u know what she did?! she wrecked my room!! my room is ALREADY wrecked but she had to make it worser....sheeeeeeeeeeesh...hate her to tha core! went to the shop downstairs to get her some with my mom...shared my experience with her..she was like giving me tips on how to bowl properly...told me to join in my lil bro's bowling class...shy lahh...heheh....one of the members there was so damn good...got 100+ points! me? 30+ only....see the diff....sheesh! anyway, my thighs hurt sia!! n i was sleepy after that...i guess i was damn tired....hmmm.....thighs still hurt till today....
today, i woke up with a foul mood....i don't know why...maybe pms...it IS the end of the month...i totally anti lazy sons in the family...this includes my brothers....i've been kinda sexist today....i told my mom to ask my 2nd brother who was practically sitting in front of the comp while watching tv to wash the dishes...n u know what she did?! she asked him to print my sis' photos instead.....WTH! n later my dad asked me to help my mom n i told him to ask his sons instead n u know what he said "ur bro? hurh...." gave a sulky remark....woohoo, i have to most laziest brothers in the whole wide world............n i sooo hate it! i hate them for being lazy...but i love them for being my brothers....just now my bro bullied me!! i was lyingon the couch, n he wanted to grab the pillow i was lying on....i hit my head n both my knees coz of that! ergghhh...
anyone wants to go to the expo or the book fair? i wanna reeeaaadddd....congrats to those who managed to get to a the 1st 3 months experience at jc or ci! enjoy the stay....hehhe...
Friday, December 23, 2005
another piece of me written down....
hyelo....damn that person..makes me sick to my stomach!
ohkay, i'm gonna rant....
who do the hell do you think you are? so much for a different person with minds alike, now i guess what they tell me are true...i hate for anyone to remind me of me...i hate people saying that none is there for them when all this while, they just wouldn't let anyone to be there for them...what the fuck lah kay....i just feel i did so much wrong things, went through so many wrong directions, i just don't know where i am right now.....i tried to help but in the end i backed out...i don't know what happened, or what went wrong or what was i thinking but thing is everything didn't go out as planned. tells me they understand why others hate them and says sorry or even thank you a dozen times n say they mean it...which actually they dont coz they have no idea what it means actually. i've said this before and i'm gonna remind myself that again, sorry and thank you are overly used words...it soo is..you go around saying sorry to people whom you barely have any idea of and expect them to accept the apology...who doesnt but if you just say it too many times, it doesnt mean ANYTHING....like boy cry wolf...people try to make you understand who you really are and you expect them to accept someone else..that's tragedy man....it so is...n you go around saying you don't hate anyone when you actually have someone in mind....what the hell...this person really reminds me of myself! but i didn't have anyone going around telling me to wake n realise coz i did it on my own, at least i guess i did it on my own...goes around fucking the shit out of everyone else which fuckingly irritates others...truth is, this person is hiding....from friends, from everyone, from the world and even the person's own self....but whenever people tells this person what wrong, he/she acts as if he/she has realised he/she is wrong n admits defeat when actually the person doesn't n is just saying that coz that's what others wana hear....saying it for the sakeof saying...bloody freak lah this person....hating the sign of rejection is what this person is....any kind of heart break will make the person fall and never step up back coz this person thinks there's noone to fall back on...so what if there's noone to fall back on...there's only yourself to fall back on...you and your shadow...that's what's gonna be there with you when you're alone....when u fall, pick yourself up n stand on your own two feet..don't ever blame on others..don't ever blame that there's noone there for you....its only you n yourself that's got to be blamed...stop asking n learn it for yourself...there's always a place on earth for everyone...noone has never had their heart broken..noone has never fell and noone has never cried...unless you're an angel...which obviously you're not. so stop acting n stop hiding n face this world of rejection..
i guess i'm done but till this person stops bugging me to forgive n forget, i'm gonna rant even more...i'm bloody irritated n bloody annoyed by this bloody person...why can't he stand up for himself?! thinks he can n thinks he's matured enough to face the world..ergh..whimps...erghhh
i'm gonna go beaching tomorrowwww.....yeayyyy.....gonna go walking, cycling, bowling n lepak-ing at the beach tomorrroowwww...wooohooo.....can't wait!! gotta sleep early..nid to wake up extra early tomorrowwwww.....weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....=DDDDDDD gonna lose the laziness n the fats n the xtra weights n d oh-so unwanted tiredness.....waaahahhahahwhat the hell am i saying! k, gtg....bubie!
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
another piece of me written down....
hyelo......
i'm glad today.....really very glad....today, my granpa had an appetite to eat! =DD u don't know how happy i was....coz most of the time, after a few bites, he'll just not want to eat anymore but now, he really takes in spoonfuls of food! really....n i like ate his food....he ate what my mom brought him n i tried to eat what the hospital gave him lah which is like blended rice, fish n carrot...n guess what happens when u blend rice lah....it becomes starch...YA! n like i didn't even had a spoonful coz ITS LIKE BABY FOOD! no wonder he has no appetite to eat!! imagine eating BLENDED RICE!....ewww......hahah....n he could talk like loudly eventhou he's mumbling his way but ya, that's what you get from a person who had just suffered from stroke....n now his left feet n hands are able to work....=) he seems much cheerful today n like can even scold my uncle! hahah.....
went out with my bestest primary sch frens yesterday....just couldn't stop laughing with them around...haha! n i'm the crazy one when with them...which, i rarely am...rigghhhtt??? hehhehehe....took neo, walked from esplanade to mcdonalds n back n went to suntec...its like going front n back! we didn't go watch King Kong....but its ok....coz we talked n talked n like, tlaked about our secondary years...hey, time to catch up with your primary sch frens or u'll really have no time for catching up.....i love them...they're what made me talkative n bubbly....after that my secondary sch frens just made me crazier! heheheheh.....love them loads...=DDD
hey, anyone wants to go suntec? i wanna go buy a top i saw....hopefully its still thr...my cousin just gave me a Levi's jeans....n its size 32! i can't wear it!! errggghhhh....n also coz it's a guy's jeans....501 jeans leyyy......hmph!!!!! i shall sell it to my 2nd bro then...heheheheheh......so i can go shopping after that!! =DDDD
Saturday, December 17, 2005
another piece of me written down....
hyelo....how are ya people?! great? heheeh..(i realised i keep doing that..hmm)
anyway, time to blog.... yesterday, spent the whole day in the hospital..accompanied my gramps...omg, i swear i could cry my heart out when i first reached there.....gosh...he was paralysed kay...he is i mean...on the left side...he couldn't move his left leg, nevermind his left hand which was slit the other time...why is all this happening to him?! he shouldn't suffer this...she shouldn't at all suffer any pain..he did nothing wrong...to me, he's the saint, the angel of everyone...y must this happen to him...the whole day i massaged his left leg...it was swollen at the knee...the doctor said there's fluid in it...o my...n he couldn't eat...mom brought porridge for him...only 2/3 scoops of it n then he didn't want it anymore...he wanted rice...mom gave it to him...only what, a few grains of rice n he refused it already...i couldn't understand what he was saying...n true enough what my mom said, his mouth was slanted...as if he was biting his left side of his lips....my god...n i could see his tongue...whitish in colour...not the usual pinkish red u see everyday....he tried to talk somehow but gave up when we couldn't understand him....my cousins all came, my uncles n aunties...n like each one nearly wept a tear...i know my cousin did...so heart-wrenching...this is just the begining...what if he let go of his last breath? that would kill me....terribly....i could see my granny cried...i could see HE cried....tears just rolled down...i could see how everyone tried to act calmly n try not cry...but....i'm lost for words....please get better...please...u're my only grandad i have....i didn't get to see my dad's dad...n i wish not to let go of my mom's dad...=(
the day before, i went to escape....thrilling, fun, exciting...lets hope blogging about it would clear my sadness...kkk....lets starttt...vroom vroomm!
i wasn't that excited when we were going there most probably coz i wasn't the type that would go for every ride....i'm afraid lah kays....met rai n raider n hanna n nad n then went to pasir ris to meet mj....mind u, mj was so damn excited, i was stunned! hahah.....bought a bit of brunch at old chang kee...n later went to escape! yeahhh...so hear goes,
we ate our food....
see how excited mj is....
n got ready..... see rai getting ready....smile!
we got to see the oh-so built bodies swim...
sat at the viking ship 1st.....i wasn't sure if i could go through it....
sat at the wet n wild n got ourselves wetwetwet..i love it! went through it for like few times...=DD later, we sat at the inverter....i'm afraid of heights lah kay....n like this is just a miniature kinda thing....
go raider go!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
so scared, i couldn't look at the camera...
look at how raider screamt....hahah
after that we sat on the flipper...i thought it was nothing but screamt my heart out like nobody's business....sat on it for like a few times....the worst person who could squash me was RAIDER! see how slim n petite she was...n the worst people squasher everr....neither nad nor hanna squashed me...HAHA!!
later we sat on the yakult ride...duno what kite fyer of sumtin like that...a kiddy ride! warn u never to take it unless u wanna dry ur butts or go dizzy.....
see how relaxed nad looked...
superwoman!!!
dry your butts!!
look how disappointed she was...
whose legs are those?! haha!
weee....
everyone looked dizzy.....
after that wen jun came, n there goes my camera.....she kept it... so we went into the Haunted house with her....it was dark, n black n like creepy...to some, not scary...1st walk in it, we screamt n shouted...i wasn't that frightened lah coz the 'ghost' in it didn't creep up to me n say 'boo'....the 2nd walk in it, i saw someone following me n like crept up to me n like i felt something touching my leg....n stuff like that...i was freaked lah kay....hanna practically squeezed me out! so tell me how exposed i was to the 'ghost' behind me...at least the 1st walk in raider n nad were beside me n i was quite protected...the 1st walk in, i could hear people shouting "eh, bashar, kawan kau lah!" hahahah....n we kinda disturbed bashar n like tried to pull out his mask.....i culdn't really see anything in both walk ins....coz a) i was last, n b) i was blocked by the ppl on front....being last is NOT good...trust me...the 2nd walk in i was practically stomping my foot n like shouting "don't leave me aloneee"...hahaha.....
after that we went go-karting!!! i likkkeee......it built up my conidence in getting a driver's license in the future....hehhehehhehehe.....i overtook raider!!! in the 2nd go...in the 1st go, WJ OVERTOOK ME!! hmph! hahah...but i kinda overtook rai since she parked 1st when thr's still another round to go...weeeeeeeee......but the queue was long....hmph!
after that we went on viking again n nad vomitted after that..i felt nauseous.....
after that me, nad n raider went to toilet, wj, mj, hanna n rai went for the wet n wild...
after that we went for the inverter n later went for the flipper again n later to the wet n wild again, twice, n to the flipper again...hahah!!
n while waiting for mj, wj n rai to finish their ride on the flipper, me, nad, weder n hanna took this damn kiddy ride everyone would go "wth?!"...we took a train ride lah kay...hahahhaah...
after that, took photos...
and another group photo..
and there they go, crazy n dance to the song...a 60/70's song
mj, the crazy one....
we crazed all along.... [this is kinda sane...]
smile to the camera! (ignore nadiah...haha!)
said good bye to hanna n rai....
huggss...
n we were famished! oh-so many fries...alittle a day makes a mountain!
look at nad!!
see mj!!!
chilli freaks!
after everyone had their fill.....
n then we're off.....bubiess
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
another piece of me written down....
got a call just now from mom asking whether dad went out already or not...she scolded me for not following...=(( came home just now to find my mom rushing over to my gramps...my gramps sick again...mom said he cudn't walk...nevermind standing up....what happened? i want to know what happened....i really want to know...should have followed my dad just now...shit...haizz...
pls pray he'll be fine...healthy...able to talk.....able to breathe n enjoy life....plsss....pleasee..=(((( i don't want to lose him..he just followed my favourite show yesterday....pls don't let him miss it....let him enjoy his life....please....
anyway, went job-hunting today...it was not as succesful as the other day.....most prob coz
a) the departments' HQ are at town n we're in the east area n
b) we just didn't know where to look...hmm
took neo today...it was nice! pretty n like even thou we didn't really get ready for it, it turned out nice! new machine...that's y...had fun with nad, dayu, raider n mas...we went around looking n stuff like that n like ya, we crapped n craze....it was fun...=) we wore skirts...except for mas lah...happy us...
now gotta go to my gramps house to accompany my granny....bubie...
Monday, December 12, 2005
another piece of me written down....
i am bored...right, so what if i am? what am i suppose to do....what can u do? nothing. damn.
haizzzz..
anyway, i've changed my skin! at last. its scary as always....waahahahahah....duno why i like scary skins....scare the hell out of ppl? hmm....i like it thou....gothic....yummm.....
yesterday i went to a wedding ceremony n guess who was there! Mr Syed Hud!! yeah!! with his wife n lovingly adorable little daughters....[one is 3 yrs old, d other is 4, both wore the same dress...cute!] so he's married.....now then i know...waahahahh....n how the hell did he end up at a wedding with me? are we related somehow? like very very very far bondness? scaryyy..
then guess whr i went.....junction 8...for what? watch POWER RANGERS!! my goddd...what d hell....all my lil bro's fault!! eewww, d song is so damn irritating!! played 6934346835413 times in 30 mins....but good thing we went there lah coz from there, i got a reason to buy a pants! haha! u know how much i wanted to buy pants...wanted it for prom sia! but now then i got it.....better late than never! hehehehehehehhehe.....i like the pants...black formal pants...the reason i used : coz i don't want to look like someone who had just came back from hari-rayaing... hahah! such lame reasons................still, i likeeee.....gonna use it today again...=P looked at some laptops....hmmphh....the prices are all the same lah....none are cheaper......but i'll save up....i need one for sch seyyy next year...even if not for sch, i'll still need to use it...riiigghhhtT?? hehehe...a 2nd comp for me...yeaaa...then i'll never need to be disturbed by dear 2nd bro again....
then we went to lagoon to eat.....yummm....=DDD goin thr again people?! a must aye! contact me yea...
oyeah....been knowing some guys lately...
guy A) has a limited amount of things to talk about with me, nice..talkative at times but...=/
guy b) talks crap...those that makes u totally annoyed, those damn lame craps u hear...but i get to communicate with the guy....
guy c) talks crap too..but this is those that makes ur mind think n interested....logic crap..hahah....he makes u talk too....
so which will u pick? hmm.....gtg now to the hospital....see ya!
Saturday, December 10, 2005
another piece of me written down....
hyelo every-badi....[eesh, step sak ni budak]
I AM BORED!!!!!!!!
LIKE DAMN BORED SIA....i totally feel like there's nothing to do....like NOTHING at all....arrghhhh...........helpp.....................i need a life........
or else i'll be:
a) sleeping
b) falling asleep
c)dozing to dreamland
d) watching tv
e) logging on to the comp, checking my frienster account for like 46876341964 times a day
f) watching heck-i-duno-what-kind of movie shows
g) cleaning my house [dread! dread dread dread!]
h) counting chocolates for my bro's wedding's berkat for the guest..[hershey's kisses, yum! gonna attack it soon...]
i) helping mom plan my bro's wedding ceremony....most prob i'll need my friend's help to be the kendarats...hahah....wait for my call.....wahahhahah.....
j) try to find reasons to go out?
k) thinkin about days to come [scary i tell u..thinkin, what am i gonna be in the future?]
l) shrugging...n more shrugging
m) disturbing my lil bro
n) creating havo0c [so not likely]
o) talking with my lovely friends on the phone
p) eating
q) looking stuffs to stuff my mouth with
r) savaging things to savour
s) looking out of the window........................................
t) accompanying my mom going out
u) teach my lil bro
v) being nagged at
w) running errands
x) shop
y) sing n make d day rain...weeeeeeeeeeeeeee
z) list stuffs from a to z....
my god, i didn't realise i just did the last thing on my mind...which means i'm damn bored!!! shittttttttt..................god! i just realise i was chatting with my friendster message fren...hmmm.....reply my email!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pleaaaaaaaaassseeeeeeee....i need ppl to message with since i've got no MSN!! damn...n i hate web messenger...haizzz....all due to mu 2nd bro who is the 'comp' expert saying 'coz of msn, now the comp is spoilt!'...if it is bcoz of THAT, why in d 1st place its already in d comp when u use it!! window messenger, hello? hurh! what d hell.....
I Try - Macy Gray Lyrics
Games, changes and fears
When will they go from here
When will they stop
I believe that fate has brought us here
And we should be together
But we're not
I play it off but I'm dreamin of you
I'll keep it cool but I'm fiendin.
I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner of your love
I may seem alright and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
I play it off but I'm dreamin of you
I'll keep my cool but I'm fiendin
I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Here is my confession
May I be your possesion
Boy I need your touch
Your love kisses and such
With all my might I try
But this I can't deny
I play it off but im dreamin of you
I'll keep my cool but I'm fiendin
I try to say good bye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Friday, December 09, 2005
another piece of me written down....
hyelo people!!
how are ya?! hehehehehehehehheheheheheh....happy to say, my job-hunting pursue today was a success! heheheheh....i'm happy! 1st time mahh...n i think it's gonna be a fun job....nad was so damn nervous just now, i duno what was up with her!! she wa shaking like i duno what.....hahahahahaha....thr was some mats thr too sia....eeeeewwwwww....but they don't really look like those typical mats sia...those erm, mats but not mats ones.....punk? nahhh....mats sesat...HAHAH....haiyooo....gonna accompany my cuz on monday...n go search more on tuesday...search for work that is...heh heh....so free sia....WHICH MEANS!!! i can go follow my parents go shopping this sunday!!! yeayyyy!!! =DDDD so happy....................heeeeeee
-no lyrics today-
of alll people, why must he be one of them?
Thursday, December 08, 2005
another piece of me written down....
one more thing, i know only a few of u know about this but heck...
this suddenly popped into my head while bloghoppin just now,
i wanna say a big thx to MR SHY2-WINK2 for stopping the tears from rolling the other night, 2nd december 2005....maybe for now, u just need time to heal ur own wound 1st...thanx alot...=)))
heehee....nad, u know what happened...n ppl who know's who this guy is, keep it to urself ya, don't ask me what happened kay.....i really wanna say his name here but i guess, better not n relieve myself from the qns later....heh heh...toodles`
another piece of me written down....
hyelo peooopllleee!!!!
how are ya? i'm fine! i've just uploaded the pics for gradnite n chalet on my blog, so take ur time to see it...not much thou...hahah....
tmr i'm going JOB hunting...wahaahahahahah....i kinda like d word...i've heard 2 different views of people on their job, both waiter/waitress....
adam: hates working at his present workplace, wants to quit, if possible now..boss, fierce..pay, little..time, loong hours...
ting ting: loves her job, very relaxed n able to take her time..boss, very nice..pay, good..time, good..
so here i am trying to figure out the best job for me...i totally have no idea, clueless about this job thing...totally....should i call my uncle again to help me get a place in his workplace, a hotel? or shud i just go out there n do the real tough work in finding? better suffer now than later right? hmm.....i guess i'm gonna be busy busy busy n like tired n stuff...for sure i'll blog to rant or to compliment...ranting gives more interest in my blogs thou...haahaa....tmr's d real hunting time for me! maybe monday too...hmmmmm.....weekends? i wonder....i wanna follow my parents go shopping thou....aaaaahhhhhhh.....hmmm
i've been having lotsa fun time with my friends, my closest ones n like now, i feel i can't do anything without them....it's so saddening to know that tmr, u'll be going separate ways...even if u go out to spend time together, it just wont be the same as going to sch, spending time in d same classes together, u know? it'll all change in no time...i'm gonna start work about this month n from thr i gotta save up for my pre-u accesories...like laptop lah, clothes, books....n for sure my mom would want me to like pay my bills on my own when i start work...so, must start saving like, now....haizzzz......i didn't know there's so much to think about! i know about the bills n stuffs...but i didn't know its so hard to even start work....haiyooo....now, what am i gonna wear tmr? hmmm....scarryyy......ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Gradutaion Friends Forever - Vitamin C
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real coolS
tay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
[Repeat 1]
La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
[Repeat 1 (3x)]