another piece of me written down....another piece of me written down....
Like a rotten log
half buried in the ground - my life,which
has not flowered, comes
to this sad endlife is full of disappointment
true?? true??
i have been disappointed many times in a row these few days and, trust me, its not good, its not fun, and neither is it exciting. you should know that.
i'm gonna rant. get ready, it might be nasty.
nasib sak aku tanye malam ni, kalau tak, besok aku sorang yang pakai baju tu.
GEREK PE! you yourself don't want to wear it alone and you want me to wear it.
as if my class got so many malay girls. stakat 2 je.
nice isnt it? and good thing i went online, if not,
sakit hati sak besok.
you know how it feels to be stabbed right?
you wont go OUCH like duhh,
you wont even have time to say ouch
you'd be speechless
d pain is so unbearable, u wont even want to talk.
u cant.
maybe i've still good some luck with me,
my insticts were good
i wasnt disappoint the exact two people that knew what has happened to me,
the EXACT two people who were there when i needed them the most.
but hey, who even wants to be disappointed right?
lebih baik orang membebani diri kita dari kita membebani diri orang,
maybe i was d one over reacting, maybe i was wasting my time,
maybe i was d one wasting my energy to get the support of others
when the fact is, i wont get any.
its great isnt it, disappointing others, making others hurt?
nice right? i know the feeling.
call me a bitch, like you arent one like that.
if you're some angel, and you dont call others one, than you arent one.
one you start hurting, you arent.
look into the mirror.
if you dont want others to disappoint you, then dont disappoint others.
this goes all out the anyone, including me.
but what d hell right?!
all actions has its reactions
i DO CARE if you mess up with me
i DO MIND if you take advantage of me
i DO REACT if you make me look like a fool.
don't take things for granted.
Spitting blood clears up reality and dream alike.ExcusesWhy no one will help me
I am too dumb I am too smart
They'll not understand me
I am lonely
They'll hate me
And there is not enough time
It's too hard to help me
And god wants me to work
No resting no lazy
These excuses how they served me so well
They've kept me safe
They've kept me stuck
They've kept me locked in my own cell
I'm too far from home
It takes far too much energy
And I cannot afford to
No one will ever see me
These excuses how they served me so well
They've kept me safe
They've kept me stuck
They've kept me locked in my own cell
These excuses how they're so familiar
They've kept me blocked
They've kept me small
They've kept me safe in my own shell
Bringing this into the light
Shakes their foundation
And it clears my side
Now my imagination
Is the only thing that limits
The bar that is raised to the heights
No one can have it all see
I have to they want me to
And I can't let them down
I'll never be happy
These excuses how they served me so well
They've kept me safe
They've kept me stuck
They've kept me locked in my own cell
These excuses how they're so familiar
They've kept me blocked
They've kept me small
They've kept me locked in my own cell
another piece of me written down....this suddenly struck my head just now
i love my lower sec friends, esp those from sec 1
i duno why, but they're the best. maybe coz after 4 yrs knowing each other, we know each other....get what i mean?
i love mei juan, nad, raider, rai, dayu, mena, jyss, lidya, wen jun, d great guys in my class..
there's just something about these people that makes d class special, not just any ordinary class...an extra-ordinary one....
awww.....one time, i mad...another, i'm touchy.....eeeeeeeeesh!
another piece of me written down....do you know it feels to be
turned down
and
laughed at
and
accused of
and
singled out
and
demoralised
and
stabbed in the heart???
do you??
have you ever thought how
evil
and
scheming
and
cruel
and
demoralising
and
self-centred
and
many are hurt by every word you spit out
and
insensitive your words are?
have ever thought about these things?
have you ever
tried to repent?
tried to think before talking?
tried to realise that others are hurt by you?
tried to look into the mirror?
have you ever tried to think about others
before your OWN SELF?
have you ever realised how people act around you?
did ever notice how disgusted people can be in front of you?
have ever tried to stop yourself from hurting anyone?
have you ever thought about what a nuisance you are to the society?
have ever tried to stop and think?
did you even tried to care about people?
have you ever think that there's more than image you have to care about?
have you ever thought about what people think of you?
have you ever thought how imperfect you are?
have ever tried to
Change??
guessed not.
Break youI was your girl
Gave you my world
My everything
But you wouldn’t see
I had your back
I backed you up
Whatever I did
Was never enough
Just you
You
That’s all you ever thought about
You
You
No one matters like you do
What goes around comes around
You should know by now
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Bet you never thought that I could break you
Did you think that I would look the other way?
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who’s the one who’s crying now
The palm of your hand
That was your plan
Gave me no time
But now you want mine
It’s all about take You took too much
Nothing inside I’m all used up
Come on
You
You
Nothing else matters like you do
You know what I’m talkin’ ‘bout don’t you
What goes around comes around
You should know by now
ChorusOn your one night stands (Should’ve thought about that)
Says she’s just a friend (Should’ve thought about that)
Are you satisfied now? (Should’ve thought about that)
Cause you can’t hold me down
Not now
I wanna thank you ‘cause now I’m free
I can breathe again and I’m never going back to you
ChorusYeah
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another piece of me written down....you know what i've learnt today?
ppl's words are so hurting.
they don't know it....but when you hear it....your heart feels like being stabbed.
i let hong sheng know why mj was like angry at him
and he debated back of course. but of course i told all d facts, he? tried to force other outside fact that totally was not appropriate. i won? lets take it, i dont want to. joseph was on my side.
hs? your too hao lian sometimes....n ur words....is just sick..
ya.....so there u go...hopefully, MJ was glad to read abt that...hahax....o yah, mrs ho was talking to HS n i overheard...he was being sick so i just asked mrs ho "he's words.....are sick right cher?!"...n hs asked me what i meant by sick.....go ask yourself lah.....
d days before was just normal....i realized talking hurts....even when ur talking but i have this few words in my head now....
talk when necessary.n one more thing is one my mind right now....it is not to be too dependent on other people....they'll just disappoint you...like what i always do...n yah, like what other people also do....this is true.....when u can't depend too much, you cant trust too much...
haiyo....i have two lyrics in my head now....but just put one 1st lah ah....
sorry to those who cant understand this
coz its in indon malay language.
Di Belakangku - Peter Pan Kau peluk aku
sebelum membunuhku
Tersenyum melihatku
Merenung melihatmu
Kau menungguku
Menunggu ku terjatuh
Setiap langkah tertuju
Setia dalam menunggu
Chorus: Aku menunggumu
Menunggumu,
Menunggumu
Mati di depanku
Di depanku,
Di depanku
Kau peluk aku
Sebelum membunuhku
Tersenyum melihatku
Merenung melihatmu
Chorus
Apa yang kau lakukan di belakangku
Mengapa tak kau tunjukkan di hadapanku
Apa yang kau lakukan di belakangku
Di belakangku(x5)
Chorus