Wednesday, June 28, 2006
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i don't think i'll be updating till, erm...maybe next week coz i'm spoilt for homework!
u go wadDhell....
but really, i don't even know which to start!
omg...how crammed can i be?!
i've done, erm....11 articles! 14 more to go....today i had erm...4 reviews done, nice huh....
so, i've done one fifth of CAD since i was feeling rather uptight....
and now, i'm doing wrs. do i have to use that article??? hmph. it's damn difficult for me to understand. shit times super chim english languange.
later maybe i'll do erm.....erm.....erm...help me think here!! i'm barely anywhere!!!
lemme list out..
crs articles
wrs article
SM IP
BTM tutorial
CAD project
CD CIP
erm....is that all??
o yah,
CRS presentation.
damned crs lah.
sm i duno how to do.
btm i hardly know any shit.
cad till next week, thank GOD.
CIP gonna be done this sunday.
presentation, i know nuts.
AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH
AND MY DAD'S LAUGHING OUT LOUD WATCHING GAGS. NICE.
Monday, June 26, 2006
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hyelo...
life is like a bitch sometimes you know. just when we think everything is getting along fine, or maybe great, there'll be something or someone out there who ruins it. URGH!
so anyway, i'm ok these few days, if you wanted to know..recieved a few new stuffs, bought a few new stuffs, knew a few new people....BUT, i'm due with a FEW articles, a FEW reports, a FEW assignments. see! and my family is being a pain in the neck! i know they are sick, but they DONT have to TELL it. hurh. when one parent asks u to do sumting, and another joins in bossing u around, u just have to speak and shout. well, i did that lah...n duh uh, i got my scoldings. HARHARHAR!
life is boring. u keep doing the same things over and over again. and sometimes, at the exact same time!
took pics just now while at the library....many many.....here are some...
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kai lin busy busy..
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shak staring at i duno what...
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adel feeling urghhh...
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benji lookin blur as usual...
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me, without the head.
what has happpened?
Saturday, June 24, 2006
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i'm gona get a new line! means, maybe a new phone! yeay!!
Is it any wonder - keane
I always thought that I knew
I'd always have the right to
Be living in the kingdom of the good and truth
It's on but now I think how I was wrong
And you were laughing along
And now I look a fool to thinking you were wrong
My sight
Is it any wonder I'm tired
Is it any wonder that I feel uptight
Is it any wonder I don't know what's right
Sometimes
It's hard to know where I stand
It's hard to know where I am
Well maybe it's a puzzle I don't understand
But sometimes
I get the feeling that I'm
Stranded in the wrong time
Where love is just a lyric in a tail-goes-round
It sounds by
Is it any wonder that I'm tired
Is it any wonder that I feel uptight
Is it any wonder I don't know what's right
All these days
After all the misery made
Is it any wonder that I feel afraid
Is it any wonder that I feel betrayed
Nothing left inside this old cathedral
Just this sad lonely aspires
Adding you make it right
Oh did you try
Is it any wonder I'm tired
Is it any wonder that I feel uptight
Is it any wonder I don't know what's right
All these days
After all the misery made
Is it any wonder that I feel afraid
Is it any wonder that I feel betrayed
Friday, June 23, 2006
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HYELO BANANAS AND NOSES!!!!
TODAY was GREAT! had helluva fun!
ok. i'll blog another day.
bananas n nose hairs and sticks and kois and oranges and reds and shirts and shoes and...too many to update!
plus
equals to
Thursday, June 22, 2006
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this sucks.
i've lost track of time! i kept thinking today is tuesday and there's still a few days left in the week before school reopen to do the deadly articles. now i only have 3 days! THREE! shit.
i 'tutored' my cousin today...omg....i totally didnt know what to do! looking at how she does her work gives ME a headache....she's p6 btw...and she's too hardworking, she did a two-steps word problem using 5 steps! and she worked out all the multiple choice choices! one qn has 4 choices right? she go substitute ALL into the working...omg!! and her workings are sooo in a mess! AND she has those 'i know my work' attitude that makes me kinda freaked to even say 'hey, u shuldnt do that'....i did that and u know what she did?! she took her assesment book and showed me how she really does it....my mouth is like opened wide....i need to change the way she does work or else she's gonna take sooo long do even do one SIMPLE qn! 2 mins for a qn is alrdy good enough...she takes more! omygod.
anyway, i'm in deep shit already. should i continue tutoring her? i'm scared lah....her brother is SO loud at home! he's always quiet when i meet him outside!! ishh....
ate at this place near afghanistan..mom is disappointed we spent too much but she's in content[?] that its actually worth it...since noone left any leftovers. but! i'm dissatisfied. why? they STOOD up while i was EATING! i was still finishing up and they stood and walked. had a debate abt it in the car...dad was like "hai, i helped to eat with you also you cannot finish fast?! i finished ur mom's and u'r still eating!! haizz...." HAHA! since when did i be a slow eater? =/
my bro gave me his phone! should i be happy? my phone is small, flipped and basic. his phone is like a remote control, full of useful features and not flipped. mine is samsung, his is nokia. I WANT THE NEW SAMSUNG PHONE! ITS FLIPPED AND FULL OF USEFUL FUNCTIONS AND NOT AS BIG AND THICK LIKE A REMOTE CONTROL! its not yet in the market in singapore by the way. lets wait till i'm working. howell. boo.
i love pink's song, who knew! =)
i hate yellow screened monitors. i cant figure out the colours.
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
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why is it that when i always wanted to look for something, i never find it?!
life's a bitch.
woohoo.
Seven days without you - teddy geiger
sitting here counting the hours
waiting for the sun to kiss the sea
paralyzed by the fragrance of the flowers
they remind me of you and me
[chorus]
there's one love in a lifetime
our two hearts of a kind
these three reasons you'll be mine
for when five and six are through
seven days without you, seven days without you.
making plans just to stop the aching
chasing thoughts from a million miles away
hypnotized as another dawn is breaking
i rehearse the words i want to say
(chorus)
well i will find a way into your heart
so let me try and sleep before we know
(chorus)
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
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okay, this is killing me. damn.
i'm not goona have a good night's rest. shit.
idayu! jgn sedih kay. if u wanna go anywhere, just msg me, maybe i can go.=)
Who knew - Pink
You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them up
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything
When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew
Monday, June 19, 2006
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eat sleep eat sleep. thats all i do at home.
how lazy can i get?
even when my hp ring, i dont bother.
i dont even have the appetite to eat.
am i that boring?
Sunday, June 18, 2006
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do u think he is cute? hehehehehehehehehe
hot hot Channing Tatum...
i am bored so i did those quizes on idayu's blog.
i am a cookie monster.
i am a chocolate ice cream. yum.
i am 45% bitchy.
my perfume is Blue, power scent: jasmine, orange flower, and lotus flower( heck i duno what smells are these)
i am a LILY!!!! i love lilies...i've always do...=DDD
"You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist.People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you.You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words.Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize."
i am 16% girly. HAHA!
i am an Emerald.
i should have a light edge hairstyle.
i am a 'silver digger'..haha!
and i don't have a boyfriend coz i am too shy.
"When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catchProblem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know.From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up.And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide." haha!
ok ok. i should get to bed now...
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HYELO AGAIN!
back from kampong....and it feels nice to just laze around there....haha! like i never laze around at home liddat....so anyway, i went to a wedding yesterday and it feels weird to have an extra person sitting among my family....who? my sis-in-law....o yes, now i know what school she's teaching in.....westwood....haha...i had no idea there was such a school...at least we're getting along fine....now i have a 'gang'...me n her have the same illness...hurhur....nothing to be ashamed of...after that, went to granny's.....i fixed her fan! heh heh heh...give me anything to fix, and u'll sure get it fixed....so after that, we fetched my eldest bro to his 2nd home and we were off to kampong...
erm...the trip was boringg...listened to Ria...haha...better than listening to Mawi again and again right? went to Danga Bay....eeeesh.....the food there is salty....yuck! after buying stuffs, we were off to Pontian.....i slept....since there was nothing to do....reached there about 11.....ate and whatever till 1am....ayah and my father wanted to watch soccer but the tv's cocked up....the furniture there are only dining table plus chairs, TVs, mats, erm.....that's all...plus beds ah...slept till
seeeee how boring my life is.
things i wish i could do if, i had the money, the time, the skill, the oppurtunity
-learn to play the drum or any musical instrument
-go overseas for a holiday on my own, with my family or with my friends
-go on a shopping spree
-pluck up the courage to say 'i dont like you' to anyone
-bring my mom n myself to a spa every weekend
-stand in front of the crowd and not be scared
-cry
-buy my family a plot of land
-drive myself a porsche(?)
-tell whoever that there's still a bright light at the end of a tunnel
-be happy for myself.
there should be more..
somehow, i keep hearing alot of ppl hving problems either with their ex or abt their ex...n i can help it but feel pinched....
Ku Seru LyricsArtist: Misha Omar
Ku membayangi jiwa hatimu
Tapi perpisahan menunggu
Ku ingin membelaimu
Namun kasihku tiada restu
Diri begini kerna selama
Ditinggalkan marah sengsara
Hingga hilang terlupa
Siapa aku sebenarnya....
Sayang
Oh dengarlah sayu tangisanku
Mengapa degupanmu ku seru
Kerna kesepian nan terlalu
Kembalikan hidup yang ku rindu
Oh dengarlah sunyi tangisanku
Kau tahu ku amat menyayangimu
Oh pergilah kau bukan milikku
Pulang pada yang mengasihi dirimu
Ohh..kesepian berlalu ohoh..
Maafkan Daku
Sampai disini
Ku lepas kau pergi
Biar ku damai bersemadi
Luka mu ku mengerti
Kan ku hilangkan derita ini
Kau ku seru
Saturday, June 17, 2006
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argh shit.
now i'm recalling all the times i had when i was with him.
its been a long time since i even remembered him. i thought i've moved on..but ever since i joined ssp and i saw him...i keep recalling everything!
i thought i've moved on...maybe i have, a few steps.....
i have to live with it. shiittt!
this is torturing.
why am i now bloggin in the morning?!
anyway, i'll be going back to my kampong this weekend.
BYE!
Friday, June 16, 2006
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good morning!
my eldest brother bought me shirts! yeay...=))
and a bag which consists alot of bags inside....5 bags in one. O.O!
saw his photo album and what i can say is that, my brother looks weird smilling. smiles just dont fit into his face. haha! but his wife is beautiful...=)
do they fit to be together? i'm finding out..
well...gonna go bathe now...bubie!
Thursday, June 15, 2006
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nad tagged me. so, i'll do it. for the sake of doing.
instructions: state eight different points of your ideal lover (she added to TEN and she dont care) . mention gender. tag eight others to do it. haha.
gender of ideal lover: purely MALE
1. a person i am comfortable talking to face to face or on phone.
2. someone who knows when to joke around, when to criticise, when to stop.
3. someone who isnt possesive.
4. someone who loves me for who i am.
5. someone who can introduce to me to new things.
6. same age/older(1-3 years older) and tall
7. someone who can be there to help me whenever i need one
8. someone who dont mengungkit(recalls the mistakes made in the past or whatever) things
9. someone who is quite religious, on the good side.
10. someone who dont take work/sch as a restriction.
ok. i've done it.
should i tag it on others?
maybe i should just for fun.
YOU ARE TAGGED
1- mei juan
2- shakinah
3- adelina
4- kai lin
5-wen jun
6- raihanah
7- junaidah
8- nosheena
make sure u do it! =)
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i am back! HYELO!
=)
camp was fun....the activities i mean...but sometimes i wonder if i'm a nuisance or just an outcast. i just dont know how to click in lah kay...that's the worst part of me. how sucky is that.
so anyway, i went to the camp with shak, aishah and nisha...met them at pasir ris mrt station...after that we met yanti and khai at clementi mrt station..had breakfast at a food centre near clementi town sec...very kecoh...they are one hyper group...the milo there is so damn sweet lah...eww...went to sp and there we met everyone else...i was pretty quiet...shak also...haha...yanti n gang were taking pictures and stuff lah...we waited for so lonngg....then it started...we were sent to our bunks....after that they prayed....then we had lunch....then we played a game...erm, telephone line....my grp was the closest to perfect ah...which is good...efin was my grp's rep...something like that ah...after that...what did we do....erm....we washed up....we were told that we had a final project to do....my title was 'aneh'...which means strange...at around 8 we had a workshop.....i suck at it lah.....i was picked to read the sentence and i just couldnt project my voice...we had an activity to do which is to perform one sajak....since my group was missing one member...suz n efin joined...told him straight away that i couldnt read sajak...and i was quiet the whole time....after he moved to sit beside fuad, then i could actually talk....=/ my group's performance was ok lah...i did like, four words only...and i mumbled the rest...which is like, what the hell....the teacher was nice.....said i needed alot of polishing....=/....i just wanted to kill myself lah....thx shak for giving me support! =D so, after the workshop, we ate dinner then went to sleep....talked for an hour with shak before sleeping...haha..i think i really spoilt my mp3...shit. i like the tune efin/shamil/haikal/fuad/dunnowhoelse play on the guitar...talking abt the same tune....=)
next day...suz woke us up telling us the announcement about something...after that, my final project grp got together...we cannot get any idea at all! breakfast was ok...the milo was tastless...erm....we had a game of pictionary and scrabble....my grp still sucked coz we couldnt make put the word 'bangkai'....fuad was drawing a gun and was pointing to khai..so we were like, BANG!, then we were like BESAR? huhhhh??!? our grp name was named 'ape niat korg' since fauzy liked to say that...nice...so after that we played scrabble...my hands are lucky...picked out the bonus ppr....and duno who picked one also....we came up with 38 words! so many! we had to act using those words and we did a market kinda thing...haha...lame...i know....after that we played checkpoint...i had to go frm FC 2 to t15...now then i know the 'shortcut'...i'm so dumb....i was panting like mad lahh...climb up the hill...stupid me....then we had the workshop....i made my act by dancing and then tripping and falling and just being in pain...easy.....then we had to do acting again....i grped up with my twin n her sch frens....n coz of them, the grp won...i dont deserve the prize......i was like "tun teja?!"..thx to nadia(my so-called twin)....she got the mood...after that, my finalproject grp had a meeting and we came out with some mimick thing ah....bathed and went to sleep. done. fauzy, fuad, shila, abdillah are very sporting members. =)
everyone ignored their alarm clocks! haha..we woke up at 7.45 instead of 7..and we had to get ready by 8! whoaa.....we discussed abt the final project...had breakfast...discussed again....got everything settled...me, shila, sofina and shafika had to act like minahs...which, i cudnt do....heck lah....didnt eat lunch....we practiced until 12...then we had to show our skit...which was like, good..but not good enough....the Mangsa grp was so up to standard lah....THEIR act was awesome....nadia cried even sia...like, so wow right?......the seniors showed their show...after that they prayed and then we had the prize presentation thing...critics and stuffs....Aneh received alot of critics lah....Mangsa was the winner....Nadia and asmida won best camper and 'huh??' won best group....good right....they had a photo taking session....i ddint took a photo with my grp members...wth.....after that those who were interested in the muzical could stay and practice the basic steps of zapin....hey, nadirah/nadia the senior, is Osman's student also! and guess who was picked to help her....ME! hurh...i shouldnt have told them i was his student....=/ ppl think i'm weird....or whatever...i guess all i have to do is just be nice...went home with sofina....she's cool...=)
i dont like to be judged or talked about but, this is life...it happens all the time.
he kips looking at me. shit. i had a dream abt him and i told myself it's just infatuation right after i woke up. =/ i'm in deep shit. =/
Monday, June 12, 2006
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hey there!
you know what?!
i am fat. REALLY! urgh, its disgusting.
went to the gym this morning...nad and masita just woke up when me and raider called them..like, WTH! so they didnt go gym..only me, dayu and raider....i climbed the steps and cycled....dayu go increase the level up by 2 and after i finished cycling, i felt like vomitting...i guess i went against my limits? haiz.....we were there for only an hour...i saw my ex-mendaki mate, haider(is that his name?)....he's one body builder..but he was like restless at the gym lah...duno what to do like that...hurhur...
after that, we took almost 30mins to get ready to meet nad and mas...i had to go home to get some stuffs so plus a few more mins....HARHAR! ate at bk. how ironic. raider made that 'read the news after that blink3' thing and it was sooo cute and funny, we laughed like maddd...the people beside us were like staring...HAHA! idayu received it slow....amal was like, HUH? haha! got my sandal...took me ALOT of time figuring out what size really fit...HAHA..the ppl thr were pretty sian...after that, went window shopping.....went to mph.....read books....u must go,"OOOhhh".....and i bought a pants from SnK. its nice...but...errr.....altered it.....yeay, i got new pair of jeans. n i am short. how nice.
we are studios people.HAHA
cencen from the show Hikmah is cute, as in ugly but funny n adorable. laughable.HAHA.
time to pack for tmr's camp.
SEE YOU PEOPLE AFTER THURSDAY! =))))))
smiles! =D
Sunday, June 11, 2006
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i promised adam to watch his gig yesterday. BUT i was late! and there goes his gig.
it wasnt me who was late. oh no..in fact i was 20 mins early. it was RAIDER who was late! it was already 6.20 and nad was still waiting for her. and THAT costed me $2 due to OVERSTAY in the mrt station.more than 2hours i think..like, OMG! it also caused me to miss the gig. RAIDER! NAD! u owe me $2!
but all was not lost since we were together. we window shopped here and there. ate at cahaya, nad bought belts and erm, belts? raider bought a belt too..i didn't buy anything since i didnt want anything yet..so overall, it was rather fun..
last mandarin class yesterday and it was rather fun. haha. i was laughing lah..khai made me laugh. sheeeshh..haha..we took a photo...so sweeet. =)
how would you have sex with your spouse?
Friday, June 09, 2006
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I HAVE FINISHED AND
SUBMITTED MY
ASSIGNMENTS!!! YEAY!!!!!!
now, for btm n crs. damn.
how the heck am i to do btm without the software?! should have done at sch the other day. WHY DIDNT I FINISH IT WHEN I WAS ABOUT TO START IT?! regrets. regrets.
OKAY! so many people telling me to update. didnt know my blog was being read. but i'm happy they read. =)
i'm so hyped.
erm, this week was kinda stressing out. due to bloody elearning. everyone had something about elearning in their nick. AND I MEAN almost EVERYONE. i think writing down on paper is MUCH MUCH easier. what are hands and fingers for....
met shak on wed. returned my books at the lib, paid an awful lot of fines. then, we went to bedok community centre to use the com..did elearning. BUT we didnt really focused on it..haha..it was a dreaded 2 hours kay...shak found her slacks she was lookin for but i think there wasnt the colour she was actually lookin for. she's crazy lah...keep bullying me! mentang2 pakai tudung...takpe, i shall have my revenge in camp! harharhar! ok, after that, i forgot ready what happened. o ya, i walked home. =)
went to sch on thursday...i was late! i woke up at 8 lah...so much for '5 mins more' of sleep. but at least i wasnt THAT late..booked n used the com...there were some guys in the lab and they turned on some music..i guess its better than nothing right? i have forgot ALL my chem formulas. i have forgot EVERYTHING about chem. please help. after that, went to ps. me n adel bought the tix, shak n kai bought the food. and we hurry eating lah...guess who's last? ME! i'm slow at eating. how nice. shak was like damn fast lah..haha...She's the man is GREAT! full of laughter, and its sweet. teaches about discrimination against girls. A BIG NONO! so what if we're girls? u have no right to stop us. after that, shak went back to sch and the rest went home. i slept the minute i reached home. my bro was using the comp lah. like shit. he was designing t-shirts. maybe i'll try bug him to design one for the class. HEHEHEH. i tried doing elearning and u know what, i ended up redo-ing CAD and finishing engg maths ONLY. i love CAD. did both of them until 3am lah...chatted with salman while doing. he's crap. haha.he was also doing elearning lah...he was doing crs. HAHA! i used his family for an example for our crs. his grandad pulled the plug. afterthat i slept. like duh.
i woke up dreaming of BRAD PITT! hahahah...he was very friendly. HAHA! see lah adel, now i dream of him...haiyoyo....its either my mom did wake me up for subuh but i didnt hear or she didnt coz by the time i woke up, the sun rose alrdy. haizz...so anyway, i slept again after doing my prayers but i woke up at around 9+...so EARLY! thanks to mom. hurh! ard 12 i went out, heading towards mj's...n guess how many ITE studs got on! i was kinda uneasy sia. ish. mj was lucky since she was a few second later/earlier or else she wud've been walking amoung them. urgh....accompanied her buy lunch and we bought ock. aftr lunch, i searched for the articles, she packed her room..SO MANY boxes! felt like moving house. haha. mj painted her nails. i got to paint one. n it sucked. haha. and mj got to chat to some people in my msn. to you all who got to chat with her, HOW WAS IT?! haahah....she's crazy.....scanning magazines is troublesome, doing applied science make me have a headache....after that, accompanied mj to get some stuffs for her camp n all, and she's so amazed at how Eastpoint has changed. alot! go there someday. =) at home, i did my elearning lah, what else. i'm so stupid. help. i pee-ed alot today. sheeeeeesh.
boxes, cubes, what do they have in common?
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
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practical test was a waste of time! anyone could have cheated in bright light. omg. lets hope i did good. i took THREE mins n THREE seconds! saiful said average timing was TWO MINS! shit! i'm so slow...i think i 'lost' to long seng by THREE seconds..
watched benchwarmers. FUNNY! n kinda encouraging. i give it 3.5 out of 5 benches. sat at the couple's seats. it feels big. haha.
bought meself some socks n a shirt. but what i was really looking for were a pair of sandals! i feel good anyway since i was eying the shirt for quite awhile now...=D
reached home, did CAD elearning. 50 QNS! 10 marks each n i got 285 marks. i need to redo. people, can u tell me the correct answers? pretty please? haha. i should learn it on my own.
went to SGH to visit me granny. makes me wanna cry everytime i go to that place. i hate hospitals. i HATE it! someone passed away in the next room, and my father's cousin[?]'s mom was hit by stroke. just like my grandad. DDD= it hurts to see how she looked. i think she was crying. =(
went for dinner at lagoon. =) me n mom bitched about my new sis in law n my mom said this "agaknye ni nanti jadi menantu hantu tak?" and that wasn't a qn, it was a critic. OMG! haha. she complaint that my sis-in-law didnt think about the rest, as in she bought food for herself only. [aku yg terase pulak] haha! omg...then she said my sis-IL tak tau malu coz asked for her 'money envelopes' (something like hong bao) in front of everyone while the occasion was still ongoing. then she made, or should i say i made, this comment "abang n her both alike, both makan duit(money minded[?])"....HAHA! haiyo.....a new relationship starts, a new problem arises. =)
do you like stars?
Sunday, June 04, 2006
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after everything, its OVER!
woohoo!! n it ended pretty well for me...=P thanks to my frens. love u!
okay. i guess kids hate me on friday. URGH!
snobby baby girl kept SCREAMING at my face while i tried to sleep in the bus. damn irritating! memalukan orang je! after that, at night, when i was sleepin, my nephew go shout2 to his aunt saying that he didnt want to sleep...whiny brat. o yah, imagine 4 aunties wrapping kids' gifts..a very simple job that can be done with only 2 people....the more the merrier eh?
then, on saturday, my other aunties and uncles came...they got everything ready for the Nikah ceremony...all the gifts, cakes, fruits and whatever....i had migrain in the morning lah....so i got started later..=P...erm....was kinda pissed lah....people just think i'm double-bodied. one time, they told to run an errand, the next second, they told me to fetch some stuffs and the next moment, the tell me to rearrange some stuffs...and due to that, i forgot the 1st thing they told me to buy...HAHA...i got ready to go to the bride's place in less than half an hour lah...so not like me...esp for these kind of occasions....my 2nd bro lost his wallet...n i was the last person to get up on the bus....woohoo! the gifts had their standards ah...like Lacost, bvlgari n whatever...i guess they were going for brands....=/...my bro looks funny saying the Akad Nikah....his body language is so restless...their food over there is, erm...ok? haha...there's one dessert everyone tried...jakon katekan....after reaching home, me n my cuz, khai, 'explored' my cuz's, hadi, hp....he's got a girl fren who is his friend's cousin's friend....very far huh....it was fun mingling with him....he think's he is good looking...please puke for me. shak, adel n kai came around 8....heheh....now they know who my family members are....n the pengantin looked like an ahpek...that is very nice for a 1st impression...some people are just too 'in' about someone ahh...very busy somemore...o yah, i recieved an sms from this guy...HARHAR! same course, same year, same class group, different buddy class...he is too common..anyway, took alot of pics with them...enjoyed my night....khai slept over, FOR THE 1ST TIME!....n we slept at 3am. watching this japanese drama...so sweet...i wonder if anyone wud do that for me....hmm.....had pillow fight lah...khai use my favourite fat pillow..she's so bad....boohoo....
sunday, woke up at 7 coz kak jaja woke us up...she forced me! or else i was gonna be showered by hot hot water by them...got ready by 9.....and then khai n me ran errands...khai tried to do the bunga mangga but failed...haha! cut cakes instead....did the sign....rahim designed it well...annoyin fella.....all the way, i was one of the kendarats....saw kai walking outside bvss....*wave2*.....at 3, mj came! =DDDD so happy..met sabirah too....heheh....after that, me n mj walked to meet nad, raider n dayu....nad was the latest! was walking when i saw mj smacking raider's boobs! haha....everyone was sooo pretty!! macam nak jalan raye gitu....some mats n minahs ejek ah..but WHO CARES! by the time they came, my bro came back....now they know who my brothers are....two different ppl....talked n ate....washed eye.....after that we lepak-ed at the gazebo....so funny...u shud see the video mj took.....haha.....dayu feels molested...haha! raider is burok! nad is dirty! mj is insane! haha.....n i am tired. i hated the existance of that monster around me! she came ah...like bloody fuck. i didnt want to see her face. she bloody hell spoilt the photo! fuckin crybaby! immatured suck up brat! urgh! by the time i walked back to my block after sendin them off, the place was already packed...tables were gone. haha...i escaped. watched 'creep' while waiting for the grown ups to come up..the end.
i love my baby girl cousins. they are so
sweet!
Thursday, June 01, 2006
another piece of me written down....
i'm sick n tired.
Good Day
I woke up early in my hotel room
Wait for my alarm to go
I think about things I've gotta do
Damn my mind is gonna blow
I'm thinking out about whats ahead
Maybe I'll just stay in bed
Cause its no fun to be the one going out of my head
So I tell it to myself agian
Chorus
Your looking for something you can't find
If you give it up you'll lose your mind
Theres always something in your way
What can you say
Your gonna have a good day
I quit my job about a week ago
Told that I need some time
Now I'm going strong on Lexapro
Doctor says I'm doing fine
I'm thinking out about whats ahead
Maybe I'll just stay in bed
Cause its no fun to be the one going out of my head
So I tell it to myself again
Chorus
Your looking for something you can't find
If you give it up you'll lose your mind
Theres always something in your way
What can you say
Your gonna have a good day
Jostling about I couldnt lose
I realized its the only thing I knew
I'm freaking out about whats ahead
Maybe I'll just stay in bed
Cause its no fun to be the one going out of my head
So I tell it to myself
Tell it to myself
Tell it to myself again
Your looking for something you can't find
If you give it up you'll lose your mind
Theres always something in your way
Your looking for something you can't find
If you give it up you'll lose your mind
Theres always something in your way
What can you say
Your looking for something you can't find
If you give it up you'll lose your mind
Theres always something in your way
What can you say
Your gonna have a good day
Your gonna have a good day
Your gonna have a good day