another piece of me written down....you suck ley......suck so damn much...i cant be tired of waiting, can i? hurm???! so much of your later and tomorrow! so much of trying your best. what kind of person are you? even animals are better! its like, since LAST YEAR i asked for it. and you asked for the break BECAUSE OF IT. what's this? i mean it. you like people to wait, dont you? you're not going to make it in the future. i can tell. i really think reallllyyy think you are just making me wait, for fun. you loooveee making me get into trouble, isnt that so? your tomorrow's are like, one YEAR later. where are you in the first place? so much for you being there when i need you. oh, i forgot, i'm not your stead anymore. so i guess you can FORGET about being here for me. isnt that true?! isnt it?! i hope i dont meet people like you who are shelfish and ignorant of the people around you. maybe that is impossible. you really disappoint me. really.
another piece of me written down....hyeloooooooooooooooooooo......hehe...slept tiilll 10 today...head hurts like mad...den...watched pokemon!! hahax...its been ages since i've watched dat show....anyway, at around 11+, i went online...khadijah pm me...hahax....asked me out...woohoo! went to Orchard National Library. hmmm...where is that? in takashimaya..i think...or was it ngee ann...sumwhere lah...had lunch at home....went to meet her at 2...reached there at 2.30, thx to her schedule...thought we were lost! but we found our way.....hahax...loooked for her book....nice book by the way....sleepers and one more...i duno what....went to mac...she had lunch, i had a drink...erm, what else ah....hafiz and farid kept calling me...asked me what mj n jun liked...waaahhhhhh.....ijah was like laughing at me! hmph!!!.....both of them decided to buy something alredi...not some cheapskate stuff i hope...but i think they are from TM...hmm....met ijah's fren...very frenly i must say....cheri aida...from methodist school...duno which one...anyway, after a round in heeren, we went home...no me actually....i went to meet sorida....on the way, i saw idayat...with a guy and another girl...the guy went off...he was with d girll...kinda close i must say..now i know why.........hmm....persuaded jun to have dinner with me n sorida but she dowan....hmm...nemind..went to Swensens....sorida had chicken sumting...i had baked rice,we had coit tower...had fun with sorida...gossipping and bitching...mostly gossipping... heheheheheheheheheeheheheheheheheheh..........
then, we went to TM to see Levi's discounts....kinda cheap i must say...i want!!!!!!!!!!!....we saw a very nice, very cute, very lovely vday prezie...called adam...coz he wanted to buy sth...aiyooo...scolded me for going out...hur hur! then...we looked around for the contact lens kok hwa wanted....and clothes sorida wanted to buy.....after that we went home.....talked talked talked alll the way.....see lah jun...should have come with us....
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Seksis
Bila ku bersuara... kau kategorikan sebagai meleter
Bila kau tercabar... sebelum bertarung pun ku dah kau singkir
Tika di jalanan... cermat ku cuai
Di stereotype `lady driver¡¯
Bila tunjuk pandai... lagakmu hebat
Mengalahkan seorang profesor
Oh mana keadilannya
Balik-balik kita saja terkena
Dahulu hingga kini
Kau memonopoli... cuba menguasai
Duniaku ini...
oh mana aci
Korus:
Jangan pandangku sebelah mata
Hanya kerna namaku wanita
Walau ada kelemahannya
Engkau pun apa tidaknya oh
Jangan pandangku sebelah mata
Nanti kejantananmu tercabar
Takkanku menyerah kalah
Kerana madahmu berat sebelah
Tohmahanmu akan ku tepis selagi persis tak terkikis seksis
Pabilaku ramah... manis lidah
Kau tuduhku bagai perempuan murah
Namun bila kau menutup helah
Katamu mengikut sunnah
Andai ku meniang rumahtangga
Jangan harap ucapan tahniah
Hujung bulan tiba... ku tuntut nafkah
Kau buatku macam peminta sedekah
Oh mana keadilannya
Balik-balik kau juga juara
Asyik kita beri saja
Melayan takhta...
siang malam buta dan penuh setia...
bagaikan raja
Seksa Lyrics
Kau ingat sudah tutup cerita?
Ini bahagian kedua
Dari sudut yag berbeza
Dari pandangan jejaka-jejaka...
Bila ku bersuara kau pun sedar ku betul juga akhirnya
Kerana dari awal ku rasional, tak terlalu emosional
Tika di jalanan, mana tak bosan?
Engkau asyik makan jalan
Dalam pergaduhan kau boleh tahan
Yang salahpun akan kau betulkan
Oh mana keadilannya...
Balik-balik kau nak menang juga
Dahulu hingga kini...
Semua penjelasan tak kau dengarkan
Semua alasan tak kau kasi can
Jangan salah yang kau cari
Hanya kerana namaku lelaki
Walau kurang sana-sini
Mungkin dah semula jadi
Jangan salah yang kau cari
Bila naik darah kau yang susah nanti
Takkan ku menyerah kalah
Kerana madahmu berat sebelah
Tohmahanmu tak ku terima
Kalau dengar aku yang terseksa
Bila mataku liar, ku minta garu,
Kau selalu pening saja
Dah letih bekerja, pulang ke rumah
Nak tonton TV pun kena marah
Perihal rumahtangga, ku ketua
Tapi kena perintah semacam hamba
Hujung bulan tiba, runsing kepala,
Kad kredit kau main geser saja
Oh mana keadilannya...Ku yang kerja, engkau yang belanja
Oh mungkin itu sebabnya...
Rambutku gugur, warnapun luntur
Dan sakit jantung
Semua ku tanggung
Jangan salah yang kau cari
Hanya kerana namaku lelaki
Walau kurang sana-sini
Mungkin dah semula jadi
Jangan salah yang kau cari
Bila naik darah kau yang susah nanti
Takkan ku menyerah kalah
Kerana madahmu berat sebelah
Tohmahanmu tak ku terima
Kalau dengar aku yang terseksa
Jangan marah nanti cepat tua
Ku hanya berhujah kerana jiwa terasa seksa...
(seksa, seksa, seksa)
Bila diam jangan sangka ku terima
Semua leteran hanya berbunyi 'blah..blah..blah'
Dan kau suarakan minda di pusingan pertama
Kini tiba masa untuk giliranku pula
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hyelo........today is a boring, unactivated day...wanted to go to swensens but cancelled....many conferences was made...hahax....happy conferencing...in the morning had tuition...raizal was bored and frustrated about amaths...hahax...now he knows how i feel..he said that i looked very lethargic...n kinda scared...duno y...hahaxxx...since the outing was cancelled, me and my family went to east coast....haiyoooo..my parents quarrelled over where to go....same OLD thing..i think that is the reason they are together....hahax...today was a very short day..no homework....haizzz...darren is in the hospital...i want to see him....poorthing sia....must go cheer him up...but with what? hmm.....hope he can talk....hope he gets well soon...very very soon.....
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hyelo...today was d lny concert tingy..n it suck i tell u...everyone practically dont know what to do....haiyo.....haiz....wake up at 5, went out of hse at 6, reached sch at 6.25..i think..den, i did their hair....n den we weere out of clips! ardila bought big clips...ended up with not enuf clips, she said not enuf money...haiyo..d spray isnt dat gd either...haiz.....shitty sia! we got redi then it was time to perform! shitttt...i forgot so many things!! bloddy hell..haizzz...d performance sucks! but ok lah......whatever lah...d 2nd performance, d guys on d floor supported our male dancer on stage...see how other ppl honoured him....hur hur...how sarcastic...after d two performances, sorida n jun wanted to wait for me but i told them to go first since sorida said she wan to go home 1st..i think...so ya...me, dayu n weder wash up...den went to the bank....fortunately, today, the bank was kinda empty....late bcoz of the bankers working slowly orelse it'll be faster....den cancelled my tuition...had a gd afternooon nap just now....so tired! must sleep tmr as well....hmm....d kendarat ting last sunday was...ergh? anyway....chatting with omar(sec 2 guy) was kinda good....he wants to take the subjects i'm taking...sucha cute guy...hoho...yet, noone notices him....hm.....he looks like a chinese dats y...and he's short! never mind...he'll grow....anyway..i shall stop here....good luck...
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hyelo....today didn start out well..neither did it end well....simply bcoz of d stooopid dance!...shitties......aniwae, went to sch...first tyme in many days we met cindy...i have to say...suddenly 4/1 n 4/2 are drifting apart...hmmm....anyway, today, josie doesnt look good...neither was darren...bcoz of this, the classrm was quiet...i think josie is disappointed..hmm....i think i know....darren was havin high high fever....looked terrible..very terrible...haiz...hope he is well...during maths n chem, i sat in front...kinda fun actuallie...but with gcy saying the 'f' word everytime she doesnt know how to do things, i'm annoyed...ting ting was siao as usuallll....then, recess...gosh....my thigh hurts...bcoz of yesterday..me, sor n jun has got blueblacks all over...i dun think the 4/2 ppl got them....sucks sia...erm...as the day gone past, josie looks happier....eng was..erm? usually boring.....the practice was ok...hong sheng kept shaking my hand..irritating sia....hong sheng shook my hand so hard...it was red...yeap..the remedial was ok....wat else...they got chocolates...wow....some ppl are just so stingy..esp idayu..here i can bitch....huda(sec 2 mcc girl) gave me n her a chocolate stick, telling us to share...and wat she do? eat everything...what d fuck...den hafizah(4/2 mly) had this sweet..wanted to giv me...but then she gave to idayu....n u know what she did? eat all....weder oso...i'm like..FINE! WHATEVER! then...we went back to the hall...for the rehersal...shitty rehersal...its like zawani, izza n emylia all dowan to listen lor...i'm just trying to get everything straight to them..and u know what they did?? they sleep...i think they are talking behind my back..saying "si faridah ni eh, nak act besar je tau...ingat die ape?! pe sak..die ingat die chairperson, kite kene buat ape die suroh?!" aka "who does faridah think she is?! think she can boss us around izit?!" n they keep smiling to me sarcastically...hurh....esp that zawani....and that wati...erh....bloody shitty ppl....bcoz of them, they make d rest go sarcastic over me...ergh...i'm just trying to make things better...i think i'm making them worst....shit...n for the 1st time i talked to omar, khadijah lil bro....awhhh....so cute...everyone was like " die melayu?!" aka "he's a mly?!" hahaxxx!!..den he commented on the dance....i told him to shaddap..hahax...just me not likeing to be flattered.....duno y..but i envy ppl who gets gooood comments...haiz...whats up with that?!
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hyelo! weee....4/1 rox! 3 cheers n 3 cheers n 3 cheers for 4/1.. HIPHIP
HORRAY, HIPHIP
HORRAY! HIPHIP
HORRAY!! hahax...today's kinda fun...woke up early...got to eat sth...in class...hurh....went to 4/2 but...looks like noone wants to talk to me...depressed sia....WATEVER! me n sorida are sick of eating the curry puffs redi....hahax...jun came afew mins later...wat else...chemistry was ok...kinda confusing....shitty...PE was tiring..but we won for lacross! woohoo..4/1 rox man....erm...what else....everyone cheered for jun for being so sporty...GO JUN!!.....hehe...physics test was....ok?...hopefully i can pass...haiz...what else....recess....ok lah..we got to eat....then, ss was kinda funny.....did the mindmap...kinda fast....n untidy....yucks...maths was boring! i barely listened...nowonder.....so sleepy.....shitty.....the tutoring was fun...seems as thou xin yi was biased....but WHATEVER!...yupi jelly candy....nice one....mcc was ok lah...d camera was of no use....went home after that.....nothing happened....
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after a looonggg break from the computer, at last i could log in...considered i bought a new comp lah yah....coz my bro n my parents bought everything but the cpu....yeap...nice...although the keyboard is kinda "tooo soft"....hur hur....now its time for me to blog....
heeeheee......hyelo! how ya guys? me fine...hehe...anyway, these few days are actually great! except for monday.....bloody fucking bastard chee yuan...spoiled my mood...go ta hell show off! i bought a new bag! yeay! love it...erm...went to the concert...but before that me n sorida went to orchard to meet up wif jyss, lid n nasri...took neos! beautiful...so gorgeous ..hehe...bought leather straps for me, sor n jun...nasri bought another type....so nice..hehehe...we've got sth in common yeah....erm...few days w/out the comp...cud concentrate more on my work n sleep...hehe...nomore playin around yea....olevel in 9 mths time...shit...no tuition today! shiiitttt, i've got test tmr! faacccck....i'm gonna study after this...directly after this...physics liao! was going to drop it..but i've got to stand up and go for it....hmm...what else...mcc...tiring but fun....basically we did practices for both cny n syf....shitty lor....d forum with mr raymond lim was interesting...too bad jun cudnt come to the concert to see taufik...awwww....anyway, life is good...but sumtyms anger n wrath takes up almost half of my body and there i go...frustrated...jun has been alil wols these few days...maybe becoz of maths...we both have things in common...yeap....no good in physics n amaths...hehe...haiyooo..anyway....cj's weird...da ren's evil...hate both of them....hahax....i'm evil.......gtg study now....blog in soon....