a bright sunny day at the beach. Abg Zul, Abg Din, Kak Siti, Arian, Mak, Abah, Nabil and Me.
playing on the beach..abg azul, abg din, kak siti and arian were playing among themselves. nabil wandered off to the wave breaker. i was with mak n abah. we made sure nabil was okay. then the sea started to rise. so we moved back. and it rose and rose till we had to seek cover at the nearby building. climbed up to the 3rd storey and the sea was still rising. mak was already tired. with her condition and all, she couldn't continue. abah sat down at the bench table but i could see the sea still rising. i pulled mak and we found a room above the 3rd storey. it was like a lecture theatre. in there, were nabil's friends. i couldn't believe my eyes. mak was devastated. it was only me and mak left. my other family members were gone. i didn't know why abah didnt follow us.
i made myself wake up before my alarm went off. i hate these kind of dreams. i had one about my mom. and i woke myself up before i cried in the dream. its just so sad. i havent been crying out loud lately so why am i crying in my dreams?
i wonder when can i get my shoe...
right now, i'm counting down my days. to what? hmm.
anyway, i'm tempted to do what shak's doing right now. put up an access. my blog wants to be more personal than before. i'm no longer following what i wanna do for this blog thanks to certain reasons. hmm...
waahhh...nak lesen motor!!! tgk mat motor edisi srikandi. bestnye...
sekirenye suatu hari nanti, kawan menjadi lawan, ape akan kau lakukan?
sekirenye suatu hari nanti, kau inginkan pertolongan, tetapi mendapat lebih kesusahan, mcmane?
lebih baik berdiam dari membuakkan perasaan orang lain.
lebih baik menyusahkan diri sendiri dari menyusahkan orang lain.
aku rindu nenek..
i've got 5 more minutes before i wanna knock off from work.
hmm. last week was great. no doubt. the best i ever had. now, that week is over. and i gotta find more fun. or i'm gonna get bummed out at work. sometimes, i hate it when i be frank. guilty to the maximus.
anyway, my weekend this time is not planned. i want it to be as fun as the last. please??
Diah, hope you like the surprise. haha. i was surprised myself. meet again okay? i really need the fun we had. hahaaa. happy birthday dear sister! i like your two friends. they are fun! fatty mcfatfat. haha. how can he call his friend that?! so rude. haha.
i had the worst ride home yesterday. went to ikea to get some stuff on impulse and i just had to get the bulky boxes. GAHH!! shak, next time, stop me from buying those boxes. haha! you know why? it made everyone look at me and it got STUCK under the seat when i wanted to alight. and someone had to push it out for me. the embarrassment!
i'm tired. of working. of the late hours. i want to work. and i want to do what i'm doing. just minus the stress and the late hours. my dark circles are getting darker by the minute. even without my eyeliner, i look like i'm still wearing it. that's how bad it is.
o yah, gotta convert money. gottago!
i ditched my boyfriend's performance for a night out with my twin and it was the greatest most funnest thing ever happened recently. HAH. sorry swain. i still love my gfs you know.
anyway, i had no idea why but i just wanted to ask diah out so i did, though i didn't know where to head to but i just wanted to see her coz its been a long time since i've seen her so..you get the drift.
since she was meeting her friend over at vivo, why not meet at vivo right? wrong.
we met at harbourfront and headed straight for SENTOSA!
-hold on, i gotta get some work done-
we sneaked into sentosa and got ourselves some pasta, soda and toy balls. had it on the concrete edge beside the beach and had our girltalks. i'm glad everyone's doing fine.
diah got Mr Small and Little Miss Sunshine. I got Mr Happy and Mr Nosey(shows how happily kpo i am). haha.
we headed for LUGE! and since we couldnt finish our soda, i filled them into my little bottle and cared less that it would leak.
at the skyride, OH MY GOD. i THOUGHT diah wasn't afraid of heights and, boy, was i so wrong! we were literally screaming and distracting ourselves and we didn't even look at the camera when our photos were taken. we looked back! wanted to see the beautiful princess of the sea, thats why. haha. SERAM NAK MAMPOS. my shoes were kinda loose and the whole time, i held tight to the railing, i prayed my shoes wouldn't fall off. diah said, if we're afraid of this, what more a roller coster[?]? heh. heights.
after the ride, we took our helmets from the bin and headed for the drive. diah zoomed off after the stamp while i got stuck! damn it. she won. CHEAT! tsk. love the drive. control and speed.
we sat at the bus terminal and had ice cream. haha.
thenn, we found a spot at the castle and watched songs of the sea and i smiled throughout the whole show coz the waves and lights where so pretty. only thing was that the singapore day songs were blasting from the balcony garden. we played tumbling towers after the show. AAHHH!! suspense.
since the place was crawling with insects, we moved to the grassy park. mcm bangla! =D
it was reaching ten so we ran for the toilet. diah anak berok!!!
haha.
at vivo, waited for her friend and then headed home.
heights, speed, control, suspense.
the adrenaline rush we had for the night.
it left me smiling after that.
it left me so tired i missed my stop!
thanks diah for the night. i love youuu.
next stop, DowntownEast maybe? yippie!
oh wells. i'm silenced.
What's Going On - 4 Non Blondes
25 years and my life is still
Trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the whole world's MADE UP OF this brotherhood of man
FOR whatever that means
And so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out, what's in my head
And I, I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the morning and I step outside
And I take A deep breath and I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lungs,
What's goin' on
And I say hey.... hey....
I said hey, what's goin' on
And I say hey.... hey....
I said hey, what's goin' on
Ooh, Ooh, Oooohh, Oooohh, what's up...
Ooh, Ooh, Oooohh, Oooohh, what's up...
And I try, oh my God, do I try
I try all the time in this institution
And I pray, oh my God, do I pray
I pray every single day FOR A REVOLUTION!
And so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out, what's in my head
And I, I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the morning and I step outside
And I take deep breath and I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lungs,
WHAT'S GOIN' ON!!
And I say hey.... hey....
I said hey, what's goin' on
And I say hey.... hey....
I said hey, what's goin' on
And I say hey.... hey....
I said hey, what's goin' on
And I say hey.... hey....
I said hey, what's goin' on
Ooh, Ooh, Oooohh, Oooohh, what's up...
25 years and my life is still
Trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
Thinking Outside The Box. . .You are driving down the road in your car on a wild, stormy night,
when you pass by a bus stop and you see three people waiting for the
bus:
1. An old lady who looks as if she is about to die.
2. An old friend who once saved your life.
3. The perfect partner you have been dreaming about.
Which one would you choose to offer a ride to, knowing that there could only be
one passenger in your car?
Think before you continue reading.
This is a moral/ethical dilemma that was once actually used as part of a
job application.
You could pick up the old lady, because she is going to die, and
thus, you should save her first. Or you could take the old friend because he
once saved your life and this would be the perfect chance to pay him
back.
However, you may never be able to find your perfect mate again.
The candidate who was hired (out of 200 applicants) had no trouble coming up
with his answer. He simply answered: "I would give the car keys to my old
friend and let him take the lady to the
hospital. I would stay behind, and wait for the bus with the partner of my dreams."
1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady.During my second month of college, our professor
gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student
and had breezed through the questions until I read
the last one:
"What is the first name of the woman who cleans the
school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the
cleaning woman several times. She was tall,
dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her
name?
I handed in my paper, leaving the last question
blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if
the last question would count toward our quiz grade.
"Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers,
you will meet many people. All are significant. They
deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is
smile and say "hello."
I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her
name was Dorothy.
2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the RainOne night, at 11:30 p.m., an older African American
woman was standing on the side of an Alabama highway
trying to endure a lashing rainstorm. Her car had
broken down and she desperately needed a ride.
Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car.
A young white man stopped to help her, generally
unheard of in those conflict-filled 1960s. The man
took her to safety, helped her get assistance and
put her into a taxicab.
She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his
address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a
knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a
giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A
special note was attached..
It read:
"Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway
the other night. The rain drenched not only my
clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along.
Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying
husband's bedside just before he passed away... God
bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving
others."
Sincerely,
Mrs. Nat King Cole.
3 - Third Important Lesson - Always remember those who serve.In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less,
a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and
sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in
front of him.
"How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked.
"Fifty cents," replied the waitress.
The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and
studied the coins in it.
"Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he inquired.
By now more people were waiting for a table and the
waitress was growing impatient.
"Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied.
The little boy again counted his coins.
"I'll have the plain ice cream," he said.
The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on
the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice
cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress
came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the
table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish,
was one quarter, two dimes and five pennies.
You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had
to have enough left to leave her a tip.
4 - Fourth Important Lesson. - The obstacle in Our Path.In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a
roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if
anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the
king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by
and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the
King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did
anything about getting the stone out of the way.
Then a peasant came along carrying a load of
vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the
peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the
stone to the side of the road. After much pushing
and straining, he finally succeeded. After the
peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed
a purse lying in the road where the boulder had
been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note
from the King indicating that the gold was for the
person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The
peasant learned what many of us never understand!
Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve
our condition.
5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts...Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a
hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who
was suffering from a rare & serious disease. Her only
chance of recovery appeared to be a blood
transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had
miraculously survived the same disease and had
developed the antibodies needed to combat the
illness. The doctor explained the situation to her
little brother, and asked the little boy if he would
be willing to give his blood to his sister.
I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a
deep breath and saying, "Yes I'll do it if it will
save her." As the transfusion progressed, he lay in
bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did,
seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his
face grew pale and his smile faded.
He looked up at the doctor and asked with a
trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away".
Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the
doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his
sister all of his blood in order to save her.
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"Work like you don't need the money, sing like no one is listening, love like you've
never been hurt, and dance like you do when nobody's watching."
"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the
moments that takes our breath away"
"The risk takers might not live long, but the cautious never live at
all"