Friday, April 17, 2009
the change.
at work hving lunch.
so much has happened lately.
thank you girls for being there for me.
thank you swain for being there.
trying to adapt to the change. time to be more independant.
this couldn't have come any other time. right timing BC.
hate it that i can't be there for her.
hate it that i'm not always home.
right. now, i have a reason to be home early.
i have to make the change.
no use crying over it.
smile babe. its not the end of the world yet.
i love you mum.
i'm sorry i was not there for your operation.
i'm sorry i was not there for your birthday.
i hate it that it fell on the same day.
i hate it that i realise it the day before.
i hate to see you suffer.
its only a few days and i miss you already.
Thursday, April 02, 2009
Last day of temporary work.
What a way to end my temporary work. i love this place but too bad they've got enough workers. damn!
Yesterday, the whole corporation had a birthday bash over at fort canning. this meant, HALF DAY!!! yeahhh. the whole morning, everyone was bored to death. most of the projects were done so most of us didn't have anything to do. played spider and freecell in the office, tried to learn how to play hearts, played a little prank on CY but i couldn't calm myself down so he found out i was the culprit. haha.
so at 1230, we headed down to suntec for lunch at burger king. the ride there was chaotic! honking here and there. in front, farzeea, shu mei and andrew(theee driver), on the back of the lorry, shah, hamidah, atika and ME. haha. we thought it was going to rain but it didn't! after lunch, we played at the arcade. BASKETBALL!!!! hahaha. and some other stupid games. haha. it was fun. hated the mouse on the ball game and won 2 times at foosball. YEAHH! OH, i saw this pair of vans that i totally love!! hmm...we headed over to a Cup Walker since liang wei and andrew wanted some bubbletea..
headed for fort canning and we had wrist bands. at first, i got blue. most of us got green so we sticked to the green team. saw aunty jessie(i think) so all of us changed to green wristbands. haha. there was a WORKOUT! haha. then 1st telematch, HR gina played and she was so sporty! surprisesurprise. so all of us decided to join the next game which was the canvas-turnover. IT WAS ON A HILL, mind you. everyone just hoped they wont roll down. all the greenies helped and omg, it was chaotic BUT we won!! haha. then there were a few other designer games so we headed for the rodeo. ling wei tried!! haha. funneey! he tried to be cool but he toppled front-wards instead! haha..so funny! then we played the tug-o-war! actually, only shah, farzeea, shu mei and hamidah played. andrew and me stood aside. 1st, the green team won coz we were at the bottom part of the hill. then, we switched and the pink team won. HAHA. sheesh...then we had the priority to get our food first! the food was good!! i didnt take them but there was a big variety. oh~! there were free massages, do-it-yourself jelly candles, glamour shots, pop corn, ice cream and fresh fruits! had the food, watched the live shows: bibi and baba(funny dirty shit), the strikforce and the emcee had his own games. oh and liang wei went up on stage for a dance competition with a nigerian. cool shit! after the cake cutting, we headed home. everyone folded the mats they were sitting on and brought them home. KIASU!!!!
my boss drove us home!!! omg. i love his carrr. it was big! on the inside! it didn't look big but it was big. he's nice. thank you for the ride..if only i stayed a little longer..
tika and hamidah gave me chocolates and a pen with my name engraved. SO NICEEE! aww.
tmr, i start a new job. i cannot rest. hai..i miss them alreeady.i'm dreading the new job coz its so damn far. know where? boon lay. damnnnnnn.
I Surrender - Celine Dion
i'm not having the week of my life. i keep having to hide just to avoid people from having to spot me with tears falling down my face. ARGH!