Jot down interesting, memorable events in life
Think things out through words
To avoid the mental burden.





abdillah adillah aidil m. daud ain archi aisyahbi aizat amalina amira asmida cikgu marlina fatimah filzah haddad helfizah idayu ivan izzati junaidah jyssica loy-xing-wen maisarah mei-juan* muhammad nur nadiah s. nadiah z. namira nazif nisa nizal raihanah reyza safiah sarah shakinah suhaila suzana yasmin vanan adawiyah adelina ahny^adi ain angel benjamin bernard darren faizal hanisa hanis syafinaz hilmi hisham hong-sheng joseph kai lin khidir khadijah madarians mariyanah nasri noraisha nosheena ridwan rohanisya salihah saranpal sufyan ting-ting wen-jun xin-yi yanni

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tengah tengok cenel malaysia, spm.
lepastu announcer(tu lah ape bapak aku panggil die) cakap:


lagi sebulan hingga ke bulan puase!



aku maseh ade banyak hari kene bayar.
hari ni aje da tak jadi.


smalam lari, skejap je.
tau lari route biase..
lagi jauh.




confirm besok takle make it.
mati loh.


been a hell of a week.
i felt like giving up everything but now is not the time. i guess i'll just give up one thing at a time. i'm sorry but there's no point in continuing it.


i've not been giving a good blog update since a very long time already. who the hell reads it anyway.


let me see, last saturday, shakivan&i had our fyp project model tested. and we thought it was going to rain that day. came to school at 7plus(!!) on a saturday. whooo goes to school early in the morning on a saturday right? i had an unwanted experience with tha taxi driver who didn't want to let me out of the taxi. he talked and talked till i closed the door! and no, he wasn't talking on the phone. and he took the longest route i guess. so, we finished up the models and set them out behind the admin bldg. if you saw a red tent near the fountain, that's us. i had to travel back to wcp to get more seawater which was super dangerous cos the steps were fkg slippery. we had a feast at the tent. curry, bread, melon drink, promeganate and chips. dr liu went off and ivan left for suntanning(sempat!). shak couldn't stand the heat and i was bored.from 9am till 1pm. we were totally burnt and dehydrated. at 1 dr liu came back and we stopped the testing coz it was leaking and stuff like that. i don't know how we're going to survive 12hours of testing next time.





i went to rai's sister's wedding the nextday and omg, the catering was upclass.the pelamin looks soo comfortable and the food were deeelish. the only person not there was mj. we miss you babe. she was in her room boiling potatoes. haha. rai had diarrhoea and it was bad. hanna wasnt there also coz she had food poisoning. we skped with mj for awhile and enjoyed the food. went home with a butterflycupcake and chocolate sprinkled cupcake.






*stolen from the sheep's lj*



next day i had diarrhoea. which sucks. i stayed home. shall not elaborate any further.



tuesday was just so boring. i'm lost in fmaths. i enjoyed the swimming pool and gym in the afternoon though. haha. thanks to ivan. next time, i'll be geared with my swimming costume okay? a promise to nadee also. hehhhh haad fun playing with glitter to make my crown. hehehehhhh.



wednesday class was as naggy as any other days. we sat at t11a, 2nd storey and did sit ups. haha. thanks to me. dgimgg was okay. i'm still lost. after that, met khai accidentally at fc5. then, swain came and i enquired the finance lady and then headed to clementi to get the styrofoam and then went to school to help with the props and brush up my steps. blardy hell i'm so not feeling it anymore. i'm losing it. i need it back or i'm gone.




thursday was ok. mr teo had to comment about shafiee. and i guess since the class didnt know him, that just thought the typical. -alfatihah to him- rwp was ok. oh! shak went off early so the whole day ivan and i felt so bored until shak sent THAT msg. haha. congratssss. i just too tired. napfa on friday. submissions on friday. everything else on friday too. i'm falling sick.



i was as usual, late for gtech. and i borrowed mahir's notes to photostat. everyone's excited we're taking our napfa today but i felt super sick already. looked for the dgimgg slotbox was hell. i didnt knw the admin people in sch of business was that rude. geez. the counter lady at sch of media helped me out and i found out where it was. thank you maam. went for agm and then headed for CPG's chalet. it felt good meeting them again. played bluff, ate bbqed food and mellows and had lightsticks. the famous Yanto hitched me and swain a rideee. ehehhehe. he's cool. cheeyong had to leave early to serve the nation. chris and lianghong wasn't there. fazeea shumei and ju-ann were the stayovers. haha. girls rule. took 5 and then a taxi home.




hrm. oh. saturday. got all things ready and met swain for breakfast and got a few lastmins and then headed over to suntec. alittle stretch and did makeup. half tiger and half javanese. dance was totally impromtu-ed. it was good in that sense but argh. i can't help it that i didnt do any good at all. i fell on the box! hurt my back knee. wth. geez. didnt go for Claps. sorry. stayed ard suntec, had dinner and lepak-ed at the f1 racetrack. cool place! and then cabbed home. uncle was friendly though he was very hostile at first. xiexie, gdnite and takecare! (:




i met NADEEEEE TODAYYYY!!! impromptu meeting. while we were having lunch, nadee looked on the floor to comment on my slipper and THEN she SAW TWO DIFFERENT SLIPPERS!!!!! hahahahaha. i wore WRONG slippers the whole time on the train, while going down the stairs, while walking to TM. selengernyeee!!!!! walked around feeling super sself concious while nadee looked for a nice formal skirt and shirt for her presentation. i wish i can wear that skirt. it looked nice. on me. =( anyway, i got myself gladiator sandals and nadee got us mochis. we bought the popular nasi briyani and headed home. i want the talks back. i miss going out with her. grrr. why are we so busy. ARGGGGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

lawa kan skirt die...

i miss all.

A Million Parachutes - Sixpence None The Richer
Like a million parachutes
The snow's coming down
I lock up the front door
And turn the lights down
In the glow of the street lights,
I see them descend
Like a million parachutes,
Small men on a mission

I miss the warm,
And i miss the sun
And i miss the ocean,
I miss everyone
And i miss the bridges
That span across the bay
Tonight it seems like ages ago

Like a million parachutes
The snow still falls
The dogs are asleep now,
There's no one to call
I put on some records
And wait for the light
All those million parachutes,
Now a blanket of white

I miss the warm,
And i miss the sun
I miss the ocean,
I miss everyone
And i miss the bridges
That span across the bay
Tonight it seems like ages ago

[ instrumental-bridge ]

I miss the warm,
And i miss the sun
And i miss the ocean,
I miss everyone
And i miss the bridges
That span across the bay
Tonight it seems like ages ago


gah!
im tired.

coming up asap
napfa,
gems assgmt 2 submission
pbl submission
subcourt report submission
cpg chalet invitation
ALL on the 25th july.


wah, thanks eh.
and then there's a performance the next day.
dbletrble.





time's up!

time for class everyone!


i ran to acjc and back to sp stadium yesterday.
i ran around my neighbourhood at 6 in the morning today.


achievement?
i'm exhausted.



mum, i want food.



mzk4 is here. get ready fard. you need more sleep than ever.


dble-boiled the dark chocolate i kept seeing in the fridge and mixed it with fresh milk. add alittle bit of sugar and cocoa and voíla! hot chocolate.


i'm liking the kimono dress.


i managed to chat with mj on skpe.com!


i read out laoud report One and now to report Twuo.


i miss the girls. the 5mins meet up with raider healed me a little.
i wanted to tell raider that i miss mei juan, but i didnt.
i miss mei juan.



i want to CUT MY HAIR!
how about after heritage fest?
ok.


my mp3 DIED. no, its diseased.
havehaveHAVE to send it for repairs.
i NEED music in my life.
mom gave me a hundred to get myself a new one.
thanks mom. let me repair this one first kay.
i love you.



uploading aidil&band's video and its taking agesss!



i wanna shop.

anyone wants to?


Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


the quiz


geez man, every morning is different now.



i dreamt of mum. i dreamt she was waiting for me at the door, open arms, calling me for a hug. i went to her and she said she missed me.

mum woke me up after hearing me cry from my sleep.
i can still cry from that dream.



there's just so many people i miss right now. i'm having dreams about them.
thing is, i remember who i dreamt of, what i dreamt of and then i just choose to forget abt them.



alah, i'm on my low side these few days.















Spitting blood
clears up reality
and dream alike.


and for swain,

it has been lovely knowing you.

i love you.