i'm so in love with jason mraz, i keep going back here just to hear the song. i want the album.
maybe everything isn't as clear as you think it is/was. maybe the impression you've had then and now changed. maybe all the smiles you had on were just a promise made, a sticker pasted on just to make the other as happy you want them to be. maybe not talking is the only way to keep things right. maybe keeping it in is the only way to not let anything fall apart.
i made a deal. i have to keep it. only for today. smile faridah, smile wide.
calm down, deep breaths And get yourself dressed instead of running around and pulling all your threads saying, Breaking yourself up
Sunday, May 25, 2008
old habits
faridah, why did you change?
start the old habits again, come on. remember how hard working you used to be? how carefree you were, eventhough you're worrying about snowcap mountains?
lets start.
i think my family really needs the move because our house is breaking apart. i mean literally. when i grow up, i want to marry a plumber cum electrician cum computer programmer cum entertainer cum doctor cum chef cum adventurer cum lover cum understander. cause life is more than just money you know. why.... plumber? from life's finest experiences. the drainage system at my house from the sink is screwed. i need someone to fix it or the house's gonna get flooded.(it just did, thanks to me) electrician? so that when there's a blackout or thanks to my fine fingers i short-circuited some electric junk, someone's there to fix it. computer programmer? my computer is usually screwed. i dont know how many times my computer had to be reformatted. entertainer? at life's dull and mundane season, there's someone to cheer and laugh around nothing. doctor? when we get old, when we're sick, when we fall into an accident..etc. chef? exotic dishes please! i'd love to indulge in some homemade chocolates ready in the fridge perhaps? adventurer? thrills and spills. there's more than just ground on earth ya'know. lover? nyaaaahaaaaa. understander? how can u live with someone you cant understand? apart from your family.
so who would you want to marry?
Details in the Fabric - Jason Mraz feat James Morrison Calm down deep breaths And get yourself dressed instead Of running around and pulling all your threads saying Breaking yourself up
If it’s a broken part, replace it But, if it’s a broken arm then brace it If it’s a broken heart then face it
And hold your own Know your name And go your own way Hold your own Know your own name And go your own way
And everything will be fine Everything will be fine Hhmm …
Hang on Help is on the way Stay strong I’m doing everything
Hold your own Know your name And go your own way Hold your own Know your name And go your own way
And everything, everything will be fine Everything
Are the details in the fabric Are the things that make you panic Are your thoughts results of static cling?
Are the things that make you blow Hell, no reason, go on and scream If you’re shocked it’s just the fault Of faulty manufacturing.
Yeah everything will be fine Everything in no time at all Everything
Hold your own And know your name And go your own way
Are the details in the fabric .. hold your own, know your name Are the things that make you panic Are your thoughts results of static cling? .. go your own way
Are the details in the fabric .. Hold your own, know your name Are the things that make you panic .. Go your own way Is it Mother Nature’s sewing machine?
Are the things that make you blow .. Hold your own, know your name Hell no reason go on and scream If you’re shocked it’s just the fault .. Go your own way Of faulty manufacturing
Everything will be fine Everything in no time at all Hearts will hold
Saturday, May 24, 2008
youtube downloader
my lecturer taught us how to download from youtube a few weeks ago. LECTUERER! the lecturer knows how to download stuffs from YOUTUBE! he told us there was a downloader for youtube videos. a dhe went for a seminar for that. the same lecturer hates to teach and loves to show us videos.(nowonder)
i'm scrubbed clean and my mom told me she's going to fetch nabil to school. fine maa. i'll just iron you clothes then.
i'm missing the sunset. but i wish i can wake up 2 hours earlier than my usual time to sit for a sunrise. ECP is not far from home and before i start missing the trip there from home, i might as well do it during this coming holidays.
THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE IN A WEEK! and i already have make up class on the first monday.
i decided not to close this blog down. knowing its been here with me since my uppest and downest times ever. secondary school. i miss you.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
heaty and stuffy
everyone's been pestering me to read AJ's blog. i did. now back to reading the book.
i'm having dreams about it. and i nearly cried in the bus reading it.
should i go for a run?
my head hurts more now. mom wants me to get a massage. tmr?
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
i'm tired. i wish to close this blog soon.
anyway, thanks zhang yan! i'm reading a book by Dave Pelzer, My Story. it's like reading my own story.
*look out the window and wave* Goodbye.
Monday, May 05, 2008
new kid in the block(soon)
that's what i'm gonna be in a few months time AND I HAVENT EVEN TOUCHED ON PACKING. omg. my room's in its usual mess(you can't imagine), eventhough mom tried to hide a few of my baju kurungs in the boxes..and well, same goes to the other rooms..only my parents did justice to their room(parents..-roll eyes-) and well, the kitchen and what more the storeroom! how do you move 2 aquarium tanks huh? and omg..well, mom told me all the furniture will be new(hurray!) so goodbye bulky furniture. bye to my dble beds in both roomss..haaaaaa. i need boxes. anyone to donate them to me?
anyway, i refer to nadee's blog: the thing that bothers me is - the fact that i can see them shower in their bathroom from my kitchen. not the full view (duh. i also dont want to see) just the silhouette. you know like if you switch on the lights and then you can see someone's shadow plus the water is running which also mean he/she is showering. apart from this (its not like i see anything private), i'm no hentai ok.
well, ya...you know, the new blocks..they are kinda close...to each other AND mine is window-close to the MRT track. so its like, if you're from anywhere beyond Bedok MRT, you can see into the rooms. isn't that like invading privacy? okay, apart from that, talk about the dust, not from the road, but from the MRT itself! i am so not looking forward to my new house right now. apart from the MRT commuters, how about the tenants next door?
should i look forward to the new house, or the new invasion?
Friday, May 02, 2008
creakoooo marcoooo poloooooo
don't mind the title. i'm just bored. it was hell hot yesterday and i went out eating satay and look what i've got today? a soree throat. thanks mom. seriously, i don't feel like going to school today. the weekend mood took over yesterday. same goes for ivan. HI IVAN! haha. he's blogging too right now about some fugly bitch. haha. we're just bored lah.
meeting nadee laterrrr for some smashed chickens way at marina. haha. it's jsut the end of the 3rd week and i've got 4 projects in hand. FOUR! i've got a test coming up next week and i don't know a shit about it. fuck mann. nadee's all busy with her fyp already. us? still into research. haiyoyo. it took me more than 2 nights to read my research which is only 11 pgs. a book will take decadesss. talking about reading books, i've not moved from the 1st chapter of my novel. guess its time to return it. nomore books for me right now. i'm just tired.
yaaaaaaaaa. my blog's boring. OH! some dumbfucker go leaned on my dumbfucked computer and it fucked up. totally. and my work went from 0.5percent to zilch thanks to that dumbfuck. the lecturer had to personally tutor me though but it was a half an hour's tutorial in 5mins. i CAN not learn photoshop in 5mins, might i tell u. i'm as sloww as a rock(it moves. just that u dont see it move) when it comes to these kind of things. what more, now the lcturer even knows my name. HAH!
Thursday, May 01, 2008
It's gettin' hot in herre
the weather is seriously heating up lately. i don't mind the past few days but today, it's juust fuh, HOT. fan's turned up high, windows opened wide but there's no change. summer is here.
mase gini lah sepatotnye balek kampong...tidoooooo satu hari depan fan with the sounds of nature. da lamer tak balek kampong seh...ape kabar pokokpokok durian kat saner eh..
i'm still craving for popeyes and i'm having this heavy craving for ice cream thanks to the weather and thanks to my moodswings. i wanna try Cold Rock..As, Sarah and Mira have been telling me about it so i wonder what is it like...hmm....thenn, i wanna try that place nizal told me about which is somewhere near botanic gardens...but that's the thing, he never told me where it is exactly. oh! i wanna try one at East Coast too..Ice Cream Chefs, at Ocean Park. godddd...ice cream....
mama wants to eat satay at ECP. jom!
OH, swain and i had cheesecake at saycheeze cake and it was yummeh. go try go! we had it at great world city.