Monday, January 28, 2008
rindu tarian
what the hell. i'm blogging. AGAIN.
this i havee to put down.
i miss training under osman hamid. the NJC dance u saw on tv, that was by him. and seriously, somehow, his way of choreographing has instilled this high expectation tingy in me. ok, i found this.
http://teater-tari-era.blogspot.com/
after gg to the bengkel, i really want to take one step front. but when can i?
interviewed
if you were able to cheat and not get caught would you still do it?and why?
lets face it, who wouldnt want to cheat? i'll take my chances but still be concious of it. it'll hauunnttt meee.
what is your favourite day of the week?and why?
wednesdays, because since idunowhen, my day always ends early on wednesdays and i can rest knowing i'm gonna finish the week soon.
what would be the first thing you do if you suddenly found out you have less than a month to live?
i'd repent. i'm a sinner. hurhur.
what about yourself do you most dislike/hate and love/like?
i hate it that i can't say no and i dont want to hurt people. but i like being sarcastic and i like to get straight to the point. but sometimes doing that is not good. not good at all because it hurts people. hmph. so u get me now?
do you know why the sky is blue?
i think its because the wind is blowing den d clouds are moving in clumps that with all the filter, the space looks blue frm earth. ok, i sound nerdy. and i dont even make sense!
thank you idayu for interviewing me. you have such incredible questions.
haha!
Sunday, January 27, 2008
lets do this.
before the week ends, lets have a recap.
FIRST AND FOREMOST!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUHAMMAD NIZAL JA'AFAR!!!!!
K KAU DA 19, tapi lesen motor maseh blm kelihatan. tapi the past year, aku rase everyone got to know u better lah kan? every single shitty angelic you. and i guess u got to know everyone else better too kan? so i hope, this new year will be more exciting and more challenging for you. nyahaha..you did say 07 was mundane kankankan. we will celebrate your birthday this time. just you wait. hope you enjoyed your day with your family! and well, you're alittle bit more punctual. keep it up! haha!
the whole week, i've been going back and forth school to cramp a whole year of notes into this pretty small brain of mine and no, it's not easy. it is stressing enough to go through a whole year, what more to sit for the exam. stupid shit, why must they have exams!? and even worst, knowing i will have to repeat a whole year of whatevershitmodules i have is deeeeprreeesssinngggg. i hope i get a good grade. no, i hope i pass. pleaseplease.
yesterday. yesterday! what a day. i had a morning run thanks to nadee, alongside i had with me raider and dayu. since raider and dayu didn bring their towels, we ran in d stadium instead and it was fuunn, especially when dayu's sole came off. haha!!! and we tried some other stuffs so if you were at the stadium and u see 4 pairs of legs hanging in the air, well, you know whose they are.haha! but we didn go to the flea because the sheep had to go for a check up, the mouse had to scavange for food in town while the chicken was busy with other stuffs, so the cow laze in the field, waiting for time to past. haha! i watched ratatouille till at around 3+ i headed up to sembawang to meet, hoping, aizat haddad wahida su and nad. but in the end, i only met su. and su, nasib aku pergi. kalau tak, kau sorang agaknye dgn nad. nyah. gooddd, i miss dance. the bengkel was pretty interesting but the refreshments...it was like one dish separated into two. ade ke putri salad boleh tarik2??? seriously, they used the kuih lapis, colour it green and added in glutinous[?] rice and tadaaa, putri salad. hah! wdh. wahida wanted to join but she couldnt. booooooooo. so after that, had no plans and i headed home. actually wanted to head down to expo but my batt died so i didnt want the panic rush so i headed home, the first plan i had. after that, it was teevee and 0.001% of studying.
but the most whattheheckbloodyshit thing i didnt like was the trip to sembawang and back. the red line. i wonder if its true that everything red is actually a not good thing. i felt really alienatic on the red line somehow, and everyone was pushing me. like hello? there's so much space to walk so why am i being pushed?! is it very wrong to stand???? k i feel biased. uhhhh. i should hate the line just that i was put in a really bad spot i guess. sheeeesh!
and today i went out studying again and i covered 2 chapters(only two!?). one which i dont remember mr lau going through. coz my notes were super clean. but i managed to get things into my head. i think. and then, had a walk down the memory lane at tampines since we've not been there for ages already. so much things have changed in tampines and it is so...new...haha! everything! new shops and stuff seh. okey, i have to go out and get some new stuffs. when, i have noo idea.
mom bought sushi and it surely tasted weird...bad...badbadbad.
enough of blogging, gotta stuudeehhhh...
and damnit, i can't stay up at night.
clock strikes 12 and off to bed.
FIRST AND FOREMOST!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUHAMMAD NIZAL JA'AFAR!!!!!
K KAU DA 19, tapi lesen motor maseh blm kelihatan. tapi the past year, aku rase everyone got to know u better lah kan? every single shitty angelic you. and i guess u got to know everyone else better too kan? so i hope, this new year will be more exciting and more challenging for you. nyahaha..you did say 07 was mundane kankankan. we will celebrate your birthday this time. just you wait. hope you enjoyed your day with your family! and well, you're alittle bit more punctual. keep it up! haha!
the whole week, i've been going back and forth school to cramp a whole year of notes into this pretty small brain of mine and no, it's not easy. it is stressing enough to go through a whole year, what more to sit for the exam. stupid shit, why must they have exams!? and even worst, knowing i will have to repeat a whole year of whatevershitmodules i have is deeeeprreeesssinngggg. i hope i get a good grade. no, i hope i pass. pleaseplease.
yesterday. yesterday! what a day. i had a morning run thanks to nadee, alongside i had with me raider and dayu. since raider and dayu didn bring their towels, we ran in d stadium instead and it was fuunn, especially when dayu's sole came off. haha!!! and we tried some other stuffs so if you were at the stadium and u see 4 pairs of legs hanging in the air, well, you know whose they are.haha! but we didn go to the flea because the sheep had to go for a check up, the mouse had to scavange for food in town while the chicken was busy with other stuffs, so the cow laze in the field, waiting for time to past. haha! i watched ratatouille till at around 3+ i headed up to sembawang to meet, hoping, aizat haddad wahida su and nad. but in the end, i only met su. and su, nasib aku pergi. kalau tak, kau sorang agaknye dgn nad. nyah. gooddd, i miss dance. the bengkel was pretty interesting but the refreshments...it was like one dish separated into two. ade ke putri salad boleh tarik2??? seriously, they used the kuih lapis, colour it green and added in glutinous[?] rice and tadaaa, putri salad. hah! wdh. wahida wanted to join but she couldnt. booooooooo. so after that, had no plans and i headed home. actually wanted to head down to expo but my batt died so i didnt want the panic rush so i headed home, the first plan i had. after that, it was teevee and 0.001% of studying.
but the most whattheheckbloodyshit thing i didnt like was the trip to sembawang and back. the red line. i wonder if its true that everything red is actually a not good thing. i felt really alienatic on the red line somehow, and everyone was pushing me. like hello? there's so much space to walk so why am i being pushed?! is it very wrong to stand???? k i feel biased. uhhhh. i should hate the line just that i was put in a really bad spot i guess. sheeeesh!
and today i went out studying again and i covered 2 chapters(only two!?). one which i dont remember mr lau going through. coz my notes were super clean. but i managed to get things into my head. i think. and then, had a walk down the memory lane at tampines since we've not been there for ages already. so much things have changed in tampines and it is so...new...haha! everything! new shops and stuff seh. okey, i have to go out and get some new stuffs. when, i have noo idea.
mom bought sushi and it surely tasted weird...bad...badbadbad.
enough of blogging, gotta stuudeehhhh...
and damnit, i can't stay up at night.
clock strikes 12 and off to bed.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
another angsty one.
i can't study without my mp3. i just realised that 2 days ago.
and definitely i can't study with my specs. WHERE is the fckg damn pair of spces?!
i'm started to feel the bad you-are-gg-to-fail feeling for my exams. please, don't black out now.
grrrrrrr, he keep laughing at me!!!! jahat seh. takpe, i'll laugh at you back. nyah!
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
4 in the morning
it is four in the morning and i am taking in mom's advice to study at four in the morning so i hope i can study now. i am super blur right now and i dont know where to start. maybe i should start reproducing the brainjuices by doing math first since it is something i already know how to do. and damnit big brother had had just had to eat my caramel corns. i need my m&m's and i hope this works. let's start!
the plain black and white scene again.boring, i know.ah k, comments at "leave a message" on the bottom left corner alright!yeah.
lovelovelovelove.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
sunshine in the rain
tests and exams are brain killers. maybe i'm not feeling the stress or maybe i'm just ignorant or complacent, i can't get anything in or out for the papers. grrr.
mr daniel keeps not picking up his office phone and i keep not leaving a message for him to get back to. argghhh. where ARE you mr daniel!??!?
went out with the farm darlings yesterday!!! the cow, chicken, sheep and mouse!! i was shocked to see sheep there but YEAY!! she came!! haha. the four animals went to the farmhouse for some shaping up. they climbed up the hill, rode through the winds and canoed the river there. it was fuunnnn. and then we had fruits and egg 'pancakes' and also corn. yummmm. hehehehehehehehe.
after that it was the library and walks to and fro ecp with shamil. ((:
it was superwindy and supercold with a superlongwalk. and a whole night of heroes marathon.
spending time with my loved ones are love. i keep saying this. haha.
i spent the friday with shak and ivan at the airport and we had popeyes. it was fereaking funnehhh. we were all starving since we maade a deal to skip lunch so that we would have room for popeyes during dinner. haha, and we did! omg. imagine 3 people eating a meal for 4. wow. and good thing we didnt add in anything. i love the biscuits and the mashpotatoessss. yummm.
this was our whole meal!! 2 other drinks went missing. heheheheh.
they can be popeye's new ambassadors! haha. Enjoy Popeye's ya'll!
this was the best thing i like at Terminal 3. cool looking recycling bin!! makes me not want to put anything in there!
and of course, this is Terminal 3!!! it's freaking spacious and the ceilings look like they wanna fall any minute. by the way, the toilets there are niiiceeeee. it's always about the toilets isnt it? haha.
and that was OUR trip to the AIRPORT! love<3!
Shy That Way
Tristan Prettyman feat Jason Mraz
You know you’re stunning
You’re absolutely stunning
And I’m running always running
And now I’m crying
It’s only cause I’m caring
And if you were more daring
Maybe you’d stop staring
And come over and talk to me
Tell me bout how you’ve been waiting so patiently
And how you tried but I just turned away
And I’ll say yeah well you know,
I’m shy that way
Shy that way
Maybe I’m shy that way
Ohh you know you’re stunning
You’re absolutely stunning
But you’re always runnin
But I’ll catch up to you
The way you keep your distance is
Keeping my interest
So I’ll keep it persistent
Ohh maybe someday
Someway, somehow in some town
We’ll get together and
We’ll break it down
And I’ll ask why you’ve been
so shy, gotta be that way
Maybe baby, oh love, I like it that way
Shy that way
You know I love you so shy,
Shy that way
So keep it comin comin comin comin
Shy that way
There’s always too much talking
And I wanna just keep walking
But I keep staring baby
Keep staring
Though I may not know the right things to say
I’ll get it out to you one day
I’m shy that way
You’re shy that way
Do you like it
Do you like it?
When I’m shy this way?
Yes I like it
Yes I like it
When you’re shy
Shy that way
I like it
I like it shy
You know it’s alright, it’s ok
Cause we’re
Shy that way…
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
LICD
Brilliant Fool. says (9:04 PM):
i'll buy u a lollipop if u get hurt
Mentos Sour-Mix says (9:04 PM):
REAALLLYYY??
Brilliant Fool. says (9:05 PM):
yea. hell, i'd buy u several
and maybe with a scoop of icecream thrown in, if i'm feeling good
Mentos Sour-Mix says (9:05 PM):
reallllllyyy
what if i get hurt tmr?
Brilliant Fool. says (9:06 PM):
then we'll get it tml
Mentos Sour-Mix says (9:06 PM):
aww
Brilliant Fool. says (9:06 PM):
its LICD
Mentos Sour-Mix says (9:06 PM):
licd?
Brilliant Fool. says (9:06 PM):
least i could do
aww sweet. eh, i miss this bum. haha!
back to programming!
my first sandwich book.
the hard workk of many.
i nver knew i could get this close to liking my gems grp members but i love them. they are one heck of a crazy bunch.
li fang, abel, bai xue, vickii and guo qing.
the first simplest book i've made. kudos.
i'm going to miss them!!
Monday, January 14, 2008
tests, exams, assignments..
Friday, January 11, 2008
Drops of Jupiter - Train
Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey
Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there
Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's time to grow, hey, hey
Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way
Repeat 1st Chorus
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey
Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there
Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's time to grow, hey, hey
Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way
Repeat 1st Chorus
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Time after time
Time after time - Quietdrive
Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick and think of you
Caught up in circles confusion is nothing new
You say go slow; I fall behind
The second hand unwinds
If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you; I'll be waiting
Time after time
Time after time
Time after time
Sometimes you picture me I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me I can't hear just what you've said
You say go slow; I fall behind
The second hand unwinds
If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you; I'll be waiting
Time after time
After my picture fades and darkness has turned to grey
Watching through windows, you're wondering if I'm ok
You say go slow; I fall behind
The drum beats out of time
If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time
If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
(I will be waiting)
Time after time
Time after time
Time after time
i always love the guy's version of girl's favourite songs.
i'm still searching for "not pretty enough" by one dollar short.
[edit]
i got my posting results. i don't know whether i am happy about it. nyahah. lets see if i can find my way there through tests and exams first lah ah. itp, you'll be there waiting. freak! and the head's my supervisorrr. ok, maybe he's nice. what about my work place? ahahahahhaha. shit.
i love my stash of chocolates.
i love my blue starbucks tin.
more tins for me can?
i need sleep. i really really do.[/edit]
nataliedee.com
Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick and think of you
Caught up in circles confusion is nothing new
You say go slow; I fall behind
The second hand unwinds
If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you; I'll be waiting
Time after time
Time after time
Time after time
Sometimes you picture me I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me I can't hear just what you've said
You say go slow; I fall behind
The second hand unwinds
If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you; I'll be waiting
Time after time
After my picture fades and darkness has turned to grey
Watching through windows, you're wondering if I'm ok
You say go slow; I fall behind
The drum beats out of time
If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time
If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
(I will be waiting)
Time after time
Time after time
Time after time
i always love the guy's version of girl's favourite songs.
i'm still searching for "not pretty enough" by one dollar short.
[edit]
i got my posting results. i don't know whether i am happy about it. nyahah. lets see if i can find my way there through tests and exams first lah ah. itp, you'll be there waiting. freak! and the head's my supervisorrr. ok, maybe he's nice. what about my work place? ahahahahhaha. shit.
i love my stash of chocolates.
i love my blue starbucks tin.
more tins for me can?
i need sleep. i really really do.[/edit]
nataliedee.com
Monday, January 07, 2008
blank
i stared at the drawings, i stared at the papers, i stared at the questions.
for 5 hours.
nothing done.
fard! what's going to happen to you?!
tests and exams are only a week away!
hello?!?!?!???!?!?
for 5 hours.
nothing done.
fard! what's going to happen to you?!
tests and exams are only a week away!
hello?!?!?!???!?!?
my turn.
FARD BANGONNN!!!!!
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
2007
it has been a fine year, really.
it came, and it went so fast i didn't realise it is already 2008.
begining of the year started off well. i dont know how it started off it but it was ok. i think.
that time, muzikarama had ended and the new batch were thinking of the next muzikarama III. school was ok, getting to know the people who were already in the class but never talked to were ok too. it was an ok year to start with.
when muzikarama started, it started with stress. this year was full of it. projects projects projects. it's very long to be elaborated but well, it really ended with a BANG. friendships were tied among us, and the ties even grew stronger during this event. i dont know how much i can hate but love a person but well, yeah, it was a love hate trip all the way.
ah, muzikarama. it was the start of a new production. it was the start of new relations. i don't know how but i'm thankful it happened. the seniors came back, and they gave a us a truckload of help. i can't help but say a big thank you to all seniors for fcking us that night and waking us up. i can't help but say a big thank you to shamil for being the only senior there for us and calling everyone else down to help. everyone helped. everyone loved.
muzikarama wasn't only the start of new relations. it was the start of a whole new interest. WANGSA SANG SINGA. we started very small, but it was a good one. i miss dancing all over again. thanks aizat adillah n nisya. you guys rock!
then we had to start preparing for WAWAS! well, the preparation was great. WAWAS was love. a few things i can remember is the WAWAS name we made at T11a, jeff getting a skateboard hit at the underground and also celebrating jeffdidi's birthday down at the underground. and also that i was in a play. I WAS IN A PLAY!!!! omg. you know how terrifying that was? because i'm no actor and acting really wasn't my forte. i remember a few days before gg there, we had stuffs to do, props to finish, boxes to be bought. and almost every single night we had to reach home super late. well, me that is. sometimes, i tried to run away from all, i'll scold myself for joining SSP. but at the end of the day, i'll end up loving whatever i did and that's what's keeping me in. it's really something. the love in the family is truly different. spending almost every night with everyone bonded everyone so close, i think of everyone day night sleep awake.
and when it was time to go to KL, that was the peak point of everything we've been practising, rehersing, training for. i knew i felt scared somehow before the trip but imagine, spending almost 10 days overseas with only your friends around to take good care of you was thrilling. thanks to mai, zana, sash, asmida, diah, sarah, suhaila and adillah for being so close to each other for the whole trip. i really enjoyed the whole sleeping slumber party we had. good or bad, we were there for each other to hold on tight. especially that freaky night. i hope that was the first and last i ever encountered such a thing. haha. thanks to jihad, haddad, hadis, didi, jeff, nizal, ajay, aidil, aizat for being the strong men for the whole trip. it was really surprising no doubt to see some people's iman while we were there. shock-ing. and of course, last but not least, thanks shamil. for taking very good care of me the whole trip. for being a brother, a friend and whatelsemore. taking care of me while i was sick, teaching me the do-s n dont's, trusting me with your guitar. aaahahaha. i'm sorry for being stubborn and careless. lets hope it dont happen here in singapore. nnyahaaa. thanks everyone for everything. the movie nights, the freak shit nights, the rehersing nights, the slumber nights, the lepak nights, the tungkus-lumus nights and all the nights and days we had were super love. for the whole 8 nights, we didnt have to worry about mummy calling for curfew. rightrightright??? haha!!
not only that, not only ssp that changed the year.
school did too. my darlings too. and at times when i felt like shit, thanks to darlings, i manage to pull myself back up and start all over again. not caring whatever that's going to happen, whatever that had happened. school dragged my life most but what can i say, it happens every single year.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.
I'LL BLOG DETAIL-LY ABOUT MY KL TRIP LATER.
MUACKS.