Sunday, December 23, 2007
breeks & love
i had a wonderful evening thanks to my darling girlfriends.
thanks for the great dinner you gals! heheh.
donuts, breeks, silly talks, laughing till our tummy aches were love.
i didb't know what triggered the laughs but thanks to them, i felt great!
i miss nadee, idayu raider and masita!
and i'm going to miss them more during this trip.
thanks to the camera, i'll keep them in to remind me of you girls.
breeks!
reminds me of graduation.
reminds me of the years that's passed by.
reminds me of us.
<3>
have a good trip faridah! they miss you.
Saturday, December 22, 2007
OMG!
OH MY GODDD!!!! ONLY A FEW HOURS LEFT TO SAYING BYEBYE TO MUM AND DAD!!!!
IN A FEW HOURS, I'M GONNA MEET EE NANA NUNU AND MAMA!!!!
AND IN A FEW HOURS I'M GOING TO PACK!!!1
OMG, THIS IS GIVING ME BUTTERFLIES.
SHIT, I NEED TO SHIT.
OH MY GOD!!!
Friday, December 21, 2007
Forever 90s
You're a 90's kid if:
You can finish this [ice ice _ _ _ _ ]
[baby...]
You remember watching Doug, Ren & Stimpy, Pinky and the Brain , and Two Stupid Dogs.
[pinky and the brainnn!!]
AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!
[ahh!]
You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiiiiiin west philladelphia born and raised . . ."
You remember TGIF, Step by Step, Family Matters, Dinosaurs, and Boy Meets World.
You remember when 2Pac and Selena died.
[i remembered Selena]
You remember when it was actually worth getting up early
on a Saturday to watch cartoons. [yesyes!]
You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail and Reader Rabbit day in computer class at school.
[reader rabbit sounds really familiar!]
You remember reading "Goosebumps".
[YES!]
You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.
[sometimes yes. hehe]
You remember the craze and then the banning of slap bracelets and slam books, AND Pogs man the person that thought of that stupid milk caps.
You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence . . . not . . .
[haha, yes]
when everyhting was settled by rock paper scissors..or bubble gum bubble gum in a dish...and even better daddy had a donkey inky binky bonky.
[yaaaa!]
when cops and robbers was a daily activity.
when we played Hide and go seek until our legs grew numb.
[uhuhhh..]
when we used to obey our parents....ouch
[yeap. good little girl.]
You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time.
[yaa! the yellow lemon tree..]
"Where in the World is Carmen San Diego?" was both a game and a TV game show.
[OMG I MISS THAT! i like the song.]
Captain Planet. He's a Hero.
[heheh..coloured ringss]
You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green ranger, were meant to be together.
[yesss...awww]
You remember when Super Nintendo's and Sega Genisis became popular.
[yeapppp]
You always wanted to send in a tape to America's Funniest Home Videos . . . but never taped anything funny.
[yeap. i only watched them videos, never took any]
You remember watching Home Alone 1, 2 , and 3 . . . and tried to pull the pranks on "intruders". [i remembered home alone!!]
You remember watching The Magic School Bus, Wishbone, and Reading Rainbow on PBS.
[the magic school bus! mrs frizz!]
You remember when Yomega Yo-Yos were cool.
[yess. everyone had to have them.]
You remember those Where's Waldo books.
[yaaa!!!!! i had one!]
You remember when Mortal Kombat Was "Da Bomb!"
[haha!]
You remember eating Warheads.
[yes! i still do though.]
You remember watching the 1st Batman, Aladin, Ninja Turtles, and 3 Ninjas movies.
[yes!!!]
You remember Ring Pops.
[YES!]
You remember drinking Fruitopia, Surge, and Tange.
[sounds familiarr....]
If you remember when every thing was "da BOMB!"
[...]
When they made the new lunchables so that you could make pizza AND tacos.
[...]
You remember boom boxes vs. cd players.
[yeap.]
Writing M.A.S.H. notes.
[come again?]
Making those little paper fortune cookie things, and then predicting your life with them.
[never did those]
You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell".
[nope]
You played and/or collected "Pogs"/
[nope]
You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano and brought it everywhere.
[YA! i had a few tamagochis]
. . . Furbies.
[yaa....cute but irritating creatures]
You haven't always had a computer, and it was cool to have the internet.
[yaaa....those were the days..]
And Windows 95 was the best.
[haha...compare that to Vista. urgh]
You watched the original cartoons of Rugrats, Power Rangers, and Ninja Turtles.
[RUGRATS!!!!]
You had a favorite "New Kid on the Block", and you knew all of their. names
[can't rmbr]
You remember Bewitched, Jump 5, S-Club 7, and that whole period with the boy bands and pop divas.
[ya....there was one starting with a B...bardot is it? haha]
You remeber exactly where you were and what you were doing the first time you saw a Brittney Spears or N'SYNC video.
[haha...not exactly though.....]
Michael Jordan was a king.
[basketball..]
YIKES pencils and erasers were the stuff!
[...]
All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.
[...]
You remember when the new Beanie Babies and Talking Elmo were always sold out.
[beanie babies!]
You collected those Beanie Babies.
[nope.]
Growing Pains.
[no understand]
Carebears and The Gummy Bear show.
[yes.]
Gak was the coolest stuff invented.
[was it that green slimy thing that came in a small bottle?]
Lambchop's song never ended.
[oh ya...]
The old dollar bills.
[their nicer than the ones now.]
Silver dollars, wich were cool to have.
[huh?]
You remember a time before the WB.
[...]
You collected all the Troll dolls
[oooh cool! greeen or pink haired ones]
You owned a portable tape player.
[yeap.]
If you even know what an original walkman is.
[k, i dont.]
You remember wanting to sit on the orange Nickelodeon couch.
[YES! looks comfy.]
You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?"
[yeap..]
You know the Macarena by heart.
[the steps. haha.]
"Talk to the hand" . . . enough said/
[haha! yes i rmmbr that one.]
You always said, "Then why don't you marry it!"
[yaaaaaaaaa]
You know the significance of the number 23.
[nope]
You went to McD's to play in the playplace.
[not exactly but whenever there's time, i would.]
You remember playing on merry go rounds at the play ground.
[yes]
Before the MySpace frenzy . . .
[haha..diaries...]
Before the Internet & text messaging . . .
[letters. sweet.]
Before Sidekicks & iPods . . .
[cd players.]
Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX . . .
[nintendo or some 99games thing]
Before Sponge Bob . . .
[popeye the sailorman]
Back when you put off the 5 hours of homework you had every night.
[exactly 8 hours of sleep.]
When light up sneakers were cool.
[uhuhhh]
When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.
[yess..]
When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.
[who called?]
When we recorded stuff on VCRs.
[yes. mine brokedown.]
When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans.
[i never did that.]
When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever.
[YEA!]
Way back.
When it was all about N64.
[...]
WHEN YOU TRADED POKEMON CARDS FOR A LIVING.
[i dont do that.]
Before we realized all this would eventually disappear.
[yeah...]
Who would have thought you'd miss the 90's so much!!!!!
[very much.]
Post this in your bulletin if you remember these days . . . .
[i remembered it so well.]
taken from: http://lovesand.multiply.com/journal?&page_start=40
wake up and smell the coffee
i'm dreading every morning.
you know the feeling of not wanting to wake up because you know what's ahead of you?
yeah, i hate that feeling.
you know the feeling of not wanting to wake up because you know what's ahead of you?
yeah, i hate that feeling.
and also when the things you are depending on aren't working for the morning.
i hate that too.
and when you know you've got lots to do but nothing's done.
i hate that even more.
and when you see others having a jolly good time, but not you.
yeap, that too.
i want a day, just one day when i don't need to wake up.
sleep the whole day without anyone/anything disturbing me.
god, the guys next to me are fcking irritating.
her accent is fcking sluttish.
shut up.
Thursday, December 20, 2007
SHRH
aaryan bersama cik ida. freak, i like my dad's phone. N6500s.
aaryan alone. n looking cute. using my phone. blearrghhh...
i like that smile of his. his 'zipped' smile.
and his puppy dog eyes are super cute but it's never caught on camera, for me that is. hmmm.
today's raya celeb was pretty tiring. it was more of travelling and waiting. first i went to my maternal granny's house. super kecoh. first comment i got from kak faiz was 'eh, asal kau makin gelap?'...maybe, just maayyybeee it was the dark lights lah..i hope..aiyooo...then, everyone started asking me about the KL trip. sheesh. i've not been there yet, but they asked 'da balek KL?' which is ironic lah because it means, 'you've returned from KL?' and i'm still in singapore. if you get what i mean. then, we went back home and waited for kak siti to arrive. i was right on time!!! haha. th cabbie nearly wanted to call my home. o'oh...and i had my share of fun there with aaryan. then at nearly 6 we headed to my paternal granny's house. aaryan just couldnt stop crying there. maybe he's new to them lah. we watched the repeat of asian idol and i can't believe hady won. maybe it's the 'vote 2 idols' thing you know..whereby they voted their country and the 2nd vote was for hady. so imagine the many 2nd votes. luck, it's just luck. going home was fun. i kept laughing all the way. aaryan farted and shitted and the whole car smelled bad. and the best part was, aaryan couldnt get his butt on the seat. so he was jumping like a bean in the car. which was abit tiring for kak siti and me. and her bag was super big and heavy! i swear if i could take out everything in, i could put aaryan in. haha.
reaching home to wait for kak siti was alittle different. the whole day was different. after so many days not home, i felt today was very interactive. somehow, i could talk to abg without any fear of being hit. maybe it is just me.
i still can't believe i'm going off this sunday.
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
if you are bored,
read http://www.accidentalprose.blogspot.com/
for some entertainment.
i love his writings.
raiiny dayss
today was raining, drizzling or whatever you can call it.
but rain is something good sometimes.
i missed walking to ecp from bedok.
and i had that walk today.
thanks.
i bumped into raihanah and well, we talked awhile. i miss her. now, it's difficult to have a full length conversation eh. we've lost the touch. awww.
i watched Cradle today and they rocked. i mean seriously. i like the drummer. ooooooooooooo and the guitarist is just like the student. haha. cikgu borek, anak murid rintik. haha.
sometimes, we just have to be silent about certain things. so that, well, not more will happen. but sometimes, being silent kills. 'silent killer' they call it. it's not easy to be silent and neither is it easy to talk. when you find that right person to talk with, it'll just go to waste because you'll never find the time to talk with that person.
my mind's all made up. i hope.
...makes me sleepy everytime that happens.
Drive - Incubus
Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear
And I can't help but ask myself how much
I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer.
It's driven me before, and it seems to have a vague,
haunting mass appeal.
But lately I'm beginning to find that I
should be the one behind the wheel.
Whatever tomorrow brings,
I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there..I'll be there.
So, if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive
Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive?
Aah-ah-oo-o-o.
It's driven me before and it seems to be the way
that everyone else gets around.
But lately I'm beginning to find that when
I drive myself my light is found.
Whatever tomorrow brings,
I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeahhh
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there...I'll be there.
Would you choose water over wine....hold the wheel and drive?
Whatever tomorrow brings,
I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there..I'll be there.
Do do do do do do do do do do do
ohh wa oh
Do do do do do do do do do do do
ohh wa oh
Monday, December 17, 2007
loads of busybusy
i'm left with 5 days in singapore. and in 5 days, i need to do some reports, assignments AND trainings. i feel so tired sometimes but i don't want it to end. it's the feeling that i wish will never ever end.
watching them on suria fresh was really thrilling. i showed it to mom and she was mesmerised by it. i was really feeling 'wow, they're on tv for this thing' feeling. it's something to be proud of and, truthfully, i am. i can't wait but a part of me doesnt want it to happen that fast. i hope it's not as fast as i think it will be.
things happened so fast, i don't know when it began. maybe it's me, maybe it's the other party but what i know is, time travels so fast these days, i dont want the day to end. i've never had this feeling that much but living in this really super fast track life now, i'm really craving for time. i wish the days were 48 hours instead of the usual 24 and the day is only well, only 10 hours. so most of the time, we'll be out at night and that's when things happen. i'm asking too much arent i? haha.
happy birthday JEFFRI NATAWATE AND KHAIRIL SHAH AKA DIDI!!!! we didnt have a big celebration for both of you but we did celebrate it. i hope jeff get's his license and didi gets his girl. haha. what a hope! but seriously, i wish both of you all the best. =))
life's been good and bad but even when the bad one comes, the good one conquers everything else. thanks.
Friday, December 14, 2007
WACKy
To clean your phone, use only a dry soft cloth. Do not use alcohol or other cleaning solutions.
AVOID DEATH.
Thursday, December 13, 2007
responsibilities
it's just frustrating when the wheel decides to burst a hole.
i'm feeling pretty exhausted. but ssp never fails to cheer me up at the end of the day. thank you you all. =)
mira's flying off in a few hours. =( darling, we'll miss you. =(
i'm just frustrated at myself right now. argh. where did the curtains go! fck lah fard. kau letak mane siol??? kan kat mls kan?! abes kat mane?!?!?!?!?!?!? kau ni eh, tak tau nak jage bende siak. abeh seluar mane?! kan nak pakai!! mane siak kau campak!??!?!?!! sial lah...
it is in a few days time. tmr, there'll be a full dress rehersal with no props. thanks to me. bloody toot. seriously, i still have no idea what i'm supposed to do. i'm pretty lost right now. and i dont know where to start when i know there's so much to work on. god, help me. =(
alah freak lah. then, not only that. there's super tons amount of projects and assignments to do. stupid me go wait and wait. now look where you are, fard. you blame trainings and when it comes to trainings, you blame school. when is it gg to end?!
and things at home are really distant. thankss to the fckg day.
i'm just pissed. because a) i'm scared and b) i'm not ready for the responsibility.
sleep very well people. =)
Sunday, December 09, 2007
word of the day
Tarradiddle \tair-uh-DID-uhl\, noun:
A petty falsehood; a fib.
2. Pretentious nonsense.
kvetch \KVECH\, intransitive verb:
1. To complain habitually.
noun:
1. A complaint.
2. A habitual complainer.
huraian.
mira, you're threads are still with me. orange and pink. (:
talking about threads, how i miss trying to untangle a ball of threads with mom when i was young. when she had so many threads in the sewing box and everytime she had to sew, she'll try so hardd to get it untangled. am i using the correct words?
anyway, what i remembered was mom saying,
kalau tak tau huraikan benang, maknanya tak tau huraikan masalah.
and i still remembered it till now.
yaahhh, it's been a heluva week and i love it. and more of it is going to come.
we've been meeting for trainings almost everyday but almost everyday, the trainings never happen due to meetings and shit stuff. so, this week''s training is like, zilch. even yesterday's one. the sad part was, diah & aizat came but because of some people, they came for nothing. -_-"
and there were seeriously too many mats and minahs yesterday. sampaikan aku kene stare siak. sial tol. da lah dudok terbaring terlantang macam emoshit depan aku. lepas tu stare semacam. naseb haddad and shamil ade. kalau tak, nahas aku.. siak seh. maybe pasal semalam ade gig lah kan, sebab tu dorg kat situ. fcking cramped siak. abes, pasal dorg, kite yg tak bersalah kene warning dari tu polis. siak tol. buat perangai je. satu-satu tak sedar diri. sheesh.
i love the clouds yesterday...it was so fluffy and it came in chunks that you can imagine what one was....i sound like a kid, iknow.
bleah.
OOHHH!!!
i had dinner with darling meijuaaannnnnn. I MISS YOU. faizal, herman, yusuf and bryan came along tooooo. and rai was there tooooo. i miss herrrrr. i miss themm. it's been eoooonnnssss. and because of that, i've got nothing in common to talk about.=( we need to catch uppp. seriously, yusuf is bloody bony and skinny that his pair of bermudas looked too big for him..and brryyyaaannn, he's going switzerland this holidays. so funnn...i wanna go too..=( we had ourselves to some nice foods and enjoyed ourselves at the sandy playground.
i took my time walking home because it seems like i miss the walkway there now.
i miss lamp post 56. =/
i keep seeing the carrrr. everyday! heeeheeeee. now i keep seeing the blue one. it used to be the white one. i guess there's not many in singapore thats why its so rare to see one. heheheh.
i just want to sit on the rocks of the east coast, take a deep breath, feast my eyes on the beautiful scenery and leave, without saying a word. someone take me there.
Friday, December 07, 2007
watch War Of The Worlds. it's awesome. go!
watch The Golden Compass. it's great. go!
Thursday, December 06, 2007
friizzyybiizzyy
i was bored, and i heard an asli song on the radio. so i went on imeem.com to search it but, in vain. nyahaahhaaaaa
apart from that, i've been enjoying myself. ssp has just gotten the better of people and well, i love going there. they're more than just a cca group. we are family.
i've been reaching home so late everyday, mom has nothing to say already. it's sad but well, things has just turned differently. now, 2nd brother don't even ask about me anymore. eversince the glass shattered...
i can't wait to go KL!!! i've never been away from home, singapore, family for more than a week! and with friends that i love! it's a dream come true. nadayuraima! bile kite nye turn??? haha.
thank you.(:
But when the sun shines again
I'll pull the curtains and blinds to let the light in.
enjoy the song.
Joget Kelantan - Nora
Darilah Tumpat ke Kota Bharu
Niat di hati nak beli udang
Sungguh menarik tari Melayu
Seni asli indah di pandang
Lenggang lenggok rancaknya tari
Joget Kelatan nama diberi
Pusing kanan dan pusing kiri
Ramailah ramai kita menari
Sampai di pasar beli sutera
Hajat nak buat kain basahan
Memangnya tinggi budaya kita
Biarlah kekal mudah-mudahan
( 2X )
Lenggang lenggok rancaknya tari
Joget Kelantan nama diberi
Pusing kanan dan pusing kiri
Ramailah ramai kita menari
Kain sutera sudah dibeli
Bila menari buat selendang
Lemah dan lembut tangan dan kaki
Senyum meleret badan melenggang
( 2X )
Lenggang lenggok rancaknya tari
Joget Kelantan nama diberi
Pusing kanan dan pusing kiri
Ramailah ramai kita menari
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
there when needed
its not really hard to say what u've gotta say.
but it's very difficult to say it to the person right in the face.
i can't help but feel real bad for my friend. well, it's not my friend's fault but yet again, it was. the problem usually lies in both parties. come on, you can do better than that.
it's good to have someone to fall back on whenever you feel like falling. it's these kind of friends that has to be cheirshed eventhough you don't meet nor talk for ages. maybe the last time you met or talked to him/her was months ago, but whenever u had a problem, he/she was there to listen, to lend that hand to pull you up.
i dont know where this is going. haha.
friends. look for those whom u cant find when u're looking for them, but there when you need them.
good night.
Sunday, December 02, 2007
hommie
if there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.
i stayed home today.
watched asianbeats yesterday.
talked about how we will be like when we get old the day before.
i miss.
the past week has been fun.
had mama's birthday party with ee, nana, nunu, amal, abdillah and hidayat. kkk, there were dayu, nadee, raider n the birthday girl, masita. we didn tell her we were gg ECP so she wore real nice and she looked as though she was from a presentation. haha! and it was HOT at ECP that the cake nearly melted before we opened it. the games of blowing bubbles(those balloon like bubbles), eating snacks and just being a kid was just love. i miss ecp. i miss cycling. i miss walking there. i can't find a nice day to do that. maybe i'll find it on sundays. i hope masita love the presents because I WANT THEM!! aiseyyy. lawa seyyy. i hope they had lotsa fun! coz i had to leave. =/
went to jurong after that and nearly got lost! met my sis IL n her son. he was just adorable. aaryaannnnnnn!!!....hehehhh....her mom got shock because i didn wear headscarf..=/ but the day there was fun..sis knows i'm gg to KL oredi...wow...news sure travels fast...and the kids there were so adorabbblleeee. its like, a mini playgroup with kids in red/orange running for blown balloons or looking into the camera because its attached to the tv. MINMIN was made to sit beside aaryan and they look like two long lost friends. aw. cute lah kan. went to my cousin's place for awhile to fetch the tv to my other cousin's house and we headed home.
that was my last sunday.
this sunday, i want it to be those lazy ones, with nothing to do till the last resort is to study. yeap. i need more of that. i need to study.. i'm really slowing down rght now.
my whole week has been starting at 8 and it is tiring. because coming at 8 was wasted. which really stabs the eyes. OH SHIT, i have to finish up my transportation assignment!!!! ohkay. apart from that, i have many tutorials left and freak, i need to catch up. run fard run.
and the other thing is, its been ending at 12am everyday. its super tiring but it's worth it. the end makes my day better everyday. bowling has been fun lah kan. dont know why these people started to kamaruk bowling i also dnt know when....trainings were fun, to laugh at. haha. and its all back to SSP. its laughable, so why not laugh.
k, i'm sleepy. need more sleep neeed mooooore sleeeeep. neeeeeeeeeed mooooooooooreee sleeeeeeeeepp. k night.