Jot down interesting, memorable events in life
Think things out through words
To avoid the mental burden.





abdillah adillah aidil m. daud ain archi aisyahbi aizat amalina amira asmida cikgu marlina fatimah filzah haddad helfizah idayu ivan izzati junaidah jyssica loy-xing-wen maisarah mei-juan* muhammad nur nadiah s. nadiah z. namira nazif nisa nizal raihanah reyza safiah sarah shakinah suhaila suzana yasmin vanan adawiyah adelina ahny^adi ain angel benjamin bernard darren faizal hanisa hanis syafinaz hilmi hisham hong-sheng joseph kai lin khidir khadijah madarians mariyanah nasri noraisha nosheena ridwan rohanisya salihah saranpal sufyan ting-ting wen-jun xin-yi yanni

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omg. yesterday i didn't expect things to go so happy!!


seriously. because first there was this argument between our group and zaki's and the rest goes dotdotdot. then i was feeling pretty awkward with everyone around because we've not met since like agesss!


namely: NADEE MASITA ADAM FARIS SALMAN AMAL IDAYU HIDAYAT ABDILLAH SUFIAN AMIRA RAIDER AND FAHMI!!!!!!!
(in their colours)



chai chee


omg. the first house, it was the guys who ejek2 the girls to eat and stuff. because we were soooo shyyyyyyyy. haha. but amal's mom cooked great. pity she's not cooking at SP anymore. boo. then we went to salman's house and i guess his dad knows just about everything. alah pakcik, da kene masokkan dalam course ni, nak tuka course da leceh lah pakcik. haha. and we snapsnap tested out nadee's new cammie. heeeeeeheeeeeeee. while on the way to idayu's, the guys went totally gay and took girl shots like jumping shots and fingers-put-together-to-get-a-star shot. wdh?! den abdillah wore lipgloss at idayu's and he looked like one certified gay. shiny lucious lips with curly long hair. the pimples just got in the way. haha. faris even asked adam where they got married. like wdh!??!?! haha. then we walked to adam's and omg, the walk really was not a short one. the path they took looked like we were in some foreign country. haha. there we watched drumline and for the first time, i saw adam's dad. tall and looks alot like him(except for height). his sister's friends came and they celebrated a birthday there. haiii, biler lah aku nye turn i thought. heheh. then we walked to the bus stop to abdillah's house. i was walking with raider when she asked about my shoe and then POP! her slippers putus! omg...it was so dramatic lahhh. she had 4 choices: 1) walk to the bustop with a barefeet, 2) ask adam or neighbours to be a hero and provide superglue, 4) quietly go into any houses and steal their shoes or 3) take a taxi to abdillah's and wear abdillah's (market)slippers. so she preferred the 4th.



bedok


raider abdillah idayu n nadee too a taxi while we took a bus and we reached first. pe saje. so, we had to wait at the void deck and boys being boys, took the seats and didn't offer the girls any. gentleboys yeah. they arrived and we watched yomomma at his place. it was hilarious! there, shamil called for me to pass msges around for tuesday. stressing seh. and then we walked to faris's house and it kinda drizzled while we walked there. thing was adam and faris disappeared before we reached there. hmmm. ade pape je ni... haha. when we reached there, we had beef steak, kacang pool, vanilla ice cream and chocolate coated cookies. yummeh! the guys went in his room to jam and go crazy so we girls sat at the living room to watch KyleXY. heeheehee. kekek lah kan. lagipon it was raining so heavily so we had to stay in. watched the whole episode before we moved. borrowed 3 umbrellas and we made our way to my house. walked there okay. could have taken the bus but they wanted to walk. so wak abdillah led the way. the light coloured guys took their time walking seh. the darker coloured ones were with us girls the whole time. bleah. at my house, aku rase kecoh ah. they had their fair share of fried chickens. apart from abdillah lah because, since there were no more water to wash his hands, he finished off the last few chickens. abdillahabdillah -shakeshead-. haha. mom wanted to put out the nasi lemak but i told her no because there wasn't much time. and i was running2 here and there in my house seh. tak layan budak2. haha. k i'm not a good host lah k. adam n faris menghilang at the stairway. ishish... then we walked to nadee's and we had some fun rest there. watched simpsonss. heheheh. i likeee. after that, we took the bus to raider's house.



but raider reached before us eventhough she walked. yaya, she's wearing the slippers anyway. haha. at her house, we were like at the coffeshop drinking off a tin can. a'ah sehhh. we learnt that masita's name was actually supposed to be pronounced as MASHITA. and hidayat did the sumo demo. haha. after finishing off the drinks and meringue(or macaroon), we headed to masita's by bus.



tampines

the bus took forever to arrive and on the bus, the boys talked about band stuff. madina lake rythm string cord semue keluar. sampai rumah masita(or mashita), we took a long rest. suddenly nadee called me to the kitchen, pulled close the divider and sounded soooo scared. i thought she was going to tell me something bad or something but she said she couldn't tell it with ADAM in the TOILET! and thing wasm he was taking FOREVER in there!!! i was caught at the corner and they seram menyeramkan aku! makkauuu. den raider came in and i thought abdillah was playing with the night mode or something. theeennnnnnnnnnnnn adam keluar and FAHMI gi masok! waddehell. biler aku nak tau seh! skali nadee tersebut name idayu so i thought idayu and amal just broke off or something which couldnt be true because they were normal the whole time. then fahmi went out and then masita told me to go out. and i'm like, What??? why?!?!? tanak ahhh! because i saw orange light. haha. then they bukak and i saw the candles on the cake and omggg i was speechless. haha. then they sang and i nearly blew off the candle by laughing. adam had to relight it. haha. haha!!!!! took alot of pics before i could blow off the candles lah. which kinda made the cake candle-lised. waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh. seriously, i thought EVERYONE forgot about my birthday seh. i seriously thought so. but i didn't want to dwell into it so i put the celebration aside because i was so busy with thingss. THANKS YOU GUYSS!!!!! YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST! and the best thing was, my wish was granted!!!!! i celebrated with ALL my friends there!!! adam faris amal nadee dayu raider masita amira abdillah hidayat sufian fahmi semue ade! cume salman je tkde pasal tgh emo pasal matair. cut the girl some slack would you?! hurh. i saved a piece for him but he didnt turn up so its for masita's mum then! =))) and i got a hoodie and a purse from my girls. thanks darlingsss. okey, i'll figure out when am i going to use that purse okaayy. haha. =DDDDDD




and then we took 3 taxis to amira's house and we had mee siam goreng and nasi lemak there. the funniest conversation went on which was about how long a guy's penis was till they cannot squad or else it will reach the toilet water. hahaa..idayu....the things that goes through your mind is...out of the ordinary. hahahahaha. kelakar lahh. hahahahha. after that, me faris and nadee took a taxi home. heeeeeeeheeeeeee.





today's really...pretty something.

well, i wasn't well in the morning. migrain strike, so i pretend sick the whole day. hehhh(god my mom was being so annoying)
then, my uncle wanted me to be the host so that he could come to my house for a visit, but i said no.(duh)
after that, i went to my granny's to help carry out ablution(wudhu') and other stuff.(while waiting for time to past, i watched m'sia rock competition and OMG, it is so, m'sian. rockerwannabes with red hair?! i mean, they don't look rockish. then, they sang looking down and the weirdest part is THEY WON. are the people BLIND? their singing was..urghh. but i like the pro rockers. normal black hair, dressed and performed with style, as in good style.)

then i went home and i was the only passenger on the bus. the driver looked at me in the weirdest way i can't describe how. and then a 2nd passenger got in and the driver talked to him like as if the bus was a car. of course the passenger didn't answer. it'll be like a coffeeshop. haha


and it was dark where i walked. it usually wasn't.
and i got scared when i saw something on the upstairs. actually, they were people lah. offguard meself.


so i'm bored. the tingy aisyahbi did was pretty interesting. go ahead, entertain yourself.



HOW MUCH HAVE YOU CHANGED IN 7 YEARS?
--7 YEARS AGO--
1) How old were you?
* 11
2) Where did you go to school?
* Bedok View Primary School
3 ) Where did you work?
* if only i could get a job then..
4) Where did you live?
* bedok south ave 3.
5) Where did you hang out?
* Playground & my friends' house (!!).
6) Did you wear glasses?
* Yes.
7) Who was(were) your friend(s)?
* Siti sahuria, Khadijah, Adilah, Ze xuan, Xing wen, Fatimah, Alvinder, NadiahZin&NadiahShafiee, omg, i can't remember their names...uh..clarice, shi ying and whatsherhisname.
8 ) How many piercings did you have?
* 2.
9) What car did you drive?
* a red hot lamborghini. wooOO
10) Had you been to a real party?
* uh.....cant remember........
11) Had your heart broken?
* uh when i wasn't picked to play captains ball, yes. boohooo. till now, nomore sports!
12) Single/Taken/Married /Divorced?
* uh..i was twiced divorced with 3 kids. like duh, single. and not taken.

--2 YEARS AGO--
1) How old were you?
* 16
2) Where did you go to school?
* Bedok Green Secondary School
3 ) Where did you work?
* glad i wasnt working then.
4) Where did you live?
* bedok south ave 3. heehee
5 ) Where did you hang out?
* ooooo bedok lib&kfc(sec 1), blk 104/themamashop(sec 2), TM/Town/Eastpoint/Bugis(sec 3&4)
6) Did you wear glasses?
* yes. there were months when i use contact lenses though.
7) Who were your friends?
* idayu nadiahzin raider salihah mariyanah meijuan wenjun raihanah jyssica joseph darren kokhwa clement(stinky2) adam sorida junaidah cheeyuan salman.
8) Who was your crush?
* haaaahaaaaa sec 1, hafiz. after that, nomore. because the guys were boring.
9) How many tattoos did you have?
* i had one butterfly on my left buttcheek. wanna see??? haha
10) How many piercings did you have?
* 3. but they were repiercings. (now there's 2 on the left, 1 on the right)
11) What car did you drive?
* OH, a Ferrari 335F1 (GTS, spider).
12) Had your heart broken?
* well. yes. broken but not shattered.
13) Single/Taken/Married /Divorced?
* at 16, i decided to stay single.

--NOW--
1) How old are you?
* 18.
2) Where do you work?
* too busy to work.
3) Where do you live?
* bedok south ave 3. never shifted, never moved.
4) Do you wear glasses?
* yes. huhaa.
5) Who are your friends?
* nadiahzin idayu raider masita shak nisya aisyahbi nadiahsapiuna asmida nizal jeff mira fulin mahir ivan shamil sarah and somemore.
6) Do you talk to your old friends?
* uh, those very close to me, yes. and those friendly ones. those not close, no. sad case.
7 ) How many piercings do you have?
* 3. maybe i'll get one on my nose of my right eyebrow. 2nd bro tried..haha
8) How many tattoos?
* still that butterfly. hahahaha. believe if you want to.
9) What kind of car do you drive?
* i decided to go small, mitsubishi i-play. heeeheeee
10) Has your heart been broken?
* uhuhhh. shattered=((
11) Single/Taken/Married /Divorced?
* singlemingle babe.
12) Where do you hang out?
* town, school, bustop...anywhere with good company.(:


i've not changed much as u can see.




creakcreak. the swing swings.
creakcreak. the cricket sounds.
creakcreak.




omygoudmaynoumygoud.



cikgu, cikgu, cikgu datang k. =]] tapi saye tak ade nombor cikgu. macam mane nak contact cikgu eh.




i am so scared. i'm terrified. but i've got to face it. the fear, the fright. or else, i wont learn. i just need 5 minutes of your time to talk it all out. no interruptions. i'm keeping everything else in. i've been trying to keep secrets. and i have been keeping them. i remember i didn't tell anyone about it, but suddenly, i heard other people talking out loud about it. so, is my effort a waste? nah, it was meant to be told anyway. but i'm still keeping it in. you wont hear me talk about it unless with the appropriate persons.




you listened, and you acted like you cared. but you know it's just another typical story to hear. you know the next day will be the same. you knew the feeling, you knew everything. you're bored to listen, you're out of patience. you just want things to go without complains and you want things to move. you hate listening. you hate sharing. you dont want to be bothered and you know you dont want to know anything about it. you don't want to hear it and you just cannot be bothered. you just want things to get done and over with.




she'll love it, he'll hate it. they didn't know what was happening until it happened. they were prepared for everything. they talked it out and they knew things could happen. but she wants it to happen, he doesn't. he wants to live the other situation. he loved it. they didn't know what they wanted together. they've lived the life for a long period and they wanted difference. they had things to share but they knew each other wont want to hear them. they had to keep and let it die on its own.




huh whud?



haha, my mind, my mind...where did you go just now?



elearning. sheet.



eh, whats the song that's played in 'Click'? the last song.


tau hari ni takmo datang sekolah, rest kan badan buat besok. sekarang badan dah lemah giler seh.

i want that stoneskin. butttt, its not worth it. who wanna share with me??


anyway, music session just now was fun-neeee.
jihad with his ooz-zing nose, and shamil with his..um miseducatedness.
hahahahaha.
tau tadi aku jadi video-woman, videokan ni due ekor.
'confirm boleh buat music video' - jihad.
there was a time when people say we won't make it...
haha!!!



abestukan, aku teringat ni. harihari aku balek dari sekolah, confirm nampak kerete ni.



cute ehhhhh. i like lah. small2...
takpe....lesen dapatkan dulu...



bangun faridah bangunn.


aku sakit aku sakit aku sakit.

alah keciannyyyerrrrr. abes nak buat ape? pegilah makan obat, dol!

ye lah ye lahhhhh.






whyyyyy why must i be sick during this period?!!?!?!?!? i've got lots more stuffs to do!!!



alah, epin, sorry lahh...aku tak tauuu, pasal aku tutop mate..sorry lahhhh. tak kene gi dokter kan?? alahh, sorry lah..










i've been going out. which is good. but i'm missing people. which is bad.




'adek pandang-pandang, pandang pada siapa?'


i keep smelling my nephew's um, odour. maybe it's his creams and stuffs that he uses.



i want to go for a manicure. can someone bring me?

Anna-Molly - Incubus
A cloud hangs over
Its a city by the sea
I watch the ships pass and wonder if she might be
Out there and sober as a well for loneliness
Please do persist girl its time we met and made a mess

I picture your face in the back of my eyes
A fire in the attic a proof of the prize
Anna Molly, Anna Molly, Anna Molly
Doo doo doo doo do, Doo doo doo doo do

A cloud hangs over
And mutes my happiness
A thousand ships couldnt sail me back from distress
Wish you were here
I'm a wounded satellite
I need you now put me back together make me right

I picture your face in the back of my eyes
A fire in the attic a proof of the prize
Anna Molly, Anna Molly, Anna Molly
I'll crawl to your name
I'll bend to the earth
Nobody else could ever compare
Anna Molly, Anna Molly

Wait there is a light
There is a fire illuminated attic
Fate or something better I could care less
Just stay with me a while
Wait there is a light there is a fire defragmenting the attic
Fate or something better I could care less
Just stay with me a while

I picture your face in the back of my eyes
A fire in the attic, a proof of the prize
Anna Molly, Anna Molly, Anna Molly
I'll crawl to your name
I'll bend to the earth
Nobody else could ever compare
Anna Molly, Anna Molly
Anna Molly (wait there is a light, there is a fire defragmenting the attic)
Anna Molly (fate or something better, I could care less, just stay with me a while)

Doo doo doo doo do do, Doo doo doo doo do do

omyGODDDDD
i'm in the worst mood right now and it prettymuch sucks. because i think i sound like a bitch towards all my friends and really, frankly speaking i'd like to speak some vulgar to them like now but it is inappropriate because i dont have the right reasons to.


what? use vulgarity just because someone dont remember my birthday? that's immatured.
what? use vulgarity just because i've not been told about some major things? that's just selfish.
or vice versa.


birdbird sistersister oldold. sitting on the window. gramdmother already old. her teeth only left two.


mcm best gitu tau lepak dgn haddad shamil n jihad. i rmbrd the first time i lepaked with the seniors. jihad did n zack were the first. kecoh and really, i felt like a little sister. heeeheeeee i know sometheeeen. aCHOO!


oklah eh. aku tunggu punye tunggu, tkde orang pon yang bilang aku hari ni ni ni ade training and i'm like, okayyy, tak bilang tak tau tak pegi. kate during raye ade satu week break kan? where d that go? nevermind. aku harap korg da bagus sebab aku nak meeting pasal props costume plot & music. ok? either thursday or tuesday lah eh. but shit, tuesday aku ade dance practice. takpe, dance boleh survive. aku dgn shak da plan sikiiiit2 plot sampai pening kepale. sebab kenape? nanti kite ceritekan. just set the date. jangan kate aku tak msg. aku ade msg.


oh god, i miss the world.


haddad: you go &#(!*&#(@*#(@!& lah
jihad: i rather !#*( #@ mine
me: SErIOUS>?!
ni censored lah.

shamil: haddad, i just bought a new ________
haddad: HAH SERIOUS?! YOU @!$%#$^#$^#$&#$&#%&#$%#$@$!@##!~!!~
shamil: and its a ______ signature.
ni violent.

shamil: if you, which will you choose?
haddad: terserah lah shamillll. kau ikot jihad nye decision. he's a good decision maker.
jihad: terserah lah shamilll. tapi kalau aku, aku amek yang merah. but up to you...


haha.
hilarious.








yesterday was weird.
seriously.
um..oh. i realised yesterday i couldnt walk properly. and i found my shoe! haha.
and then, it was raining so practical was cancelled.
then, the whole day me&shak shared meals. haha. and then, at NYP(newyork), the auntie gave us the wrong pizza. we didnt know so we continued eating until the girls next table got their pizza and realised it was curry. and ours wasnt! haha. ohkay.
then, at home. it was hilarious.
i bought some curtains from ikea so mom wanted to try ironing it instead of sewing them.
then since it was raining cats and dogs, we hold out the plastic bowls to collect rain water. (mcm org kampong seh tadah air hujan. haha)
den we went rayaraya den dad dunodowhat make mom naik angin till bangbang door.
den go kak faiz house den saw minmin mopping the floor. cute gilerrrnyerr.
he's really very adorable lah now. later i put up his pictures. haha.




i had a looooooooooooooooooooooooooong nap and i feel good after a bad day.


happy birthday maisarah!!!
heeheee...

i hope your wishes were granted!! =))




----

after soo long, i finally met diah and dayu.
i pretty much enjoyed the cathing up talks we had. love it.
i miss diahh! adek rindu kakak! biler nak keluar??
i miss dayu too!!! dot wants to go out with ee, nana, nunu & mama. WHEN?!



i'm waitingg...maybe this wednesday. nomore waiting. nomore.
ASAP!

----


ku sedekahkan surah Alfatihah kepada

orang rumah kawan abahku
&
makcik abahku.

yang telah dipanggil pulang Allah S.A.W.

dan juga kepada

Nek Yah, makcik abahku.

yang sedang berada di icu diserang sakit barah payu dara.

ku harap yang sudah pergi dicucuri rahmat, dan yang masih berada sembuh secepat mungkin.



----
today has just made me feel alittle scared about when That day comes. i'm afraid of Him. i hope things lights up alittle brighter. hope, thats what everyone needs now. raye hasn't been turning out the way it should be. i dont want nek yah to go. she's one of the grandaunts i'm less nervous with. i dont want nek anjang to go too.

Happy eighteenth birthday Md Salman Farhad.

yeah, i remembered. like, duh, its only two days away from mine.

i hope everything goes smooth and well for ya for the new year. eventhough things would never ever be the same, look on the bright side, changes are good. i hope all your wishes come true and um, this raye will be a special one compared to the last. take care and keep on smiling. =)

it's that time the year again for me.


okay, my last somethings for the 17th year.



the end of the 17th year has really knocked my head real hard till one day i woke up and i thought i really did knock my head on the wall or something. serious. i decided to stop blogging for awhile plus stop chatting to make me forget and miss some of the things i took for granted and also to make time for the oh so busy preparations for idulfitri. because of idulfitri, i guess i wont be celebrating it wowly with my friends, more of with my close relatives. it's high time i celebrated or meet them for my birthday. i miss my single digit years birthday. that's when i get small parties with my close relatives and it'll be real fun. so i should be happy this ramadhan plus raye because hey! it's like the middle of both. but no, i'm not really in that happy mood. maybe because i didn't feel the ramadhan spirit this year. i was rude to both my parents and elder brother and i just cannot control the devil in me. not that i broke fast whenever i wanted to but just that, it wasn't pure enough. the sins and all were still intact eventhough i triiedd my best to avoid it. ya Allah, tolong lah ampunkan dosa2 hambamu ini ya Allah. apart from that, my spirits weren't up and going. i have no idea where it was in the first place. stress is not the problem, it's just attitude. yes everyone has to clean up and bake and cook, but something's just not right.


i guess it's a miracle my birthday falls on the last day of ramadhan coz i get to celebrate my new year with the hari kemenangan umat2 islam. it's like something new.



i'm just sad lah on this day, the last day of my 17th year, every malay i saw were either smoking or eating ice cream.



that last outing to geylang really was fun. it reminded me how we(used to be year ones) broke fast outside with everyone having a really kecoh time. i thought we could have more of that this year, but look at the time, we're left with 10+ more hours only. tapi takpe, i'm still happy. especially with the mass buke session with the whole(not exactly) SSP.




my one wish for my 18th birthday is to see every single one of my friends again, together. be it secondary school friends, poly or primary school. because i miss everysingleone.


jahat.jahatjahatjahat!



freak lah.



da ah, gasak lah ape nak jadi, jadi lah.



arggghhh




mane barang akuu!!!





grrr.




the masssss break fast was great. from cubs to ancients.
and bumping into mira was suprising.









ARGHHHHHHHH.
WHERE IS IT!



hai. sometimes kan, i rather shut the hell up than talk.
but when i do shut up, there'll be someone out there who wants my opinion.
and when i give them that, they just prefer their opinions instead.
SO WHY THE HELL YOU ASK FOR MINE?!
seriously, sometimes i really feel invinsible lah kan.
i really feel i am wayyy better somewhere alone than in a bunch of group who don't need me there.
aku menyemak lah kan. aku kan cume tau buat bising je.
ARGH!
freak lah. might as well i shut up and leave.
i think one day i'm going to do that.
i want my days at ecp back.
i miss ecp.i miss cbtl at ecp.
oh, and maybe sometimes, people do put in effort to make things right you know.
but oh, maybe by trrrying to make things right will make things wrong.
oh, and i'm begining to feel so....i-don't-want-to-be-there.
i'm begining to feel oh-okay-lets-see. and oh-eh-really.
so how about that?
and i'm no good at making or keeping friends lah. its depressing.
i hate it that i can totally tell someone about everysinglething about myself and not know a thing about them and in the end i hate myself for it because i've just exposed my background and i'll go into isolation.
oh how i miss EVERYONE but it seems i'm the only one feeling that way.
and oh how i miss the OLD EVERYONE but maybe i can never see them anymore.



i want to go into the hibernation mode.
k bye.



"faridah, kau boleh diam tak hah?! buat bising pagi2 kenape?!" - me
"hah, tau takpe" mak.





FARIDAH!!!! MANE MAK PUNYER MIXER?!!!!
huh??? ade kat dapur pe..dalam kotak kan?!
TAKDE PONNN!!! MAK DA CARIK SATU DAPUR NI HAAA.
*scurry down from bed to the kitchen,all drowsy*
HARITU DIE KELUAR KAN MIXER BUAT APE?! KENAPE TAK LETAK BALEK?!
huh....-shuts up-
MANE NIIII...MACAM MANE MAK NAK BUAT KUIH MACAM NIII?!
-still tries looking in everywhere-
-gave up and sat in front of the tv-
*udin comes out from his room*
UDIN ADE NAMPAK MIXER MAK?!
huh? takde.
MIXER MAK PUNYE TANGKAI HILANG NI HAA
*abah comes out from his room*
ape? kenape?
*udin goes back to bed*
NI HAA, MIXER MAK NYE HILANGG
kenape tak tanye si udin? mane tau die kemas2?
DA TANYE, TAK TAU JUGAKK
ha, cepat lah gi siap, nak pegi rumah maknye kan?
-reluctantly exits the dapur & gets ready-
-faridah & udin goes back to bed-



haiseh betsy. pagi pagi bute da buat drama.
padahal tangkai die maseh tmpt same yg mak aku selalu letak.
ade ke aku tengah tido die tetap bebual dgn aku.
ya allah mak, kejut kan dulu lah sebelum bebual kalau ye pon.
dalam mimpi aku boleh timbul mak tanye pasal mixer.
haha.
jawab macam patrick seh.



mak da jumpe tangkai mixer mak?
DA, ENTAH MACAM MANE TAH ADE TERCOCOK KAT BOX DIE
tu lah mak, tanak carik betol2.


-_-"
tu aku lah, yang cocok bende tu kat kotak die.
aisey.



dramamamamamamamamamamaMAMA betol lah mak aku ni.



yeayay, besok nak kaler2, nak paint2, nak draw2. yeayeay. tak saberrr.


wwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh



my house is soooooooooooooooooooooo yeellllllllllllloooooooooowwwwwwwwww
abg left a wall for me to paint but at last, he painted it himself.
and calls me lazy.
ironic ironic.



and aku terlajak class 2 kali di skolah,
the 1st class and the 3rd class(re-test).
bangon lahh.





if you understand, say 'understand', understand?
if you don't understand, say 'don't understand', understand?
if you understand but say 'don't understand',
then how do i understand you understand, understand?



ada paham?



how many cans can a canner can, if a canner can can cans?
a canner can can as many cans as a canner can, if a canner can can cans.



bolehboleh..



i thought a thought.
but what i thought wasn't the thought i thought i thought. if the thought i thought was the thought i thought i thought, then i wouldn't have thought so much.



haaa, fikirfikir...


aku pukol kau dengan batang roti ni baru tau!






aiyah i feel weird.
i dont want people to steal people from me.
i'm selfish.




SHUT UP LAH FARIDAH.


well, i see things getting a little better.
i guess things are working out?
and noone is informing me anything.
so i guess my help is not needed.
buttttt it's not my job to be there anyway,
i've got other things to finish up.


dancedancedance!


just call/message/shout/nudge when i'm in need.
thanks eh.




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how do you know when you're sleeping in class?


when you realise you heard everything the teacher's talking about but you can't see him/her except for black space.


i had to learn it the hard way mann,
i knew i fell asleep when she was starting to do the question,
and i know i've been sleeping coz when i realised it, she's already done with the question.

nataliedee.com


Layer 1: On the outside.
Name: Nur Faridah Binte Unus
Birthdate: 12 October, Libra. (ingat tuu, lagi brape hari je)
Current Status: hmm, single with girlfriends
Eye colour: darkdark browwnn
Hair Colour: dark brown or as they like to call it, virgin black.

Layer 2: On the inside.
My heritage: great granny was a japanese. CHOTOMATE! arigatohuzaimaste!
My fears: silence&darkness
My weaknesses: naive & self concious.
My perfect pizza: hawaiiannn

Layer 3: yesterday, today, tomorrow.
My first thought of waking up: alah, lagi sepuluh minit lah..
My bedtime: ard 12 or 1 am.
My most missed memories: my primary school plus teacher plus friends.

Layer 4: My pick.
Pepsi or coke: coke
Macdonalds or Burger King: depends on the cravings
Single or group dates: single?
Adidas or Nike: uh...adidas...maybe? duno
Tea or Nestea: TEA! lipton.
Vanilla or Chocolate: chocolate
Cappucino or Coffee: none. i DONT LIKE COFFEE/KOPI/CAFE

Layer 5: Do you?
Smoke: passive. uh, does sheesha count?
Curse: yes.
Take a shower: of courseeeee!
Have a crush: yes no duno? eye candy alottt.
Go to school: yes i do, and i'm dreading it. but! i'm not ready for work yet.
Believe in yourself: i doubt myself almost 50% of the time.
Think you’re a health freak: no. unless i keep hearing ppl say "eh, kau da berisi eh!"

Layer 6: In the past
Drink alcohol: nope.
Gone to the mall: yes
Been on stage: yes
Dyed your hair: yes, redcumbrownplusmyvirginblack.

Layer 7: Have you ever..?
Played a stripping game: HAH?
Change who you were to fit in: nooo..



Layer 8: Are you hoping to
Get married: uh, yes?


Layer 9: In a partner
Best eye colour: dark innocent blue.
Best hair colour: aiyah, normal hair colour can do.
Long or short hair: is messy considered long?


Layer 10: What were you doing?
A minute ago: typing this tag
An hour ago: watched Candy
A Month ago: uh, figuring out when to go to nad's house for her birthday..
A Year ago: geee...that'll be...1st sept 2006...-checks blog- oh, went to visit didi when he was warded. ah, the good ol' days...

Layer 11: Finish the sentences..
I love: it when the day starts & ends with rain.
I hate: it when i'm ordered around.
I hide: when i know i've done something bad.
I miss: the good ol' days.
I need: a little drop of romance & a drive to study.

Layer 12: Tag 5 people
1. mira
2. shak
3. jonet
4. sarah
5. aizat