Saturday, April 29, 2006
another piece of me written down....
bloody hot night sia!!! it was raining cats n dogs at noon and cloudy in the afternoon but hot hot hot at night! fuhh!
had my mandarin class just now...i forgot everything she taught...but i tried to 'follow along' the lesson....phatetic 6 ppl there....1/2 of them are old people...haiz....the teens are my cousins...so phatetic...but i learn something new every week....
i want a laptop ah...so i cant freely use msn nall that without the watchful eye of my 2nd bro....urgh! i feel so uptight!
went to esplanade with my girls just now...it feels so nice to just sit with them and talk about life.....i love you all!! =DD where's mj???? i've not seen her since forever!! meet me up someday? pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
i keep reaching late when meeting my friends nowadays....i've lost track of time! just now i was late 15/30 mins....and i'm always the later one meeting shak(aka jaws)....hmph! haizz....where's my sense of urgency?! being in poly is just so slacked....i guess what imad said was true....poly is boring when it comes to being early....its like if u're early, then u're a nerd...but if u're late, u're normal...unlike jc...more of unlike sec sch....i'm still in sec sch....urgh!
good thing monday is a holiday...i need the time to finish up all my tutorial....i barely understand anything! haiz.....good thing my tests are not yet around the corner....about 5 more weeks before my tests....and i have one week home-stay school period. phew!
thanks adam, jose, edayat, shak n nad for giving me those advices. time to wake up! =)
MY LUCKY NUMBER!!!!! i love it!
SevenHello, you enthusiastic thing. Well, Number 7, whether dining at the latest five-star restaurant, browsing a bazaar, or hitting the opening night of the latest hot spot, your lust for life is contagious. Like the lucky number itself, friends and strangers alike count themselves fortunate to have met you because you're a walking carnival. Whether it's a four-alarm dance party or a night out with friends, the fun cup runneth over and getteth all over everyone. Your ache for excitement can take you from the slopes of Switzerland to the coral of Cozumel (though you might pass up a free trip to either of these spots to throw darts at a map and do your own exploring). It's tough to keep up with the Enthusiast. Especially since words like "commitment" and "intimacy" are like garlic to your vampire-style of partying. You're all about diversion. Just be sure your high-test lifestyle isn't producing a smoke screen to cover deeper issues in your life. If you can keep your appetites in check and learn to contemplate life instead of consume it, your journey will be much more fulfilling. Developing discipline may be hardest for Number 7s, but the reward will be some of the best songs, plays, performances, books, and comedy routines ever produced. Want proof, you have to look no further than fellow lucky 7 stars, Madonna, Liz Taylor, and Robin Williams.
Friday, April 28, 2006
another piece of me written down....
hyelo....
i love my classmates man! they rock!! we're d gossiperz in class...hahah....there's a girl in class whom we think FLIRTS with the guys in class.....as in good looking guys in class who will give all the attention to the flirty, slutty girl who can make them steam.....ewww......ahh....whatever lah...anyway, there's this
ah, suck. i've got tutorials to do, things to type, matters to settle. i need to buy stuffs. i miss my friends. i wanna catch up now! i hate it that everyone got separated. haiz. i don't want to lose out! and guess what are the basic two subjects i'm learning, PHYSICS n AMATHS!! n maybe english...like, WTH?!!! i want to DIE! i tried so hard to pass these subjects n now i'm stuck with it....and basically, i build the whole house lah.....from underground to rooftop. landscape to interior...so anyone who wants to build a house out of scratch, CALL ME! heheeheh....
GOLDFINGER LYRICS
"Stalker"
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
WOO!
She calls me on the phone
Hoping that I'm home
And that I'm all alone
But when I say hello,
I only hear dial tone
She thinks that I'm her own
Outside my window she crept,
Watching my every step
[Chorus]
Oh oh oh
She's following me
Oh oh oh
She's out of her tree
Oh oh oh
She's off of her rocker
I want to marry my stalker
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
WOO!
Sometimes she says she's my mom,
Looks like she doesn't belong
She's my own peeping tom
Flowers every day
The cops they tell her to stay
500 feet away.
She's sleeping on my doorstep
She hasn't hurt me yet
[Chorus]
Oh oh oh She's following me
Oh oh oh She's out of her tree
Oh oh oh She's off of her rocker
I want to marry my [x3] stalker
[Bridge]
This morning she wasn't there
I hope that she still cares
I almost gave up hope
But today i awoke
To a private note
She says she's going to jail
For going through my mail
But she'll stay on my trail
[Chorus x2]
Oh oh oh She's following me
Oh oh oh She's out of her tree
Oh oh oh She's off of her rocker
I want to marry my [x3] stalker
oh oh oh oh oh oh oh [x2]
I want to marry my stalker
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
another piece of me written down....
WHAT HAVE I GOTTEN MYSELF INTO?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
am i dreaming? is this really happening? i'm really confused right now....
ARGH.....am i really into commitment?? shittt.....gosh.....what have i really gotten myself into?
the 1st move is never at all intiated by me...always......why is it so fast?! damn......shittt....tell me......i'm too slow in catching it....shit....
Sunday, April 23, 2006
another piece of me written down....
hyeloooo...
how are you?
ni hao mah?
apa khabar?
whatever in tamil lah....
anyway, sch has been pretty good for me....i hate it that every class i go, every lesson i take, there's always something to do with PHYSICS! damn it!!!!! i know i've tried hard enough to pass that bloody subject but having to do it in poly is so....ARGHHHHH!!!! suck sia!!! erghhh....
ANYWAY, lectures have been damn boring lah....and like, everyone must at least have a packet of sweets, mints, or sourish candy in reach to survive the bloody snoozing journey through every lesson....haizzz......
anyway, got to know a few friends, and my circle of friends has expanded alil bit....lemme expand more of it...harhar......one of my friends told me to be alil more 'wild'...now, where have i heard that before??? i don't want to change drastically coz of a friend/clique....but i do want change.....hurhur....
one experience i cant forget, being interrogated by a American on the way home from yishun....he asked so many qns!! and i kept going 'I don't know'....he said i was very shy....heheheheeh...but his buddies said i was cute....he told me to not be shy.....how can i be not shy??? sheeeeesshhhh....
ARGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH..................i am having that bloody feeling againnnn!! and i hate itttt.....time to let it go, and let life play its role.....hurhur.....
tmr, EVERYONE'S gonna start/go school....may u enjoy the best of ur days at school...huahuaaa!!! cheeeseee!
FALL OUT BOY LYRICS
"Dance, Dance"
She says she's no good with words but I'm worse
Barely stuttered out
"A joke of a romantic" or stuck to my tongue
Weighed down with words too over-dramatic
Tonight it's "it can't get much worse" Vs. "no one should ever feel like.."
I'm two quarters and a heart down
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
These words are all I have so I'll write them
So you need them just to get by
Dance, Dance
We're falling apart to half time
Dance, Dance
And these are the lives you'd love to lead
Dance, this is the way they'd love
If they knew how misery loved me
You always fold just before you're found out
Drink up its last call
Last resort
But only the first mistake and I...
I'm two quarters and a heart down
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
These words are all I have so I'll write them
So you need them just to get by
Why don't you show me the little bit of spine
You've been saving for his mattress, love
Dance, Dance
We're falling apart to half time
Dance, Dance
And these are the lives you'd love to lead
Dance, this is the way they'd love
If they knew how misery loved me
Why don't you show me the little bit of spine
You've been saving for his mattress (mattress, mattress)
I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me
Dance, Dance
We're falling apart to half time
Dance, Dance
And these are the lives you'd love to lead
Dance this is the way they'd love (way they'd love)
Dance this is the way they'd love (way they'd love)
Dance this is the way they'd love
If they knew how misery loved me
Dance, Dance
Dance, Dance
Dance, Dance
Dance, Dance
Saturday, April 22, 2006
another piece of me written down....
hyelo..
i want my my internet connection back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arghhhh.....
anyway, my days of school has been fun cum boring.
yeap...be ready for the ever boring lectures!!
Saturday, April 15, 2006
another piece of me written down....
hyeloooooo
how are ya?????
hehehehe....
can't believe i'm gonna be a temporary resident of clementi for these few years......from monday to saturday, i'm gonna have to travel to dover/clementi for classes.....and damn my mondays are totally packed....from 8am-5pm?!!!!!! thats like working! omg.....but i can't wait to start poly soon......my classmates are so blur and crazy, they make me laugh and forget my problems....anyway, last thursday was my mom's bday, i gave her roses...found at ToysRUS...n she hugged me! i was gonna cry sia...its been a loong time since she did that....=) i love her...hahah.....and i met a fren who introduced me to a few books....I LOVE THEM! i cried reading my last book..."the serious kiss"....nice u know...hahah
well, till here....i gtg...bubie!
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
another piece of me written down....
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
i've just came back from sp's flagday....harharharhhhh....went to watch fragile instead....eheheh....anyway, my camp was superb!!! i likeee.....alot of cute/gd-looking year twos n the activities were like fun to the max! my group was damn ON ah..they were like damn hyper ah...unlike me...haiyooo....but anyway, i had my share of fun...orientation was great also...met a friend who stays in the east so now i've got a friend to go to sch with! yeayyy....we had a dance night for the camp....my group's SHim won...wooohooo! go sister lulu! if u wanna know whats SHim, its actually SHE+HIM=SHIM.....yah...aka gay lah....my male grp leader showed his ASS! wth!!! haha! he's kinda cute btw...aahahah....slept damn late ah...1st night, 2am, 2nd night 3 am, 3rd night, 4am.....like, wth?! was damn tired ah..but it was fun...eventhou i felt like a misfit....sheeeshhh.......and guess what my grp name's called....CRAPPY......hurh! damn crap lah......i like 4/1's name, MADAKACAS....but i didn't stand up for it...so...i'm sad...AHHHHH there's somany stuff to talk about but so bloody little time.....i'm so bloody tired each morning siaa.....d rides on d mrt to sch r d times for me to sleep lor......so an advice to everyone, start waking up atleast at 7 everyday from now onwards...or ur gonna be damn tired.....hahhaharhhahrhrhahhrhrhrh.....
LOVE ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MISS ALLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHERE ARE YOU ALLL?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, April 01, 2006
another piece of me written down....
home alone. again.
damn that drummer upstairs. making such a racket!