Sunday, February 26, 2006
another piece of me written down....
okay shit. i'm such a bloody bitch. i'm a bastard. i'm sick. i'm whatever. HAHA! i've just 'helped' a friend of mine take her revenge on her friend! HAHA! bloody shit.
naughty girl....
ANYWAY, i'm here to blog about my days out with my lovely friends and cousins last week...
monday, me, idayu, nad n raider went to east coast to apply for a job...me and raider got it...it was hell. after that we went to parkway to shop and walk around. =)
tuesday, i went for my orientation work....it was NOT what i expected...i had to do the dirty jobs...sheesh! after that raider came and i told her what i experienced...after that i was off to my granny's....recieved $14 on my 1st day! woohooo! hahah....used it to treat my gramps and top up my card....its good to treat people on your 1st pay okayyy.... found out raider had to wait for a call on whether she could continue or not...but looks like she didn't...damn! but she got $17.50 sia! not fair!!!....=)
wednesday, came to my 1st day of work....did the work i did on orientation...haizz...i made no friend sia...i'm so pathetic! all who works there are foreigners or old people...so who would you choose? foreigners? sheesh.........haizzz....i didn't feel like coming to work anymore sia....i felt so URGH! i couldn't wait for my release....met up with my cousins....and we ate at LJS and took bus 14 all the way to my granny's...we were from cineleisure.....it was a LOOONGG ride....talked awhile, slacked all the way....my sis suck and i'm working with her. wth?! haizz....talked to nad and i decide to just go for it....=(
thursday, felt damn shitty...but mom said "if you want to work with your friends, then don't work lahh.." i guess that hit me that noone is going to get the same oppurtunity as everyone...so i went...and i made friends!! i met this guy, amien...hahah..he's funny....he danced to the songs at the counter...haha...and some other guys lah...all indon....wth!....when i wanted to pass through this passageway which is as big as <30cm, that Amien guy held my hand...i'm like 'okay, what just happened?????'....after that i met nad and we had lunch at LJS..i was starving kay!!....raider joined us later...talked and chat and reminisced...heehee! they cheered up my day! nad and me kinda talked about bfs....its been a loong time since i had one....HAHA! =))
friday, i was tired! but i just went to work coz i guessed i now had someone to look forward to seeing.....so i did my job....and this time i was actually talking to the staff there.....heh heh...but i feel tired....so, after my release, i quickly went to bedok's BK..met up with MJ and raider! its been decades since i met MJ!!! missed her so bloody much...she showed us her homework...woahhhh....aiyo.....after we ate, we met up with rai, hanna and wen jun! hehehehe...i guess i'm kinda wider now.....as in FAT....yeap....wj made a comment about me that made me kinda self concious...bloody hell! now i'm never gonna wear that shirt anymore.....took alot of pics and a neo and later we hung out at a friend's cafe...thought it was boring BUTT after they gave us games to play, we had such thrilling fun! and guess who needed to do the dares? me! and hanna....i had to do TWO!! so embarrasing sia!!! haahaaa...but it was funnnn.....and i'm like so thrilled...mj hit my forehead with her tooth! but thats not a big deal when compared to rai hitting hanna'a head with her braces! it was an accident of coz...but hanna got a bleeding forehead.....aiyooo.......clumsy, clumsy....but i love them....i love love LOVE them!
can't wait on the 16th!!!!! =DDD
my week had been a hell of a week...i feel sucky in the morning but end up enjoying it with my friends....=)) LOVE THEM TO THE FULLEST!!!!!!!!!!! =DDD
i've been eating fastfood for 5 days straight and i can already see the effects......today my friend just told me i looked plummer....WTH?!!! I HATE FASTFOODS!!! but i have to live with it for the next few weeks for lunch....gosh....i need excercise....maybe i should walk home after work? east coast to bedok south....not so far right? HAH! a walk in the evening.....i like......anyone to accompany me? AND i've heard SO MANY people talking about going to the gym these days....ask me along lahhh....wahahah....
why is my siblings unable to take care of their hps well???? my sis always loses hers, her 2nd bro's hp always ends up spoilt due to unability to charge the phone, my 1st bro, ALWAYS changes his phone so we can barely see how he takes cares of his phone....my dad, he can BREAK his phone into two....while me and my mom, use our phones well and good....HAH! what happened??? sheesh...
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
another piece of me written down....
please don't go east coast... please don't go east coast... please don't go east coast...
i'm begging you to not go there.
its like damn fcking dirty sia!
that is so not true....
sheesh.
god! i'm scared sia.... my heart's pumpin like mad.... i don't have a friend there... WHAT am i gonna do? everyone's OLDD and not that friendly...i guess coz i'm not showing my smily face that's why... but, i'm scared.....i'm gonna be alonee.... arghhhh...... haizz...... i'm afraid to work by myself... but i need to make friends everywhere i go right? that's how people socialise right? haizzzz.... i'm scared...i'm very scared... ergghhh....argghhh...urrghhhh....gosh. help. what the hell. haiz. none that i'm close to works there tmr. shit. bloody shit. will everything just go the way it went today? AHHHHHH! my last place to work siaa.... my last resort.... HELP! haizzz.... are they gonna trap me? if they are, i'm gonna boycott them sia...bloody toot! heelpppppp...
shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit!
Monday, February 20, 2006
another piece of me written down....
i blogged hop just now..
came across hafizah's blog....she don't blog anymore thou...
just dont forget me as a friend. -hafizah.
i wonder how is she doing now....
i shall go fetch my lil bro.
and HELL TO THE DIRECT SALES WORK! blahxz..
Sunday, February 19, 2006
another piece of me written down....
my mother makes me do chores.
my father tells me to mark out the apartments available.
my brothers order me to cook and wash.
my sister forces me to go for the interview.
i just follow.
this is what my life is all about.
Angguk-angguk geleng-geleng - Ahli Fiqir
Angguk-angguk geleng-geleng tunduk-tunduk ikut tunjuk
Iya iya saya saya kiri kanan ikut saja[x2]
Kita tunduk pabila diketuk biarkan terhantuk tak usah dipujuk
Relakan dipatuk ingat pesan atuk
Sabar sabar sabar sabar!
Tak apa tak kisah tak rugi tak mati tak ambil peduli
Berserah dan pasrah biar dada didabik adat pasang turun naik
Didera dijajah terus kita dipenjara
Jadi hamba jadi kuli jadi batu diam diri
Kita tunggu kita lihat kita nanti kita perhati
Jangan merungut biar bertangguh dia makur mesti patuh
Acuh tak acuh endah tak endah buat lawak bodoh selamba
Biar kita melopong biar kita menganga biar mereka buat apa mereka suka biar
Jangan melawan jangan membantah janganlah degil kena ikut perintah
Kena banyak diam biar apa orang kata kita tawa dalam duka
Kecut takut kalut kolot terkunci mulut terkatup tertutup
Kalah sabung menang sorak senduk nasi tinggal kerak
[chorus]
Dik mari dik...
ye kak...
nama adik siapa?
...Mia
Adik tahu nyanyi tak?...
Tahu...
Ah mari ikut kakak nyanyi sama-sama...
[chorus]
Tolak tambah kali ganda hitung kira skala nisbah
Maju mundur tinggi rendah berapa jumlah nilai bangsa
(Kak sekupang ke, dua kupang ke,tiga kupang?)
Sawah sebendang ladang sebidang tanah sekangkang pohon sebatang
Kerana wang semua hilang hanya sehelai sepinggang
Yang jenin yang lebai yang pandir yang luncai
Yang angannya tinggi yang dibuai mimpi yang sawah terjual maruah tergadai
Saturday, February 18, 2006
another piece of me written down....
hyelo!
now you won't be disgusted of ANY pictures or designs..
coz there's none!
how do you like it? heheheh
anyway, i'm bored. i'm hungry. i can't sleep. like..wth?!
You And I Both - Jason Mraz
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
What you and I spoke of
Others only dream of the love that I love
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Now you and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of and it's okay if you have go away
just remember the telephone works both ways
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang
you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of words.
Friday, February 17, 2006
another piece of me written down....
hyelo everyone!!!!
heheheheeh.....i went job hunting today...with the girls....ANDDD, we've been accepted in one! ANNDDD our application is still pending in another company..HAHA! oukay....what the hell am i talking about? i shall explain....
today, me and nad walked to raider's house...we circled out the suitable jobs for us, watched MTV, debbie travis and ate thosai/prata...i ate prata actually...the others ate thosai...i'm just not a thosai person...ANYWAY, after that we called 3 companies....the 1st one was at Standard Chartered Bank, the other was at a building opposite Far East Plaza..and well, the other was home based....we didn't accept the home based one coz, well, we didn't know exactly what to do....so we went to the Standard Chartered Building....and we applied...but we didn't eactly got the job....its a bank leyyy....so, grand...hahah......after that we wanted to go apply for Watsons but we decided not to and carried on to apply for the 2nd job....a job as a direct sales person for charity.....woahhh...we get our pay for the no. of sales we make every saturday every week...good uh....but righttt....whats direct sales? go onto the streets and sell stuffs? woohoo...starts on monday, 9 till 6....i'm jet-set to working! no more lazying around anymore!
now...to tell my mom........
o yeah, i think right, if you're depressed or whatever,
go listen to the song "You're Beautiful" by James Blunt.
[you get my message?]
anyway, i think my lil bro has some health problems....he keep thinking he's fat....aneroxic? i don't know.......but he's not bulimic[?]....any suggestions? coz i'm considering myself fat too...WAHHAHA....
When i'm gone
Eminem
[Introduction]
Yeah...
It's my life...
My own words I guess...
[Verse 1]
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of a pain?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing this song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...
[Chorus]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...
[Verse 2]
I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying"
You always say that, you always say this is the last time
"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine
"She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!
"Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'
"I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...
[Chorus]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...
[Verse 3]
Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,
"But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?"
I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad"
And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin"
I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are gone"
But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice"
Now go up there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pump it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say..
[Chorus/Outro]
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...
Thursday, February 16, 2006
another piece of me written down....
dejavu.
hitting twice.
i'm getting a new home soon!
life beside a swimming pool, mrt tracks, main streets and the bus interchange.
bloody freaky. i'm scared.
few words speaks for all.
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
another piece of me written down....
people, meet my cousin. don't we look like sisters? haha.
so how are you people? i've got nothing to blog about. my life is so boring. so dull. when is school starting??? i'm excited! i want school to start!! i don't mind complaining about homework but i'm looking forward to the activities!! i'm just bored lah kayy....don't mind me.
i don't know what i'm gonna do these few days at home. i wake up early in the morning, fetch my lil brother, walk in the very hot and blazing sun, entertain the DS kids (they are cute you know!) and end up at home, trying to tire myself out. can anyone get me a life? sheesh.
WOIT!! email me lahhhh!!!! *ehemehem*
Monday, February 13, 2006
another piece of me written down....
"when was the last time you praised your child?"
"take note of their talents, not their flaws, even if it is fighting."
I NOT STUPID TOO is a MUST WATCH for everyone! especially parents!! it is so touching...so hilarious, so heart-breaking.....you've gotta watch it! u have to. =)) you can be crying at one moment and laughing next...WATCH IT! i recommend you watch it.
idayu, raider, masita and nad came over to my place this afternoon to send in their applications...masita did it quickly and went off to meet eddy...nad came over after that...nad and i had to help both raider and idayu in solving their delimma...they wanted to waste 3/4 of their choices and just put in 8/9 choices.....such a waste! sheesh....after that, we went to tampines mall to watch I NOT STUPID TOO. masita joined us for it. THANK GOD she was exactly right one time!! we went in when the show was just about to start! i mean, right after we sat, the 1st dialogue went on....you just have got to watch it! joshua's(chengcai) cute....heehheh....but his life in the show is very sad....his dad died...he was expelled from school, he was in a gang....but on the other hand, Tom(i don't know what's his name in real life), chengcai[?]'s best friend, had quite a family...had everything but nothing...his parents kept criticising on his flaws....but his brother,Jerry, was cute...he's the narrator of the whole story...he's very cute...so watch it!! it's worth the money. =))
i want a cardigan from SENSE! it catches my eyes.....it green and it's weaved....it has beads...and its beautiful...=D
this song reminds me of someone...
Vindicated - Dashboard Confessional
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of which has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated
[Chorus]
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that
[Chorus]
So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current and let me slip away [4x]
[Chorus]
Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Happy Valentine's Day everybody!
Friday, February 10, 2006
another piece of me written down....
hyelo!!
you know what?! i LOVE kok hwa! i LOVE amaths!!! i LOVE the people who have encouraged me to go on!! why? because of HIM! i improved what? 3/4 grades in amaths! AND improved 2/3 grades for physics!!! WOW!!!! he's one damn good teacher sia!!! haha! i can see him as a good teacher in the future..=DDDDD i guess i'll strip the treat he still owes me....but thing is, i didn't get to see him today...=/....and because everyone encouraged me to go ahead with the subjects, hey, i did pretty well for my standard.....=)
o yah, raider also said she LOVES amaths!!! hahaha! i guess i should add that she loves BIOLOGY and SCIENCE(chem/phy) too!!! hahah!! =D
*read those in red.
but ahhh.....i'm kinda thrilled i did better for my Os than for my prelims...i'm happy that i can go to the course that i wanted sooo much to take!! but too bad, nad cannot take it...sad sia...she didn't do that good either.....of all, raider, idayu and masita are eligible for jc....their points are like below 20.......i hate english sia.....i got one bloody hell 6 for it....shit sia...now, it's so difficult to get to a good course....surely, some people have gotten way better than i did...EVEN MY COUSIN SIA!!!! i'm like so, weak.....=/....but hey, we're gonna go out tomorrow to celebrate! yeay! i love everybody!!! =D
anyway, congrats to those who did well, as in beyond what they expected....congrats to me, congrats to Ta-Ren!, congrats to Mj, congrats to Wj, congrats to Hong Sheng, congrats to raider, congrats to raihanah, and whoever else....CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!=DDD
i thought i might get caught due to my hair....but HAHA, i didn't.....and i'm pretty sure it was because Mr Chua closed an eye for us, me and shireen...and whoever else....haha....i was terrified before that okay....was hurrying at nad's house to cover up my striking hair colour, but i just gave up....and i guess i went through today just fine....i was about to cry went i saw the person in fornt of me, cheng yee, shedding tears and the person behind me crying to her hearts content due to her results.....i felt my heart wanting to jump out of my ribcage while i was in front of mr lee beng wah sia!! my hands were shivery, i was so nervous i could barely sign the paper! hah.
we had a looong talk at the hall about what we are gonna do in the future....after that, we went LJS to eat!! i miss the school's food sia....haha...talked alot there....i checked the courses i could go to...those i can't go to is anything to do with chemistry and mass comm and law and management.....hmm...means i can't go into the chemical engineering course...sad sia....haizz....
but anyway, i'm sure everyone is contented with their results...even if you're not, you have too...so, lets hope we'll see each other again in a poly! bubie!
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
ex 4/1, do you still remember the time mr lee beng wah talked about this picture?i never believed him but now i do.
this is depressing.
another piece of me written down....
i'm home.....I AM HOME!!!! I AM HOME SWEET HOME!!!
what's the BIGG deal sia.....so what i'm home....urgh.
i wish i was back at my cousin's.....haiz.....i feel so laid back there...
kay, while i was there, like i said, i watched Meteor Garden season 2 every night till 3am...i've got volume 4 to finish!!! harhar! i went dippin' in the pool on sunday! talked about so many stuffs with herrr....wahahhah....my male cousins are weird, i must say....maybe we'll meet up after getting our results, we'll meet up and have a meal at swensens or something...tried playing badminton but failed terribly due to the wind...HARHAR!....erm, we went to NUH, KRW for my cuz's appointment....KRW stands for kent ridge wing...its a clinic for women, u know what i mean...my cousin here only gets her menses once every 6 months, that's like twice a year.....waaaahhhh....and the doctor said she's overweight, which i don't agree with because she don't look overweight...i think she's just heavy boned...and i learnt many other things too....heh heeh heh.....one thing i don't like about their family is, when we pray as a group, esp subuh, my uncle will kinda shout/read out very loudly the prayers...makes me difficult to read my prayers...hmph....wahahahahahhah.....had a hell of a time stuffing my mouth with food while i was there....wahahah!
anyway, i have not gotten my letter for my JAE admission!!! where the hell is it?! my cuz got it already sia.....now i'm nervous....so bloooody nervous, i can't eat.....that sucks.
Remember The Name - Fort Minor
You ready?! Lets go!
Yeah, for those of you that want to know what we're all about
It's like this y'all (c'mon!)
[Chorus]
This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!
Mike! - He doesn't need his name up in lights
He just wants to be heard whether it's the beat or the mic
He feels so unlike everybody else, alone
In spite of the fact that some people still think that they know him
But fuck em, he knows the code
It's not about the salary
It's all about reality and making some noise
Makin the story - makin sure his clique stays up
That means when he puts it down Tak's pickin it up! let's go!
Who the hell is he anyway?
He never really talks much
Never concerned with status but still leavin them star struck
Humbled through opportunities given to him despite the fact
That many misjudge him because he makes a livin from writin raps
Put it together himself, now the picture connects
Never askin for someone's help, to get some respect
He's only focused on what he wrote, his will is beyond reach
And now when it all unfolds, the skill of an artist
It's just twenty percent skill
Eighty percent fear
Be one hundred percent clear cause Ryu is ill
Who would've thought that he'd be the one to set the west in flames
And I heard him wreckin with The Crystal Method, "Name Of The Game"
Came back dropped Megadef, took em to church
I like bleach man, why you have the stupidest verse?
This dude is the truth, now everybody be givin him guest spots
His stock's through the roof I heard he fuckin with S. Dot!
[Chorus]
They call him Ryu The Sick
And he's spittin fire with Mike
Got him out the dryer he's hot
Found him in Fort Minor with Tak
Been a fuckin annihilist porcupine
He's a prick, he's a cock
The type woman want to be with, and rappers hope he get shot
Eight years in the makin, patiently waitin to blow
Now the record with Shinoda's takin over the globe
He's got a partner in crime, his shit is equally dope
You wont believe the kind of shit that comes out of this kid's throat
Tak! - He's not your everyday on the block
He knows how to work with what he's got
Makin his way to the top
People think its a common owners name
People keep askin him was it given at birth
Or does it stand for an acronym?
No he's livin proof, Got him rockin the booth
He'll get you buzzin quicker than a shot of vodka with juice
Him and his crew are known around as one of the best
Dedicated to what they doin give a hundred percent
Forget Mike - Nobody really knows how or why he works so hard
It seems like he's never got time
Because he writes every note and he writes every line
And I've seen him at work when that light goes on in his mind
It's like a design is written in his head every time
Before he even touches a key or speaks in a rhyme
And those motherfuckers he runs with, those kids that he signed?
Ridiculous, without even trying, how do they do it?!
[Chorus - repeat 2x]
[Outro - Mike Shinoda]
Yeah! Fort Minor
M. Shinoda - Styles of Beyond
Ryu! Takbir! Machine Shop!
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
another piece of me written down....
hyelo everybodi.....
how are you?
heard the news?
the results will be out on 10th FEB!!!!!! this friday!!!!!
damn...i'm already nervous.....
i think i might end up crying after getting it sia.....ishshhhh
if u were wondering where i were these few dayssss, i've been sleeping over my cousin's house!!
yeayyy....after the long wait.....from after Os to a few days before getting the results....i've been wondering what course i'll go to, whether i can get to a poly or not, what my results will be.....haiz....there's been alot we've talked about....our male cousins(HAHAH!), our results, what courses we'll choose, where we want to go...wahahahahahah....scaryyyy......haizz...my cuz said we can choose 12 courses....that's a LOT! i guess maybe i'm gonna put engineering lastt or something...wahahahahahha......scary lahhh....THIS FRIDAY U KNOWWWW.....imagine the tensed up feeling u'll have.....makes me want to vomit.....urghhhhhh........
i've been sleeping at 3+am thses few days siaaaa......watch what? Meteor Garden 2.....wahahahaha.....its nice....but its a kind of cliche(?) for me...bcoz i can guess what's gonna happen next...ISH!.....haizzzz......
my dear friends,
SEE YA ON FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Krafty
New Order
Some people get up at the break of day
Gotta go to work before it gets too late
Sitting in a car and driving down the road
It ain't the way it has to be
But that's what you do to earn your daily wage
That's the kind of world that we're living in today
Isn't where you wanna be
And isn't what you wanna do
Just give me one more day (one more day)
Give me another night (just another night)
I need a second chance (second chance)
This time I'll get it right (This time I'll get it right)
I'll say it one last time (one last time)
I've got to let you know (I've got to let you know)
I've got to change your mind (I've got to change your mind)
I'll never let you go
You've got to look at life the way it oughta be
Looking at the stars from underneath the tree
There's a world inside and a world out there
With that on tv you just don't care
They've got violence, wars and killing too
All shrunk down in a two-foot tube
But out there the world is a beautiful place
With mountains, lakes and the human race
And this is where I wanna be
And this is what I wanna do
Just give me one more day (one more day)
Give me another night (just another night)
I need a second chance (second chance)
This time I'll get it right (This time I'll get it right)
I'll say it one last time (one last time)
I've got to let you know (I've got to let you know)
I've got to change your mind (change your mind)
I'll never let you go
Just give me one more chance (one more chance)
Give me another night (just another night)
With just one more day (one more day)
Maybe we'll get it right (You know I'll get it right)
I'll say it one last time (one last time)
I've got to let you know (I've got to let you know)
If I could change your mind (change your mind)
I'll never let you go
Thursday, February 02, 2006
another piece of me written down....
hyelo....
i went out with the girls yesterday....went shoppinggg....hehehhehehe....got myself two new tops from FOX.....keke....and mom didn't say anything about it.....sad sia nad, she didn't get the shoe she wanted....and the bloody salesgirl said there were sizes at bugis..shitty salesgirlss......suck up.....HAH! we walked and talked....mostly, the topic was about the RESULTS.......i'm so scared sia....so bloody nervous cause of it.....what if i can't go anywhere....i'm thinking if i really can't go anywhere, i think my last resort would be a CI or a private poly or something....scary sia.....urghhh...
anyway, i guess i know how to get along with my mom now.....to just do what she wants me to do and like, listen to her....for the past few days, i didn't talk to her...i just slept....and ignored her....hmm..=/....
i cut the fats out of a chicken yesterday!!!!!
fatty chicken...........u canNOT believe how much fats there were.....huahuahua!
o yeah, raider asked me to join her with mj n wj for sheesha[?] but i declined...
-smoking is bad-