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hyelooo.....today, i woke up early just to visit the toilet....stupid stomachache...i slept again but not a tight one...woke up a few minutes later....bathe, iron my clothes...blah blah blah...den had breakfast while waiting for my parents to get redy...ate till i felt like vomitting...eeeesh...i was late for sch....must b there at 10 n i'm still at home.....wad d....at sch, sat behind..not at d normal place...haizzz....was kinda close to wani today....shared abit of problem wif her...erm....didn buy food but they offered...d test was okay....den went to mac wif hidahny...bought sumting den went home...guess hu i met up wif?.....mr idayat n his bro...my god!...his bro is like way fairer den he is....but both of them wear specs n all...erm....but his bro looks old...went home....my eldest bro is like so irritating!...ask me to cook this lah...dat lah...buy him food lah...wad d...i'm his slave iziT?! at last, a filial lil sis...i bought him food...coincidentally, he was at siglap cc...so near, yet so far....haiz....went home....ate sumting....den went online....ergh...after such a long break, today yat msg me...wwahhhhh....tot he forget me redi....erm....i want a hug!....shout out there...gosh...this makes me remember mr y....wonder how he is doin now...has he got a gerl yet? had such great times wif him...cant blieve i dumped him...no.....we broke off....i didnt ask for it...neither did he...i dun want dis to happen again....i must not let this happen again...aniwae..i'm kinda pissed sumhow....nowadays...dat person is not dat person animore...kinda chged...mayb coz of me? i'm d pissy person...i cant make up my damn mind...i guess dat person is pissed at me....shit me lah....wad d fuck faridah!...hate u sia!....siak nye budak....bloody hell....why must u disturb my peace?! bloody shit u.........aniwae todays--->BORING!



Summer Sunshine

I feel it's changing, I stay the same
I'm... a solo cello outside a chor-us
I've got a secret,
It's time for me to tell that you've been keeping me warm

Just sweet beginnings and bitter en-dings
In coffee city, we borrowed hea-ven
Don't give it back,
I've never felt so wanted
Are you taking me home?
You tell me you have to go...

[chorus]
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know

Now that you've left me, there's no retur-ning
I keep comparing, you're always win-ning
I try to be strong but you'll never be more wanted
Will you make me at home?
Don't tell me you have to go...

[chorus]
Ya da... ya da... ya da

To sweet beginnings and bitter en-dings
In coffee city, we borrowed hea-ven
Don't give it back
Winter is coming and
I need to stay warm
The heat.....
[Chorus]
[Chorus]

sumting dat has been in my head today......



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hyelo.......how are u? fine? great! me? erm...so-so...usual stuffs....k...once i start, i cant stop...once i stop, i'll nvr get started...dats me...it goes for blogging as well....aniwae, today, was awaken by a very loud shout by my dad.....going against my mom or sumting...continued sleeping but awaken again by my 2nd bro....loud loud "FARIDAH!"...helped my mom wif d taugeh or shud i say beansprouts, since yesterday night!...den peeled sum onions, cut sum fishcakes, washed sum prawns n sum green vegetables, pounded sum garlic (my dad calls it white onions..), help my mom wash this, wash that...peel this, peel that....cut this, cut that....oh...i got to watch Winx as well...(sempat sak!)...erm help my mom carry the fried noodles to my lil bro's sch...she was helping them cook d food..now she dont want to do it for them animore....took d taxi...d taxi driver....wahhh...so damn friendly, so damn kind, so damn helpful, so damn crazy...u know y? he helped us wif d food, he talked to us in a very friendly manner..even sang d malay song! which i dont even know...oldies song lah...he kindly waited for my mom at d mobil station coz she forgot to bring d green chillies so she bought chilli sauce instead, while i was in d taxi, he followed the tune of d music n erm...how to describe...he wanted to get d label of the bottl, so he went "why cannot?! why cannot?!" while forcing d label out of d bottle...he told me there was a lucky draw...must have 3 bottle labels to participate.....typical!....at d sch, mom sorta refuse d lady's offer...erm...be honest, be humble...erm.........at home, watched tv....slept...mom gave d $60 for my fees...erm..i didnt want to go mendaki at 1st...watch "Pimp my Ride" on Mtv...so damn cool....i like!...d car's like...WOW!....got playstation lah...got cd player lah...got massager osos!....aniwae...at mendaki...d bus came early....aniwae, my fren was like "eyyyy u cut ur hair!!!!! i oso want!!"...hahahx...maths was okay..i was noisy lah as pernormal...spot alot of my tutor's mistakes.....kinda crazy wif my fren, Syimah dear.....she's cannot keep her mouth shut...we are kinda d same...look quiet....but...er..err....aniwae, shared problems during break...didnt know my pri sch fren was like dat..no.....she was ALWAYS like dat....erm...my mom came...talked wif both of my tutors...so damn freaking loong sia...i juz sat there like a fool, listening to them 'complimenting' abt me...blahblahblah...mr suhaimy so bad! said i told him to tell my mom gd stuffs abt me....sheeeesh...he told my mom i was noisy in his class as well...i think he's gf was there....mr zainudin...blahblahblah...my mom...blabberblabberblabber.....coz she talked d most!....those in class so damn free sia!....if i knew, i wudnt want to be there....this wk might be d last wk for mr suhaimy....awh...=(....aniwae....my dad scolded me coz i came down late...i mean....d class has NOT even finished n he wants me to come down....wad d hell!....went to eat....went home...watched d water gymnastic tingy...is dat wat it's called?..hmph..i'm like WOW at russian federation n japan....now...haizzzzz.......i juz dont feel happi....i duno y....not contented at all....nothing...aniwae...todays----> F I N E.



sial la........----->this is wat dat is going thru my head ryte now.....wow.



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hyelo.....today is friday....yes...i know u knew that....erm...me n sor n the other ppl hu takes bus 14 wif us were kinda right on time...d bus came late....it arrived at 7.10!...my god....good thing it takes 5 mins frm here to sch....or else...went to sch....didnt get to go wif him but! i saw him while walking towards d parade square...he saw my new hairstyle...harhar....aniwae...at d parade square...darren n they all surrounded me n said "wats dis?!"...adam xtra xtra as well....darren call me stupid lah....coz i didnt say out his name when i cut my hair...but...fine! so wat if i didnt say his name...i feel arrogant saying out his name juz bcoz i want to get a lower price...its so short...dats wat jyss said...harhar!....aniwae...now no need to tie...maths class...collected d wksheet...rarr rarr rarr....darren kept commenting on my hair....eeeesh....i feel so flat...usually when i shake, i feel sumting move...but this time...nothing move...so empty....erm..P.e.....i scored!! i scored one goal which means 3 points...kok hwa scored 4 goals today....wats up wif dat?! hahax....we played...d score was 7:1.....i scored when favien was d goalkeeper...which means favien is a no-no in goal keeping...harhar....happie of coz...we didnt have ani break...erm...cme...sat behind at dun ang's place...jyss gave me d wet tissue ting...i dun like d smell........yuck....but used it aniway....had to hold my breath....nasri xplaind to me how to style my hair...i dun get it...den recess time...jun actuallie finished a plate!...such accomplishments....nasri poor thing....no money to eat...he explained to me abt d hairstyle tingy.....aiyerr............jun called me a putri lilin bcoz i didnt want to walk in d sun...humph! aniwae....b4 cme, we talked abt d ___ ting...when mr lee came, we were all "shhhhh...shhhh!" hahax...english was...boring.....as pernormal....erm, went for mcc...painted d banner, taught them d steps which i myself forgot....den chem...damn bored....weder borrowed my ezlink card....mrs tan gave us a motivational speech........mrs tan wants to buy ms choy a cake...eeeyooo....after d remedial, i search for weder...erm, walked wif Tarren n all that out of sch...den mr Tarren started messying my hair, followed by josie.....duna ang did it in class,....i got away frm them for a few mins when i realized mr tarren was going to do it again....den i saw josie running towards me....eeee...eeee....eeee!....i ran to jun...hu was way in front...den hong sheng joined me n jun....we walked to d bustop...had a loong talk...den in d bus...aiyooo.....hong sheng sit bside me....eee....as thou he's me bf sia!....d more i say no, d more he got nearer...EEE!!! den he sing his songs....his weird songs....weird weird weird songs...d goodbye sweetheart song...duno where he got it frm....eeeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!...went home, noone home.....saw d comp still on....since last night, scanning...wah lao....so damn long...wart onli...aniwae....todays---->FINE! BORING!



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hyelo there........i've cut my hair....yes...dats wat i've done...after a long erm....erm....ANIwaEE..i finally cut my hair...at tarren's mom's saloon....okay lah...nice lah ah....no comment....it kinda sux thou...went wif jane...its d 1st time she's been to my hse...i mean d outside...coz she dowan to come in i guess she shudnt coz erm..my hse messy lah....aniwae....d person charged me 2 bucks xtra....wat onli...nvrmind...i close one eye now...coz errr....errmm...ANIWAE....today....not much happen....did a sort of quiz/game ting....i cud answer d qn! yeay!...erm...i passed my acid bases chem test...so dats gd...overall, i passed everything EXCEPT physics....sucky physics......erm....eng n cme...kinda boring.....chem...erh...dun say....she told us nxt week was her last week....i have not hand in my wkbk n all.....saw d mcc photo...it was nice...i bought d fun shot...yippiedoo...o YEAH! Happy 4th anniversary to weder n ramli....4th rite? er..aniwae...went home wif rai n wj n mj....mj walk wif me home home but we walked rai n wj to d bustop....my class plans to buy sumting for mr lee bw....an advancement of 3 days pls....nxt time tell us earlier hor....wad onli....bought d spca badge...d hamster look so cute....0h well...i guess dats all....todays---->FINE!!



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hyelo.......had fun today? sure u did.....well...another day...another ending....we had to chg to our original places today.....ergh....ohkay den....d worlds' expanding n chging all at d same time...ergh...i cant hope for it to chg back....have to step forward n accept all d facts of life...everyone n everything chges or has to chg....sumhow...sumway...sumtimes...this is how my life goes everyday now.....i go to school,feeling sleepy, tired.....at class, all energetic, very noisy, very cheery.....go home time, still cheery but it fades very fast.....on d way home, think think think about life, abt d chges, mood chges to feeling depressed, leftout, outcasted.....reach home, everything chges to a happy mood after having to talk to my mom n my lil bro....its like a cycle..to be honest....today.....at class was fun....josey of coz, pisses me off so much....i scratched his badge...shoot!...my aim was to him..not d floor.....thx cb for d textbk!....cb was erm....scary...keeps wanting to bite me....eeeeeekkk....during history...errr....Tarren was like twirling my hair n commenting on it...my god!.....ey! my hair not wig hor...i'm not a barbie doll as well....tarren said my hair very unique....said dat it twirled one side onli....wanted to see how long my hair was n all.....aiyoooo......eeeeesh.....den pc....mr lee broke d news abt d work ting...aiyahhhh!!!!!!!! hate hate hate that! now EVERYONE has d freaking form.....makes my opportunity to get chosen very difficult...d briefing was okay....i played wif ting2's hair....her hair very nice....den lid also played wif my hair as well.....twirl here...twirl there...wad d hell!! hahax!....den....we were released...it was raining damn heavily...looked for jane....but cudnt find her....i suppose she's wif d other d6.....look for others...fail to do so....sooo i juz went home...bryan was bhind me wif an umbrella....me ting2, lan2 n other 3/2 ppl walked under d rain...stupid bag...stupid 4c girls....nowonder they're frm 4c.....hmph!....started to walk slow....haiyahh...dun care larh.....den bought sumtings den went home....haiyah....klah......todays--->FINE, UNFINE, COLD.



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hyelo peepz....yeah....recently i hvnt been blogging everyday...it seems dat there's no point in blogging everyday coz my typical days are juz typically boring...filled with laughter..yes..but not much frm outside my classrm...wat i say is true...n wat i say is sumting i nvr have said bfore...inside class, filled wif sarcasm..jokes..crappy bullying..crappy stuffs..lame tricks n stuffs..while outside classroom..its juz..noting.....no life...no excitement...i really see d change which is going on..i'm like joey in Friends...not wanting to know animore chges which are wanting to happen...but it seems dats juz sumting u cant close an eye n juz walk away....really...no i see many ppl have chged.....i see now that everyone is busy wif their life....everyone juz walk away frm me...i cant juz walk towards them n sit/stand bside them....juz join them when they know i'm not sumone hu belong there...so yah...here goes the roller coaster ride again...i see many tremendous chges....sumtings are juz not meant to be...now i see ppl as bitches, flirts, assholes, suckers, bastards and ergh..watever name u can name them....now i see a fren of mine a flirt hu doesnt know how to take care of d body....erm....ppl are juz too busy wif their frens, wif their lifes wif their problems...sumtimes i feel so ergh...wateverlah.....dat kind..u know?...u dont...fine...i'm juz saying hye n bie to ppl...for d sake of it....sumtimes i dont even..mayb i'm d one hu is chging...mayb i'm d one hu is taking this too seriously...mayb i'm making fast conclusions...well.....now i'm beginning to go on wif d flow....i cant juz go ard doing those things i used to do animore...selit-menyelit...ohkay....enuf of this ridiculous thing abt how i feel...its time for d real blog....

aniwae...today...no..yesterday....yesterday....jyss n d gang brought to class way lots of things...badges, a bone squeeze toy, neoprints n camera n jyss had a new bag! same type colour, pattern but its a tote bag...it was nice!...they had those 'good-worded' badges.....josey had d "want to buy a vowel? sh_t y_ _!" badge...to me it was nice....jyss had d "proud to be an asshole" badge n tarren had d "i'm bitchy on days ending wif y" badge....jyss gave cy the "its hard to be cute n sexy at d same time. but sumones got to do it!" badge...cy or shud i say cb(chiobu) its really those pretty boys....then...the chem test was okay...maths was okay as well..everything's juz so boring these days...except that me n dun ang are 'fighting' for d door..i sit nxt to d door so i get d opportunity to open or close d door whenever i like...dun ang keeps going "ey, dun touch my door" so i'll go "what?! ur door ah? tell ---- den u know!"...haha!..aniwae, touchtyping was damn damn lame...d sec 4d/c gerls laughed like cik pons...so mr lee bw went out n looked at them...damn irritating bastards/bitches....i mean, sum of d malay guys are quiet but most of d chinese guys n d malay bitches are fucking irritating!...bloody hell......went home...oyeah...weder n dayu cut their hair...dayu look like superman...weder...okay lah...nice...she fits lots of hairstyles....aniwae...dats all dat happened...he called me...so long nvr call.....juz feels happy to hear him on d fon again...=)

today....noting much happen....he told me sumtings dat happened recently...oh dear..=/....he wanted me to accompany him to buy his sis's bdae prezzie....awhhh...such nice brother she has....hehe.....he sent me to class....gd ting nasri wasnt facing inside...rarrr...aniwaes..in class..noting much happened..went to 3/2..they chged their places....well.....ya...in class...at sweets..n more sweets....gonna get toothache soonnn.....history....boring...but everyone was rather quiet thou...ss...did d qn but didnt finish it....bargain wif tarren abt me cutting my hair...i want to cut my hair...so going to his mom's hairdresser wud be...erm....fun?...nvr been there bfore...not even once...hahax!....den.....maths...noting happen......physics...copy notes..mr lee cs scolded d 4d bois..."i need to study for my nlevel lah!" dat was d reason they gave to him..my god...they made so much noise and they knocked d wall...so damn loud i tot it wud break...wad d hell.....mr lee cs..nice....asked here n there...mt...was kinda boring...now we cant chg places animore even if its still near our 'buddies'....fine then.....now i'll have a forever sufficient light supply...u've guessed it i shall assume...i'm sitting next to d window....d chem ct was ergh!..i cant do it...ergh....aniwae....mcc was okay...i didnt have mood at first n guess wat? i tink i forgot my uniform sumwhere...in d classrm mayb?...aiyah..shit.....bloody hell....fetched wani's baby sis...so cute!! her name's nice as well...siti maisharah....waw....my cuz's name....watched "Life" juz now...kinda touching.....aniwae..i shall stop here.....gdbie!



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hyeloz!!! wahhh...wat a loong break frm blogging...1st ting 1st...monday was our 3rd month anniversary! Happy Anniversary dear!....mon...wat happened on monday? o yeah....went to ljs wif lid....we studied social studies....mena n yat were there as well...shared many stories wif lid...esp abt my family....tell u later wat happened today.....erm...oyeah..adam got a reply frm ms emma watsons aka hermoine granger....wahhh..used to be unlucky but he's luck is growing...congrats lil guy...lid lent me her garfield movie dvd....ergh...cudnt get to watch it today!...rarrr...mom didnt let me watch it! ergh...fine!

aniwae...on tues day...ss was okay...hist was....okay...cudnt remember much points...wrote down everyting dat came into my mind...i mean d history points..i kinda finished partially early so i looked around...i cud see 4/1 frm my place...communicated wif dun ang as well...observed mrs wadhwani....i tink she's...erm...preg.....er...yea....erm...went home wif jun...weder told me she didnt wan to go for mcc...so she didnt...idayu didnt went as well...she got touch typing ting...so i sorta took my time...coz noone was home..no disturbance...i went back to sch...saw rai..sit wif her...she was bitching wif nisa n joyce abt sumone...wahhh...noti gerls...in d end, there wasnt any mcc...coz mr osman didnt come n mdm salenah wanted us to study...so i went home wif mazlin...walked home...so loooong nvr walk home...went home n slept for awhile...

wednesday......cant remember wat happen in d morning..did i go to sch wif sor...i tink i didnt....wad d hell....erm...oyeah....i went to sch early...took d 6.40 bus..so damn early sia!..jyss did come...so boring...me n lid all d way...had to stand n tolerate lid's beautiful singing...she sang..."She will be loved" all day!.....aniwae..stayed back wif jun...hongsheng joined few mins later....we ate lunch...hongsheng..told him to chew his food 44 times..n close his mouth....he did it..he said "WAHHH can die man if i do this everyTIME"...it was disgusting!....sheesh....we stopped by d sms tv at sch...ting abt work application...hongsheng wanted to go for it....me n jun stayed back till 5.30pm to study amaths wif ms tan...ms tan said i lack of practice....jason was like playing wif his coin...guess he was damn bored....went home..so on wednesday...aniting else happen on wed?....d career ting..being a marine ship captain is so rich!...but i guess alot of hard work is needed..one hu is sea sick cannot go for it....told my dad abt it...my dad was like...u want to go for dat...u cannot see ur family for years u know?! if anyting happens on d ship, u're going to get introuble!..noone can help u...blahblahblah...maybe he's ryte...n i guess d course will b damn tough....u have to study everything and anyting abt the ship n d trips ur gonna make..wahh...dat'll be damn tiring...aniwae...at home i studied my amaths again.....he gav me encouragement...=)...soorie i forgot abt d oral ting....=(

thurs...erm...d amaths test was okay...unlikely for me to say such tings....i guess it was bcoz i studied...n darl had given me sum encouragement....=).....o yeah...recess time...jun was like "eh faridah, u wan to go for d job application ting anot? i want lah...."...i'm like...errr....okay....seems fun...after we took d form..jun was like "WAHHHH...got pay lah..alahhh neeed d results...so unfair..." hahax....assembly after recess was wird...y? every one was like asking eh!..u got to go for d job ting ah?!....wahhh....*takes d form*...hehe...went up to class, hongsheng said "everyone apply den we cook d kitchen! wahh"....harhar!....talked to my mom abt d work ting..she allowed it!! yippieee....erm...wat else...o yeah...stayed back for chem remedial....damn suprised to get to know my marks...12/25!...wow!...it tot i'll get zero!...i cried for d damn test oryte!...it wasnt good!...waow...cudnt believe myself....sumtings juz gets better when u least xpect it....o yeah..i failed my physics btw...typicallll...

Friday....damn tired....duno y....erm...eng was okay...p.e....i cudnt aim for d stupid goal!...shittie..n sum ppl said i hit joyo's leg.....wat i know was that i hit hong yun's abdomen, yoputra stepped on my stick which...i pulled....so he fell.....i was like..eh..eh...y cannot swing..den bush! yoputra fall....we played till we didnt have any mood to play animore....we kept losing..i kept missing d goal...even jyss tried to help...ergh!!...rar!....damn tired...drank me bottle like me nvr drink water b4....like reall......aniwae...found out weder n dayu wanted to go cut their hair today...=/...tkpe lah weder....nvrmind...nvrmind....aniwae...after checking d chem ppr, me n jun went home....at home i ate...blahblahblah....udinabg din was home...told me to teach my eldest cuz use d digi camcorder...rarrr....went back to sch...man..d sky's got some mood today....rain,drizzle,rain,drizzle,rain,drizzle...n 14 was sucky..two bus 14 came...at 14:14pm...so damn coincidental huh...i cud take note of d time sumore...wart the hell....jun msged me...i reached d bustop redi...she can wait at d other side of d road...bukan nye nak tepon sey!..den it started raining...heavily....wad d hell...we were like 'screaming' when d wind blew d umbrella behind us...waht d hell!!...went for d touch typing tingy...d lady...d older one...acted strict n fierce/stern...n she wants to be happy n cheerful at d same time!...n d trainer gerl...she was okay.....looks kinda ahlian....d lessons was fine...in d end we use wat we are most comfortable wif...not d proper, sit upright, fingers on d home row(i tink), eyes on d monitor ting...ergh...n d trainer said i got alot of soundeffects...yep i did....shit all come out!...told jun dat we werent fit to b secretaries....n d lesson had those farting sounds ting...wart d hell...but i guess now..as in at this moment point of time, i can type faster....

at last...today!..saturday!....i woke up crying....AGAIN!...2nd tyme alredi!...but this tyme i didnt cry dat loud...but my mom was beside me...she always is esp in d morning....dats wat i like best abt her...my room is known as d clothes room..my house...not like any other house where ur room is ur room, mine is mine...no...each room has its purpose...like d boys room, dat where there's abit of clothes(esp pants), sum aquarium tanks(my hse has loads of tanks), electronics(dgcam,dgcamcorder,tv..wtever) n sum docs n toys...coz its where my lil bro sleeps...n a 3-leveled bed...erm...yah...as i said..my room's d clothes room..totally!...clothes in everycorner..so its where we iron our clothes n all...its so opened...sumtimes i duno where to keep my seret stuffs..back to d crying ting...i wake up n cry when i dream abt my sis...she's juz left me a damn scar....my mom told me her dreams...wahh....doa/prayers are really powerful....den...my parents sent my lil bro to his sports session....they reach home...tot dad was gonna send me but den.....mom told me last min dat d car is not at gd condition...wat d hell....not in good mood so after my prayers, i went to mendaki..i'm not suppose to go out in short sleeve shirts but lately dats wat i've been doing in front of my mom...she did say sumting but....i'll not take it....aniwae i went to mendaki..on d wae to d bustop, i missed two steps n fell kneeling down!...now there's a brown 'scar' on my levi's...shit!...but my knee's not dat painful thou...rarrrrr....my day did not get too gd...syimah was abit late...den...during maths...we did abit of chem!...d equations n all...didnt know it was actuallie kinda easy..but...ergh....den did abit of maths...haizz...eng..we did a wksht..den talked abt albert einstein n abit of physics...wad d hell!...den went home...walked wif syimah n her bro...wahhhh...her bro can read minds...nvr talk to him b4 even thou we walked practically every wk to d int...at home..ergh..boring...deleted all d viruses..sum of it...rarr...stupid virus...

aniwae...these was wat happened during my awful week....dun read it if u dun want to.



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HaPPy 3rd MonTh Anniversary DarLinG!! peace!...hehe...wow..dat was fast...3rd month redi..hope our relationship lasts a lifetime, filled with alot of happiness......=D..=D..=D..

went to sch wif him today...but not wif sor...duno y..aiyah..dun care....told cindy to keep d sunflower for me 1st...saw nad at d bustop...she cut her hair redi....when am i? he returned me my book....so fast?!....hehe...went up to class...haiz...sor had that angry tone..dats wat i heard...tot wat was d commotion all abt...adam's soooo lucky!...ms emma watson aka hermione granger REPLIED his letter! gave him her autographed photo as well....she look so damn pretty sia!....everyone's like..."lemme see! lemme see!" i read d letter..it was unbelievable!...now i know NOTHING'S impossible....mayb he'll try to woo her?...wahh....he's like sooo happy today!...wif ms emma watson's reply n all that....really woke him up....he sent d letter a few month ago n she replied...mayb its not her...its d company general letter to fans....dats how it sounds like...erm...gave nad her prezzie...a sunflower n a home-made card...kinda cheapskate lahh...she so-called returned it wif a hug...awww....mt ppr was okay...wats balairung n landai????...haizz....spent recess wif...erm..lid n jane n all...den....everythings kinda boring...we did d dedication tingy today...i dedicated to ehem! cannot tell now...aniwae...as expected i didnt have remedial today..cannot spend d day wif him...awww......went to ljs to eat n study....nisa wished me happy 3 mths today..den at ljs..mena n idayat came...wassssssssssssssaabi.....y did i juz say dat?...forget it...aniwae..they kinda suprised me...mena wished me 3 mths as well....me n lid studied ss....i cudnt get my eyes out of d construction place...looks fun to do dat ting....lid lent me her garfield d movie dvd....wahhh...shared many stories abt my family...she's kinda evil...i wont chg my impression on my sis...she's still sumone i hate d most....went home...slept awhile...den studied...wanted to watch d garfield movie...but..aiyah...my mom say another day can...hmph!...she bought for me sweeets...wats up wif dat?? tried to study my hist!...but not much time....need to continue to sleep....aniwae...todays---->FINE!!!



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hyelozzz....today my dad fetched me to sch at 7.22 am...wahhh so late alredi...(EVERYONE WATCHING D ATHENS?!!! MUST WATCH OKAY!!)...a big shout out there...aNIwae...brought d costume...forgot to take back my clothe-pegs..shoot!..got d t-shirt!! d tshirts nice...black! my favourite colour....Muahahaha...in front, there's a word.."INDERAWASIH" which means colourful bird...behind there's a red 'whirlpool'...n a big INDERAWASIH...n small malay cultural club following by "bgss"...hahax...den me,maz,izza,emy n kemi went to eat breakfast....gosh mazlin can eat ALOT! for a small girl.....kemi didnt eat aniting...except emy force her to eat sumting...me n izza kinda ate d same ting...den went to 7-11...maz n izza bought ice-cream sumore...duno how they like finish it...aniwae...we sat down awhile until i remembered him...he needed my bk...so we walked to my house...heehee...i walked infront....coz i ws leading d way...so damn tired....coz i ran to my hse while they play at d playgrd near my hse...they played d swing...like lil kiddies....took da book....cud hear them shout sia...den, we took d bus back to sch..emy was like "i wont take d bus if u sponsor(busfare) me"......den, we kinda met faizah in d bus...rarrr......den i met him...hey! izza n gang made those ahem sounds...ergh!!!.....hate those sia...heeeheee........looked gd in d ncc uni....peace!......but oops...i kinda left him at d stairs....d tchers made me feel like a "model" coz i had to show my tshirt...eeewww....aniway...mdm marlinah said "SHIT!"...hahax!...pecah rahsia!......she was like "shit! oops...."...coz azleen havnt arrive yet n all.....embarrassingggg.....d photo shoot was okay..i hope...i sat bside weder husat bside hawa hu sat bside mdm marlinah n so on...we had a fun-shot as well....me,dayu n weder togeder...wonder how we'll look like.....den wat happened?...o yes....waited for izza at d canteen...coz they had to take d psl photo....hugged mj....fizah had plans for today BUT frm d look of mj n all...i ddnt tink it wud happen...which is exactly wat happen...den they wanted to go mac, i walked wif maz, emy n kemi..i went home..they went to mac...i slept at home...till 1...dat was when my mom came home..i didnt know they came home alredi...at mendaki..oklar...kinda fun wif syimah...todays more cheery....hehex....went walking ard d old bgss skool...d memories came back...like when ms lim was going to go away......all d old stuffs lah....den...eng was more interesting today...he told us d olden days in spore...kekek sey....went home wif farah n syimah...talked a long ting abt clothes...as in d tudung ting n all...farah says she pity those boifrens hu has girlfrens hu expose their bodies...farah told me abt her cuz....she told me y she dowan to wear tudong ryte now.....n blahblahblah.....i have my restrictions....yah....i do....on d wae home, i saw sor n my madrs fren...she look so cool...as in cool cool not hiphop cool dat kind...juz try to understand...at home, my mom was like "eh? home alredi? i tot u go celebrate ur fren's bdae?"...i was like.. "aiyah....cancelled redi..." rar rar rar...den wat did happened...watch tv..my lil bro was beaten abit juz now...he's so taking adventage of d good life in my house..i know i do as well but he's way too manje..erm..duno wats dat in eng for now.....aniwae...athens' cool...d fireworks damn nice...damn beautiful...oh shit, i missed d ndp...oh well....anywae..todays-->FINE! TIRING! OKAY!



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hyelozzz....olright! i've had it~!...bloody heLL....today started out okay..i tink...met wif sor at a very 'punctual' time...den met him...1st going to sch seems okay until da couple arrived...ergh... sheeeeesh.......den at class....aiyah...noting happen....erm.....den, maths....was okay...frankly speaking, i kinda like maths lessons sumtimes...but this time it was kinda boring until d last few minutes when i get to see d class photo...orhhhhh...cy so d chiobu....in d formal photo...it was kinda cute thou...d fun-shot, its nice...very nice...onli kok hwa wasnt there...kok hwa~! y hide??? haiyoh......den we were excited about d photos...now cy is called chiobu...hahax!...den we got redi for P.E...at last....after a long holiday frm P.E...we had it afterall...we rarely look forward to p.e but this time its sumting to look forward to coz we're gonna play FLAWFLOORBALL!!...yiippeedooo...darren was like..aiyah, volleyball...dowan lah...den chg to floorball..weepee...it was fun!..but since d no. of girls in our class is sooo damn small(jun nvr come..so...13-1=12)...it was shrunken to 2 girls per grp...so phitetic...me, jyss, Tarren, chiobu(cy), kok hwa n josey...yep..my fav classmates...aiyah..lid in another grp..haizzz....wanted her to b in our grp but cant..shitty...so we played against Nasri's team...Jia hao was always wif his phaTEtic towel, a winnie d pooh towel...EWWW...he didnt do stretching as welll....dont care!......i scored a goal...which means 3 whole points for me grp..wow!.. den jyss knocked me down!...wahh..nvr had such knock downs b4..i slidded on my back! but it didnt hurt..i tink...mayb for dat moment....cont. playing...in d end we lost coz mr TARREN go held his stick up high!...so...d end score 3-4...we got 3...adam n nasri were dancing...den we played wif dun ang's grp....my navigation sucked at this game...we were so close yet so far to scoring but atlast we won...harhar!..no thx to me...dun ang's grp was kinda frustrated thou...den Hongsheng complained dat jason hit his finger which almost bleeded....he whispered "fuck lar!"....harhar....cme next...it was okay..wat did we do?....saranpal admitted his crime..he forged a letter....so mr lee...as pernormal..gave a looong talk...we gotta do a journal on our Sec 3 camp!..i did it alredi in my blog SOOO i'm gonna convert it to a better yet unvulgary journal...we did d madakacas OI tingy in class...hahax...d gd eng ppl were called up to submit their journals...on monday....1 pg is NOT enuff....recess...was wif lid...she helped me go down s stairs coz my knee hurt...both of them....den accompanied fizah....i fell sorry for her...she wants to celebrate her bdae wif d D'6 but they acted as thou its not a big deal...its noting at all...n they kinda like ignored her...wow....isnt that great....damn great lor....best ting to do to sumbody hu's in d grp....duno if i shud go for d outing tmr anot...i feel so xtra...as u know, she's asking d D6 to go...n her guy...so..yah....i feel so xtra....she sis invite me...but shud i? mayb i shudnt.....lately i rarely talk to them n all...esp to rai n mj...duno y we suddenly drifted apart...mayb bcoz of me...fizah cheer up kay....=)....ergh tmr....go sch...need to reach sch at 7.30AM!...but we'll get our tshirts..yippedoo....hope its nice...mr teo nvr catch me...shud keep it low....den eng...saw d i guess it shud b eng o-level example oral ppr...but it was kinda interesting...hahax...d reading aloud ws okay...but d pic discussion...d last one..walao..so many "HAPPY"...d childrens look as thou they feel happy.....blahblahblah happy....d boys blahblahblah happy...wad d hell.....harhar!....shall cont. on monday....cant wait....mr lee had dat o.O look when we told him abt Chiobu....hahax...den....me, jyss n lid went to parkway straight away..wanted to hav lunch n where we went....SWENSEN'S!!!!!....wahhhhhh.....so high standardised....n jyss was d one paying for like...everyting.....i feel so guilty....but anyway...i ate fish n chips, lid n jyss ate baked rice..had other tings as well...i got this ice cream...which was like..YUCK!.....it tasted like....erm...chemically added ice cream...eeeesh...d soup od d day was err..okay?...d salad was nice...den....my dish was nice....but i cudnt finish everyting....we talked abt tings like ppl...how they are like..how they behave n all.....den d waiter tot lid finished her food so he wanted to take it away....but den lid took d spoon n scooped d last of her food...which made d waiter u-turn...so paiseh....alot of katong n TKGS ppl sia....aniwae...d gd food was ruined by d un-nice ice cream...den we went to buy sum food for josey n all....harhar!....talked abt hidayat being a model...ewwwww....n hs being an actor...hmmm.....den we went back to sch...i got hiccups!! sheeesh.....i hate taxis...juz gives me d headaches....we went to class....d test havnt started but..i guess they were waiting for us....gosh....den i tried to revise d tings...i left my notes at swensens! shit!....aniwae...starting of d test....i was like...oh shit...how to do this???? oh shit..oh shit!!..den i cried...ergh.......saw everyone writing like pros...i'm like...shit....cry3....den...skipped d question...tried to do another one...hey! i forgot all my formulas....wat d hell....i skipped..3 qns..there's 5 questions....wat d hell....den after d test, no mood redi....xin yi cried...den i cried once more....helps me to release stress...mrs tan gave us a long talk...wad d hell...now u understand?! do u?! i dont tink u do...ergh.......................den went home...took da bus..at home, editted some pics...i shall put it here....another post...todays--->GREAT! but SUCKY!!!!



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hyelozzz....today...a better day for me...went to sch...as per normal...saw yunita chged hp AGAIN!! rich gerl....wahhhh.....at sch, copied my physics wkbk...NOWONDER I KEEP FAILING!!! erm.....emaths c.t was okay...i can do d sums BUT i don't think i'm gonna get good marks...mayb a pass....josey kinda pissed coz he forgot how to do one qn...n there's only 4 qns...den...maths..i brought d wrong bk n i didnt bring my practice bk..fine....learn abt d circle n d butterfly ting...den cme..learnt abt d disadvantage of premarital sex....its like many of d boys were excited....josey is sooo irresponsible!....chem.....ergh! i hate hu's dat guy....erm....JIA HAO!!! bcoz of HIM, mrs tan is pissed! bcoz of HIM, d test is on 19 NOT 20! n bcoz of HIM, everyone has to suffer!...everyone was alredi happy wif taking d test on 20, during eng period BUTTT stupid JIA HAO go ask for 21/8...dat made mrs TAN sooo pissed! go fuck off lah jia hao!...lamer shit...mj said he said 2/1 thinks they are so great, got alot of haolians sumore...WELL LISTEN UP! hav u forgotten UR CLASSMATES HATES YOU?! ergh!...even hongsheng is way better than u...ergh....recess, was wif junaidah n lidya....junaidah talk so cute...hahax!....copied abit more of d physics...harhar...i duno how to describe...physics, mr LEE told us hu failed for d o level exam...he said dat guy made him famous...lame lah mr lee...copied a whole lot of notes...he said foolscap is for fools...wat onli...n he's saying dat he tot in bgss b4 he bcame a politician..like mr LKY..but mr LKY or was it mr GCT...dunno lah...perasanzz....mt...did listening compre....mdm marlinah told us how many % got distinctions n all that...wow...below national average sia!.......i wonder how i'll do nxt year...good ting we're 2nd batches..in everyting...in taking d new eng o level ppr also...we had maths again....supposed to be eng but ms tan took over....kinda fun...hongsheng was bad to wei jian...he was like "orh! Cannot ans, STAND!!"...n he kept singing songs...den after sch...kinda waited for hongsheng, tot he cud join me n lid...but he cant n he threatened me-->"Don't make me make u sing songs tmr" coz i said he was a busy body..since he was always busy...lame joke olryte...den me n lid ate sum desserts...she ate d chinese rojak as well...hmph...shared many stories...haizzz....its been idunowhen since i did that...=/...aniwae...walked wif lid to d path b4 mrt station there....i walk home....i realize d path keeps going on n on n on.....there wasnt any disruption...it seems similar to life...if u follow d trail, u cud get there n there's choices to make whether to go left or right, but if u were to take a shortcut, there are risks to take...like crossing d road w/out d traffic light to get to a place faster...might get run down by d car....CHOY!..i always do that....sheesh...at home, i slept..my eldest bro is soo troublesm....bye mr go chok tong...welcome mr lee hsien loon....todays--->FINE!! OKAY!!



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hye...today started out fine..i was kinda late...blablabla...had eng c.t....it was kinda ok...den studied for physics...PURE physics aight!..don't tink u can match combine wif pure okay!..physics c.t suxed as usual...den mt...did d wkbk...jun had dat low low voice coz of her sore throat...waah...den recess, me n jun ate sumting...sumting abt jun made me laughed...she kept going "I wan to pass my physics!!" haiz...i cant help...i too wan to pass my goddamn physics ppr...we sat at d basketball court there...aiyeee.....juz talk talk...fun fun...den we assemble! as usual.....i saw mr teo coming..i looked in front...wat else u want me to do?! bloody idiot!...k fine! i go infront! wif NO reason he told me to do that...how pissed...fine!...i didnt feel pissed at first...i don't even know d reason for being in front! wat d heLL!!! ergh....den he juz show me a sign to go back to class! walao!!! bloody hell...got nothing to do izzittt?! i guess some ppl are juz jumping for joy or happily laughing while i was in front, RYTE?! like duhh...ergh....fuckers....while going up to class, my hands were light...wanted to throw my bottle far away...let my feelings out...get rid of d anger....but i didnt...in class, i threw d bottle on my table which rolled onto d floor..didnt ask anyone to pick it up but darren picked it up for me...den i was quiet all d way...they did do some funny stuffs but i didnt want to laugh....got my maths ppr back...brought my mood as low as idunowat....6/20! emaths sumore...ohkay, i wasnt redi for that test...n i failed badly..serve me ryte...n serve me ryte...bcoz i probably did sumting wrong which made mr TEO 'put' me infront...i threw d ppr on d floor, josey picked it up....fine!..but i didnt tell u to do so...den stupid zaki go peep at my ppr..in front of ME...fine!...he'll know sooner or later!...he peeped d 2nd time n i practically screamed at him...bloody hell lah...he saw it alredi!....i guess my classmates know me way better den my frens...when i'm angry i don't talk...get dat! history..i didnt do d test ppr...so no marks for me...another way to juz keep quiet....onli started talking after history..suppose to have assembly but we had maths...did a whole lot of sums...makes me feel better...wat a fine thing to do...i love it...darren n d rest didnt ask me abt d recess ting...so understanding....=)....den i went home alone...walked home...i didnt have d mood to take d bus...must take care of my reputation...or it'll go down d drain.....todays--->PISSY.



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today, i went to d lib wif josey n jyss...we kinda studied...actually..i kinda copied some of d answers...no..mayb abt all...josey was like..."i've nvr been to d lib...for like...ten yrs..."..WoW!! phobias of d ppl holding d book n d thought of d date due approaching nearer n nearer...harhar..den we looked for some bks....josey's damn noisy...i took some photos..look so retarded...hahax!...den we waited for mj n fizah at bk....we waited n talked...talked abt josey's blog n all...harhar!...den mj came...josey had dat constipation look...harhar!....we ate....josey ate slowwwww....wif manners n all..i mean...he's a guy hu really has very constant manners...like d way he sit(lesbianny way)..ate wif his martianny kind of manners...as in tilting his head n all...ergh!.....eewww....fizah came kinda late...gd ting i didn do aniting he wud critic!...he xplained to us d alien ting...waaaaahhh...i don tink fizah's impressed....mayb wif d eye tingy...den me, mj n fizah went to tamp...go see d kompang play....ohkay larh....arwin sooo....possessed...fizah cross d road like wan to kill her self liddat...erm...den we went to tm..oopps! i kinda broke mj's eyeliner...=/..i feel guilty okay...sorrryyyy.....den mj bought d dreamcatcher...i wonder if it really catches dreams...den how does it get released?!..hmmmm......den we walked around...photocopied some pgs of a bk den went home....erm...yap...dats all...all this caused d tiredness in me!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.........fizah met her boi so i was wif mj...rarrrr...wat happened ah?.....mj angry at me for sumting...opps! i foget!....i cant find d key chain!!!....hmph!..yeay! i got 8 hands!!! eight hand tingys!!...yippiedoo...anyone dont one there hp hand tingy? gimme! gimme!! todays---->ENERGETIC! TIRING!



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hyelozz....i'm frustrated now...y? coz i juz return frm johore...yep its JOHORE...NOT ndp!..bloody hell...does anione knows where other humongous traffic jams can occur OTHER than in s'pore(after d ndp)???...does anione knows there are OTHER ppl out there, in d NEIGHBOURING country TRYING their VERY best to reach s'pore AS FAST AS THEY CAN?!! NDP is not d answer....ergh! 1 ting is that i MISSED d NDP n d SINGAPORE IDOL!! next is that i was CAUGHT no...TRAPPED in this loooong traffic jam n there's NOTING to do..even my parents are tired enuff to throw tantrum....wad hell!...my aunt n uncle reached home WAAAAYY earlier then us & they went sumwhere else b4 going home, we went home straight...wad d heLLLLLL.....n all they can think of is d NDP!! erghhhhh..bloody heLL...yah...they dont know i went to johore...FINE!! i dont blame them....but d most common place where traffic jams always occur esp in this kind of holidays is the causeway n the immigration...johore's sooooooooooo jammed up dat s'pore has NOTING to do...i cud see them juz waiting for a car or two to come...that rarely happens...its usually we wait for them!...bloody hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.................fInE!! fInEEEE fInEEEEEEE!



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oryte...hyeloz...blahxz..today...in d morning...went to sch wif sor...she was kinda quiet..so i didnt want to disturb...saw mena while i was in d bus...wondered y idayat didnt go down d bus...hmmm...den met him...hehe...he sent me nearly to my class...hu's dat guy...rahmat izit..yah..he kinda tegur him..hehe...den...in d class...ergh..i cant remember...erm...oyah...they switched on the discman tink..ey...d songs are rather...erm..nice...kinda erm..like it?...yah...went to 3/2...mj got no voice...aww...assembly...got a loong talk by mr teo...izit?...i tink...yah...went to class, mr lee kinda scolded us for not reading...maths...noting much..she taught sumting..i didnt listen...erm...did all d sums in d textbk...at least i knew how to do it...oryte..i wont update wat happened today...its so pissy n so boring...i'm juz too tired... went to search for weder wif no shoes onn...everyone's like..hu d...wat d hell.....aiyahhh...d dance is nice i tell ya...be redi to watch it...i hope my camera's in gd hands...hmph...i guess dats all.....nono...i PASSEd my physics test! whoaaa....1st time..noh...2nd time sia...n d maths test was damn idunowat...i didnt how to what...eventhou it was an open bk test...i've been talking abt it for d whole DAY in this is wat happen...erghhh.....haiz...SHIT! i still havnt study for chem...gtg now..todays--->BORING!!



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i guess i'm a sour n shallow gal...i'm not eligible...i shudnt bother to even ask...just wastes away my energy....shudnt bother to even speak...nothing works...its the same always...talking wont work...nevertheless actions..it juz ends up into death ears...well...thats abit of wat i wrote sumwhere...its a msg...

well..well..well...today's clement's bdae...in d morning, i bought sumting to eat...nearly cudnt finish it...wished clement happi bdae, gav mj a hug..went to see ms tan...told her abt my early leave..jun followed...blahxz..looong talk by mrs song during assembly...d clouds were BEAUTIFUL...thx to jyss for telling...yeay! we get to wear d red shirt on friday...gd ting i bought it alredi..den...english...got a very loong talk by mr lee...abt our discipline...very bad...wats bad? leaving sch w/out permission...as in go overseas...n forgery...i nvr did those..den we went thru d compre...i didnt do d corrections...blahxz..since adam sat at lid's place...lid sat at mine..i sat at adam's...nice view of d board...i tink...den...wart did we have...erm...physics?...yah...erm..did sum drawings...kinda paid attention....mt...NASRI U SUCK!!....ohkay...i seriously wanted d glue n he irritatingly didnt give it to me until i was pissed!...wat d hell...end up last handing up d stupid mind map ting...eeee...so ugly...bloody helll....den at d canteen...me weder went down late..THX WEDER FOR WAITING FOR ME!!...den at d canteen....aiyah...juz drink milk...don bother to say aniting more abt d canteen....maths...kinda noisy...i tink...test postponed to saturday...gosh..all hongshengs idea...ergh!...cy n sum boys were sent out of d class coz they didnt do d hw..neither did i!..woops!....after maths, i went to d general office...my mom was late!...d guy cud go home by himself sia!...no faiRR....my mom n my lil bro came..we went off...d general office's ppl are very d frenly...harhar!...me n my lil bro kinda teasing around...made my mom happy...awh...i'm such a gd girl...at home, we ate...den i rushed my mom to KK...hehe...coz she like to be late lah...see lah...appt at 2.10....2.10 still at home!...wad d hell...at d hospital...we kinda went in d wrong office...peace!...nowonder got noone..d clinic itself...wow...u wud tink d whole woman society was pregnant....everywhere u turn...there surely b one...big or small...tummies bulging out...signed sum pprs...den took my height n weight...ey! i gained weight!!!....frm 46 to 47.9..wad d hell...shitty...mayb coz i wore jeans...waddd onli...den went in d doctor's office...or room...wadsoever...d same doctor...he was more lively today..eesh!...he said i was quiet...aniting larh...aniwae i am....d nurse was like "u understand onot?"..HEY!!..d doc wished me gd luck for d exams...pecah rahsia!...peeesh....den we went to eat...(notice how many times we went to eat)...den we took 67...d 3 of us slept...gd ting we wake up at d correct bustop...we wet to shopNsave to buy sumting i forgot to tell my mom...den we walked to my granny hse...ate sumting bought sumting for my granny..den went home...blahxz!....now at home...rarrr...sunday...hmmm......todays--->FINE!! OHKAY!!



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hyelo....i'm stuffed...ergh....in d morning...went to sch..i forgot to bring my hairband!! shittie...ergh...used d rubber RUBBER band instead!...eesh...to prevent tchers frm catching me wearing a 'red' band, i tie my hair to a bunch tingy watsoever...i guess i look bitchy...coz i feel dat way...ergh..hate it...now my hairs' curved to one side...mr lee's pissed wif idono hu...sheeesh!...maths...blahzx...boring..did some sums...ohkay lar...emaths...easy...ss...did a pg...still got loads more to do...chem...yeay!..at last..got a very nice blue solution...waiting for d final crystals to be formed...harhar! jason so...lame?...blahxz...den...recess....was wif lid n hanny...hanny so bad...lidya so nice...see d diff?....dun judge a bk by its cover...erm...dayu took my specs...wanted to take it back den she licked my cheek! EWwWWww....mt...boring..hear mdm marlinah talk...she's angry..hate hafiz bighead!...so rude..atlast d lesson was okay...mdm marlinah now is afraid to talk...coz weshe has to talk in proper malay...harhar...den..erm....physics...paid attention...hoorah..but i dont know if i understand it anot...nasri sat at josey's, josey sat at mine, i sat at lid's n lid sat at nasri's table...harhar!...coz i didnt want to b in d middle of d condom conversation...they were also doing that cloth tingy...eeesh....laugh till i cry sia...didnt listen to mrs wadhwani...bloody hell...after mly,me n jun went home...i took d bus..RaArRR...ate my medicine...stupid chocolate drink...stain my tshirt!..went back to sch..

mcc oklar....i tot don hav mcc....but have...we practiced for ND..ohkay larh...osman came..wif few packets of food!!...we ate it of coz..today he's xtra nice..me dayu n weder help him buy his drink...he gave us FIVE dOLLARS!!...wow...at d canteen saw a couple...peace!...ergh....hurts hurts hurts hurts...! dayu! don spread hor!..we kept d money.....for later use...he brought nuts, d brinjal chips & strawberries!!...peace!...we practiced...yeap...ergh...pain....den we did a kind of stretch...our head in btwn our legs...kinda upside down...lying down...den we learnt new steps...i'm SLOW!!...eeesh...den me dayu n weder went to d 'donut' shop...talked abt d camp....haizz....i miss d camp...i miss TJ....i miss d cheers...i miss everyting abt d ccampp...bought waffer...went to 7-11...bought sum stuffs...all wif d five bucks...radiah n her sis n her sis' bf was there...noisey...tot i forgot my hp but it was in my pocket...eeesh... blahblahblah...went home...no..walked home...ergh..so tired...i guess there's no hw today...so might as welll sleep...erghhh....gdnite ppl...todays--->TIRING!! FINE?



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hyelo....i'm tired...super tired...very tired....ergh!...went to sch wif him....=)...gimme lollipop sumore...want me to get toothache...such sweet fella...i just finish the survey monkey thing..hahax!...all lame answers!...kkk...back to today, i wonder y he is erm, not the usual thing today...hmmm.....in class, did alot of laughing...harhar!...lid nvr come...she ah!...sheesh...kkk...i forget what i wanted to write alredi...erm...chem, ms choy had a tough time handling us...we were very quiet...erm, english....kinda had a long talk by mr lee bw...damn naggy tcher...i'm gonna go home earlie on wednesday!...woohoo!...den...we had d photo taking ting..i sat bside ting2 and hongyun...harhar!...bestfren separater....i wasnt dat redi..but wat d heck! i hope it turns out nice...d fun pic was normal...juz us 'hugging' each other n doing d peace \\// sign...i'm so out of place!...recess, didn reallie study for d ss test...ate wif jun, jun ate slow...hahar! talked abit wif nad...her class got Carmen n hu's dat lady?...i duno...i juz wanna shout out dat TJ n CARMEN rox!...dats y d 2nd batch enjoyed being wif them...bcoz they were wif us 1st!...our class rox!...mt...didn do aniting, my class had to go to d screening ting...harhar! we played d concentration game....brings back d memories...studied for d ss test...cheng yee is IRRITATING!...juz a shout out there....den...maths...was rather boring...oyah...cy(cy n cheng yee are 2 totally diff ppl) gav us those blue oil ppr tingy...nasri cleaned his armpit wif it..den approached me..d ppr's wett!...kinda hit my hand so i kinda wipe it on his tigh..WHICH! hit his butt! den he was like "y u touch my butt? touch sumore..go on!"...frm den on he's like physically irritating me by getting near me...shit!...maths was okay..den ss...josey wrote somuch...still got mini prints but i wrote damn little...shitty...quality NOT quantity...mcc...i didnt hav remedial but got d mcc practice...fatimah so makcik like...menyampah! hehe...made me laugh till i cry...d last 15 mins or so, i slept...so soundly...nice!....peace!...den went home...walk wif weder...talk abt d last time memories...miss those times....mj!...dun foget hor....peace...todays---->TIRING! FINE!



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hyelozzz....sorrie i didn blog yesterday...blahxz...yesterday...after remedial, me,lid n jyss went to hav breakfast at kembangan there...we talked abt d camp!! oloohhh how i miss it soo much..we talked abt d mud adventure esp...oorgh....n d campfire...n CRC...n how we want to suggest to d sch to hav another camp for us after d O-levels....oooh...it'll be fun! if we get thru it....anione wants to suggest abt it too?? i love d CRC n mud adventure...ooh...talked abt TJ as well....i want his email add...hmph!...i begining to sound like a despo!...shit..we also talked abt how ppl tink we hav an attitude when they themselves have d worst attitudes...bitchers lah they....den we went home....awh....since i cudnt go for d preview, i begged my mom to let me follow her...go johore lah, wat else...went there...tot we're going to go home at night but we stayed...overnight...totally cleaned my head...i mean, relaxed my brain frm all d problems i've been going thru....lately i've not been myself...i kept crying...duno y...at my hse, i had a teary eye...for d whole night...slept wif my lil bro....in d middle of d night, i woke up, he was still awake!!...gave him a hug n led him to sleep...awh...so cute...he practically slept on my side of d bed...eeesh!....went home, very very long ride home...tried sleeping but cant...fetched my granny...my dad sent me n my lil bro home..my head's hurting....tried to do sum of d sums...i guess sum of my frens are irritated by me....howells...its a two way world....haizz.....i guess i've been neglecting ppl....and accusing them of neglecting me...arh....shit...bloody me.....well...todays--->FINE!