hey hey hey...how are ya? me? fine....ok lah..starting of d dae..woke up late..den met sorida late..abt 5-10 mins late? haha...den go skool..my body ached so much sia...waist down....didnt reali talk to joseph until maths period coz of yesterday...duno lah..dun ang now "very
wanting to wat hapen to me" dat kind...tanks for caring.... reali..den today i didnt get to see d
'particular' guy..so sad...hehe.. den today i didnt go for physics remedial coz for me it would be a waste of tym..but i really tot i shld hv gone coz i really weak at physics..i slept till 6+ when i reached hm..den i ate dinner...blah blah blah..den went in msn..chat wif ramli n weder...dun ang..josey..n more...hehe..dowan to expose
more...hehe.....den i listen to song..chat..write testi for weder....den found out sumting..nope.. not gona xpose..nope..nvr...until one day...hehe......today ok ah..but kinda boring coz i canot laugh...i repeat..
CANNOT laugh..n i'm d kind dat laugh alot...hehe..i gues dats all...ya..dats all..k lah...so overall today's-->
OK BUT BORINGGGgggzzz!!
hey...sucha crappy day yet sucha uncrappy day...duno lah wat d hell i'm talkin abt but ya..its true..i ran 2.4km today which was my 1st crappy ting..i had a painful sore at stomach while runnin'..but wat d heck..i cant juz stop n roll as thou i'm burning or sumtin could i..jyss ran wif me n we did hv a gd tyming thou..16.02 was my tyming..wow! 4.005mins/round..like wat i xpected..dat
particular guy was there...!! so happy..yet so sad...coz after running i was so weak...no energy...argh...i was like half dead but i determined myself to go ahead...dont stop...jyss gave me sum encouraging words oso..we made a 'grand finale' when we reach d ending point.. hahax...jason made me feel jealous by running up d stairs...argh.. wat oni...d new seating arrrangements made me make more frens.. now i talk to hong yun..hwee shan..junaidah..joseph... xing yi..nasri..if he sits near me lah...after dat..it was juz a typical day for me...history was kinda fun...mrs wadhwani made faBIan,surendra, joseph,jyss n ting2 tell us abt our skool...d boys said d gd parts while d girls said d negative opinions..evribody was like laughing...n cheering..esp to jyss's opinion...so true....had physics remedial.. which was kinda boring..d tcher ended earlier!! WOW!!we were like..
huh? finish redi??....den i waited for mj..she said she ended earlier but it was d ooposite..den we went hm taking d same bus..go hm... blah blah blah..
at home...on d comp go in msn n got a shock! dat particular nick of
sum ppl got me a shocked...den i had a very strong feeling of being against it..i felt insulted...i tot abt it for like a loooong tym until i realized..sumhw sumwat he is rite...his life does stinks more den mind...u mite b going --> its a he??!!!..ya it
IS a he....but his life stinks at skool while mine stinks at both skool n at hm...skool-->stressed hm-->nag, nag and nag...wat m i suppose to do? i was feelin tired..when i'm tired i don realise wat i'm doin...(dat brings me alot of memories...haha)..my mom played bejeweled at msn...she ah..duno lah..must satisfy her so dat she doesnt nag..hu will if they r satisfied rite.....den i got over it...its sucha common thing for
ME to hear things dat r insulting nowadays...i dun care animore but i will react to those insults..joseph if u'r reading this..let me make u realise dat my life's is in d tippy side...i noe ur life stinks but i'm no stupid gal...NVR call anione stupid...dis goes to all u hu reads dis.... ya so wat if we're not perfect..like U r
soooo perfect like dat..we R not stupid nomatter wat..i noe it hurts to b called stupid..but sumtyms dat juz comes out of my mouth without me knowing.. so...i'm sorry guys....overall today's-->
a crappy but uncrappy day
hyelow peepz..how ar ya? ya..seems dat today i am more unstressed den yesterday...ya...yesterday so stress dat i cried..cried my heart out..damn stressed!! sorida's printer got problem den
I need to look for sumbodi to print for
us but nobodi cared to help except for my lovely n kind fren..
Goh Mei Juaaaaan Jane.....at least sumbodi cared to help n print it..
THANKS YA LOADS!!!
..n thx to mr 'particular' for trying to make me feel betta...n chee yuan too...ur helps is very much appreciated..
den there it is today.....i told sorida abt d project on wat happen n she seemed heck care...i'm not surprised..she's
tired wat..she's d onli one
tired wat....me leh? walao....i didnt talk to joseph dat much today coz i was still hvin d stressed feelin..den dun ang was like so sad..i wanna noe y...he tried to console me yesterday..so i hav to repay him sumhow..(jospeh, if u'r readin dis..thx for tryin to help me also..)..ya i DO have a problem in my life n i DONT show wat d problem is..UNLESS i confide in u den u'll noe wats d reason to all my stress...even i duno wat i'm stressed abt..i was quite close to junaidah today coz she has to hav a fren sumhow coz shireen n may didnt come..(i tink they play truant)..today's ss period was kinda funny..we need to show our hw personally to mr azahar..Uncle yong chang didnt do den he said
'i nvr bring it..i nvr do it'...isnt it better to juz say 'i didnt do' ?...dat particular sentence made mr azahar confused den uncle need to do 20 push-ups..poor ting..he did it damn slowly...hehe..den there was assembly..it was kinda boring..d play was ok...i was kinda shocked when d 'devil' came running towards us..den sit bhind me..but not dat close ah..he sat bside d councillors..they didnt mind it though...i didnt like d devils red eyes...so scary...d 'krishna' was also kinda scary...they sort off play 'hide-n-seek'..dat was kinda funny...me n junaidah was laughing all d wae..feeling scared at d same tyme..haha....den 3 ppl got caning....we need to pay for d magazine AGAIN! so budget!! den we got back to class..den suddenly adam said he wanted to send me home...i was like "WART!?"..but in d end he didnt..d reason he wanted to 'send' me home was bcoz he wanted to go to sorida's hse to take d paper..i go hm wif her ma...so yalor...but in d end nbr..o ya..n another ting..hapi 1st mth annivesery sorida n da'ren..i gues dats all...overall todays-->
FINE!!!!
shit shit shit larh..wat d heck?!! go away lah freakz..fuck of u unwanted thoughts!! go away n leave me alone!! shit u freak! Irritating pieces of shitties!! fuck off!! i done care wat kind..juz leave me alone..for once...i juz wanna lead a good day ahead of me..y must u always come n disturb me?! no other ppl to disturb izit?! y izit always me..?!!
YYY??? shit u freaking shits........
GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dowan u back! no matter wat...juz....
leave..me...alone.....:'(
sooriie about dat...i needed to let out my thoughts...feelin damn stressed...n i duno y...i juz duno y...i feel offended? noo...i feel lonely??? mayb...all i noe is dat i'm stressed..at hm...at skool..outside...it seems dat its all the same..even wif ppl u call frens..some may act nice..helpful n wateva d gd tings are..while others r juz minding their own biz..y is d world so unfair n uncaring?? i gues dats juz d way ppl behave...n d way d world is...it juz sux to b feelin both unwanted at skool n at hm..it seems dat once ur feelin bad at skool..it'll get carried back home...ya...today i saw d
'particular' guy wif his frenz...they were at d canteen..he's rarely at d canteen....sumhow sumwat i smile when i read dat msg in my hp...=) n when i tink abt it...it's sweet..wat m i supposed to do?..haiz....it juz sux being forced to do tings...it juz sux being commented wif tings u
HATE to hear...it juz sux to wake up in d mornin juz to so to d frikin lace..it juz sux being bullied by frens or disturbed by them..it juz sux being in school..it juz sux breathing in dis world when u noe d last breathe will arrive soon..it juz sux!
Life is juz not worth living..life juz sux!
hey there....shhiiiiiiiiittttttttt larh....wat d heck..duno y now i'm feelin stressed...today i onli saw d
'particular' wif his close fren....but i didnt get to chat wif him today...today ang2 act veri weird...he seems more 'close' to me today...but he's ok ah....joseph was kinda gd but irritatin today..its a normal ting for him to do..chee yuan teach me thru msn for abt 2+ hrs...so nice...i'm stressed..n i duno y..i hv so many tings to do!! shit sia...veri pissed off sumhow today....i juz wan peace sumhow...shit larh.....
WHYYEEEE??? sumbodi stead wif sumbodi today....i wonder when i'm gonna be his...cheh...but i shldnt b wondering..he's gona hv his O levels dis yr so i shld let him concentrate..haiz....i walked in d rain juz now...so long nvr walk in d rain...it felt nice sumhow....i miss him sumhow...but wat can i do?? he doesnt know..he has dis idea dat i like another guy..so...shldnt juz let out my feelings like dat shld i? i dowan to shok sendiri u noe...haiyah..need to start on my hw now...i must start..nomatter wat...gtg..cya soon! overall today is-->
STRESSING!!
hey peepz....how r y'all??? havin fun on this weekend? mine's boring to d
CORE!! duno y....hm...today i went to my aunt's wedding...d onli ppl i know there was my mother..father..n my lil' bro...frm here u can tell i dun recognize anippl at all...except for dis lady who is suppose to b d mother of d one marrying today..she was like 50-60+ n she can remember my hm address!!
WOW!! Amazing......as usual..my family went to d beach again..quite boring....notin to do..juz seat there doin noting....relaxes my mind for awhile..den we went to popular to buy sum stationary den go hm...so boring......my religious class in d morning was ok lar...at least got sum frens ard...d 'canteen' was closed so we went out...my fren melted wen her bf said i miss u to her..so sweeeettt....i wld melt oso if i was her...i wonder...i'm kinda sad coz i didnt get to chat wif d
'particular' guy...wonder where's he...hmmm....ya.....i'm in
LOVE wif good charlottes 'wondering' song.. this is how the lyrics go..
Wondering Lyrics
by Good Charlotte
[chorus]
If you want me to wait, I would wait for you
If you tell me to stay, I would stay right through
If you don't wanna say anything at all
I'm happy wondering
Since I was a young man I never was a fun man
I never had a plan and no security
Then ever since I met you I never could forget you
I only wanna get you right here next to me
'Cause everybody needs somone that they can trust and...
You're somebody that I found just in time
[chorus]
Now my life is changing, it always rearranging
It always getting stranger than I thought it ever could
Ever since I found you, I wanna be around you
I wanna get down to the point that I need you
'Cause everybody needs somone that they can trust and..
You're somebody that I found just in time
[chorus]
Don't tell me the bad news
Don't tell me anything at all
Just tell me that you need me
And stay right here with me
[chorus] 2x
ooooo....so nice....
LOVE it so much...overall today is-->
BORING!!!
hey...ya..i'm continuing frm d previous blog...if u ladies out there wanna noe...joseph stepped on my chair yesterday..so he's not d kind hu doesnt do that...y shld i?.....mayb..not... Joseph.....u do dat again n i'm gona take ur bottle again..dun u dare hit me at d hip again u...u purple hippo lesbian u...gd evening peepz...
hey hey hey...how r ya? great? hehe..kinda boring today..i woke up in d morning..go on msn...blah blah blah..chat wif d
'particular' guy...so kiddie..hehe..chat wif mena..nad..n more ppl...said hye to idayu...they were at cc juz now..dats y they were in msn...wrote testi for sorida n idayu..watch tv...den at abt 1pm i bathe den go to mendaki...i was the FIRST girl to reach there in my class..when i reached there..there was onli THREE person including me...den d number rose...so BORING!!...went home wif farah..she was d christable in d phantom cat show tingy....
WOW!..i read her short story compo tingy..or shld i say cerpen...her compo was in malay...it was so gd...end up wif a love story..her language was so..Flowery...den we went to watson..buy her shampoo..she was frikin chosey! ask help frm d assistant but she herself didnt know which was gd for her hair...den we bought tings to eat..bought sushi...d roasted eel sushi sucked! eeeee...we talked abt tings like boys n stuff n it wasnt suprising to hear dat she'd prefer non-smoking boys to those who smokes...juz like me..hehe..(hint hint) fabian played bejewel wif me...n gues wat..I won! hehe....of all the tings...todays so boring.....i can die...i kinda tot of a qoute tingy.it goes like dis--> an enemy is a fren hu is nvr found...<--think about it..overall today is-->
BORING!
haiya pplz...how r u(s)...today kinda ok ah...got stomach cramp which suxz like hell coz i cldnt laugh n sneeze dat much..although i did laugh n sneeze...it HURTS! so badly...today got check both chem n physics paper n got d profiling tingy...i sort of improved my physics..got 2 digits dis tym...i dropped in chem...so sian..walao..failled BADLY!..of all d tings...i sort of saved today..brought food frm hm..coz as usual i'm short of money...dat kinda stuff..joseph n the 'gang' made me laugh..esp JOSEPH!!...he hit my hipbone..so pain...it stinged..now still in pain...shit u..haiz....d profiling tingy was ok lah..got story abt woodcutter..i heard it b4...d moral of d story was to sharpen ur blade...blah blah blah..we answered a questionaire n a kind of survey...d survey-->150 questions!! so much!!!! but we finished it after all....its quite interesting ah..argh!! so noisy!! stupid bvss construction site!! how can they study bside the frikin noisy place...??!! walao! talked wif nas abt yesterday..he seems ok...it seemed dat evritings back to normal today..d
'particular' guy was in d canteen..wif his frenz..which is...good...can see dat
'particular' guy...mr ang2 acted weird tody..actuali he acts weird evriday but today..exceptionally "feminen" (duno how to spell..sorry).....overall..evriting seems to b fine today..n i'm usually sian..so ya....todays is-->fine!
haiz ppl....me so sian today......didnt run 2.4 today..ms rosehana quite nice today...peace...got chem test today...surely pass wif not high marks..haiya...wat to do..i'm not a clever gerl la...i admit dat...wats wrong wif her..i didnt do aniting..i'm innocent...i hope...but how i noe i did wrong if u dont tell me....???? tell me la....i juz wanna noe...i dun mind if u call me bitch watsoever..but juz xplain...dun go ignoring even wen i smile at u...let me ask u all sumting...if u were to like sumone n finds out dat dat person likes sumbodi else....wld u go crying or wld u juz respect it? its not dat u can do anyting or wat but its juz horrid to go ard crying for ppl u hv no control of....no offence to those who does dis..but ya...its kinda makes ppl feel guilty u noe...which sucks so much dat dat person mite go bonkers or feel veri³ stressed out...which sucks la..for sure.....duno lah...pls explain to me wen ur redi pls....i'm reali wanting to noe...
hei there!! my 1st blog...in my own blogger...WoW....i'm impressed by me...hehe..aniwae...lately i'm kinda moody so mayb dis wld help abit...need to let out my thoughts...shld i? shldn't i? wats wrong wif me? m i too perfect till evrione starts hating me? i'm no perfect gal k...tell me...pls...